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    Tuesday, August 17th, 2004
    9:48 pm
    I am HERE for YOU
    Lay your head on my pillow
    Here you can be yourself
    No one has to know what you are feeling
    No one but me and you

    I won't tell your secrets
    Your secrets are safe with me
    I will keep your secrets
    Just ain't goin' be as the pages in your diary

    I feel such a connection
    Even when you far away
    Oooo baby if there's anything that you fear
    Come forth and call 7693370 and I'll be here

    I won't tell your secrets
    Your secrets are safe with me
    I will keep your secrets
    Just ain't goin' be as the pages in your diary

    And only we know what talked about baby
    Don't know how you can be driven me so crazy
    Baby when your in town why don't you come around
    Be the loyalty you need you can trust

    I won't tell your secrets
    Your secrets are safe with me
    I will keep your secrets
    Just ain't goin' be as the pages in your diary

    Current Mood: mellow
    Current Music: The Diary of Alicia Keys
    1:53 am
    Attempting to Place the Pieces of the Nonexistent Puzzle TOGETHER.........ohh how I am bewildered
    Some people live for the fortune
    Some people live just for the fame
    Some people live for the power yeah
    Some people live just to play the game
    Some people think that the physical things
    Define what's within
    I've been there before
    But that life's a bore
    So full of the superficial

    Some people want it all
    But I don't want nothing at all
    If it ain't you baby
    If I ain't got you baby
    Some people want diamond rings
    Some just want everything
    But everything means nothing
    If I ain't got you

    Some people search for a fountain
    Promises forever young
    Some people need three dozen roses
    And that's the only way to prove you love them

    And in a world on a silver platter
    And wondering what it means
    No one to share, no one who truly cares for me

    Some people want it all
    But I don't want nothing at all
    If it ain't you baby
    If I ain't got you baby
    Some people want diamond rings
    Some just want everything
    But everything means nothing
    If I ain't got you

    Some people want it all
    But I don't want nothing at all
    If it ain't you baby
    If I ain't got you baby
    Some people want diamond rings
    Some just want everything
    But everything means nothing
    If I ain't got you

    If I ain't got you with me baby
    Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
    If I ain't got you with me baby

    Current Mood: introspective
    Current Music: Jadakiss - "Why"
    Thursday, March 11th, 2004
    5:59 pm
    InTOxICAted
    Baby can't you see
    I'm calling
    A guy like you should wear a warning
    It's dangerous
    I'm falling
    There's no escape
    I can't wait
    I need a hit
    Baby give me it
    You're dangerous
    I'm loving it

    Too high, can't come down
    Losing my head
    Spinning 'round and 'round
    Do you feel me now

    With a taste of your lips
    I'm on a ride
    You're toxic, I'm slipping under
    Tasting the poison paradise
    I'm addicted to you
    Don't you know that you're toxic
    And I love what you do
    Don't you know that you're toxic

    It's getting late to give you up
    I took a sip
    From my devil cup
    Slowly taking over me

    Too high, can't come down
    It's in the air
    And it's all around
    Can you feel me now?

    With a taste of your lips
    I'm on a ride
    You're toxic, I'm slipping under
    Tasting the poison paradise
    I'm additcted to you
    Don't you know that you're toxic
    And I love what you do
    Don't you know that you're toxic

    With a taste of your lips
    I'm on a ride
    You're toxic, I'm slipping under
    Tasting the poison paradise
    I'm additcted to you
    Don't you know that you're toxic
    And I love what you do
    Don't you know that you're toxic

    With a taste of your lips
    I'm on a ride
    You're toxic, I'm slipping under
    Tasting the poison paradise
    I'm additcted to you
    Don't you know that you're toxic
    And I love what you do
    Don't you know that you're toxic

    Intoxicate me now
    With your loving now
    I think I'm ready now
    Intoxicate me now
    With your loving now
    I think I'm ready now

