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Friday, July 11th, 2003
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12:44a
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event notice!
from JULY 12TH until JULY 26TH OR SO:
checkers will be out of town! she might be online occasionally under the screen-name "Gensui Checkers" but no guarantess. Complete offline time = July 20th through until the 25th, when she'll be at an art campthing at Northern Illinois University.
w00t w00t.
Oh, and checkers's birthday is on the sixteenth. Feel free to give gifts, she won't mind!
current mood:  amused
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9:01a
I'm working on a gift for Chira, and god only knows when I'll get the project done/sent off to Canadia. See, first I have to matte the first colored illust, then I have to keep the rest of the stuff (not saying what :3) from Mum's prying eyes, because, uh...
Uh...
...uh... I'm not going to say. Fufufu. :3
Let us only pray that I don't abandon the whole projekt because of lacking self esteem. I currently think it's worth finishing, but who knows what I'll think.. heck, even a few days from now?
I wish I was a kick-ass artist who was idolized like mad. T___T;;; Argh. Argh. Argh. Because, see, I have no idea how my skillz rate. I don't know how good my style is, I don't know if I'm any good. x.X ::slams head:: It's hard to get a good objective opinion, too. Most people on the street aren't artists, and have low standards. (It's true... ^^;;;;)
And most of the other artists I talk to are my friends, and... heck, most of 'em don't comment on overall quality, just 'oo i like coloring in that o.o'. So I don't know. I just don't know.
I'd lurf it if any of you were to leave comment/crit on my style, or something.
I know, I know, I'm getting pretty whiny at this point. It's kind of lame, but yeah.
I feel like an attention-whore at the moment, so sue me. x.X;;;
comments? feel free to leave comment/crit here or at devART if you have an account. That's one of the very few drawings of mine I can stand at the moment. x__X;;;; Get nit-picky, people, plzplzplz. What's good? What's fucked up? What's just plain ugly? I really want to know what I need work on. (Ruaki already said it's a bit sloppy.. e.e;) I wanna make my art pretty to look at, because I'm lame like that, and... how can I make it good if I don't know what people consider 'good'?
I'm begging for honesty here. Don't just go 'omg it's good :O' or I'll shoot you.
Er, yeah. Sorry about that. ::bangs her head against the desk::
Anyway, I"m going on vacation-ish thing now. I most be able to post a couple times while I'm gone. See the post before this for more information!
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11:00a
preview of gift #2 for chira
going now ♥
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10:16p
56K makes my poor, poor mind hurt. A lot. Good lord, how do people live with this kind of connection?! It's painful. PAINFUL, I tell you. Honestly... -0-
Oh, and my ear hurts. I think I stabbed it with something. (... ::sweat:: Genius, huh?)
Michigan is an intensely boring place, and I have no ink so I can't even work on doing the final version of chira-gift #2. Huargh. Huargh huargh huargh.
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