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So finally, after two failed donation attempts, I was not anemic!!! They gave me the go ahead, I filled out all the paperwork, I'm lying on the bed...but the woman can't find a vein. She checks the other arm...there's even less of a vein there. Back to the first then. She calls a friend...the friend can't find a vein. She calls a third woman, who thinks she has a vein. Dude, she stabbed me with that damn needle, pushed it, pulled it, wiggled it, then decided I didn't have any good veins. Do you know how much that hurt? So bad I almost cried (and I do NOT cry from pain). Finally big boss lady comes over and she can't find another vein so they take out the first needle (since by now I'm covering my face to keep from crying out). They know how much it hurts, because I'm all unhappy and choked up and the needle is NOWHERE NEAR MY VEIN! It was so bad they were worried about me never coming back...so bad they gave me an ice pack and tried to reassure me about bruising. Owie! ::sniffle:: I need a hug! Gina |
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| 12:16pm 09/11/2003 | ||||
I haven't updated in a long time with stuff about my life, mostly cuz there isn't too much to say. School is killing me, so I'm trying to step up my studying, even though it's against my nature to do so. I haven't really stressed out yet, which I think I deserve a medal for since by now I'd be pulling my hair out usually. Zee came to visit and it was good times. I went to Salem for Halloween, also good times. Been getting some Xmas shopping done, chilling with friends. I'm going to Philadelphia this weekend to visit with Eric, should be oodles of fun. Then in just...16 days I'll be home for Thanksgiving!!! Yay!!! Went to Chinatown with Dmitriy yesterday to get the tickets, and it wasn't as grand an adventure as I would have originally thought. Actually, we encountered minimal problems...I guess that's good, although it would have been fun to get lost. For anyone who doesn't know, I'm bringing home a friend of mine for Thanksgiving, she's super nifty and you'll all like her. I promise. Had a few ups and downs past couple of days cuz of stupid Bush and his abortion laws and Elyssa and junk. But all in all I'm having a good ol' time. My turtle is starting to get a little sluggish. Silvia will probably tell me he's just getting ready to hibernate....I don't know if I quite buy that... Alright well, I got a bunch of hwk to do. I'll try and update more frequently but if I don't...I can't wait to come home for Thanksgiving. |
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bouncy| 500 QUESTION SURVEY | ||||
| 02:42am 08/11/2003 | ||||
001. What is your name: Gina 002. Spell your name backwards: anig 003. Date of birth: 06-19-85 004. Male or female: female 005. Astrological sign: Gemini all the way baby! (Cancer cusp) 006. Nicknames: gi, ginari 007. Occupation: Escort walker :o) 008. Height: 5'3” + 3/4 009. Weight: um…no 010. Hair color: brown 011. Eye color: brown 012. Where were you born: East Brunswick New Jersey 013. Where do you reside now: Boston 014. Age: 18 015. Screen names: kawaiilildreamer 016. E-mail addy: kawaiilildreamer@yahoo.com 017. What does your screen name stand for: kawaii is Japanese for cute…it is NOT Hawaii with a K. Cute little dreamer 018. What is your LJ name: Blurty – kawaiidreamer 019. What does your LJ name stand for: See above 020. Pets: 2 cats – Bobbi Cat and Scaredy Cat, 1 turtle -- Myrtle the turtle (don't you say a word!) 021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake: I don’t know 022. Piercings: ears 023. Tattoos: no…I’m afraid 024. Shoe size: 7-8 025. Righty or lefty: Righty 026. Wearing: swishy pants, tank top, sweater 027. Hearing: cars passing by, whirr of the computer motor 028. Feeling: crazy amounts of depressed and confused 029. Eating/drinking: Cranberry Cocktail juice ~Guys/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~ 061. Have you ever been in love: yes 062. How many people have you said, "I love you" to: If you mean…I’m in love with you? One. Maybe two? I don’t think I understood the first time I said it. 063. How many people have you been in love with: One I think 064. How many people have you kissed: LoL…erm, this question causes problems but lemme try to answer it. (twelve...I forgot one last time!) that I can think of and that’s not counting truth or dare games. Truth or dare and random hook ups included? – 16+ 065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex: yes…lol 066. How many people have you dated: Erm…jeepers these are hard! I guess 11? 067. What do you look for in a guy/girl: intelligence, good sense of humor, stubborn, argumentative, able to be teased and take it, worships the ground I walk on, ambitious, determined, has dreams, respectful, loves my family, not at all prejudiced or racist against anyone. Chivalrous but lets me have my independence too…LoL is this too much to ask? 068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: face…eyes, smile 069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for: tall, lanky, happy smile, intelligent 073. Do you have a crush right now: yes (aw Silvia you don’t?) 074. If so who is it: Psh…I’m not telling! 075. Do you believe in love at first sight: yes 076. Do you remember your first love: yes 077. Who is the first person you kissed: Ew…Brian Glass! OMG! The first time I liked it? Spike? Or Eric maybe? Maybe Scott? Gods am I a floozy cuz I don’t remember this? In my defense…prozac caused me to not remember anything that happened that year. 078. Do you believe in fate: yes 079. Do you believe in soul mates: Yes 080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours: One would hope. ~Family Stuff~ 104. How many siblings do you have: three 105. What are your parents’ names: Lucy and Dennis. Then there’s Fred. 106. What are your siblings names: Lisa – 15-full, Angel – 30 – half (greek), Linda – um – half (Vietnamese) … whose confused? 