Kristen's Journal

Wednesday, July 9, 2003

10:29PM - right-o chap!

latest news. I will be Becky's fat friend. Instead of the freshman 15, I'll get the freshman 450 (15 times 30) so I'll weigh 570 pounds. Therefore I'll go shopping with her and when something is too big she'll say "Here Keeb! Try this on! Oh wait! YOU CAN'T!! YOU'RE TOO FAT!! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAAAAAAAAAAA!" And everyone shall be merry.
Also I leave for Springfield in two days!:) I'm excited...well..i guess it's really in one day. 5 Friday morning? yeah...that's one day.
I've got a joke for you!! :D Papa tomato Mama tomato and Baby tomato are walking down the street. Baby tomato is trying as hard as he can to keep up, but he can't. So Papa tomato turns around, walks back to Baby tomato, steps on him and says "Catch up!"

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Tuesday, July 8, 2003

7:19PM - Oh yeah

Yesterday at the mall Becky told me that she needs to get a fat friend. I just thought that was hilarious. :)

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7:01PM - Long time...again

It's been a while since I've updated. I don't even know what to type. I went to the mall with Becky yesterday, and we talked about how we won't be able to go to the mall just to try on clothes together. We'll be SIX HOURS apart!:*( That saddens me. BUT---good news. she's gonna try to be home twice a month:) That makes me happy. cuz then we can still do that! I'm going to miss her so much...Shannon too..but she'll be closer.
Today I worked and my mother brought home Taco Bell:) I was happy:):) Then she gave me a manicure. I'm so pampered. NOT! I just couldn't figure out her cuticle stuff. So she showed me.
Robby and I are still doing wonderfully. He's at work right now, but we're gonna do something either tomorrow after I get off work, or on Thursday. No chance of anything Friday though, I'm leaving for Springfield yet again. Last time before school ACTUALLY starts. I have colorguard TRYOUTS and then practices if I make it.
I had my one year review last night. Got 3.5 all over the place. 3.5=Exceeds expectations/excellent. I'm soo happy. I now make $6.85 an hour. Wonderful wonderful. Sorry if I'm not seeming all excited. I'm bored to death. There's nothing to do here. Bleh. I'm trying to think of what else to tell you. I talked to Grant last night, there was lots of apologising and stuff. But we're cool now. First time of talking in a long time. Been about a year. That's really all I've got for now. If anything comes up, I'll tell ya.

Current mood: blah
Current music: "BRING BACK THE SUN"-Our Lady Peace
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Tuesday, June 24, 2003

2:02PM - long time...eh?

So, it's been a while since I've updated! I just got back from SOAR and colorguard camp on saturday night. I was in Springfield for 5 days!! It was a dang blast! My SOAR leaders were HIlarious and I got every class I wanted. :) SOOO HAPPY! OOH! And Kelly from Parkway West and I are rooming together. She's a sweetie, and she's trying out for guard with me. I saw RyFo! I was so happy.
Yesterday I went to the colorguard practice, but before that, I went to Target to visit with Robbie. I missed him. He's taking me to Fair St. Louis sometime:):) When I got to the practice, everyone seemed so happy to see me. Now I know why all the grads come back...:D RyFo showed up there too. Then Andrea and Krista. We all messed around and I talked to Lori for a bit. She told me her friend (I think his name is Matt) is interested in dating me. Apparently she's told him all about me and he can't wait to meet me when camp starts. He's in West Virginia right now. One place I don't ever want to go. Why? Because of the movie Wrong Turn. I saw it on Sunday with my sister. The second time I've seen it, but I actually saw the whole thing, instead of curling up into a ball. :S Very icky. Anyhooters. That's pretty much all that's been going on. see ya! *kissez*

Current mood: giggly
Current music: "Dance With Me"-Justin Timberlake
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Saturday, June 14, 2003

5:15PM - FINALLY!

