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yay for me!!! [08 Jun 2003|11:14pm] I found it!! I found an early adopter account w/a cool name!!! it's _badgirl so make sure you add me cuz it's friends only!!! talk to ya'll l8ter!! <3 Teasa 1 comment|post comment

[29 May 2003|11:13pm] Which Crossroads Girl are You?Find out! post comment

[29 May 2003|11:08pm] Which Reese Witherspoon are you? Find out! post comment

[29 May 2003|11:03pm] Which Britney are you? Find out! post comment

[28 May 2003|08:40pm] Hey, halo-head! It's no surprise here that you are HEART THROB. ++ Which My Little Pony Porn Star Are You? ++ brought to you by Quizilla post comment

[27 May 2003|10:30pm] [ mood | guilty ] [ music | I miss my friend~Darrel Wurhley ] :-/ Today...today wasn't bad at all. I pretty much layed low, took care of the puppies. Thought about school and stuff...but nothing really new to report. Until I get a call at like 6 from Danielle. I haven't talked to her since i told her when me and robert broke up. She tells me she hears this rumor that Jessica overdosed and killed herself. I was distraught. I called tace...she said she didn't here anything, but joe did. He didn't know if it was true or not..but everyone was talking about it. Then, on kristens aim profile (a girl i hate...i have her on my list only god knows why) it said "jessica..rest in piece....it won't be the same at graduation w/o you. i'll never forget the laughs" it was then that i swear my heart stopped. i emailed emily, who is jess's absoulute best friend. so if anyone would know, it's her. It's just so weird, the thought i'll never talk to her again, or hang out.....or have her to bitch people out for me. But the weird thing is...i haven't cried about it. Not even close...does that make me a bad person?????? I feel so guilty for that....I mean. Me and jess, there were times we hated eachother. She was an obsessive compulisive liar...and she broke me and jippy up. but, we still remained friends. i miss her. i feel like shes watching me, ya know. well...im gunna go to bed. <3 me post comment

[16 May 2003|08:06pm] [ mood | naughty ] [ music | I wanna be bad~Willa Ford ] Fun and different survey: Answer all of these questions with song titles from just one band: Which band did you choose? Britney Spears 1. Are you male or female: cinderella 2. Describe yourself: overproteced 3. How do some people feel about you?: that's where you take me 4. How do you feel about yourself?:let me be me 5. Describe an old girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: Don't go knockin' on my door 6. Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: don't let me be the last to know 7. Your sexual innuendo: I'm a slave 4 u 8. Where would you rather be?: where are u now 9. Where are you?: i will be there 10. Describe what you want to be: born to make u happy 11. Describe how you live: oops i did it again 12. Describe how you love: from the bottom of my broken heart 13. Share a few words of wisdom: the beat goes on 14. Are you older or younger: i'm not a girl, not yet a woman 15. What would you like to do today: email my heart 16. What would you like to do tonight?: Dear Diary 17. What makes you feel the best?: sodapop 18. What makes you feel the worst?: lonely COOL SURVEY!!! 1 comment|post comment

survey from s4sh [15 May 2003|08:57am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Happy Days Theme Song ] Do you have friends: yeah...they mean the world to me...although some can't be trusted worth a damn. Are you a nympho: nymaWHAT? Whats the weirdest thing you have done with food (besides eaten it): whip cream is fun he he he Do you like my survey?: done better If not are you prepared to go to hell?: not goin' there...i'm an angel...ha ha yeah rite Any suggestions for the next survey: whatever floats ur boat my dear Are you homocidal or suicidal: Neither :D Do you have a b/f or g/f: just got back together w/my baby Do you like them: Yes Are you straight,gay,bi: total guy lover Are you uncomfortable yet?: hell nah Whats the weirdest thing on your body that you shave: my arms Do you play with dolls: no Do you play any instruments: omg..this one time at band camp....he he just kiddin. when i was in 4th i played the clarinet, and in 9th played the saxaphone Do you hate school: high school is so demeaning and pointless.....edinboro feels like another world ago. i miss it though...i can't wait to start up again. What is april 20th: 420....would believe i forgot about it until just now. What do other people classify you as: teasa, teasa baby, boo boo kittie fuck, honey bear Do you do drugs: diet pills --with speed in them--, and i used to/may restart smoking If so what kind: --- fill out and send it back to the one who sent it to you! post comment

[03 May 2003|05:52pm] Arial - You're pretty normal. That's certainly not a bad thing, as a lot of people like you. post comment