107. How many siblings does your mother have: 2 108. How many siblings does your father have: 1 109. Where are your parents from: US of A 110. Is your family close: Very 111. Does your family get together for holidays: The parties we have are nuts…. 112. Do you have a drunk uncle: lol no but A LOT of drunk cousins 113. Any medical problems run through your family: Here goes…heart attacks, high blood pressure, low blood pressure, hypoglycemia, high cholesterol, diabetes, poor circulation, alcoholism, addictions, dysmennorhea, lupus…did I miss anything? Probably…oh…stupidity, on my father’s side. And if you ask my mom, she’ll tell you homosexuality runs on that side too, which is why me and my sister will never be gay…the homosexuality genes are passed on by the mother …. :oP 114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee: lol I don’t know, but I wonder? 115. Do you have any nieces or nephews: Three nephews!!! 116. Are your parents divorced: yes 117. Do you have stepparents: mostly 118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family: yes 120. Did some of your family come to America from another country: yes ~Music Stuff~ 121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life: This one is really hard…I guess Chris Cornell - Can’t Change Me. I don’t really connect to music well. 122. What's the most embarrassing cd you own: Ace of Base cassette…CD? Um…Spice Girls? 123. What's the best cd you own: Best hits of Dean Martin, Frank Sinatra, and Tony Bennett 124. What song do you absolutely hate: 99% of rap songs 125. Do you sing in the shower: Not anymore (Damn public bathrooms) 126. What song reminds you of that special someone: Sister Hazel – All for you ~Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!~ 127. Pink: “Party…something something ” 128. Aerosmith: “Drive me crazy, crazy, baby I go crazy….what can I do? Darlin, I feel like the color blue….” 129. Madonna: “Like a virgin…touched for the very first time ” 130. Korn: Been a long time since I listened to them 131. Backstreet Boys: “You are, my fire, My one, desire...Believe when I say that I want it that way. ” 132. The Beatles: “Day after day, alone on a hill, the man with the foolish was keeping perfectly still” 133. Sublime: no clue 134. J.Lo: Uh…yeh 135. *Nsync: “Baby bye bye bye” 136. Limp Bizkit: “Well I guess it would be nice, If I could touch your body, I know not everybody has got a body like me” 137. Stacie Orrico: Psh…who is that? 138. Creed: “with arms wide open, there’ll be sunlight, welcome to this place, I’ll show you everything” 139. Britany Spears: “Hit me baby one more time!” Yeh I’ll f—in hit you bitch! 140. Good Charlotte: sry… 141. Christina Aguilera: umm… 142. Eminem: “Yo this looks like a job for me so everybody just follow me cuz we need a little controversy and it feels so empty without me” 144. Kelly Clarkston: Ya got me 145. Kelly Osbourne: “Poppa don’t preach…I’m in trouble deep” 146. Mandy Moore: “And I pray…” 147. Eve: uh…yeh 148. Aaliyah: I used to know one 149. Nelly: Ew 150. Alicia Keys: Ew 151. Incubus: “You do something to me, that I can’t explain…but I need to you to know that I care….I miss you” ~Favorites~ 152. Color: Blue I guess 153. Food: eggplant parm 154. Song: This changes rather frequently…This week it’s Rufus Wainright – Hallelujah 155. Show: ER 156. School subject: anatomy probably 157. Band/singer/artist: Another toughie…Sinatra, Dean Martin, Rufus, Aerosmith, Bon Jovi… 158. Animal: Puppy! 159. Outfit: whatever’s comfy…jeans and a tank or sweater? 160. Radio station: Gosh it has been a long time since I listened to the radio…I used to like 95.5 161. Movie: Princess Bride 162. Pair of shoes: My flip flops 163. Cartoon: TV Show? Futurama 164. Actor: George Clooney baby! 165. Actress: Sandra Bullock 166. Potato chip: Ruffles 167. Drink: Long island iced tea, gin & tonic, gin & tonic with melon, or cranberry vodka 168: Soda: Diet pepsi, but regular coke 169. Holiday: Christmas!!!!! 170. Perfume/cologne: On a boy? Old Spice, hands down…girls I don’t care. I wear imitation Curve…it’s called Bend, LoL 171. Pizza topping: Cheese 172. Jello flavor: eh jello is kinda yucky 173. Lunch meat: turkey 174. Card Game: pinochle!! 175. Video game: Kingdom Hearts…I liked Paper Mario too. 176. Website: my best friend’s – http://www.neopets.com OR http://members.cox.net/impunity/endofworld.swf OR http://home.wanadoo.nl/annekebroenink/maukie2.swf 177. Book: Oh gosh! I read soooo many! I guess A Wrinkle in Time By Madeline L’Engle 178. Computer game: Wolfenstein!!! LoL or Hoyle Card Games 179. Number: 7, or 3 180. Cereal: Blech…it has milk! 181. Comedian: Robin Williams!!! And George Carlin I guess. 182. Dessert: Dude…cookies. Or Chocolate mouse when I’m in the mood. 183. Disney character: Stitch!! 184. Clothing store: LoL Whateva 185. Past time: Reading 186. Teacher: Readski! 187. Childhood toy: My teddy bears! 188. Carnival game/ride: Hardcore Zipper! 189. Candy bar: 3 Musketeers 190. Magazine: I don’t really do magazines… 191. Salad dressing: raspberry vinaigrette 192. Thing to do on the weekend: Go out and about…which I don’t do. 193. Hot drink: Apple Cider or Tea 194. Season: Fall 195. Sport to watch: Football!! 196. Person to talk to online: Kristin, Zee, Sil…lol, Elyssa, Eric, my sister, and now Dmitriy has joined the world of AIM addicts…lol ~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits 197. What color are your sheets: Sand colored…but at home they’re Scooby doo 198. What color are your bedroom walls: dorm- white Home-mint green 199. Do you have posters on your wall: yes And a bunch on Sil’s side cuz she’s all kinds of crazy about walls or something. 