I finally get a chance to update!! Let's see...I don't know what I wrote about last....
The pool partay monday, was soo fun. Cold, but fun!
Tuesday, was great! Tanning with Becky, and then that evening...The electricity went out about 10 min before Robby had to come pick me up and we went to Macaroni Grill. FUN! The food was great, and it was just so much fun. :) Then we tried to find a movie theater that HAD electricity...that wasn't possible. So we just drove and it was sooo cool. It looked like everything was abandoned.
Wednesday...I THINK I went tanning with Becky....I can't remember....it's been too long...
Thursday, went over to Robby's house and watched Old School. FUNNY FUNNY movie! When I got home, i FINALLY had electricity!
Friday, Worked from 10-3:30, Robby brought me some lunch, and that's about it. OH! DUH! We went Cosmic Bowling last night! SOOO MUCH FUN! Cosmic bowling rocks my socks till there's not even any freakin' FEET left! Blacklights make everything fun!:):)
Today, worked....and that's pretty much it....nothing too horribly exciting. Gotta go get movies!! Buh-bye!!!! *muah*

OOH! shan got her hair cut and it's aDORable!

Current mood: energetic
Current music: Chevelle-"The Red"
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Sunday, June 8, 2003

11:09PM - Work=WONDERFUL FOR ME!!!

Yeah, so I've been working a lot lately, and a Windsor Alum who is back from college for the summer has been working with me ALL DA TIME. His name you ask? Well it'd be Robbie Luhrsen. My frat-boy buddy. :) I seem to have developed a bit of a crush on him. We've been talking a bit, and yesterday, after he clocked out to go home, he hung out with me for a while and just talked and stuff. Well, I had to go to the team meeting for the night and he walked me to the backroom and asked me if I'd like to go do something with him sometime...and I, having this crush, said yes.:) So TODAY I'm working from 1:30, he worked from 4AM till whenever, and he came in at about 3ish I'd say. I'm being a lazy-ass and just sitting around at the fitting room and doing nothing and all of a sudden a look up from my Bop-it pen, and there he is, walking towards me with this huge smile on his face. We talked for a bit, he got my number, then Lisa came back and we just talked and lauged and had a good ole lazy non-working time! She left again and Robbie and I decided we're going out Tuesday! :) It'll be dinner and possibly cosmic bowling since I've never been. It just depends on if there IS cosmic bowling on Tuesdays...he said he'd call around to find out if anyone has it. :) What a sweetie! It shall be fun. :P
Tomorrow is Tanning for The Beckster and I, y entonces, por la noche, a going away pool party for Marika, the German Girl. Then Tuesday, fun fun fun! :D

Current mood: energetic
Current music: Sean Paul-"Get Busy"
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Tuesday, June 3, 2003

10:09PM - #2 for tonight

I was talking to Annie and this is part of it. :)
A: i love moths
A:dont know what just brought that up
A:ijsut do
A:know why
K:lol
K:that's cool
K: :)
A:nkow why though?
K:cuz they like light??
A:lol no
K:lol y then?
A:their so envious of the butterfly they dont take time to realize their own beauty. dont know what made me think of that jsut now .. but thought id share
K:that was AWESOME
K:it's like right up thee with that jellyfish thing
A:haha
A:thats great too
K:it IS!
K:it sounds so much like me!!
A:see that s my risk when i think.. i either think up rally cool things or my brain gets constipated
A:i know i ahve seen so much on each other.. in each other..
A:lol
K:lol me too
A:so much of us in each other
A:lol
K:lol yeah
A:wlel anyway taht what i think of mothss
K:I totally love it
Such deep conversation..ay??:):) I love it i love it i love it!

