When all your lies become your truths

August 14 2003 [04:43pm]
Uh, yeah.

I just wanted to say I need to tell Matt something before I get kicked or whatever.

Have fun screwing with each other.
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August 12 2003 [07:35pm]
Who Will You Marry? by Sari
Name
DateMarch 12, 2036
SpouseRuben Studdard
Price of Wedding$1,120,483
Created with quill18's MemeGen!


...your mom. I'm marrying myself, okay?

And like, omg. I like totally won a Teen Choice Award.
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August 01 2003 [09:31am]
Do you think I care that you all think I'm absolutely insane? Nope. I mean, who cares about that kind of crap, when there are bigger things in life than other people's opinions?

Now that you've all had your laugh, uh.. it's someone's birthday, right?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!

I'll be around today, I think. Probably not, but we'll see.
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July 30 2003 [09:06pm]
hey guys, what's up! i'm having a blast right now in LA because i'm rehearsing all week with my band and i'm loving how the show is turning out for the tour. by the way, my band is awesome! man they're good! ooh, also looking forward to the teen choice awards because i'm performing "Low" on it with the band. thank you guys for voting, very cool of you. woohoo! also just found out i was nominated for 3 VMA's. i went last year during american idol, but very cool to be going as one of the nominees and presenters this year. Excited to see 'Coldplay' and 'Christina' perform! woohoo! Can't wait to tour, and once again i have the coolest fans!

love you guys &
God Bless
kelly :)
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July 24 2003 [07:58pm]
I undeleted out of the good of my heart.
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Sup bitch. July 19 2003 [09:00pm]
mood : accomplished

ImitatingJoel (8:20:33 PM): Don't die on me.
AI Kell Bell (8:21:58 PM): I'm not dead.
ImitatingJoel (8:22:32 PM): Good because then I'd cry and have to rape your dead body and stuff.
AI Kell Bell (8:23:00 PM): =-O
AI Kell Bell (8:23:18 PM): Sounds hot, but when I'm not dead of course. ;-)
ImitatingJoel (8:23:44 PM): But I can't rape your dead body if you're not dead.
AI Kell Bell (8:24:10 PM): Rape my living body..?
ImitatingJoel (8:24:36 PM): I could do that. But I'd hate to end up in jail. O:-)
AI Kell Bell (8:24:52 PM): Ah, but you can't rape the willing, right?
ImitatingJoel (8:25:32 PM): Hee, I was hoping you'd say that.
AI Kell Bell (8:27:46 PM): Hm..what else were you hoping?
ImitatingJoel (8:28:01 PM): A lot of stuff.
AI Kell Bell (8:28:49 PM): Like..? You can tell me anything. :-D
ImitatingJoel (8:30:32 PM): Well I was hoping that you'd do the whipped cream bikini thing on you're movie but whatever.

For the record, it's your, not you're.

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If hearts were unbreakable. July 16 2003 [02:20pm]
mood : stressed
music : Invisible - Clay Aiken

I just recently finished filming my new video, "Low". The story is about myself getting revenge on an ex-boyfriend. And boy, do I have a surprise for him. But, I guess you'd have to see the video for yourself to know what the surprise is.

I'm currently in Japan, doing some promotion for "Thankful", seeing as it will be released on July 23 there. The fans are so great. After Japan, I'm stopping in London to continue promo for "Miss Independent". I'm thinking of stopping by to see Rachel, so we can finalize our plans for NYC.

Managed to find someone to buy the house down in Florida, so O-Town's going to have new neighbors. I'm not sure who bought it. The real estate agent handled that. So be nice boys.

Did ya'll see MTV, Carson Daly's Bash? I'll let you decide what really happened, or not. We'll see.

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What you did was low. July 11 2003 [07:06pm]
mood : contemplative

Everybody's talkin'
But they don't say a thing
They look at me with sad eyes
but I don't want their sympathy
It's cool you didn't want me
Sometimes you can't go back
Why'd you have to go and make a mess like that?
Well I just have to say
Before I let go...

Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
'Cause what you did was low

No I don't need your number
There's nothing left to say
'Cept I never thought it'd hurt this much to be saved
My friends are outside waiting
I've gotta go

Have you ever been low? (have you ever been)
Have you ever had a friend let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
'Cause what you did was low
What you did was low
What you did was low
What you did was low

I walk out of this darkness
With no sense of regret
And I go with a clear conscience
We both know that you can't say that
This to show
For all the time I loved you so
So...

Have you ever been low? (have you ever been)
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
'Cause what you did was low

Have you ever been low? (have you ever been)
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
'Cause what you did was low

Have you ever been low? (have you ever been)
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
'Cause what you did was low...