200. If so of what: My side: Legolas…and a dragon. Sil’s Have a night, Simpsons, ballet, Wicked pGLO. Door – Have a night 201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom: yes’m. 202. How many pillows are on your bed: 1—and that’s all you need Silvia!!! 203. What do you normally sleep in: jimmies! Sweats and a teeshirt or boxers and a tee shirt 204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: I like them all the same. 205. What size bed do you have: Xsmall here, full at home (oh bed, how I miss thee!) 206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed: Just the regular kind 207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom: nopers…well here at school I do for a while. 209. Describe the last nightmare you had: It was here but I don’t remember it 210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Duh! Who doesn’t?! 211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed: Here: I’ve discovered that only one can fit. This is BU admin’s ploy to keep us from having promiscuous sex…in my bed at home 2 easy. 212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions: LoL!!! All kinds of crazy shit…I’ve woken up upside down. I paw at things, talk in my sleep, sing in my sleep, toss, turn, did I miss anything Zee? 213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling: no!!! 214. Do you snore: Yes you do Silvia, just a bit, and I’m sure I do too. 215. How about drool: ::sheepish look:: don’t most people? 216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room: Yes!! 217. What color is the carpet in your room: here… maroonish brown. Home…pink, and old an nasty pink. 218. What's under your bed: here – plastic containers, a chair, a crate, boxes…home-nothing except xmas presents. ~This or that~ 219. loser/wannabe: loser 220. Doughnuts/bagels: this is tough…bagel, cinnamon raisin 221. Day/night: day 222. Good witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: East baby! 223. Heaven/hell: ummm…heaven then reincarnation? 224. Make love/have sex: make love 225. Coffee/tea: tea 226. Hamburgers/hotdogs: hotdog 227. Rap/rock: rock 228. Britney/Christina: Gah! 229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: American 230. Real World/Road Rules: um…yeh, not an MTV fan 231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: Psh BSB 232. Silver/gold: white gold, or platinum :o) Can you say Italian Princess? 233. Nike/Adidas: whatever 234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: Mickey D’s! 235. Sweet/sour: Sweet 236. Punk/emo: WTF is emo?! 237. Hot/cold: cold! 238. Winter/summer: winter 239. Spring/fall: fall 240. Operas/plays: operas 241. Read/watch tv: read 242. Cd's/tapes: CDs 243. Dvd's/vhs: either 244. Old/new: new 245. Shorts/skirts: shorts 246. Pink/red: red 247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: B&W 248. Meat/vegetables: veggies 249. Mexican food/chinese food: chinese 250. Commercials/infomercials: commercials 251. Scary movies/comedies: comedies 252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: bikinis 253. Sandals/tennis shoes: sandals 254. Dogs/cats: puppies! 255. Unicorns/fairies: unicorns! And dragons…is that an option? 256. Water/land: land 257. Sugar/spice: spice 258. Black/white: white 259. ribbons/bows: bows 260. Chicken/beef: beef 261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: colored!! 262. Cars/trucks: cars 263. Austin Powers/James Bond: Neither 264. Popcorn/pretzels: popcorn 265. Hip/hop: hop 266. Passionate kiss/peck: passionate 267. WWE wrestling/ real wrestling: lol both! 268. Back rub/foot massage: Ugh back rub please!! Anyone?! 269. Picture frames/photo albums: Either 270. Pens/pencils: pens!!! ~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~ 271. Eminem: he’s alright 272. Virgins: bully for you 273. God: and then some, Goddesses too. 274. The Osbournes: they’re fun 275. Reality TV: Reality TV is ridiculously dumb 276. J.Lo: yes 277. Religion: I’m Pagan…u can be what you want. 278. Emo music: WTF Mate?! (LoL Kristin!) 279. Valentine's Day: aww….. 280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: did she go away? 281. Homosexuals: yay for you…I like gay people 282. Abortion: Dude, choice all the way 283. Inter-racial relationships: whatever 284. Murder: bad I guess…unless you’re a rapist. Then yes. 285. Death: Happens 286. Obesity: :oP 287. Pre-marital sex: It’s your prerogative 288. Terrorism: no 289. Pornography: It’s there 290. Fortune Tellers: Good times 291. Threesomes: Whatever you wanna do 292. Prostitution: Should be legalized so we can provide adequate healthcare 293. Politics: Republicans suck, the Bushes should go hide in Canada, and Dean for President. Or me. 294. Country music: woohoo! 295. George W. Bush: OMG please don’t get me started 296. Cloning: Let’s do it 297. Britney's boobs: All she’s got 298. Gas prices in America: Fine, it’s not worth going to war for. ~Name Game~ What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?... 299. Jack: and Jill 300. Tiffany: Saved by the bell 301. Ben:-jamin 302. Maria: I feel pretty 303. Jennifer: Aniston 304. Nicole: Kidman 305. Amy: Cute 306. Adam: berry…crazy mofo 307. Richard: Gere (yum) 308. Justin: I was in love with one when I was 6 309. Arnold: Schwarzenegger 310. Tom: and Jerry 311. Melissa: Ew 312. Charlotte: Good 313. Harold: Harry? 314. John: there are a lot of these 315. Joel: never will I give my kid this name 316. Vanessa: Southern Bell 317. Michelle: Wow I know a lot of these 318. Kevin: Lee 319. Brent: good name. 320. Jake: My puppy! 