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8:55PM - HRMPH

Well...I guess I'm a bit better than yesterday. Still in pain, and I'd say I did a good job of hiding it. But I can't talk to him...I tried...but all I wanted to say was "What's wrong with me? Why is it that EVERY relationship or prospective relationship ends with that damned 'we're better as friends'? What is it about me that makes guys want nothing more than my friendship? Am I not worth their time? Am I not pretty enough? Funny enough? Smart enough??" So yeah...no talking to him online for a while..which sucks...
On a better note...went tanning with Becky today...on the way there we had to stop at Walmart to get her "ponied up" (simply meaning trying to find a pony shaped sticker) and were completely...unsuccessful. So we went tanning and then to lunch and she had the funniest interruption of my question "do you want to drive thru mcdonald's or go somewhere else?" when I got to the "thru" she turned to me and yelled "OH MY GOD! YOU HAVE SO MANY FRECKLES! IT'S SOOO CUTE!" I just about died laughing. But I took her home, she went to work, i sat and watched TV and just thought about all this sucky stuff....I need a boyfriend...*sigh**whimper*OH shyte...tears...again...i quit...no more sausage! Sausage causes pain! I'm gonna be a vaginatarian!

Current mood: blah
Current music: "Killing Me Softly"-Lauren Hill
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Monday, June 2, 2003

10:58PM - #2 for today

"If I were to be changed into anything, I think I'd like to be some sort of airborne jellyfish (one light enough to be borne by breezes), because I think the world could use some of those. Then poets could write of "the beauty of a shaft of light,filtered through the crystalline body of an aero-jellyfish," and small children could be blinded by my poisonous tentacles."

I just really like that...

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9:59PM - OMG OUCH

Right, so not much happened today...just went tanning, brought Becky with me...went to work....worked with Robby Luhrson, we talked, he helped me with all my stuff, he's a cool guy. I enjoy his company....then i went home...ate...watched TV...got my heart broken by a guy I didn't know I even liked that much....Yeah, that's right...it stings...MAJORLY.

Shan: so, what's going on between you two??
Shawn: nothing really i didn't feel anything between us and i just think were better as friends

Yeah...that REALLY stings...I thought I only liked him as a friend....guess I was wrong...cuz when i read that I started bawling my eyes out....

Gotta get to work on finding me a summer boyfriend...or a summer someone to date....since everything has just been shot to shit...

Current mood: crushed
Current music: "I've Seen Better Days"
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Sunday, June 1, 2003

9:43PM - LTNU

okay...so...it's been a while..eh? Not too much has happened...as you prolly know..didn't get to work at Vector. I haven't been online a lot. my mom won't let me on unless I'm doing college crap, so i'm college crapping my butt off lately. :) Not too much has happened since my last update...I graduated from high school, and now I work a BUNCH. at least 20 hours a week. that's a lot for me. I have like, 30 hours this week. :)
I think the biggest and most fun and memorable thing that's happened lately was last night. I went on a double date. :) Me and Shawn, Becky and Joey(who are now going out) all went to see Wrong Turn. I totally recommend it. OMG I thought The Ring scared the shiza outta me...WHOODANG! Shawn and I spent the movie huddled up together...it was a most enjoyable experience. :) Afterward, he took me home but went the long way. Backroads past a cemetary near my house and he scared the shiza outta me by telling me this story about an old guy just standing there staring into someone's car window during a car wreck and driving with no lights and the window next to me down. I almost peed. my. pants. But then we hit civilization (a Seven-11, don'tchaknow) where we stopped for some major grubbage and drinkage. We then took ANOTHER backroad where this log looked like a dead deer (gotta see the movie to understand) and then , with the window still down, he swerved towards a bush and yelled "THERE'S SOMEONE THERE!!!" which caused me to literally jump outta my seat in fear and cuddle up against him as he drove. Then the windows started fogging up cuz he'd turned the heater on (on account of I was cold) and he had to pull over. He stopped, looked over, grabbed me and gave me a biggo hug and started kissing my nick(which can be wonderful if done correctly, as it WAS) and then just stopped and looked at me and gave me two kisses on the lips. :) I couldnt stop smiling! We talked for a bit, I wrote "Shteamy" and "I <3 U Shawnee!" on the window and then he kisssed me at least 3 more times.:) He then took me home and gave me a few more kisses in my driveway and told me what a great time he had.:) I love him so much. I'd be so...so...ecstatic if we hooked up. he's the biggest sweetie! I'm still smiling from last night! *sigh* I love summer and stuff *melty*

