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[Friday
July 4th, 2008] |
I always waste my time just wondering
What the next man thinks of me
I'll never do exactly what I want
And I'll sculpt my life for your acceptance
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[Friday
July 4th, 2008] |
Now I rest my head from
Such an endless dreary time
A time of hopes and happiness
That had you on my mind
Those days are gone and now it seems
As if I'll get some rest
But now and then I'll see you again
And it puts my heart to the test
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[Friday
July 4th, 2008] |
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i'm only a woman of flesh and bone. and i wept much, we all do, i thought i might die alone. but i had never met you, so baby, be good to me. i've got nothing to give you, you see, except everything, all the good and the bad. 'cause i've been bad; i've lied, cheated, stolen, and been ungrateful for what i had. and i'm afraid habits rule my waking life, i'm scared, and i'm running in my sleep, for you. but all of the oceans and rivers and showers will wash it all away and make me clean for you. 'cause i had never met you. so let's take a loan out, put it down on a house in a place we've never lived; in a place that exists in the pages of scripts and the songs that they sing. and all of the beautiful things that make you weep, but don't have to make you weak. 'cause i never loved somebody the way that i love you.
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[Friday
July 4th, 2008] |
And I thought it would be funny to leave you hanging in suspense
Then I'd run over to your house and I'd scale the chainlink fence
That borders your back yard and then I'd climb through your window
And I'd whisper that I love you as you fall out of your clothes
And we'd lay there in the darkness like this dream of you I had
Where we captured all the fireflies and knew what time we had
Could be counted on our fingertips and that almost made you cry
But you let me hold you tightly as we said all our goodbyes
May I say I loved you more
And it must of been and hour that I clutched you in my arms
And I must have said the right things because you instantly felt warm
And you heard my heart stop beating but you wanted not to cry
As your sympathetic whispers told a tale of bad goodbyes
You swore you heard me laughing and I swore I saw you smile
As the time we've spent together was meant to last us quite a while
As I take this piece of you with me I'll carry to my grave
And knowing that for someone you're an angel sent to save
Keep Breathing my angel, if you go down I go with you
May I say I loved you more
So let's drink to memories we shared
Down one for all the hopes and cares
Here's two for being unaware that you're gone
Because before too long you'll be a memory.
idk this makes me cry a lot :(
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[Friday
July 4th, 2008] |
And no,
I'm not afraid,
at least not to die.
I'm afraid to live
and not remember why
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[Friday
July 4th, 2008] |
Dancing through the night
has never been
so rock n' roll.
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[Friday
July 4th, 2008] |
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take what you need and be on your way
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[Friday
July 4th, 2008] |
idk ilya. =)
if i believed Independence day deserved to be celebrated, I'd wish you all one. =)
f this country ok lmfao. Either way, I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE AN AWESOME TIME
LIGHTING THINGS ON FIRE & DRINKING OK.
and if you are not doing either of those things,
i strong suggest anoning my journal. lmfao.
JAYKAY. unless you want to.
idk, i am excited about my new life ok lol.
yay for being 21 and having nothing else interesting to say!
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[Friday
July 4th, 2008] |
But then they say it’s better to bury your sadness
in a graveyard or garden that waits for the spring to awake from its sleep
and burst into green.
And I’ve cried
and you would think I would better for it,
but the sadness just sleeps and it stays in your spine
for the rest of your life.
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[Friday
July 4th, 2008] |
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I need you so bad.
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[Friday
July 4th, 2008] |
some hearts,
they just get all the right breaks.
some hearts,
have the stars on their side.
some hearts,
they just have it so easy.
some hearts,
just get lucky sometimes.
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[Friday
July 4th, 2008] |
i saw the post ab bras and this excites me ok bc i just bought like 4 today and i am happy bc they actually had my size and they actually fit well
that is all.
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[Friday
July 4th, 2008] |
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Well, honestly, your honesty, it has emerged unscathed. And I hope you're doing fine, because me, I'm doing fucking great. And I wouldn't want to waste another second of your time.
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[Friday
July 4th, 2008] |
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But you steal every breath of air that comes out of my lungs. But I can't keep, keep my hands off you.
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[Friday
July 4th, 2008] |
if i could be your first real heartache,
i would do it all over again
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[Friday
July 4th, 2008] |
when a crime breaks out all the cute girls should get the good looking guy. when theres a crime out there he's gonna comb his hair cause he's the good looking guy
i miss boy meets world =[
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[Friday
July 4th, 2008] |
i heard the world up, late night
holding my breath tight,
trying to keep my head on right
there's a chill in the air, nobody could care
how you're caught up in the fight of your life
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[Friday
July 4th, 2008] |
love me faster than the devil
run me straight into the ground
drowning deep inside your water
drown in love and memories
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[Friday
July 4th, 2008] |
i know this lady with eyes as blue as the sea
now she would sit and stare directly through me
and that laugh would take me to the future
throughout the past, there was nothing left for me
but i've been working for days on full time
i've got no money but everything is going fine
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[Friday
July 4th, 2008] |
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Okay, yesterday/today has been the most miserable days of my life.
Yesterday I got into the shower and when I got out, my dog was barking.
I was all like, "Stfu, what are you barking about?"
So I go in and get dressed and he continues to bark.
I start to go down the stairs and he comes flying up them and he knocks me off my feet and I fall down two flights of stairs and no one was home.
When I regained myself, I got up but I couldn't move my left arm cause of the pain.
First thought was, "Oh, I broke it."
I still can't move my left arm today, but it's bruised so bad that you'd think I bursted a pen on it.
I have bruises all over me and one on my neck.
My mom said it was amazing that I didn't break my neck.
NOW, I have to go to my grandparents and eat and I've been to sick from the pain to eat.
Sorry for the rant.
/rant
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