321. Billy: Idol 322. Sarah: You crazy cute bitch 323. Natalie: stole my boyfriend 324. Christy: ummm ok 325. Nick: violand 326. Linda: mommy’s friend 327. Taylor: Elizabeth Taylor 328. Jordan: the country 329. Jamie: Asexual name 330. Adrian: the guy from “Little Nicky” ~Have You Ever....~ 331. Mooned anyone: !! Gods no! 332. Been on a diet: all my life 333. Been to a foreign country: yes 334. Broken a bone: nopers (knock on wood) 335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling: maybe? 336. Swear at a teacher: in conversation, not at. 337. Talked to an LJ member via e-mails or instant messages: Wtf mate? 338. Got in a fight: lol…I’m from Jersey, whatta you think? 339. Dated a teacher: I’m in love with my writing prof. 340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants: I would never!! 341. Thought about killing your enemy: Bush…hmm… 342. Gone skinny dipping: !! I would die 343. Met another LJ member in the flesh: WTF MATE?! 344. Told a little white lie: many 345. Told a secret you swore not to tell: dude I’m so bad with secrets 346. Stolen anything: a jelly bean when I was lil and I prayed for a week about it. 347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid: Lol Yes 348. Been on TV: yes 349. Been on the radio: not that I can think of 350. Been in a mosh pit: dude soooo scary 351. Been to a concert: yes, many 352. Dated one of your best friends: yes 353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry: yes 354. Deceived somebody close to you: yes 355. Broken the law: Driving 356. Been to a rodeo: Yuppers 357. Been on a talk show: nope 358. Been on a game show: I wish!! 359. Been on an airplane: yes, I like them! 360. Got to ride on a firetruck: Yes…daddy owned one. We rode in parades. It was good times. 361. Came close to dying: no…that’s creepy 362. Cheated on a bf/gf: yes 363. Gave someone a piggy back ride: Ugh kids… 364. Terrorized a babysitter: does my sister count? 365. Made a mud pie: outta brownies… 366. Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff: yes 367. Snuck out of the house at night: yes 368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name: no, but I couldn’t get up off the kitchen floor…does that count? 369. Had an eating disorder: no 370. Felt like you didn't belong: yes 371. Felt like the 3rd wheel: hell yeh 372. Smoked: tried it 373. Done drugs: nope 374. Been arrested: no 375. Had your tonsils removed: No! You can’t have them either! 376. Gone to camp: yes…yay SIG!! 377. Won a bet: lol yes 378. Written a love letter: I don’t know… 379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love: who hasn’t? 380. Written a love poem: probably 381. Kissed in the rain: yes 382. Slow danced with someone you love: not in love with… :o( that’s really sad actually 383. Participated in cyber sex: psh 384. Faked an orgasm: lol don’t all women? 385. Stolen a kiss: lol what constitutes stealing a kiss? 386. Asked a friend for relationship advice: All the time 387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf: *&$@ Natalie! 388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love: yes 389. Gotten a speeding ticket: nope…haven’t caught me yet 390. Done jail time: no 391. Had to wear a uniform to work: ugh…Mega Apron. 392. Won a trophy: softball 393. Thrown up in public: yes! I had food poisoing! 394. Bowled a perfect game: dude I think 68 is my high score 395. Failed/got held back: lol yes. And then they accepted me into BU. Please! 396. Got perfect attendance in grade school: no 397. Roasted pumpkin seeds: yum 398. Taken ballet lessons: when I was lil 399. Attempted suicide: no 400. Cut yourself: yes ~Childhood Stuff~ 401. Did you play with Barbies: yes 402. Did you own Treasure Trolls: !!!OMG YES! 403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210: lol when mom wasn’t looking 404. Did you play Simon Says: yes 405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock: yay!!! 406. Did you wet the bed: isn’t that like the thing to do when you’re a baby? 407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed: not monsters, murderes. 408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them: lol yes. 409. Were you shy: I am shy. 410. Were you spoiled: yes 411. Were you abused: perhaps not much physically but emotionally…you guys know the stories. 412. Did you go to the circus: yay circus 413. Did you go to the zoo: Polar Bears!!! 414. Were you in a car accident: yes ::sheepish look:: 415. Did you build snowmen: Woowoo! Snow! 416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee: yes 417. Were your older cousins mean to you: so mean! 418. Did you think slinkies were cool: still do 419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer: noooo 420. Were you afraid of the dark: hardcore…still am sometimes 421. Did you have slumber parties: yes’m 422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and pajamas: lol! Beach towel 423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany: Noooo I couldn’t! 424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy: Yes…and still in Santa. ~Randomness~ What, it hasn’t been random enough? LOL 425. Do you believe in aliens: yes 426. Name three things that are next to your computer: Books, CD Case, Card decks 427. Do you have any hidden talents: If I do they’re really well hidden 428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos: MTV Sucks 429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be: Romance 430. What would your movie star name be: Uhhh Gina? 431. Do you play any sports: Psh yeh right! 432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen: Dude…Outbreak. Or Sixth Sense. 433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently: LOTR!!! 434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen: Sooo many….Old School for one. 435. Do you drive: woohoo! 