Current mood: ecstatic
Current music: "Seven Nation Army"-The White Stripes
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Wednesday, May 14, 2003

5:11PM - VECTUH MAHKETIN

Ok..this is a quickie...I've gotta leave for work n 20 minutes and am still not ready.
ok..so I had this job interview at Vector Marketing Services last night. It took an hour..and I thought I did very well. Well, Asst. Mngr. Brian tried to call last night, but I was too busy being online tlaking to mi amor...Brian called today to tell me I got the job. They want to pay me 15 bucks/hour....only problem?? I've got graduation and school and tryouts when the training stuff is. So he goes to talk to the manager...comes back...They're SQEEZING me into next week...Tues, wed, thurs....only other prob?? MY MOM. She doesn't like the idea of riving to ppl's houses when they want to see you and buy your stuff. I'll just have her call Brin and he'll convince her...I hope....I'm just so happy though!
I get to see my Braddo Saturday! I'm so excited...I hope he can talk my mom into whatever it is he wants to talk her inot! gotta jet! love ya!

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Monday, May 12, 2003

8:45PM - Innocent

Yeah..so I've got THE BEST NEWS EVER!!! Actually I've got two of the best newses ever!
1- I'M DONE WITH JANE EYRE!!! THAT MAKES ME SO HAPPY I MIGHT JUST PEE! Finally finished my paper about sex in Jane Eyre, and I'z happeeeeee!
2- I'M GOING TO SPRINGFIELD ON SATURDAY! I GET TO SEE BRAD! I'M SO HAPPY I MIGHT JUST PEE AGAIN! I can't wait to see him! We get an hour to just hang out...hopefully more! I miss him greatly. I can't wait to give him a big fatty hug.
*sigh* I'm so..bored...
ASHLEY!! m'darling! Did you get me RE?? If not, tell me and I'll try again, sometimes those puters eff everything up...darn school puters...each of them is more of a piece than mine at home. And you stole my song for the day! lol AWESOME!!
OMG, so I'm talking to Shannon, and Josh broke up with her. out of the blue. cuz he "doesn't feel as strongly as she does." she better not have been a rebound, I'd hafta kick his butt. I should kick his butt just for being stupid..but I won't. I'll wait and just see what happens..apparently he's acting like nothing happened...
Ok, so I hav finals in 2 days *sigh* scared is me! I just can't wait to get outta here. 4 DAYS!!!!
DARN EFFER! Braddo, where are you? MSN says you're online..but you're not responding...oh well...maybe my puter is being a piece again...

Current mood: amused
Current music: "Innocnet"-Our Lady Peace
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Friday, May 9, 2003

8:51PM - Lock-In

I have a fun fun lock-in tonight! It's honor thy senior night for the Windsor High School Band....suckily, however, I probably won't get to talk to Brad since I have to be there by 10 and it's seven till nine now. Maybe I just won't leave till about 9:30...or quarter till...we'll see. My song for today is.....a great song by AFI!:):) no lyrics however...don't have the time....still gotta get my crapola together and put some makeup on! Not to sound like a stupid or anything...but I hope I get at least ONE present today....:)
Nick J. apparently got me something that I get on Thursday(my last real day of high school) and he had to order it...I wonder what it is. that's all he'd tell me...that and that I'd like it. I like Koalas...I have a funny story about them...:) I'll tell later. lotsa luv!! *mmmmuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh*

Current mood: chipper
Current music: "Girl's Not Grey"- AFI
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Thursday, May 8, 2003

10:01PM - Taking Over Me

You don't remember me but i remember you. I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you. But who can decide what they dream? And dream i do...I believe in you, I'll give up everything just to find you, I have to be with you to live to breathe, you're taking over me...Have you forgotten all i know, and all we had? You saw me mourning my love for you, and touched my hand. I knew you loved me then...I believe in you, I'll give up everything just to find you, I have to be with you to live to breathe, you're taking over me...I look in the mirror and see your face, if i look deep enough, so many things inside that are just like you are taking over.

