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Monday, December 13th, 2004

( Meow Me)

Time:11:51 am.
Mood: sick.
Music:Silence, golden silence..
Bless me!

I am suffering from a failure of medication. My allergy nasal spray is not working like it should. Argh!! I'll have to tough it out until I can afford the next refill and then I'll get Flonase. I still have 5 refills left on that prescription.

B-F left about 45 minutes ago. We spent a very nice weekend. He came with me to the bus depot to send off the parcels for my family. He didn't tell me till later that he was feeling crowded by all those people. He wanted to be with me so he came along. There was a line that circled the whole room. I guess I'll have to try to send everything earlier next year (I say this every year). But I only need to clean the house, wrap the gifts I'm taking with me, do the bit of baking I want to bring, and one load of laundry and I'm gone. Oh yeh, I have to pack. Hee hee...

Big surprise this morning, I went into the bedroom after B-F left and he had made the bed! That's twice he's done that! He never makes his own bed. I'll make sure I thank him for that.

Need food now.

Wednesday, December 8th, 2004

( Meow Me)

Subject:Is it really only Wednesday?
Time:8:38 pm.
Mood: busy.
Music:Don't know the name of it..
The time has gone fast, and slow. Spent yesterday at Westbrook. B-F came with me to Walmart to get my new tires. We arrived at 9:20 A.M. and had to wait until 2:00 P.M. to get the vehicle back. We walked around the store, we went into the mall and had an early lunch. We walked around the mall, went back into Walmart and shopped a bit more until FINALLY it was 2:00. Got the vehicle back, stopped and picked up the video I had copied and make it home again, safe and sound. Poor guy, he really doesn't like Walmart, but he never complained once, not even a wimper. I really appreciated having him along. He carried all the bags too. I have only two or three things left to do before I'm completely finished with everything I need to do before I can go home for Christmas. I didn't get the parts for the vehicle but they're still at PartSource so I'll stop there maybe tomorrow. I also have to finish wrapping presents to send to family members who won't be at the Parent's. I can ship them tomorrow, too. So close to being finished but just those few bits and pieces that need to be done. And sitting here typing isn't achieving any of them. Bye!!

Sunday, December 5th, 2004

(1 Meow * Meow Me)

Time:7:32 pm.
Mood: content.
Music:Shaw on Demand theme as I choose my next movie!.
I finally got "Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban"! Yay!!!!!!
I sat here and watched the movie, ate chips, dip, chocolate and drank root beer! I plan to do more of the same in a few minutes. Girl pain is much easier to ignore if you've got junk food to drown it in.

Saturday, November 20th, 2004

( Meow Me)

Subject:This is a test, this is only a test...
Time:3:20 pm.
Mood: curious.
Music:My breath being held in anticipation....
to see if things like lj-cut work on Blurty! So here goes!

I am a link, click me! )

( Meow Me)

Time:2:50 pm.
Mood: creative.
Music:Figure skate music. Japan's Grand Prix..
Having researched and printed a recipe for hummous off the web I got all the ingrediants and made the attmept. It turned out well, so well that my friend Ms. F has asked that I make a large amount for her party on Nov 27. So armed with her trust, cash and my ability I shall sally forth and buy the stuff, make the stuff, and seve the stuff. I hope it's received well by the rest of her guests.

Sunday, November 14th, 2004

(1 Meow * Meow Me)

Subject:The story goes on...
Time:8:00 pm.
Mood: amused.
I've been helping my Ex to use hotmail, the last time I helped him was to learn how to forward an email. He did this quite successfully and the link below is one he sent me making certain that he told me not once but twice that he wasn't suggesting it for me.

Marry an American

I checked it out, it's pretty funny. There are even some people who think it's for real even though there's a link on the Aboot page that takes you to a disclaimer.

Saturday, November 13th, 2004

( Meow Me)

Time:1:29 pm.
Thanks to Popsicle Toes

[Your Thoughts On Love]

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[Your Thoughts On Love And The Like]
If you had to sum up love in one word or short phrase, what would it be?A completion of two part souls into one whole
Is true love an emotion that fades?No, it changes but doesn't fade.
Does it transcend time, life, and death?It can, but doesn't always.
Is sex really an expression of love or is it pure raw desire?Sex and making love are two different things.
Why do you think we want to be in love?We yearn to be a complete soul.
What about the people who go through life alone?They find ways to distract themselves.
Is giving everything up for your "love" an act of desperation or love?Extremely desperate.
What would you say love is?It's different for everyone with certain similarities.
Is there a certain time before you can truely call it love?No.
What is the difference between loving one as a friend or something more?The feelings are much deeper, the person is part of you.
Is it okay to date your best friend?Isn't that what your partner should be to you?
Do you think you've ever been in "love"?Yes.
How do you know it's love?See the above answers.
So, do you really think there is such a thing as love? Or is it a fantasy?Love is a fantasy that we can live if we let ourselves.