    Current Mood: sexcited
    Sunday, December 14th, 2003
    4:07 pm
    DeCaDentLy dELicIOus......
    My Milkshake brings all the boys to the yard
    And their like it's better than yours
    Damn right it's better than yours
    I could teach you
    But I have to charge

    My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard
    And their like it's better than yours
    Damn right it's better than yours
    I could teach you
    But I have to charge

    I know you want it
    The thing that makes me
    What the guys go crazy for
    They lose their minds
    The way i whyne
    I think it's time

    La,La,La,La,La
    Warm it up
    La,La,La,La,La
    The boys are waiting
    La,la,La,La,La
    Warm it up
    La,La,La,La,La
    The boys are waiting

    My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard
    And their like it's better than yours
    Damn right it's better than yours
    I could teach you but i have to charge

    My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard
    And their like it's better than yours
    Damn right it's better than yours
    I could teach you but i have to charge

    I see your on it
    You want me to teach thee
    Techniques that freaks these boys
    It can't be bought
    Just know things get caught
    Watch if your smart

    La,La,La,La,La
    Warm it up
    La,La,La,La,La
    The boys are waiting


    La,La,La,La,La,
    Warm it up
    La,La,La,La,La
    The boys are waiting

    My milkshake brings all the boys to yard
    And their like it's better than yours
    Damn right it's better than yours
    I could teach you but I have to charge

    My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard
    And their like it's better than yours
    Damn right it's better than yours
    I could teach you but I have to charge

    Oh once you get involved
    Everyone will look this way-so
    You must maintain your charm
    same time maintain your haylo
    Just get the perfect(land?)
    Plus what you have within
    Then next his eys are squint
    Then he's picked up your scent

    La,La,La,La,La
    Warm it up
    La,La,La,La,La
    The boys are waiting
    La,La,La,La,La
    Warm it up
    La,La,La,La,La
    The boys are waiting

    My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard
    And their like it's better than yours
    Damn right it's better than yours
    I could teach you but i have to charge

    My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard
    And their like it's better than yours
    Damn right it's better than yours
    I could teach you but i have to charge

    Current Mood: Tasty
    Saturday, December 6th, 2003
    10:57 pm
    Who must determine............what this life is meant to be......
    You called yesterday to basically say
    That you care for me
    But that you're just not in love
    Immediately, I pretended
    To be feeling similarly
    And led you to believe I was OK
    To just walk away from the one thing
    That's unyielding and sacred to me

    Well, I guess I'm trying to be
    Non-chalant about it
    And I'm going to extremes
    To prove I'm fine without you
    But in reality
    I'm slowly losing my mind
    Underneath the guise of a smile
    Gradually, I'm dying inside
    Friends ask me how I feel
    And I lie convincingly
    'Cause I don't want to reveal
    The fact that that I'm suffering
    So, I wear my disguise
    'Til I go home at night
    And turn down all the lights
    And then I break down and cry

    So, what do you do
    When somebody you're devoted to
    Suddenly just stops loving you
    And it seems they haven't got a clue
    Of the pain that rejection
    Is putting you through
    Do you cling to your pride
    And sing "I Will Survive"
    Do you lash out and say
    "How dare you leave this way"
    Do you hold on in vain
    As they just slip away

    Well, I guess I'm trying to be
    Non-chalant about it
    And I'm going to extremes
    To prove I'm fine without you
    But in reality
    I'm slowly losing my mind
    Underneath the guise of a smile
    Gradually, I'm dying inside
    Friends ask me how I feel
    And I lie convincingly
    'Cause I don't want to reveal
    The fact that that I'm suffering
    So, I wear my disguise
    'Til I go home at night
    And turn down all the lights
    And then I break down and cry

    Well, I guess I'm trying to be
    Non-chalant about it
    And I'm going to extremes
    To prove I'm fine without you
    But in reality
    I'm slowly losing my mind
    Underneath the guise of a smile
    Gradually, I'm dying inside
    Friends ask me how I feel
    And I lie convincingly
    'Cause I don't want to reveal
    The fact that that I'm suffering
    So, I wear my disguise
    'Til I go home at night
    And turn down all the lights
    And then I break down and cry

