Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in Kaylee's Blurty:

Sunday, February 22nd, 2009
12:56 pm	breathe--taylor swift && we know it's never simple, never easy Never a clean break, no one here to save me You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand && I can't breathe Without you, but I have to Breathe Without you, but I have to.. Current Mood: crappy Current Music: breathe-taylor swift (Comment on this)
12:19 pm	tomorrow.. tomorrow is definitely going to suck. ever since my ex boyfriend broke up with me, my best friend has been telling me to dress up and act all preppy..and most of all- act like it doesn't bother me..but, i can't do that. that's not me. i can't just act like nothing ever happened. i reallllllly don't want to dress up. luckily for me, i'm already getting all the guys. ever since thursday, 6 guys has asked me out. 2 asked me out 5 minutes after my ex broke up with me. i hope he gets jealous. i know i got super jealous when him and my supposedly "friend" first got together. i don't think it would bother him though. but then again, maybe it would. after all, he broke up with me the first time over something totally stupid. just because guys flirt with me and he gets jealous isn't a good reason to break up with me, first of all because i wasn't the one flirting and second of all, he could of just told them to stop, or even have me freaking do it. i've always said i wouldn't ever cry over a guy, but that's waaaay to late now. Current Mood: cold Current Music: don't go away-oasis (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 21st, 2009
10:32 am	bulimic? okay, so after my ex boyfriend broke up with me i wouldn't eat. i didn't eat for about a day an a half. then when i finally did eat, i ate a lot..but afterwords ,i don't know why, but i went to the bathroom and threw it up. now almost every meal i have, i try to throw it up..it's not that i fear of gettin fat, because i'm already there. i don't know what's been wrong with me lately. (Comment on this)
9:52 am	blaaah;; wow, this really freakin sucks. my now ex boyfriend broke up with me thursday and i'm still not over it. especially since yesterday at the game he asked out one of my friends and they said yes. that's not a really good friend if you ask me, because she knew how much liked him. i'm still not over him. not in the least bit. everyone tells me he's not good enough for me..and i was starting to believe it too..but now, i don't know what to believe. he didn't really even really give me a reason. he had his friend ( my ex boyfriend ) text me and tell me. that's real low. all he said was he just wanted to be friends. never said why or anything. i can't even really think of a reason why he would want to break up with me. i don't think i did anything to make him mad. if i did, i didn't realize it..apparently. i dunno, guys are retarded i guess. as soon as i found out about him and my friend, i ran out of the gym crying. then i told my mom to come pick me up. soon after that i found myself crying my eyes out on my bed..and that lasted for about three hours. then i ran to the bathroom and i threw up..plenty of times. it was pretty disgusting. it's been 2 and a half days and i don't feel any better at all. i think i actually really loved him. if i didn't care i wouldn't of cried or anything. then the day after he broke up with me, he was flirting with my other friend. then of course, being the bitch that she is, she flirted back. a lot. that seriously pissed me off. and i think she knew it too. so i did the same thing. i started flirting with her ex. now he likes me, not her. i think that's fair payback. Current Mood: sad Current Music: stop crying your heart out-oasis (Comment on this)