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Thursday, November 11th, 2004

(1 Meow * Meow Me)

Time:3:43 pm.
Mood: sleepy.
Music:While You Were Out on TV.
I have a headache. This happens every time the darn weather changes! Drat! I'm also suffering girl pain today (but it's bearable), it was absent most of yesterday. I am giving the credit to the herbal detox I'm doing. I have not taken one single pain killer this whole time and I really want to stick to that, at least as long as I'm still taking the detox. It's a month long so I'll be finished by Nov 29.

I need to go work on Dad's glove but I'm so tired I'm afraid I'll end up knitting the cat into one of the fingers. I don't like to work on crafts when I'm tired, too easy to make big mistakes. I might just have a nap and work on them later. I only manage a hour when I nap, but that's all I need. There was a study done on the effectivness of naps and 30 minutes was the optimum length of time. Less and it wasn't even worth trying, too much more and it created sleep problems when the people tried to sleep that night.

Got a call from the Ex the other day, seems he finally cleaned out his fridge and found some of my plastic wear, he was soaking out the science project that was living in it. I guess he's going to bring it by some time this week/weekend.

Nap attack!!!!!!

Wednesday, November 10th, 2004

(1 Meow * Meow Me)

Subject:It's done.
Time:2:20 pm.
Mood: guilty.
I got a call from E today and we are no longer a couple. I had wanted to talk with him face to face and see if there were any way we could work on this, but he insisted on seeing it as my dumping him (his words). I feel like such a b*tch. I could tell he was hurt. I did ask if he wanted to talk and try to work on this but he was too upset. He just said good-bye. I know it's better this way, if he's this upset after only two months what would he be like if I waited until after Christmas? That would be unforgivable of me. I still feel bad, though. The poor guy, I hope he finds someone better suited to him than me.

Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004

( Meow Me)

Subject:Back to school.
Time:9:44 pm.
Mood: optimistic.
Music:Some dumb commercial..
After next Tuesday I'll get my registration date for MRC. This is good, the extra $125 is not good, but the upside is that I will have it.

I just finished using my foot spa for about 75 minutes and feel much better. My feet were getting cramped up for some weird reason, maybe I did too much climbing around when I took down my Hallowe'en stuff. Babycat stepped on my sore toe two days ago and I nearly hit the ceiling. It seems there's an evil blue bruise under the nail that still needs time to heal. What a surprise when I was thinking all was well again. It could be worse.

Home made hummus and whole wheat pita for lunch tomorrow. Yay!

I think my life it taking another turn, and this is a good one. Yay!!

Tuesday, October 26th, 2004

(2 Meows * Meow Me)

Subject:Change of plans...
Time:2:12 pm.
Mood: anxious.
Music:TLC Trading Spaces. I love that show!.
Far from dragging out the sewing machine, I didn't even walk if I could avoid it. I dropped a rather large bottle onto my right big toe and nearly broke my poor little piggie! It's bruised and has a cut. So, yesterday was sit and walk a bit, today is walk more with less pain, but still can't wear regular shoes. Soft knit slippers are fine, they're baggy and loose so there's no pressure on the toe. I can put a bit of weight on it today, yay! I need to get groceries and gas and pay rent but can't do that bare foot with all the snow that's out there right now. Oh well, another day of being less than productive.
I've got the card for my Dad but I need extra postage for it and I can't walk to the mail box to send it. This sucks. Oh well. I'll call him on the day of his birthday and tell him the card is on the way.

In good news, the from MRC girl found my letter from Malaspina so they should make a decision by early next week. Cross yer fingers!! I'm going to check out the dates for registering now. Bye!