436. What is your dream car: Mitsubishi Eclipse 437. Do you think your good looking: uh…some days 438. Do others think you are good looking: Psh liars. 439. Would you ever sky dive: Yeh 440. Do you believe in Bigfoot: He’s good people 441. How many rooms do you have in your house: LoL I have half a room, Sil has the other half. At home? 9 I guess, not counting BRs 442. Are you afraid of roller coasters: noo…they rock 443. Do you believe in God: Goddess(es) and God(s). 444. Do you believe in Satan: No, evil is in all of us and in every deity. We don’t need a scapegoat 445. Do you believe there is a heaven: More like a vacation home until you are reborn 446. Do you believe there is a hell: It’s called karma 447. Do you own a pooltable: I wish! I miss shooting pool! 448. Do you have a pool: yes! 449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen: Of course!! 450. Do you like chocolate: addicted 451. Who/what is on your 2003 calendar: Abstract BU art 452. How many U.S. states have you been to: NY, NH, NJ, PA, CT, MA, VT, MD, Fl. 453. Ever wished on a shooting star: who doesn’t? 454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore: That’s tough-I don’t know 455. Do you carry any weapons on you: I could totally kick your ass 456. What is your weakness: which one? I’m needy and emotional, I get distracted too easily, I try to escape reality, I anger easily. 457. Name something you can't get enough of: books 458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: Stubborn, Intelligent, Adorable (:oP) 459. How many kids do you want to have: 2-boy first then girl. but I’ve been told I’m gonna have 3 boys! Argh! 460. Future daughters names: Faye, Tryamon 461. Future sons names: Some extended version of Luke…Lucifer, Lucas. Then Kael and either Jason or Leo. 462. What is your ideal way to die: In my sleep 463. How do you release stress: I don’t do it well. 464. Do you consider yourself a trendy person: eh 465. Are you an artisitic person: not really 466. Are you a realistic person?: I don’t know… 467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? No way! 468. Are you a strong person: I hope so. 469. Are you a strong willed person: LoL…you could say that! 470. Who is the last person to e-mail you: Silvia, with this. 471. Who is the last person to IM you: Silvia 472. Do you hate chain e-mails: Yes 473. Are you a deep sleeper: Eh… 474. Are you a good story teller: I try 475. What do you believe is your best quality: I’m empathetic and can see both sides of a story. And my nose. My ears are nice too. 476. What is your greatest accomplishment: BU so far. 477. Do you like to burn candles or incense: What self respecting witch doesn’t? 478. Do you do yoga: I need to start again. 479. Do you have your own credit card: yes 480. Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money?: Use it for college and med school. 481. Do you have a check book: yes…with Disney checks! 482. Do you like your drivers licence: yes! 483. Do you tan easily: no, I roast in the sun. 484. What color is your hair naturally: brown 485. How many fillings do you have: a lot. 486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit: none 487. Worst feeling in the world?: losing your best friend 488. Best feeling in the world: first kiss 489. Is the glass half empty or half full: I’m not usually thirsty enough to care 490. Last thing you downloaded: A Christmas song probably 491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life?: Ugh yes. I say WTF, brb, and lol…it’s bad. 492. What do you think people think of you: Ask them. I try hard, I really do. 493. Are you a likeable person: If you get to know me I think. 494. Do you need therapy: no, never again. I do a good enough job analyzing myself thank you. 495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance: not anymore sir. 496. What the best way to be proposed to: in a restaurant, or at dinner, or maybe out on a lake…nothing too big or fancy…but a surprise. Like put it in the bottom of the champagne glass. 497. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge would they call it FED UP: Um..wouldn’t they call that a monopoly and be sued? 499. When are you moving: I moved here. 500. What's your favorite phrase: probably wtf mates...ooo or Stank ass hoe! (Word up Kristin!) |
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Samhain Night - a Poem by Wren Walker Beneath the square ___ Of Arthur's Wain The Faery Mounds ___ So long have lain Like sleeping giants ___ On the Land Like dreams we seek ___ To understand. The Darkest Night ___ Has come around The bay of Hounds ___ The only sound As star-white steeds ___ Race through the wind And branches rattle ___ And dry leaves spin. Flashing silver ___ Pierces the Moon Swords held high ___ Against the gloom. Wheels of fire ___ Roll on by As shields are raised ___ Against the sky. Gwynn ap Nudd ___ In white and red Heads the Hunt ___ Of the Ancient Dead Into the realm ___ Of darkened Light A mighty Band ___ Charges in swift flight. This Night holds both ___ Beginning and end. The Wheel has come ___ Full Circle again. The past and future ___ Come into our sight All becomes One ___ On this magick Night. Between the heavens ___ And the earth The Way now opens ___ To bring forth The Hosts of those ___ Who went on before- They come riding now ___ Through the Open Door. Dark Wild Hunters ___ Racing the Year. Time stands still as ___ Past and Future appear Encircled between ___ The Dark and the Light- Together again ___ On this Samhain Night. |
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| 12:07am 29/10/2003 | ||||
