| Time |
Event |
| 2:20a |
Good Morning
I went to bed last night about 8 I think, now you would think it was because I was tired but it was because I really have no reason to get out of bed or shower. So before going to bed at 8 I was pretty much just sitting in bed...not to interesting right? Well the bitch of it all is that I can't sleep 20 hours a day, (as much as I want to).
So now it's 2:30 in the morning and it's like fuck what am I going to do all night. My mother asked me why after spending so much money on scrapbooking materials I don't do that. I proceeded to ask her what I should be making pages about. The friends I don't have? Oi.
I had the wierdest dream last night. Something about going to madison to see someone....and yeah thats all I can rememeber
Anyway I am going to go try and occupy today. |
| 3:21a |
still can't sleep |
| 8:32a |
Still awake
It's 8 in the morninng and I am eating grilled cheese. It might seem earlyt, but not if you never went to bed, it's actually really late, but never too late for grilled cheese. Yum.
I am so bored. |
| 9:04a |
Roswell is the best bad TV ever! |
| 8:24p |
My life is so boring. |
| 9:44p |
Apperently I am laughing my Monday blues away with TBS.
Whatever. Anyway I know I haven't been updating much. I mean part of it is how I how no real motovation to do anything. But the other part is that there isn't much to write about with wallowing in self pitty. Unless you write poems about suicide or cutting. In that case writing and self pitty go hand in hand....but by some strange happenstance I have nothing to write about.
I take naps occasionally, in between that I eat crap, smoke, and watch shitty tv.
I am going to go see Dr. Taylor tomorrow, I moved in up a few days....besides that....nothing too interesting. |
| 10:11p |
I am watching PeeWee's Playhouse. (The word of the day is "look")
And they are darking about being afraid of shit. And Peewee is like "I am afraid of the dark, but I learned I am not scared anymore, when I hold hands with my friends in the dark" Oh well. |
| 10:36p |
I could really go for some of those "chill pills" those drug commericals were always talking about. |