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hm, i lied [14 Aug 2005|11:36am] [ mood | angry ] [ music | goody two shoes- adam ant ] i hate syracuse. in fact, i hate the fucking east coast, sans new york city. i can't wait to get out of this place. i won't miss much. every me

[22 Jun 2005|10:46pm] done ... every me

[02 Jun 2005|12:17am] [ mood | awake ] and you can tell by the glass on the floor and the strings that are breaking and i keep on breaking more and it looks like i am shaking but it's just the temperature but then again if it were any colder i could disengage if i were any older i could act my age but i dont think that you'd believe me it's not the way i'm meant to be its just the way the operation made me and you can tell from the state of my room that they let me out too soon and the pills that i ate came a couple years too late and i've got some issues to work through there i go again, pretending to be you make believing that i have a soul beneath the surface trying to convince you it was accidentally on purpose i am not so serious this passion is a plagiarism i might join your century but only on a rare occasion i was taken out before the labor pains set in behold the world's worst accident i am the girl anachronism and you can tell by the red in my eyes and the bruises up my thighs and the knots in my hair and the bathtub full of flies that i'm not all right at all there i go again pretending that i'll fall don't call the doctor they've seen it all before they'll say just let her crash and burn, she'll learn the attention just encourages her and you can tell from the full body cast that i'm sorry that i asked and you did everything you could like any decent person would but i might be catching so don't touch you'll start believing you're immune to gravity and stuff don't get me wet because the bandages will all come off and then you can tell from the blood on the rails that the current state is critical well its the little things for instance in the time it takes to break it she can make up ten excuses please excuse her for the day it's just the way the medication makes her i don't necessarily believe there is a cure for this so i might join your century but only as a doubtful guest i was too precarious removed as a caesarean behold the world's worst accident i am the girl anachronism every me

show me show me show me ! [22 May 2005|03:35am] [ mood | okay ] [ music | wave of mutilation- EL PIXIES ] so, uh. i think blurty isn't trendy anymore. what a shame... ? oh yes. oh no. MM random thought time. ladislav the sock monkey is my hero. :-* he may be a drag queen in the near future, but you know, i don't mind. basements are fucking creeptastic. not so much as centipedes though... EWOMGWTF. ewww. i don't have a problem with spiders at all, but let me see a centipede and i will probably jump on the nearest couch. or chair. or foot. old scumbag men who make moronic comments at teenage girls are not appreciated. no. pedophilia sure is in these days. APPARENTLY SO IS BANGING FEXY FOURTY YEAR OLD BILLY IDOL HAHAHAHAH gooooo little record goooooo ginger-scented lotion makes me happy. :) also, so do the pixies AND MY HOT MOVIE STAH SHADES WHEN THEY'RE NOT FUCKING BROKEN >:o every me

[28 Apr 2005|05:22pm] [ music | miss take- the horrorpops ] i'm tired of always being the fucking fallback for everyone see if you can be a little more apathetic, assholes every me

[25 Apr 2005|09:24pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | supervixen- garbage ] people getting mad at me when they have no reason at all to do so is getting kind of old. if there's going to be conflict, from now on, i will make sure to give people a fucking reason. and, my neighbor across the street died. she had three kids, two of which are 12 & 13. the oldest one is getting married soon, and the youngest one's birthday is on wednesday. to say the very least... that must suck. after i found out, i told my mom to make sure not to do that. WHAT I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT BREAK: aladdin is one hot cartoon ;) the little mermaid sucks to the MAXXXXX (notice the excessive x's) i think i would like the rocky horror picture show better if it weren't a musical if you are in an argument and reply with something quite retarded that doesn't make sense, you will probably win it, out of sheer ignorance :) if you roll around outside at night you will probably get a slug on your sweatshirt i wish people would leave me anonymous comments :( 3 every you ://every me

la la lola [17 Apr 2005|08:32pm] [ mood | relaxed ] [ music | the romantics ] i am now the proud owner of a rorbit! HYAH i love italian food, you could give me anything and i would eat it, except for lasagna, because i hate that. and i ran around outside with only socks on, and i laid down on the ground and just stared at the sky for a while. that was great. i like being a kid again, you get cake with more frosting. drink champagne and it tastes just like cherry cola! c o l a... cola. i will probably love you more if you donate some nickels or maybe dollars for californiaaaaaa 1 every you ://every me