:) [03 May 2003|09:34am] [ mood | calm ] [ music | The truth about men~Tracy Byrd ] XxBaBiTesSxX: what's not cool?? JCSroxURmom: your all like down XxBaBiTesSxX: yeah well.... XxBaBiTesSxX: i'll be alrite..someday XxBaBiTesSxX: lol JCSroxURmom: hey! dont you have your date tonight? XxBaBiTesSxX: it's not a 'date'....we're just goin' to the basement so we can be introduced to eachother JCSroxURmom: hey man, thats still a good thing XxBaBiTesSxX: the 'basement'...it's this real cool place in new castle where they either give tatoo's or piercings..or both JCSroxURmom: you might click right away JCSroxURmom: sweet XxBaBiTesSxX: there's a place called the attic too..lol XxBaBiTesSxX: one can only hope XxBaBiTesSxX: :-) JCSroxURmom: lol JCSroxURmom: what is that? JCSroxURmom: same thing? XxBaBiTesSxX: sorry bout that JCSroxURmom: ha, its okay XxBaBiTesSxX: anyway..i told my mom where i was going...lol...she's worried i'm gunna pick up some guy who looks like a walking mureal XxBaBiTesSxX: *mural JCSroxURmom: haha JCSroxURmom: did you tell her that the guy your meeting isnt one? XxBaBiTesSxX: i told her tace just wanted to introduce me to some of her friends...which is basically true. JCSroxURmom: yeah it is, hehe XxBaBiTesSxX: i just had a really bad nite last nite...the kind where you cry urself to sleep JCSroxURmom: :-P JCSroxURmom: awwww dude JCSroxURmom: how come? XxBaBiTesSxX: i had a really bad im convo w/my ex. the one i just broke up with like a month ago XxBaBiTesSxX: i NEVER wanna talk to him again JCSroxURmom: what did he say? XxBaBiTesSxX: hold on a sec JCSroxURmom: k XxBaBiTesSxX: http://www.blurty.com/users/katluvr620 XxBaBiTesSxX: go there..it tells the whole story XxBaBiTesSxX: most recent entry JCSroxURmom: okayu XxBaBiTesSxX: there is more to the story..but read that first JCSroxURmom: holy shit dude, what an asshole XxBaBiTesSxX: yeah...then he got back online..and was just like..didnm't give a shit that we are broken up..and life will be better once his book get's published. that's all that's upsetting him right now XxBaBiTesSxX: and i told him how ryan helped me through a lot...and that pissed him off XxBaBiTesSxX: i left out the part how we are so into eachother and all the crap he put me thru tho, lol JCSroxURmom: well who cares, thats the kind of thing thats better off to forget JCSroxURmom: let him be pissed off all he wants JCSroxURmom: lol XxBaBiTesSxX: yeah know....he's the one who let his friends talk shit to me w/o even saying a word JCSroxURmom: what was the real assholish thing is when he was like ahh i thought about cheating on your with that girl but i didnt XxBaBiTesSxX: let's his ex email me all this shit how he doesn't love me and i'm a horrible g/f....w/o saying a word XxBaBiTesSxX: i know! JCSroxURmom: like i said, try not to let that shit get to you man XxBaBiTesSxX: oh and how our 'friends' up at college tried to break us up by telling me shit... XxBaBiTesSxX: but the best was this one... JCSroxURmom: hes suchs an asshole XxBaBiTesSxX: heather, who was supposed to be my friend..tried to set him up on a date..while we were going out XxBaBiTesSxX: ON MY BIRTHDAY! JCSroxURmom: omg XxBaBiTesSxX: and he didn't even defend me XxBaBiTesSxX: ever JCSroxURmom: what a bitch JCSroxURmom: dude, you can do so much better XxBaBiTesSxX: i dunno, i'm beginning to doubt that lol JCSroxURmom: and you can find someone that cares about you and loves you, and isnt going to be a dick to you and is going to stand up for you JCSroxURmom: and people like that are best left forgotton XxBaBiTesSxX: yeah i found it....he's just too damn scared..gerr! JCSroxURmom: hey , dont doubt that man, everyone finds someone XxBaBiTesSxX: thanks JCSroxURmom: besides, you havent met your tatoo man yet JCSroxURmom: hehe, go make him not be scared JCSroxURmom: or wait and check out this new guy, he might be even better XxBaBiTesSxX: lol..i've heard he's cool ya know...see tace told me..he had some g/f's who treated him like shit...and he's pretty hott...i'm just wondering if he did something to make them treat him that way... XxBaBiTesSxX: this is basically how my brain works now...looks for the catch in every good thing. JCSroxURmom: well, you can always try to find out for yourself, girls can be pretty evil too sometimes, everything isnt the guys fault :-P JCSroxURmom: well, thats kind of a bad way to look at things, but at the same time its kind of good as a way to defend yourself XxBaBiTesSxX: oh i know that...but you wouldn't know that from my experience. XxBaBiTesSxX: i mean i wasn't the best g/f...but i think i treated him pretty good for all the shit i put up with JCSroxURmom: yeah i know, i dont think you would be an evil girl XxBaBiTesSxX: yeah we fought a lot...but i apologized a lot more..even when it wasn't my fault. i just hate fighting. JCSroxURmom: dude, rob is just an asshole, plain and simple JCSroxURmom: yeah me too JCSroxURmom: me and carly get into fights sometimes JCSroxURmom: always about dumb things too XxBaBiTesSxX: he never apologized JCSroxURmom: i think fights are inevitable no matter who you were with XxBaBiTesSxX: he just like forgot about it XxBaBiTesSxX: yeah..it's how you handle the fights JCSroxURmom: and thats another asshole quality. i always apologize to carly, especially when i know its my fault XxBaBiTesSxX: oh yeah, that's how i am too. JCSroxURmom: and if its not, i apologize anyway , just for getting into the fight in the first place. but like all of our fights end with us apologizing to each other, and realizing we are wasting our time arguing XxBaBiTesSxX: that's how i try to be..although it's usually one sided XxBaBiTesSxX: he'd forgive me...but that was it. JCSroxURmom: yeah, thats a wicked assholish thing, i dont even like saying i forgive you, because then i feel like im blaming everything on her XxBaBiTesSxX: exactly. JCSroxURmom: so i usually just say im sorry JCSroxURmom: yeah man, that guy was so out there XxBaBiTesSxX: that shows a good guy with a good heart. JCSroxURmom: thats the shit thats better off forgetting XxBaBiTesSxX: yeah i know JCSroxURmom: hehe, :-) JCSroxURmom: but yeah you just have to work on forgetting that, because i know you can do a lot better XxBaBiTesSxX: thanks. i'll try! JCSroxURmom: hehe, dont try, just do it! XxBaBiTesSxX: ok :-) JCSroxURmom: especially because this guy might help you get rob off your mind XxBaBiTesSxX: yeah, but not in a rebound type of way...... ~~It's nice to have people I can depend on to cheer me up...thanks joe...carly's lucky to have you!!~~ post comment