    Well, I guess I'm trying to be
    Non-chalant about it
    And I'm going to extremes
    To prove I'm fine without you
    But in reality
    I'm slowly losing my mind
    Underneath the guise of a smile
    Gradually, I'm dying inside
    Friends ask me how I feel
    And I lie convincingly
    'Cause I don't want to reveal
    The fact that that I'm suffering
    So, I wear my disguise
    'Til I go home at night
    And turn down all the lights
    And then I break down and cry

    Well, I guess I'm trying to be
    Non-chalant about it
    And I'm going to extremes
    To prove I'm fine without you
    But in reality
    I'm slowly losing my mind


    Underneath the guise of a smile
    Gradually, I'm dying inside
    Friends ask me how I feel
    And I lie convincingly
    'Cause I don't want to reveal
    The fact that that I'm suffering
    So, I wear my disguise
    'Til I go home at night
    And turn down all the lights
    And then I break down and cry

    BREAK

    I can't help it
    When I'm not around you (Boy)
    'Cause all I ever seem to
    Do is drift away
    In dreams about you
    'Cause when I'm without you (Boy)
    It always seems like
    Part of me is missing baby

    Sometimes I don't call
    Like I don't care at all
    But secretly, you're the only thing
    That lifts me up
    And makes me smile
    When I'm unhappy
    All you gotta do is call
    And suddenly things don't really
    Seem so bad at all

    (Boy) I need you
    (Boy) Adore you (Boy)
    Gotta have you (Oh boy)
    I wanna feel your touch
    This ain't no little crush
    So come and get my love
    Baby anything you want
    Feeling you (Boy)
    Fiending for you (Boy)
    Just waiting on you (Boy)
    When I see you (Oh boy)
    I'm gonna wrap you up
    Inside my love
    And never let you go boy
    Never let you go boy

    My heart races when
    My Motorola beeps
    Or my cell rings
    I just make a wish and if it's you
    My whole day changes
    'Cause when I know
    You're thinking of me (Boy)
    Heaven knows
    Suddenly it's not so dismal baby

    Sometimes I don't call
    Like I don't care at all
    But secretly, you're the only thing
    That lifts me up
    And makes me smile
    When I'm unhappy
    All you gotta do is call
    And suddenly things don't really
    Seem so bad at all

    (Boy) I need you
    (Boy) Adore you (Boy)
    Gotta have you (Oh boy)
    I wanna feel your touch
    This ain't no little crush
    So come and get my love
    Baby anything you want
    Feeling you (Boy)
    Fiending for you (Boy)
    Just waiting on you (Boy)
    When I see you (Oh boy)
    I'm gonna wrap you up
    Inside my love
    And never let you go boy
    Never let you go boy
    Friday, December 5th, 2003
    8:57 pm
    Does "Goodbye", mean "Forever"?
    "Mhmn bye byeHow do you love someoneThat hurts you oh so badWith
    intentions goodWas all he ever hadBut how do I let go when
    I'veLoved him for so long and I'veGiven him all that I couldMaybe
    love is a hopeless crimeGiving up what seems your lifetimeWhat went
    wrong with something once so goodHow do you find the words to sayTo
    say goodbyeIf your heart don't have the heart to sayTo say
    goodbyeI know now I was naïveNever knew where this would leadAnd
    I'm not trying to take awayFrom the good man that he isBut how do I
    let go when I'veLoved him for so long and I'veGiven him all that I
    couldWas it something wrong that we didBecause others
    infiltratedWhat went wrong with something once so goodHow do you
    find the words to sayTo say goodbyeIf your heart don't have the heart to
    sayTo say goodbyeIs this the end are you sureHow should you know
    when you've never been here beforeIt's so hard to just let goWhen this
    is the one and only love I've ever knownSo how do you find the words to
    sayTo say goodbyeIf your heart don't have the heart to sayTo say
    goodbye[Fade out]"
    Goodbye - Your are my girl, Alicia, Rock on!

