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[03 Jun 2003|08:55pm] |
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Well...I guess I'm a bit better than yesterday. Still in pain, and I'd say I did a good job of hiding it. But I can't talk to him...I tried...but all I wanted to say was "What's wrong with me? Why is it that EVERY relationship or prospective relationship ends with that damned 'we're better as friends'? What is it about me that makes guys want nothing more than my friendship? Am I not worth their time? Am I not pretty enough? Funny enough? Smart enough??" So yeah...no talking to him online for a while..which sucks...
On a better note...went tanning with Becky today...on the way there we had to stop at Walmart to get her "ponied up" (simply meaning trying to find a pony shaped sticker) and were completely...unsuccessful. So we went tanning and then to lunch and she had the funniest interruption of my question "do you want to drive thru mcdonald's or go somewhere else?" when I got to the "thru" she turned to me and yelled "OH MY GOD! YOU HAVE SO MANY FRECKLES! IT'S SOOO CUTE!" I just about died laughing. But I took her home, she went to work, i sat and watched TV and just thought about all this sucky stuff....I need a boyfriend...*sigh**whimper*OH shyte...tears...again...i quit...no more sausage! Sausage causes pain! I'm gonna be a vaginatarian!
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| #2 for tonight |
[03 Jun 2003|10:09pm] |
I was talking to Annie and this is part of it. :)
A: i love moths
A:dont know what just brought that up
A:ijsut do
A:know why
K:lol
K:that's cool
K: :)
A:nkow why though?
K:cuz they like light??
A:lol no
K:lol y then?
A:their so envious of the butterfly they dont take time to realize their own beauty. dont know what made me think of that jsut now .. but thought id share
K:that was AWESOME
K:it's like right up thee with that jellyfish thing
A:haha
A:thats great too
K:it IS!
K:it sounds so much like me!!
A:see that s my risk when i think.. i either think up rally cool things or my brain gets constipated
A:i know i ahve seen so much on each other.. in each other..
A:lol
K:lol me too
A:so much of us in each other
A:lol
K:lol yeah
A:wlel anyway taht what i think of mothss
K:I totally love it
Such deep conversation..ay??:):) I love it i love it i love it!
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