But our Lady the Goddess would solve all mysteries, even the mystery of death; and so she journeyed to the Underworld. The Guardian of the Portals challenged her: “Strip off thy garments, lay aside thy jewels; for naught mayest thou bring with thee into this our land”. So she laid down garments and jewels, and was bound, as all living must be who seek to enter the realms of Death, the Mighty One. Such was her beauty that Death himself knelt, and laid his sword and crown at her feet, and kissed her feet, saying: “Blessed Be thy feet that have brought thee in these ways. Abide with me; but let me place my cold hands on thy heart.” And she replied: “I love thee not. Why dost thou cause all things that I love, and take delight in, to fade and die?” “Lady,” replied Death, “it is age and fate, against which I am helpless. Age causes all things to wither; but when men die at the end of time, I give them rest and peace and strength, so that they may return. But you, you are lovely. Return not, abide with me. But she answered: “I love thee not.” Then said Death: “An you receive not my hand on your heart, you must kneel to Death’s scourge.” “It is fate, better so,” she said, and she knelt. And Death scourged her tenderly. And she cried: “I know the pangs of love.” And Death raised her, and said: “Blessed be.” And gave her the fivefold salute, saying: “Thus only may you attain to joy, and knowledge.” And he taught her all of his mysteries, and he gave her the necklace which is the circle of rebirth. And she taught him all her mystery of the sacred cup which is the cauldron of rebirth. They loved, and were one: for there be three great mysteries in the life of man, and magic controls them all. To fulfill love, you must return again at the same time and at the same place as the loved ones; and you must meet, and know, and remember, and love them again. But to be reborn, you must die, and be made ready for a new body. And to die, you must be born; but without love, you may not be born. And our Goddess ever inclineth to love, and mirth, and happiness; and guardeth and cherisheth her hidden children in life, and in death she teacheth the way to her communion; and even in this world she teacheth them the mystery of the magic Circle, which is placed between the world of men and of the gods. |
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indescribable| Deities | |||
| 10:48pm 26/10/2003 | |||
 You are Form 1, Goddess: The Creator. "And The Goddess planted the acorn of life. She cried a single tear and shed a single drop of blood upon the earth where she buried it. From her blood and tear, the acorn grew into the world." Some examples of the Goddess Form are Gaia (Greek), Jehova (Christian), and Brahma (Indian). The Goddess is associated with the concept of creation, the number 1, and the element of earth. Her sign is the dawn sun. As a member of Form 1, you are a charismatic individual and people are drawn to you. Although sometimes you may seem emotionally distant, you are deeply in tune with other people's feelings and have tremendous empathy. Sometimes you have a tendency to neglect your own self. Goddesses are the best friends to have because they're always willing to help. Which Mythological Form Are You? brought to you by Quizilla |
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| My weekend | ||||
| 10:25pm 26/10/2003 | ||||
I bought my own plane tix today, very exciting. Goin to see Eric in 3 weeks, yay! I'm soo far behind in my hwk so I'm gonna go, ttyl! Bye |
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cranky| Trophy Wives | ||||
| 02:18am 24/10/2003 | ||||
Gina PS: Zee comes tomorrow...yay. |
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| R rated and Artwork | ||||
| 10:27am 23/10/2003 | ||||
 My life is rated R. What is your life rated? While you're hanging around, check out this nifty website: http://www.digitalblasphemy.com/ I promise you'll like it. (thanks Eric) Gina |
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busy| LOTR Quizzes | |||
| 10:51am 21/10/2003 | |||
 Your an Elf! your very beautiful and Tall, graceful and smart and mysterious (you can even be very dangerous when your mad) Are you an Elf? Hobbit? Black Rider? or a dwarf? (Lord of The Rings)  You are Gandalf the Grey, a lore-master and a mover of events. Or you just might be very clever and boring. And old. And now... Which Lord of the Rings character are you?  Legolas If you were in Lord Of The Rings you would be... (Girls/boys) |
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| Romantic Movie Quizzes | ||||
| 10:39am 21/10/2003 | ||||
 When Harry Met Sally What Romantic Movie Are You?  moulin rouge What Romantic Movie Are You?  an officer and a gentleman What Romantic Movie Are You?  You are the super sweet Princess Bride. You know that your true love will always be there for you, and when he/she does, you will ride off into the sunset together. What Great Romantic Movie Are You? |
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| Chem Sucks | ||||
| 10:43pm 19/10/2003 | ||||
I have dreamed -- Sinatra, song from The King and I I have dreamed that your arms are lovely I have dreamed what a joy you'll be I have dreamed every word you whisper When you're close, close to me. How you look, In the glow of evening I have dreamed...and enjoyed the view In these dreams I've loved you so That by now I think I know What its like to be loved by you I will love being loved by you In these dreams I've loved you so That by now I think I know What its like to be loved by you I will love being loved by you Shall we Dance - Julie Andrews from The King and I We've just been introduced I do not know you well But when the music started something drew me to your side So many men and girls Are in eachother's arms It made me think It made me think we might be similarly occupied Shall we Dance? On a bright cloud of music shall we fly? Shall we dance? Shall we then say good night and mean goodbye? Or