*takes 4 tylenol pm* [02 May 2003|11:58pm] [ mood | infuriated ] [ music | Livin on Love~Alan Jackson ] The closest thing to overdosing on pills I'll go. *sobs* Here's an email I just sent to Tace: You probably won't get this b4 i c you, but okay...robert and I just had an im conversation. Yeah, I could basically give less of a fuck what he does with his life now. *cries* He sayd how allan says i'm stupid, and how dare i accuse him of cheating on me with brandy when he could of, and wanted to. But didn't. And how dare I treat him with such disrespect, the fact I be such a bitch, when he's dyin and I don't give a shit? And, ummm...how he's depressed cause allan has rebbecca in his bed with him every nite, and his bed is empty. I said...so that's whay it all comes down to, the bed..and the ass got offline. Gawd!!! I just can't win. I miss him, but at the same time...I don't. I mostly don't...i think it's just kinda seperation anxiety. And with ryan...i emailed him..just told him i needed him as a friend rite now, and I know he'll get to me somehow as soon as he reads it. I almost don't care what happens to me now! Do me a favor. Block him. I'm cutting him off completely. *cries* Talk to you tommorow. *luvs* *~Teasa~* Seriously, what am I to do?? 1 comment|post comment

*sigh* [02 May 2003|10:44pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Unanswered Prayers~Garth Brooks ] So how's everyone been this week? It started out good for me, but ended up...blah. I mean...I just feel so lifeless. Seriously, like soo numb. I keep having this really bad pains, maybe my urinary tract is fucked up for some reason. OH well, seriously...I don't care. I'm not suicidal or anything, not that anyone cares. I finished my book 'season of passion'. It was really the only thing keeping me sane this week. :) It is sooo romantic...It made me feel good, cause the girl got some pretty shitty luck..but it ended up perfect. And then, I got even more depressed cause the book was over....I kinda felt like I was living it..and it was over. But, that just shows you it's a good, no a great book if it can make u feel that way. Danielle Steel. She does it every time. I started a new one, and I hope it's great. I'm sure it will be. Well tommorow I'm going out w/Tace and Joe to the basement to meet Joe's friend John. I'm sure I'll like him, but right now...I really haven't been able to concentrate on anything but...I don't even wanna say it, but Ryan. God! Why can't I just accept that we'll never be at the same place, and no matter how much both he and I want it, he'll never totally accept me. Not like a girlfriend. He's so confusing. He told me to write him an email the other day and didn't even write me back. I guess that's my answer. No matter what though, I have my dreams. I just hope there is truth to them, ya know? Matt's a sweetie too, I just don't get taken away by him the way Ryan does. With ryan...I could just lay in his arms forever. Even though I never have....a hug is all we've had. I trust him just as much as I always did. I just feel so comfortable with him...:) Gunna dream about him. It's all I have for now. And there is nothing wrong with that, right? post comment