    Current Mood: distressed
    Tuesday, November 25th, 2003
    11:24 pm
    ???
    WHAT THE FUCK

    Current Mood: confused
    Current Music: External Influences
    Tuesday, November 18th, 2003
    10:30 pm
    Thou shall not give into TEMPTATION.............
    +_Irresistible_+

    You know, I don't know what it is
    But everything about you is so irresistible

    Don't you try to tell me that he's not my type
    To hide what I feel inside
    When he makes me weak with desire
    I know that I'm supposed to make him wait
    Let him think I like the chase
    But I can't stop fanning the fire
    I know I meant to say no

    But he's irresistible
    Up close and personal
    Now inescapable
    I can hardly breathe
    More than just physical
    Deeper than spiritual
    His ways are powerful
    Irresistible to me (Oh, I can hardly breathe, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

    Don't you think I'm trying to tell my heart what's right
    That I should really say goodnight
    But I just cant stop myself falling (falling)
    Maybe I'll tell him that I feel the same
    That I dont want to play no game (no)
    Cause when I feel his arms wrapped around me
    I know meant to say no (I meant to say no)

    But he's irresistible (irresistible)
    Up close and personal
    Now inesacpable
    I can hardly breathe (I can hardly breathe)
    More than just physical
    Deeper than spiritual (oh oh yeah)
    His ways are powerful
    Irresistible to me

    Can't you see whenever he's close to me
    I really find it hard to breathe
    He's so irresistible
    Baby, you know its more than just spritual
    His kisses are powerful
    He's so irresistible
    You're so irresistible

    He's irresistible (yeah yeah)
    Up close and personal (oh yeah)
    Now inescapable I can hardly breathe (I can hardly breathe)
    More than just physical (oh yeah)
    Deeper than spiritual
    His ways are powerful
    Irresistible to me

    He's Irresistible
    Up close and personal (yeah yeah)
    I can hardly breathe (irresistible to me)
    More than just physical
    Deeper than spiritual
    His ways are powerful
    Irresistible to me

    Current Mood: sceptical
    Friday, November 14th, 2003
    9:43 pm
    MAELSTROM..............
    From the depths of despair I write to you........confused and bewildered, I have once again failed to understand the traumas of life - my life. Unfortunately, I am have been the constant victim of baseless and virulent assualts - committed by those I consider to be my strongest allies, those who should love me blindly even with all of my foibles........for if it weren't for the blindness of love, who would love us?

    Current Mood: bewildered
    Sunday, October 26th, 2003
    9:24 am
    Heal..................
    "Ab imo pectore"

    Current Mood: hopeful
    Thursday, October 23rd, 2003
    7:26 pm
    Well, Well, Well
    Do you think you love me... Ooo we!
    I think I love you!

    I'm sleeping
    And right in the middle of a good dream
    Then all at once I wake up
    From something that keeps knocking at my brain
    Before I go insane
    I hold my pillow to my head
    And spring up in my bed
    Screaming out the words I dread ....
    "I think I love you!" (I think I love you)

    This morning, I woke up with this feeling
    I didn't know how to deal with
    And so I just decided to myself
    I'd hide it to myself
    And never talk about it
    And did not go and shout it
    When you walked into the room .....
    "I think I love you!" (I think I love you)

    I think I love you
    So what am I so afraid of?
    I'm afraid that I'm not sure of
    A love there is no cure for
    I think I love you
    Isn't that what life is made of?
    Though it worries me to say
    I've never felt this way

    Believe me
    You really don't have to worry
    I only want to make you happy
    And if you say
    Hey, go away, I will
    But I think better still
    I'd better stay around and love you
    Do you think I have a case?
    Let me ask you to your face
    Do you think you love me?