[13 Apr 2005|11:22pm] [ mood | angst i hate you diediedie ] [ music | miss world- hole ] umm. this week kind of sucks so far, and i'm not sure why! antisocial tendencies should die. they should be personified and then poked with sharp things and then burned at the stake. and uh, wouldn't it be fucking awesome if i had a close friend in any of my classes so i wouldn't feel inclined to crawl into myself and watch everyone else be... SOCIAL! aka, temporary/fake happiness. great. fucking great. i'm feeling angsty for no reason in particular and that's never a good sign, no, not really, not at all i need to get about 4 more people to squeeze "hella" in their vocabulary. if i had no reason at all to have written the paragraph above this, that wouldn't be a problem! but i'm chloe and i tend to repel people and so, i have a hard time with student leadership assignments. BY THE WAY, I AM A PRINCESS. 1 every you ://every me

[04 Apr 2005|10:40pm] [ mood | nauseated ] [ music | hot topic- le tigre ] HI! i just realized... i've never ever had a headache before in my life I AM A MIRACLE! :D either that, or i don't know what a headache feels like. every me

[25 Mar 2005|02:02am] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | self esteem- offspring ] r.i.p., little squashed kitty :( and also... any volunteers to row a boat that is predicted to sink within 4-5 seconds of hitting water? 2 every you ://every me

[20 Mar 2005|09:38pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | drain you- nirvana ] um. i don't like sentences... BUT LISTS ARE GREAT YAY FOUR DAY WEEK/THREE DAY WEEKEND YAY people pretty much like getting mad at me for no reason one nail polish color + another semi-similar one= HOT i've rediscovered my nirvana obession. i am passing math. yes! stores named after cousins of llamas are usually fun :) erika, i found 3 of your gossip girl books in my house. i most definitely will be giving them back :o i have a sharpie heart-shaped box on my arm. melanie & me make awesome cupcakes, even if the ingredients didn't cooperate! i'm gonna have neon shoes :D sometimes i don't like high school, because it just keeps shoving something in my face: the fact that i'm not good at keeping or making friends. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? a correct answer would be greatly appreciated. seriously. sometimes, cute babies make for uncute kids. and vice versa. example: LOOK AT HOW CUTE ME AND NOELLE WERE! EVEN IF SHE WAS A BIT UNLADY-LIKE! i'm jealous of people who don't have dark brown eyes. aladdin is a good movie. :) 2 every you ://every me

[16 Mar 2005|07:14pm] [ music | lounge act- nirvana ] it makes me warm and fuzzy inside when i see how much people really care every me

first nap i've taken since i was 6 [08 Mar 2005|07:32pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | the quiet things that no one ever knows- brand new ] okay so it's like 7:30pm and i just woke up about ten minutes ago. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW FUCKING WEIRD THIS!? i fell asleep at 6:00. (keep in mind that i usually fall asleep around 2:30am) and also, i kind of thought it was saturday morning. ummm. so when i went downstairs (without checking a clock) i saw my sister dancing around a cactus going "CACTAPUS CACTAPUS" and i also saw that it was dark out. needless to say, i was confused. :( i also thought cactapus was a real word. seriously... i was like, "isn't that an animal?" every me

hey dad let's rip out your vocal cords [02 Mar 2005|04:16pm] [ mood | predatory ] [ music | go away snowblower ] okay well i have a few points to make and none of them have anything to do with each other so i'm just going to make a list i hate my father. i want a snow day tomorrow because i'm failing math sometimes i wish i were more naive. and then i just wish i had more actual friends in my classes cereal is disgusting honduras is a very bland country yay erika for being a blurty loser with me :) and yay damien for burning me that cd :) i think i just rhymed and while i'm on the topic of friends... i don't know how any of mine tolerate me. i mean my good friends which is pretty much my blurty list enlighten me plzthx i don't have to do a speech anymore in student leadership yayayayayayay i think myspace is just an elaborate scheme to make fun of yourself without knowing it porter won't stop barking :( K BYE 5 every you ://every me

doot doot doot do do [26 Feb 2005|07:15pm] [ mood | have i not established that ] [ music | always: your way- my vitriol ] BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED :(((((((((( sometimes i wonder what it’d be like to get into a car crash and feel shock and my legs snapping in unison with my vertebrae and does your life really flash before your eyes? this saturday seems like a sunday and that is a DISGRACE to all weekends everywhere! >:o umm laser tag is fun except i suck and apparently am an easy target if you are a little seven year old punk or a fat kid and i also sort of suck at bowling, i throw the ball too hard usually and it veers right into the gutter when it's like THIS far away from knocking down some pins >:o but i will probably kick your ass at air hockey, so i'm alright 2 every you ://every me

