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Saturday, March 13th, 2004
9:29 pm
Today has been such a good day. In fact, this whole weekend has been incredible. I was suicidal last week, though I'd never have the guts to do so, and this weekend has been nothing but relaxation and fun. I ate at the wonderful new Chili's...my gosh, blackberry tea...mmmmmm. Highlighted my hair with a blonde that came out red, but I still like it a lot. And another big event happend which I don't think I'm at liberty to discuss, but it brought an end to a ten year "death wish". I've gathered a lot of courage up. I think I shall tell Chris that I want him...heheheh... But he's pretty dumb if he hasn't already noticed that. Oh well, I like dumb people...?? Anyway...life is good.

current mood: thankful

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Wednesday, March 10th, 2004
6:47 pm
I've been thinking some really bad thoughts lately. Things have been so stressful lately what with my mother's case and my school work. I was at a chorus festival yesterday, which happened to be a disaster. Meanwhile the rest of the class was supposed to be taking a test over Melville and Hawthorne that I would take at Saturday school. I came into class today and my nazi of a teacher made me take the test. Lucky for me, I already knew the answers to most of them. But today was still really depressing. Chris is so beautiful. He and his girlfriend just broke up over some complicated situation involving his best friend. But anyway...he still doesn't notice me. I just get all this crazy boys who don't study and have horrible habits fawning over me. But I want him. Well, actually, I just might want his musical talent. :-D

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