    I think I love you
    So what am I so afraid of?
    I'm afraid that I'm not sure of
    A love there is no cure for
    I think I love you
    Isn't that what life is made of?
    Though it worries me to say
    I've never felt this way

    I don't know what I'm up against
    I don't know what it's all about
    I've go so much to think about
    Hey!I think I love you!
    So what am I so afraid of?
    I'm afraid that I'm not sure of
    A love there is no cure for
    I think I love you
    Isn't that what life is made of?
    Though it worries me to say
    I've never felt this way

    I think I love you!
    So what am I so afraid of?
    I'm afraid that I'm not sure of
    A love there is no cure for
    I think I love you
    Isn't that what life is made of?
    Though it worries me to say
    I've never felt this way

    Ok enough with the sappy lyrics, now it is time to attend to business - to discuss the true matters that need to be adressed in my tumultuous life..........well there are other adjectives that could be assigned to describe my current condition......but let us move on

    So every morning when I rise from my somnolent state, I expect to see the same dumbass mother fuckers I see everyday and do the same dumbass mother fucking tasks I am obligated to do. I only know what to expect of myself as an individual but not of the greater world. As each day nears, arrives, and passes I grow increasingly cynical of the blatant nature of my surroundings. I embrace my ability to surmont my misery but not my fatigue and genially interact with those in my presence. So the time of the escape is approaching...............steadily approaching and I can't be more enthusiaistic. The arduous and euphoric task of releasing myself from the shackles of my customary life will prove to be an exhilarating experience. The time is soon..............

    Current Mood: amused
    Current Music: Taal- The Beat of Passion
    Sunday, September 28th, 2003
    6:02 pm
    A Time for Reflection.............
    Common Sense EVERYONE can use:

    Don't hold on to the people of your past, there is a reason why they didn't make it into your future.

    Current Mood: perspicacious
    Current Music: The sagacious voices that are speaking to me.
    2:14 pm
    FANTASIES..............become REALITIES.............
    Certified quality
    A dat da girl dem need and dem not stop cry without apology
    Buck dem da right way - dat my policy
    Sean Paul alongside - now hear what da man say - Beyonce
    Dutty Ya, Dutty Ya, Dutty Ya
    Beyonce sing it now ya

    BABY BOY YOU STAY ON MY MIND
    FULFILL MY FANTASIES
    I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME
    I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS

    BABY BOY NOT A DAY GOES BY
    WITHOUT MY FANTASIES
    I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME
    I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS

    AAH OH MY BABY'S FLY BABY OH
    YES NO HURT ME SO GOOD BABY OH
    I'M SO WRAPPED UP IN YOUR LOVE LET ME GO
    LET ME BREATHE STAY OUT MY FANTASIES

    Ya ready gimme da ting dat ya ready get ya live
    And tell me all about da tings that you will fantasize
    I know you dig da way me step da way me make my stride
    Follow your feelings baby girl b/c they cannot be denied
    Come check me in-a night and make we get it amplified
    Me have da ting to run da ship cause I'm go slip and I'm go slide
    And in the words of love I got ta get it certified
    But I give you da toughest longest kinda ride - girl

    BABY BOY YOU STAY ON MY MIND
    FULFILL MY FANTASIES
    I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME
    I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS

    BABY BOY NOT A DAY GOES BY
    WITHOUT MY FANTASIES
    I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME
    I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS

    PICTURE US DANCIN REAL CLOSE
    IN A DARK DARK CORNER OF A BASEMENT PARTY
    EVERY TIME I CLOSE MY EYES
    IT'S LIKE EVERYONE LEFT BUT YOU AND ME

    IN OUR OWN LITTLE WORLD
    THE MUSIC IS THE SUN
    THE DANCE FLOOR BECOMES THE SEA
    FEELS LIKE TRUE PARADISE TO ME

    BABY BOY YOU STAY ON MY MIND
    FULFILL MY FANTASIES
    I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME
    I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS

    BABY BOY NOT A DAY GOES BY
    WITHOUT MY FANTASIES
    I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME
    I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS

    BABY BOY YOU STAY ON MY MIND
    BABY BOY YOU ARE SO DAMN FINE
    BABY BOY WON'T YOU BE MINE

    Top top - girl
    Me and you together is a wrap - dat girl
    Driving around da town in your drop top - girl
    You no stop shock - girl
    Little more da Dutty, we'll rock dat world