perchance when the last little star has left the sky Shall we still be together with our arms around each other And shall you be my new romance? On the clear understanding that this kind of thing can happen Shall we dance Shall we dance Shall we dance? Humming Why do you stop? That's pretty...go on go on! Why no your majesty I didn't realize that...why you see in my country a woman would never dance while a man was looking on But you will dance with a strange man holding hands etc. etc. Well not always a strange man, sometimes a very good friend Good then let's together...show me! Teach Teach Teach Well it's really very simple the bouiquet goes... 1-2-3 and 1-2-3 and 1-2-3 and 1- Anna: Shall we dance? King: 1-2-3 and Anna: On a bright cloud of music shall we fly King: 1-2-3 and Anna: Shall we dance King: 1-2-3 and Anna: Shall we then say goodnight and mean goodbye... King: Oh perchance when the last little star has leave the sky Anna: Shall we still be together with our arms around echother and shall you be my new.... King: Romance Anna: On the clear understanding that this kind of thing can happen Both: Shall we dance, shall we dance, shall we dance? ...(They Dance and Count out rhythms)... King: But is not right A: Yes it is, you're doing beautifully K: Not the way I see Europeans dancing tonight A: Well yes it was, it was exactly like this K: Not holding two hands, like this. A: Well no...no...as a matter of fact, K: Was uh-- like this (takes her in his arms, in proper ballroom dancing position) A: (Whispers) Yes... They Dance... Happy sigh...ask me about my King and I theory |
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| 03:28am 19/10/2003 | ||||
Daddy visited this weekend for parent's weekend, which was cool. He has me worried though, he's not his self. I don't know what's up, if it's physical or emotional or what, but it is scary. It's soooo cold here! OMG, I just walked all the way across campus and I'm freezing. The Yankee/Red Sox game Thursday...best game EVER! Seriously, soooo good. I've got the soundtrack from The King and I stuck in my head. As well as the lyrics to this song on Heather's away message: *Somewhere down this road I know someone's waiting. Years of dreams just can't be wrong! Arms will open wide, I'll be safe and wanted Fin'lly home where I belong.* ~Journey to the Past (Anastasia) So there you have it kids...Gina's 3:30 am life...you know what, the middle of the night can be a very lonely time. Can't wait to see Zee next week! Eeeee! Gina |
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| 02:49pm 17/10/2003 | ||||
The first thing I would like to discuss are the differences between children and adults. What I would like to point out is that there aren't very many of them. Aside from being capable of living on your own and keeping at least yourself alive, there is no great difference that I can think of. Both children and adults fear things, sometimes irrational things, sometimes rational ones. By the age of five, children are speaking the same language as their parents and, aside from a difference in vocabulary and voice pitch, you wouldn't be able to tell which was the adult or the child. Experience and knowledge are too abstract to be deemed the definitive factor in this matter. There are adults who have few life experiences and have been cared for by someone else their entire lives and there are children who have seen wars and hunger and death by 10. In today's society, or perhaps a generation back, it was not uncommon for a child to exceed their parent's educational level by the age of 12. So, in conclusion, adulthood is an abstract concept. It is not something that you achieve automatically on your 18th, 21st, or 25th birthday. Having children or getting married does not make you an adult. Likewise, experiencing hardships and making it on your own does not mean you will get to stay at Cinderella's Ball past midnight. Instead, I propose that you are an adult not only when you feel you are...because there are plenty of people who think they are "all grown up" and simply aren't, but also when your adult peers acknowledge you as their equal. It must be a combination of these factors because personally, while I am often accepted into "adult" social functions, I don't feel like one yet. Yes, I'm grown up and yes, if you stuck me in an apartment I would be able to survive and make money. However, for whatever reason, I still feel like a teenager. Perhaps I'm just not ready to give up mommy's lap when I'm sad, or I just don't want all of the responsibilities of tax paying and decision making that come with adulthood. Whatever the reason, I know I'm still just a kid. I have a lot to learn and I'm terribly excited about learning it. And maybe by the end of the year I'll feel grown up enough to consider myself an adult. But for now...I'm not saying that I don't try to do things on my own, or that I sit back and let my parents do everything (if anyone knows them then you know that things would never happen if I left it to them)...I think I'm just happy knowing that mommy and daddy will take care of me should I fail at anything. That's a comfort I don't think anyone really wants to give up. OK! Moving along! I hope you all understood what I was getting at up there...I'm not sure if I even do...it takes some reading between the lines! For my next topic of conversation...your favorite and mine...religion! I'm having a religious difficulty. Despite years of believing otherwise, I still find myself thinking in terms of "god" and "jesus." What's worse, I find these thoughts comforting. Now logically, I know that this is just my childhood concepts of divinity and comfort and the "Father God" taking care of all of my needs. But it's still disconcerting. I