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Have to get away. Meant to spent alone. July 07 2003 [12:41pm]
mood : excited
music : Bounce - J2K

You guys thought I was joking, right? Guess not. After Rachel comes back from Warped Tour, I should be done selling my house in Orlando. Afterwards, I think Rach and I will hit my house in Texas, while we look for an apartment in NYC.

I'm going to miss everyone incredibly much, but I need to get away. And Ashley? Don't be sad. I'll be back for your birthday. Promise.

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July 05 2003 [10:33am]
mood : frustrated

Last night, New York was amazing.

I'm seriously considering moving there. At least, until I can clear my mind.

I mean, I'm in New York half the time.

I'm not sure what to make of this new idea. Whatever I decide, I'm going to stick with it this time around.

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July 01 2003 [04:07pm]
mood : blank

I'm confused.

But okay. If any of the newbies need a full buddy list, you can get it from me. Well, that is if I'm ever on.

I miss everyone. Especially you, you, you, you, and you.

:-/

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June 30 2003 [06:30am]
mood : sad

No?

Please tell me they just did not leave.

....

Fuckingstupidcryingicon.

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June 29 2003 [01:17pm]
mood : accomplished
music : Condition of my Heart - Justin Guarini

::moves friends page::

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So you want to know what's going on.. June 25 2003 [05:19pm]
mood : stabbedinthefuckingback
music : one step closer- S CLUB JUNIORS

Screw this. I'm so sure you're sick of my constant updates, but deal with, alright? For once, I have something to say.

I knew they had a thing for each other. My boyfriend and best friend. Doesn't get any better than this, right? ::frowns::

It's not her fault. It's not his fault. I believe that with our secret relationship hurt us most. We never said anything. We never mentioned each other. I'm sure he went to her for comfort, with my usual bitchiness struck. She did what she was best at: helping people out.

I'm over him. Really. It was a fling to me. Sure, he'll always be my friend. Yeah, he's great and all, but he's was never my type. Yeah, I feel a tad hurt that they went behind my back. I'll survive. ::weak grin::

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One liners own. June 24 2003 [04:06pm]
mood : distant
music : Judges Medley - AI Finalists

I wanted to update, but then I realized I had nothing to say anymore.

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June 22 2003 [08:19pm]
mood : annoyed

Back the FUCK OFF!

He is mine.

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June 22 2003 [10:12am]
mood : amused

Mmm..secrets are the greatest thing ever.

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Hi sexy bitch. June 19 2003 [08:39pm]
mood : odd
music : Dodgers baseball game

Whoa, that's SO me. Crazy. )

And why do I make new icons, and not even update?

You gave me touchin' and lovin'
And took me too the moon
You gave me feelin' and pleasure
Then left too soon
Oh baby,
Get ready
I'm comin' after you
Oh yeah

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I leave, and the place falls apart. Jesus. June 17 2003 [01:19pm]
mood : cheerful

People are so irritating these days. I mean, I leave for two weeks, and chaos has become the mascot for popfantastic.

Anyways, back to the point. What up with all the talk about beating down people's ass? I swear, if I read another update like this: "I kicked [insert name here]'s ass today. It was fun." I will sic all my bodyguards on your ass, faster than me being all over a certian boy with green eyes from North Carolina. Please bitch. Even a kid with lens thicker than the Hubble telescope can take you on. So shut your mouth, and back down.

And what with the voting on my poll when you don't even talk to me? Uh, hi. Certian people I haven't even spoken to ONCE, voted for my shit. The point of my poll was for my FRIENDS to vote. Obviously you wouldn't notice if I disappeared off the face of the Earth, so damn.

One more thing. Stop IMing me when I sign on okay, bitch? You bug me. Literally. Don't tell me about you "sex" life. I don't care if the condom broke. I don't care if you got pregnant. Thanks, but it was all an act. Picked up a few skills while filming "From Justin to Kelly", which by the way hits theaters this Friday, the 20th. But yes, I only sign on to talk to approximately two people, three if the other one isn't lurking half the time.

And hizzo. I feel like a bitch lately. I guess being in London does things to you. Ah, did I mention I went to London to do some promo for my album? I got to see Rachel! It was great, yo.

HOLLA BACK.

Ah yes, and people need to refer back to my English lesson. It's located in my memories for amusement. Cause whoa, people here can not spell or use proper grammer.

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June 16 2003 [12:27am]
mood : apathetic

Wow, I'm still here. What a shocker.

Would you really kick me off? I didn't think so.

Bitch, please.

I don't think you're ready for this jelly.

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