    Current Mood: ecstatic
    Current Music: hhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmm
    Monday, September 22nd, 2003
    8:42 pm
    OHHHHHHHH WWWHHHOOOAAAAAA........
    See, baby
    I know you done had your share of girls
    I am more than confident
    You won't ever have to search any streets for
    affection
    I got you

    What kind of girl you like
    I know my looks can be deceivin'
    Tell me am I your type
    My main goal is to please you

    What's on the schedule tonight
    Am I the reason you'll be treatin'
    I hope you have an appetite
    So tell me will you come and spend the night

    My love is like...wo
    My kiss is like...wo
    My touch is like...wo
    My sex is like...wo
    My a** is like...wo
    My body's like...wo
    And you're kissin' it
    So what you think of it

    My love is like...wo
    My kiss is like...wo
    My touch is like...wo
    My sex is like...wo
    My a** is like...wo
    My body's like...wo
    And you're kissin' it
    So what you think of it

    When will you come through
    'Cause I'll be waitin' up right here
    Can you bring some Belvedere
    So we can pop the cork and cheers

    Please have no fear Yeah
    I just wanna love you right
    I hope you have an appetite
    So tell baby, will you come and spend the night?

    My love is like...wo
    My kiss is like...wo
    My touch is like...wo
    My sex is like...wo
    My a** is like...wo
    My body's like...wo
    And you're kissin' it
    So what you think of it

    My love is like...wo
    My kiss is like...wo
    My touch is like...wo
    My sex is like...wo
    My a** is like...wo
    My body's like...wo
    And you're kissin' it
    So what you think of it

    Hold me,
    Oh my
    Taste it,
    Taste it
    Hold me,
    Oh My,
    My

    Hold me like you never wanna let me go
    If you're likin' what you're tastin' Baby let me
    know
    See if you're gonna love me better love me strong
    'Cause I want this love to love last all night long

    My love is like...wo
    My kiss is like...wo
    My touch is like...wo
    My sex is like...wo
    My a** is like...wo
    My body's like...wo
    And you're kissin' it
    So what you think of it

    My love is like
    My kiss is like
    My touch is like
    My sex is like
    My a** is like
    My body's like
    And you're kissin' it
    So what you think of it

    Wo
    Wo
    Wo
    Wo
    Wo
    Wo
    Wo

    My love is like...wo
    My kiss is like...wo

    Current Mood: energetic
    Current Music: thump thump
    Thursday, September 18th, 2003
    5:31 pm
    Rain On Me..............
    I'm looking in the mirror at this woman down and out
    She's internally dying and knew this was not what love's about
    I don't want to be this woman the second time around
    'Cause I'm waking up screaming
    No longer believing
    That I'm going to be around

    Over and over I try
    And over and over you lie
    And over and over I cry

    Over and over I try
    And over and over you lie
    And over and over I cry

    Rain on me
    Lord, won't you take this pain from me
    I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe
    Till you just rain on me
    Lord, won't you take this pain from me
    I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe

    See, I don't wanna hug my pillow late at night no more
    I'm tossin' and turnin' and thinkin' about burning down these walls
    I don't want to fuel this fire no more, no more, no more
    See I made up my mind cause I wasted my time
    Ain't nothing here to keep me warm

    Over and over I try
    And over and over you lie
    And over and over I cry

    Over and over I try
    And over and over you lie
    And over and over I cry

    Over and over I try
    And over and over you lie
    And over and over I cry

    Over and over I try
    And over and over you lie
    And over and over I cry

    Rain on me
    Lord, won't you take this pain from me
    I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe
    Till you just rain on me
    Lord, won't you take this pain from me
    I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe

    I'm so tired of the rain in my life
    And I'm so tired of the strain
    And I ain't gonna lie
    'Cause sometimes I can't sleep at night
    And this here it just don't seem right
    Sometimes I just wonder why I almost let my life go by
    Sometimes I can't sleep at night
    And this here just don't seem right
    Sometimes I just wonder why I almost let my life go by