There ya go! The lyrics to my song for the day!!
Yeah, so I got home at like, 9:15 from sitting in the auditorium for two hours. Why was I sitting there for so long? WELL...I'll tell you. See, every year there's this awards "ceremony" thingy-mah-bobber at the school. They give out perfect attendance awards (first year I didn't get that one...stupid wisdom teeth...awesome Dayton...fun fun park) and they give out some scholarships and such. Then they have the 4.0 awards and they call the seniors that are getting College Preperatory Certificates up. Yeah...that's right. THAT'S what i sat there for two hours to get. That and a piece of paper that tells me I'm getting one of four $250 band scholarships. I knew I had gotten that already. They gave that out at the band banquet and everyone TOLD me I got it. So had I known i was sitting there to shake the counselor's hand and get a piece of paper, I would've stayed home to talk to ppl and work on Jane Eyre. I'm ticked. They could've had the common courtesy to tell me what I was there for BEFORE I went...bot OOOOOHHHH NOOOOOOOOOHHHH...it's an effering surprise. *sigh* What a waste of my time. As if I didn't KNOW I'm graduating College Prep...RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR >:(
OOH! Brad's on! I'm gonna talk to him!:D:D:D I'm a lot less ticked now:) Love ya Brad!! *muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuah*

Current mood: hot
Current music: "Taking Over Me"- Evanescence
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10:01PM - Taking Over Me

You don't remember me but i remember you. I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you. But who can decide what they dream? And dream i do...I believe in you, I'll give up everything just to find you, I have to be with you to live to breathe, you're taking over me...Have you forgotten all i know, and all we had? You saw me mourning my love for you, and touched my hand. I knew you loved me then...I believe in you, I'll give up everything just to find you, I have to be with you to live to breathe, you're taking over me...I look in the mirror and see your face, if i look deep enough, so many things inside that are just like you are taking over.

There ya go! The lyrics to my song for the day!!

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4:58PM - #2 for the day

Umm..yeah...forgot to mention that the awards thingy-ma-bobber starts at 7...I'll be on afterwards to chat and work on Jane Eyre....bleh....silly book....Love ya!!!

Current mood: awake
Current music: same as #1 for the day
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4:19PM - Taking Over Me

I don't have time for anything for now...SORRY! I hafta get ready for the Awards Night...I'm getting some sort of award! :):) I hope it's a scholarship...that'd be wonderful. :)

Current mood: excited
Current music: "Taking Over Me"-Evanescence
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Wednesday, May 7, 2003

12:13PM - GAAAAAAAHHHHH!

Stupid a.ss computer! It wouldn't let me post! I hate school computers....all those restrictions. Blah. I'll just REDO what I did this afternoon when I get back on. Hopefully I get to talk to Brad. That'll brighten my day.

Current mood: hungry
Current music: you'll see in my next post...
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Tuesday, May 6, 2003

7:25PM - ONE MORE- the last for today...I swear..unless more excitement happens

More of the convo...it's just too much funny not to post on here! It's helping to keep me calm...however...I'm still scared outta my mind....
Becky says: i wish this would be over. at least the warning ma-bob is over at like 7:45.
Becky says: so says the tv
~Kristen says: thank GOD
~Kristen says: that's only like...30 minutes
Becky says: doesn't mean that the actual storm will be over or anything.
Becky says: but, the tv.. says.
~Kristen says:i know
~Kristen says: GAAAAHHH LIGHTNING!!!!
~Kristen says: THUNDER!!!!
~Kristen says: WIND!!!!
~Kristen says: I'm gonna PEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Becky says: i can't hear anything.
Becky says: i'm in the hole.
~Kristen says: I'm in the TREE
Becky says: i'm watchin american idol with my mom every once in a while
Becky says: AHAHHAHAHAHAH get out of the tree
~Kristen says: I can't

Now keep in mind I"ve never been through any sort of weather ANYTHING...NOTHING....no tornado, no blizzard...I've hardly been through a bad thunderstorm....I'm scared to death. I hope I don't die tonight. That'd suck....

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