[02 May 2003|06:37pm] Which Brand Of Clothing Do You Look Best In? Brought to you by Faytrial post comment

*sobs* [29 Apr 2003|10:50pm] [ mood | scared ] [ music | Hurt~Johnny Cash ] I'm so sick of being the one everyone dumps on. I can't stand it. It's more than ryan...okay he's the bulk of it. Ya know after me and robert broke up, I knew, or so I thought, that there where still a few guys out there. I just had to find them. Boy was I a dumbass. Lately, the only thing that has made me thing true love is still out there is my book. It's a danielle steel novel...anyone know it? It's called season of passion...it is soooooo good! Ryan...just...got he hurts me so much. I hate my life totally. I"m so sick of everything. I should never have listened to my heart....you know...i don't care if i walk out on the street tommorow and get killed. I don't. Ryan tryied to kill himself last week...and I don't know...i guess i wans't fucking good enough for him. I have nothing to look forward to. I'm always crying and was gunna overdose on pills..but that's just stupid. No one is ever gunna love me ever again....I don't know what to do. I fucking hate this life....i wish steve was here. I don't like him the way i did 3 years ago...but i need someone to let me cry in them. I'm gunna be alone forever. However long that is. I hate it. Shoot me. post comment

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let go it's gunna be alrite [27 Apr 2003|07:36pm] [ mood | rejected ] [ music | Raining on Sunday~Kieth Urban ] As far as I'm concerned....Ryan just...whatever. We had this im convo today...he wasn't even gunna say anything. He had the away message on so I would feel like I 'didn't have to' say anything. WHATEVER!!! He was going on about how ms. jackie has all these headaches and problems i guess rite now and he 'doesn't have time for me.' He has no idea how much that hurts. I mean,he might as well stuck a knife thru my chest. I really trusted him...he was so sweet, and I know he meant every word he said....he just has to over look it. I know he loves jackie. Just god damn say it!! Are there really any single honest sweetie's out there? 5 comments|post comment

ummm...i beg to differ here! [26 Apr 2003|01:45pm] which stereotype are you? post comment

I love you but I hate you [26 Apr 2003|01:07pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | Kiss This~Aaron Tippin ] so anyway...ryan's online, and his away message is up. Too good to say hi eh? Ya know, what buggs me is that he didn't even call.....and he played head games AGAIN. I'm so sick of just being this toy that guys like to play with...and then when I start to really get into them...they drop it. He's toyed w/my feelings one too many times. He's had his last chance (i don't even know how much i mean that). I just know I'm really mad at mr. i'm too good to love you. OH I know why, cause I'M NOT JACKIE!!!!! I'm sick of bein' the one he turns to when she get's all ya know...whatever...and then as soon as things are good again...'let's just be friends'. How much ya wanna bet he won't call me ever again? Anyway....any more thoughts on the other subject I posted to last nite?? I figured out (i think) the classes i'm gunna take next semester. I'm gunna take College Writing (either 1 or 2..depending if i take the first one during the summer session), Western Art History, Social Psychology, 20th Century World History, and Intermediatte Algebra. Oh ya, for the final time, I've changed my major. (It's the last time i sware) It's English: Literature and Profesional Writing. Double Major...eek! I love english...i guess i just blocked it out of my mind w/o even knowing. See, I had a bad experience with a evil teacher my junior year in a journalism class. She also turned out to be my Senior English teacher. See, I can write a column in a magazine or newspaper or whatever, and get a masters in Literature so I can teach it to college. If you have your masters you don't have to have an education degree. YEAH!! NO STUDENT TEACHING!!!! I'm soo excited for school....it's gunna be so great. Well...I'm outti for now. Luv ya'll! *~Teasa~* post comment

[25 Apr 2003|09:56pm] You are Aeropostale! You like to look nice, but dont want to apear to preppy. You like your clothes loose fit and becoming. Chances are you are very smart. post comment

[21 Apr 2003|06:57pm] cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be close to your special someone and feel warm, comfortable, and needed What Sign of Affection Are You? brought to you by Quizilla 2 comments|post comment

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