know that I can never go back to being Christian...I just can't believe in it or have faith in it, but I wish I could. It's such a comforting dream. I've revamped my idea of religion slightly with the help of some theories I've heard about. So here's the idea. Inside of everything there's the Divine. It's in the space between the atoms of the molecules of every object on Earth and beyond. It beats within you, it makes up the energy field that surrounds your body, it's in your heart and your soul and your mind and your toenails. And for the most part, you know it's there. People have known for millenia. So they think up reasons for this feeling...they create gods. One or many, it doesn't matter. Whatever feels right to you. And this god takes a shape and a form and a personality and then suddenly...it exists. It exists because we as a society or because you personally created it. And not only us, but any being intelligent enough to recognize the Divine and try and put a name or a face to it. You can say "hell no. I'm a Christian. That makes no sense. I have the exact same god as every other Christian, and there are plent of us!" Well, ok but...I'd be willing to bet that your Christian god and someone else's Christian god have differences, somewhere along the line. We all perceive our own divinities in the most comforting away imaginable. That's why religion is a personal thing...because you create it. You give it life and energy and power. No book can tell you what god looks like, no book can tell you why we are here...make it yours, create it for yourself. It's everywhere, identify and accept it. Be comforted by it. Love it. When I next get the chance and the muse blesses me with enough energy to type that much in one sitting again, I'd like to discuss existentialism. Cuz I don't like it. It bothers me. :oP |
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pensive| Interesting... | ||||
| 06:47pm 15/10/2003 | ||||
 Your Sexual Power Animal is a Penguin!Choosy, selective, and monogamous. Not only are you picky when it comes to sex. You tend to stick with the same partner for a long time And since you're so picky, it takes a lot to get you. Once you're impressed, then you'll put out What's Your Sexual Power Animal? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva |
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| Funny quote day | ||||
| 11:06pm 14/10/2003 | ||||
Funny quote 1: Silvia, Kristin and I are getting on the elevator on the 15th floor. There's a boy in there. "Hey," he says "You know Jamie?" I just look at him cuz he's a wierd looking kid and he goes "No? Short, cute? Has a vibrator?" I must have given him /quite/ a look cuz he just went "Oh...she lives on 15 too" and got off. Funny quote 2: "Motorcyclists are the modern cowboy." He said in his tight blue jeans and leather jacket with black boots. "Now all I need is a cowboy hat and some spores...spures? spores?" -- Ilya, Dmitriy's roomie Funny quote 3: "Yo Dmitriy man...you got any twizzers? I need to pull out this shit." -- Ilya, Dmitriy's roomie Funny quote 4: "I need to get quieter shoes" -- random boy |
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giggly| From a woman to the man she loves | ||||
| 11:29pm 13/10/2003 | ||||
Kiss me. If you don't, Tell me. Sometimes I get sick of being independent ...powerful .......aggressive ...........politically correct So hold me, love me, kiss me... ...don't make me always kiss you Open doors for me Pay for dinner Sweep me off my feet Worship me ...from head to toe Let me know I am your partner Complement me on beauty... ...but don't forget to love my mind. Give me all this ...Security, comfort Prove to me that you're working hard ...so we can have everything we dream of Do everything I ask of you Because I'll be doing it for you ...Because I love you. -- Anonymous |
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loved| Home again! | ||||
| 08:35pm 12/10/2003 | ||||
Well I haven't updated in a few days and yet a lot has happened. I'll start with a funny story about Silvia. Silvia wakes up in the middle of the night Wednesday night. She starts talking in Bulgarian. I don't know Bulgarian. It takes 5 minutes before she can start speaking English. LoL. It was good times. So I'm finally home after the bus ride from hell. 7 hrs from Boston to NY. An hour wait for the EB bus, then 35 mins on that. Sigh. Soooooo sleepy! And Kristin and I couldn't sleep on the bus cuz there were hellish people. Finally I'm home! I saw sooo many people and I was never so happy to be back in my house and with my friends. I missed you all so much! I guess that's it for now... Love you! Gina |
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| Ode to Baseball | ||||
| 10:51pm 08/10/2003 | ||||
I'm a very faithful fan. But it hurts to watch They are losing bad Why would they let the Sox Score I know they're better Oh look! Giambi! What a good boy, hit that ball! We have 2 points now! I love the Yankees. They're definately the best Go Yankees! Go! Go! Baseball is stressful Is it all really worth it? Silvia is scared... I am not insane! I'm a dedicated fan! I don't bash in cars! So I threw a pen... This sport is emotional! True fans feel my pain I love the Yankees! I'm a very faithful fan! Keep it up boys...Yay! |
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anxious| Baseball...a dangerous hobby? | ||||
| 03:44pm 07/10/2003 | ||||
So it turns out my roomate is a Red Sox fan. This is not cool. I assumed her to be a neutral party. That means until this series is over we will be living in a small, friendly battlefield otherwise known as our dorm room. I look forward to it...good times! :o) It's on Silvia! Gina |
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