    Rain on me
    Lord, won't you take this pain from me
    I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe
    Till you just rain on me
    Lord, won't you take this pain from me
    I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe
    Wednesday, September 17th, 2003
    5:38 pm
    Who I Am......................
    I am a product of the new world

    I represent the convergence of civilizations

    I have a heritage rich with culture

    An experience truly unique

    This is who I am

    Current Mood: content and relaxed
    Current Music: quiet breeze..........surrounding my being
    Sunday, September 14th, 2003
    7:06 pm
    After the Storm..........
    Yes, well life does go on..............after the storm there is light to guide you to a luminous future, where you may prosper in the face of adversity. Life is a continous process of living, observing, and learning.........................

    Life does go on after the storm
    the time when everything will return to the "norm"
    Or will it?.............or is that a fallacy
    a figure of my imagination or an overblown fantasy

    Who is to say or dictate what will really happen...
    this grave uncertainty is a concept I find hard to fathom
    What constitutes one's struggle
    is that even measurable?
    It can never be assigned a quantity
    or compared against a standard quality

    When the time draws near
    will all of us flee in fear?
    Or will we adopt an attitude of determination
    or cower and subject ourselves to the subsequent humiliation?
    Can we test the strength of our minds and hearts
    or will the cyclical nature of destruction tear us apart?

    Who is to say that we will survive
    When we lack the basic ability to revive
    our lost and contemptible souls
    having abandoned all of our goals

    Where do we, you stand now?
    do we, do you even have the notion of how
    Considering that we, you possess the aptitude
    humble yourself and develop a new attitude
    Realize that the time is now
    PEACE

    Current Mood: amused
    Current Music: The voices in my head
    1:35 am
    NIGGAZ
    Yeah NIGGAZ..............well what is there to say about niggaz - A considerable amount of statements can be made about NIGGAZ - we can explore the deep and perplexing psychological realms of the Black exsistence and experience but I'll attempt to do my best in expressing, what truly needs to be addressed.

    Yes NIGGAZ
    Not my NIGGAZ
    But NIGGAZ nonetheless

    Don't I just love those NIGGAZ
    No I hate those NIGGAZ
    Those filthy, low down, desperate, sorry - ass, triflin'
    Don't know how to gain a purpose, busy playin'
    the endless games of the white man
    trying to get all that they can
    While they don't have a plan
    to futher advance themselves or their people
    but your people don't matter when you're a token
    That's right a damn token
    so busy trying to please those around them - they don't realize that they are broken

    Obedient, passive, pliable, loyal
    busy tryin to convience yourself that you are royal!
    So caught up in the white man's hands
    that you have abandoned all the necessary demands
    Have willing forgotten their true and God given identity
    have allowed themselves to be manipulated mentally
    So twisted in the ways of the beast
    they can't even appreciate in the least
    The true potential of themselves and their people
    but when you attempt to gain strength then realize that you are feeble


    So my NIGGAZ, what is your next course of action?
    Will you allow the white man to dictate your destiny
    or will you confide in the guidance and wisdom that is within thee
    We have inheirited a wonderful legacy
    let us recognize this reality with all honesty
    Within you lies the potential to be your own savor
    so do yourself a favor...
    recognize your abilities
    and the endless capabilities.............
    PEACE
    You have the ability to be your anchor in the strom

    Current Mood: cynical
    Current Music: Liberation!
    Monday, September 8th, 2003
    11:01 pm
    Le Monde
    "Where and why in our country and elsewhere have the 'weak' and the 'unique' been oppressed?"
    Sunday, August 31st, 2003
    2:28 am
    And the Beat Goes On
    So here I am ......well what is there to say, I believe I will wait for another day to convey what it is I need to say.
    Advice: Do not dwell and preoccupy oneself with the "What if" but contemplate and consider the "What is".

    Current Mood: contemplative
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