Saturday, October 23rd, 2004

(2 Meows * Meow Me)

Subject:Well bugger!
Time:9:36 pm.
Mood: sore.
Music:Country 105.
I had almost finished my entry and went to close the second browser I had open and it closed both. Bugger! Let's see if I can get this right.
E left about 6:30 for the farm, he watched my two Saturday shows with me, Seaquest DSV and The Dead Zone. I think he liked The Dead Zone but the technical jargon in Seaquest was boring for him. He's just not interested in computers or technical stuff at all. He only uses certain programs for his assignments and then forgets them right away. I, on the other hand, am a nerd. I love playing around with my personal "confuser" as Leo on Call For Help calls 'em.
I showed E the list of stuff that needs to be done on my vehicle but forgot to tell him what it was so he was having trouble understanding what the heck all the stuff was until I said it's a list of what I need to have done. He's a licensed mechanic so I guess he was looking for something more technical to tell him what they were talking about. Awkum's razor.
I think I might have a bug. My tummy hurts no matter what I eat or drink, even water hurts it. So, I'll just eat and drink whatever I want. If it's gonna make the stomach hurt no matter what, I may as well enjoy what I'm putting down there.
Lord I hope that girl at MRC can find the micro-film with my BC letter on it. I'm already choked that I have to wait longer to find out whether I'm accepted as it is. I'll do my Student Loan application on-line so that will help there, but I have to be accepted as a student before I can apply for the loan. Bugger!
I got 6 whole rows done on the second glove for my Dad. Wow, I'm a real ball of fire, aren't I? I may drag out the sewing machine tomorrow and work on the apron for Mom just for someting different. I also need to start doing the recipe cards for my sisters-in-law. I want them to be pretty so I may go buy some nice ones and work some printer magic, otherwise I'll have to use my demented style of handwriting and then no one will be able to read them, not even me. I think I'll have a look at the sizes of cards that Word will auto format and maybe set up a new one if I have to. Tools/Labels and Envelopes has a good selection and will allow you to format a new label or envelope.
You know I was tired at 6:00 but now I'm wide awake. What gives? I need sleep but I'm not at the point where I can fall asleep if I go to bed and I'm not going to lay there and toss around for 3 or 4 hours like I've done before. Rats. Maybe I'll read for a while.

Sunday, October 17th, 2004

(1 Meow * Meow Me)

Subject:The End Of The Day.
Time:8:14 pm.
Mood: hopeful.
Music:TV stuff.
E came by today. He's discovered the joys of a digital cable remote. HELP!! Then around 3:00 he had to leave for his farm.

Thursday, October 14th, 2004

( Meow Me)

Time:3:01 pm.
Mood: discontent.
Music:Ironically "A Whole New World" from Aladdin.
Got a call from E today. He was between classes and wanted to touch base with me. He's got an assignment due in his afternoon class and had to get that finished so we didn't talk for long. Major mid-term and quizz on Saturday. For some reason he writes them at the Learning Centre, not in the classroom. So maybe I'll see him Saturday evening, maybe not. He has to go back to the farm, he got the last of the hay baled but still has about one truck load left to bring in. There's still the animals to take care of every weekend so he'll be going back and forth even when he's got the hay in. As hard as I've tried I just can't seem to want him around as often as I should if there were a chance at a relationship. I'm still trying to convince myself that it has a chance but...

Wednesday, October 13th, 2004

(2 Meows * Meow Me)

Subject:Very large sigh...
Time:1:27 pm.
Mood: discontent.
I haven't heard from E since he called on Thanksgiving. I'm going to give this just one more week. He comes over during the week and we watch a movie or TV. On the weekends he might come by for a visit and then goes to his farm. This past weekend was an exception, it was a long weekend and he had assignments he wanted help with. He has until next weekend to change this. I've really had enough of that, at least the Ex took me out. Maybe it wasn't every single week, but we went for our Sunday breakfast and we had an occasional dinner or movie. After a year you can get away with some of that, but not after dating for such a short time. I don't expect to go out for expensive dinners or to a movie every week but even just a hamburger or pizza would be nice. Maybe I'm being too easy to get along with. I hate this. Aaaarrrrgggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, October 12th, 2004

(1 Meow * Meow Me)

Subject:Not a fun day.
Time:3:16 pm.
Mood: grateful.
Music:Inaudible purrs from the babycat (he can't purr out loud).
Girl pain sucks! I can't wait to be a crone and not have to worry about this stupidity anymore. I'm having a really bummed time, too. This is one of those really painful, really emotional ones that show up on occasion to make you appreciate how wonderful the regular pain and moodiness can be. I think it should be entirely painless and very even tempered for all of us all the time and men should have to deal with this crap. Can I get a "Go Girl?"

