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[23 Jul 2003|09:54am] |
i am sticky...
it is really not worth taking a shower here...the second you do, you just turn into a sticky bun again.
i do not even feel like writing (crazy as it sounds), but i feel i should probably just write a bit so people that read this know i am still alive and well.
i am homeless, literally.
dubrovnik is grand, but not for single travellers...
i am staying on the couch again tonight, but after tonight, i am not quite sure where i will be for the following 2 nights.
the hostel is quite far from here, and supposedly booked.
in town they only have accomodation for 2 or more.
so, hmmm.
i shall figure something out.
we are taking a ferry to an island today, but i cannot remember which one.
i am tired, and in a weird mood.
something in that pizza last night and i have not been the same since.
i want to come home for just one day.
as beautiful as it is here, i would give it all away to just be home for even a few hours.
i just want to go dancing with MY friends, be with MY family, and sleep in MY bed with MY ikea sheets and my little square lamp next to me.
and i want to go to church, all the time.
and i want to surf more.
and i want to work more thankfully.
after awhile, if you have nothing to do, it gets really boring...i would really rather be working.
i want to sit with jen on our wood floors talking until really late... i miss you, jen.
i am ok...do not feel bad for me...i just get in these mild funks where i suddenly miss everything badly, and then i am fine.
i slept with gino´s hat last night because it is the only tangible item i have from someone back home.
silly.
so, i will put on a smile through this constant sweat, hang out with my new friends, and try to look at the immediate journey ahead, and continue to dream about the moment i get to come out of the airplane terminal and step foot on LA ground.
i will be staying with pierre in milan in a couple weeks, and i look forward to that.
so, cheers.
and also, would someone like to take a shot at the difference between being passionate and being insane?
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