SUP [17 Feb 2005|10:49pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | hit so hard- hole ] so uh apparently i have expressive eyes! and apparently when have i what i think is no expression on my face, other people think i'm saying "FUCK YOU >:O" with my eyes. only i'm not. :( this probably causes trouble for me. OH WELL i really hope we have a snow day tomorrow. :) like times 60 because i don't like math class. it's mostly the reason that i sometimes feel like jumping out of a moving train on a bridge over shark-infested waters. >:o i don't know why i hate that class so much. it's all good though! and also i am really liking hole. :) at first the songs sound screamy and bad guitar-y and just bad BUT THEN they don't! it's awesome and also the first five seconds of celebrity skin are probably my most favorite five seconds of a song ever for the moment and it's really early and i'm really tired AND WOW! k g'night every me

[13 Feb 2005|03:17pm] [ mood | apathetic ] [ music | knocking on heaven's door ] haha, i get pissed off so easily watch where you step. :) 2 every you ://every me

you are now being exposed to my mind [05 Jan 2005|04:19pm] [ mood | tubular ] [ music | beating heart baby- head automatica ] I always hear people say, "Live for the moment". That life is short. You only live once. I've always tried (have I really?), but I can't. I don't know why... Maybe because I don't want to disappoint people. But why should I care what other people think, right? Because everyone hold this certain image of me, and if that image should falter in the slightest way that doesn't meet specifications, I guess I'm afraid people will disappear. But if they don't the way I am, the way I guess I must really be, if they don't like me, they weren't worth anything, right? Perhaps, but I, just as any person needs to feel accepted, whether I like it or not. And the breaking of the representation everyone has of who they think I am could kill that chance, and we don't take chances, do we, now? And this is where I started off. If a change is made, life as I know it may just shatter, isn't destruction always a possibility!? Yes, of course! The no-risk stays, & the world will be a perfect place! Wrong. The world is imperfect, it's meant to be imperfect. Life isn't about reaching perfection. Perfection is all relative, perfection is nothing! Simply a dream in the mind of optimists. Life is about living, breathing in a way that makes you happy, right? So what if that nonexistent balance is disrupted a few times? The world won't shake, heads might, but nothing will really change, will it? There's still going to be death, destruction, hatred, racism, famine, terrorism, massacres, & there's no stamping out the big cloud suffocating us all, which is more commonly known as chaos. These are all things that effect each & every one of your lives. I can't change any of that, I can't make much of a difference. I could worsen the condition, but insanity is quite a few steps away as of now. So why don't I explore the opposite side? ... And if it distorts things in a fashion not to my liking, I can just keep writing. i wrote that last night, in a composition notebook from 2nd grade! i'm not going to say anything to justify that, except, look what toxic fumes can really do to your brain! 1 every you ://every me

hmm [01 Jan 2005|08:50pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | "Love Rhymes With Hideous Car Wreck"- The Blood Brothers ] right now i'm in a fairly good mood and i don't feel like constructing sentences that have anything to do with each other! so i'm going to just make a list of a bunch of random things, because i'm bored cake & hair don't go well together i need to watch some good movies. you will give me suggestions, even if you don't want to ice-skating for 45 minutes in about 10 year-old skates is hazardous to your health i got the new blood brothers cd :D! it's not as good as their others. it looks prettier though! i also bought the breakfast club on dvd. :) and watched napoleon dynamite. it was pretty funny but it wasnt as good as i would have hoped :( i have stayed up until about 4 every day during break. this in turn has had a not really good effect on me i didn't finish my earth science questions :( AND I HAVE MATH! :(:( i feel brain dead happy new years' if that is what you would like to hear that is all 2 every you ://every me

[26 Dec 2004|01:24pm] [ mood | apathetic ] [ music | "Violet"- Hole :) ] what do you love about me? what do you hate about me? what should i change about myself? do you like/love me? am i a good friend? how important am i to you? what if i were to: Die: Cry: Fall: Yell: AND IN OTHER NEWS for this week's forecast, i predict periods of low self-esteem, mixed in with a bit of faked happiness. there's also a 95.6% chance that random angry outbursts will pop in now and later. BACK TO YOU, ... ANCHOR PERSON 3 every you ://every me

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