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[Sunday
July 6th, 2008] |
let them say we're crazy
i don't care about that
put your hand in my hand baby
don't ever look back.
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[Sunday
July 6th, 2008] |
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lol @ my mom texting me saying "will you be home soon?" when i've been home for about 30 minutes
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[Sunday
July 6th, 2008] |
i took a chance.
i took a fall.
he took off fast and gracefully.
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[Sunday
July 6th, 2008] |
so camping was an experience bc idk i grew up in a red neck place but idk i guess i'm a snob now bc i watched a fireworks display to proud to be an american and loled plus i heard like three people seriously fighting over walmart vs. kmart and idk i rly miss the city
edit: i got into an intense fight with some man selling confederate flag things at the flea market bc he would not understand that he lives in ohio and they were a part of the union and he didn't understand anything about the war and i got mad bc i was drunk
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[Sunday
July 6th, 2008] |
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Love me like the world is ending.
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[Sunday
July 6th, 2008] |
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hiii, is anybody here? :|
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[Sunday
July 6th, 2008] |
So how about I went to the mall today with my "brother" Bradley and my best friend Zak and I went to the bathroom and when I came out, my friend Parker was there and we were walking down the hallway and the security guard was all like, "I got a report of you screaming at some guy in a wheelchair to fuck off then you parked in a handicapped space."
And we were all like, "Wtf?"
And the guy was like, "Idk, this guy told us."
And I was like, "Sir, we did park in a handicapped place because my friend Zak has heart problems -pointed to Zak- and we just met my friend Parker -points to him- here a minute ago.
I can't drive because I have seizures and I'm not on medication and Bradley is underage and he doesn't have a permit.
And then I went through my whole day with the guy telling him every detail and he was like, "Okok, if you could leave the mall for the day tho, that would be cool guys."
And I was like, "Well, can I go to Claire's and the pet store before we go, please?" And i did that smile thing and he was like, "-pause- Um..okay, sure. I'm sorry that I accused you guys of doing something like that."
And I was like, "O no, its ok cause the guy prolly thought we were just some hooligans thinking we are tough or something."
And he was like, "Thats how old people are."
And then I was like, "I'm sorry that you have to put up with people who complain about innocent kids."
And he was like, "You seem mature for your age."
And I'm like, "Yeah, I work with Cancer paitents every day at work so I know what its like to have a condition and like I previously stated, about 75% of my friends and I have a condition. Anyone who says ANYTHING to someone handicapped is ignorant."
And the guy was like, "I'm sorry guys. Have a good day."
And we were all like, "Okay, im going to go to Claire's and look at hair accessories."
Then he waved and was like, "Happy hair shopping."
Hahaha. Idk, just thought I'd share that little piece of my day with you all.
/rant
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[Saturday
July 5th, 2008] |
night all!
journal pls?
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[Saturday
July 5th, 2008] |
I put my heart on the line
But its not mandatory
You know why we fell apart
They don't know half the story
I tried to work it all out
but I was only dreaming
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[Saturday
July 5th, 2008] |
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I wanna be cool but all that I can be is honest
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[Saturday
July 5th, 2008] |
She said "I never really thought I'd need this"
I said "my goal is to be cigarettes to you"
It might sound dangerous but that just means it's worth it
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[Saturday
July 5th, 2008] |
Forgive me if I admit that I'd love to love you
We both realized it way too late
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[Saturday
July 5th, 2008] |
I write mostly on Hotel Paper
Knowing that my thoughts will never leave this room
I'd be out of line telling you, "leave her"
So I lie lonely surrounded by you
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[Saturday
July 5th, 2008] |
Well it rains and it pours
When you're out on your own
If I crash on the couch
Can I sleep in my clothes?
'Cause I've spent the night dancing
I'm drunk, I suppose
If it looks like I'm laughing
I'm really just asking to leave
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[Sunday
July 6th, 2008] |
Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry,
you don't know how lovely you are.
I had to find you, tell you I need you,
and tell you I set you apart.
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[Sunday
July 6th, 2008] |
Hold up! Hell naw! Like Britney Spears I wear no draws.
idek..
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[Saturday
July 5th, 2008] |
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would you believe in love at first sight, yes i believe it happens all the time.
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[Saturday
July 5th, 2008] |
theere's no way out of the trouble you're in. You told her you loved her, more than a friend. Your secrets out, you've flushed your hand. Now she looks at you differently, kinda looks at you differently. So now that you're out there and you don't know what to do, she says, "you blew it kid, you opened your heart up too soon."
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[Saturday
July 5th, 2008] |
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He was not my boyfriend. On the other hand, he wasn't just a friend either. Instead, our relationship was elastic, stretching between those two extremes depending on who else was around, how much either of us had to drink, and other varying factors. This was exactly what I wanted, as commitments had never really been my thing. And it wasn't like it was hard, either. The only trick was never giving more than you were willing to lose.
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[Saturday
July 5th, 2008] |
and now im content with my breath 'cause im alive.
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