In other news, I got a call from the Ex yesterday. He just wanted to say hi and see how I was doing. I invited him over for dinner since I had been abandoned in favour of farming. We spent a very nice evening, shared the bottle of wine he brought, and watched a movie. He offered to help clean up but I knew he had to get up early for work so I said no thanks. It was so nice to sit and talk with someone who knows me as well as he does and with someone I know as well as I know him. I've been so down the last few days, this made me feel better, and I even managed to feel a bit better about E, who had been getting on my nerves this weekend, first it was with his homework, he's soooooo slow, it took him ten hours to do two power point slides and make his notes for his presentation. Then he had the nerve to say that I distracted him. Maybe he should have done the damn thing at SAIT then! Next, while he was being "distracted" he needed a stick to show me how to put oil on my chair so it wouldn't squeak, even though I had just used WD40, so he pulled a knitting needle out of my bag. There were four needles in that bag and only one of them was holding stitches, guess which one he pulled out? Luckily, I was quick enough to pick them back up and saved the almost finished glove I'm making for my Dad. So, a nice friendly dinner with the Ex did wonders for me. I'm still bummed today, but not as bad. Go figure, the Ex did something good for me and E just irritates me. I knew I stayed friends with the Ex for a good reason. I need to go finish baking my dinner buns.

Monday, October 11th, 2004

( Meow Me)

Subject:Happy Turkey Day!
Time:2:05 pm.
Mood: depressed.
Music:Convection oven warming up..
I bought a 10 pound turkey, planned lemon meringue pie, mashed potatoes, carrots, stuffing, gravy, the whole spread. I'm going to share my turkey with the baby cat. I'm going to go peel some carrots now. And make a pie. Then I think I'll eat the whole thing myself. *grin*

Wednesday, October 6th, 2004

( Meow Me)

Subject:Again, OW!!!
Time:9:01 pm.
Mood: sore.
Music:Commercial jingle-I Dream of Jeannie for Danone.
E came by last night and I helped him use Exel to do an assignment. I am so glad I'm not taking those classes. Although, if I was interested in that I suppose it would be different. Not everyone is interested in psychology but that's what I'll be studying. I did manage to figure out a fair bit of what he was doing and helped him with some of the stuff. Pain kept me from doing more but he did just fine after I showed him the basics of what to do, mostly just using the formula wizard and tables, naming the X, Y and Z axis and putting in the range of cells for the tables. He did well changing colours etc. all on his own.
I've done some baking, it takes my mind off of my pain. As long as I remember the pain killers I can actually forget the worst of it sometimes.
Tha baby cat is sitting on the desk watching me type, then he walks in front of the monitor so excuse typos please! It's so cute when he sits there looking at me. He loves being able to climb up here.
Time for pills.

Monday, October 4th, 2004

( Meow Me)

Time:2:15 pm.
Mood: angry.
Music:Some stupid commercial noise. *growl*.
Okay, I've been putting off the pain killers but my back is now getting into the act. The regular break is not due until the 12th but pain started last week. This is crap! *whine, snivel, wimp, complain*

Even though I plan to take a handful of pills it won't be in my system for long enough to kill the pain. Apparently it takes a couple of days to get into your system and do the job correctly in this kind of situation. What a load of crap! Why can't it start to work right away like when you have a headache? Grrrrrrrrr...

I'm going to do some more work around here and see if I can make myself forget myself. Confused? Don't worry, I don't understand me sometimes either.

Wednesday, September 22nd, 2004

(3 Meows * Meow Me)

Time:3:46 pm.
Mood: shocked.
Music:TV racket..
What started as trying to smooth things with a woman I've never met has escalated into a serious hate fest between the drummer and former singer. Holy cow!! She bad mouthed this guy to me, said some very nasty things to me (a stranger) about him. He hasn't been anywhere near as bad as that. He actually has been nice considering all things she's said to him in emails. I never told him what she said to me, that would be carrying tales and cause a lot more grief than exists right now. Unfortunately she has involved the guitar player who says that he knows some of the same musicians as I do. If my name gets bad-mouthed by either of these people, there will be trouble. My friends all know me and I may be guilty of trying to help people get past their misunderstandings I'm not petty, nor do I make up things that aren't true. The upshot is she and the guitar player have both told the drummer they don't want to be in the band anymore. He mentioned something about a gig that would be two weekends per month that he may ask me to do with him and his other players, these guys were supposed to be fill-ins for his usual band members when they were unavailable for gigs. It's a good idea to have backup people so if something comes up, you aren't chasing around at the last minute looking for a guitar or bass player. Apparantly that wasn't acceptable so the singer/bass player and lead guitar player have left. It all seemed like a misunderstanding to me, kind of petty of them but I wasn't there so I don't know what really happened. Although I have heard her side of it, she was very judgemental of the drummer, something he never did when he talked about the same situations. As a matter of fact he took responsiblity for a lot of things. I figure if he can give me work, why shouldn't I do it? All I want to do is sing, and if he can give me gigs I'll do them.
The down side is I've already used up half of my air time minutes and it's only six days into the billing month. Yikes! I think I'll let them get the voice mail from now on.

Blurty for K.

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