cya blurty   
11:09pm 26/03/2005
  im pretty sure all our new post will be on here

http://www.livejournal.com/~togethersgrace/


cya around

Lance		  
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hey   
10:00pm 26/03/2005
 
mood: bored
hey all.. whats up? not to much here really. Been kind of a boring day. I did get to sleep till 4. LOL. I have had a cold so the sleep was well needed. and I feel better too. Was suposto hang out with kristi. But I didnt. Honestly I was going to but (kristi dont get mad) every time I called her I was put on hold every other second and barly got to talk to her. So i just desided to let her hang with her friends and We can hang someother time. Oh well, not mad just bored. So Lance is in Alabama with his family. Haven't talked to him much but thats ok. I understand he needs to be with them while he has time off from school. So happy early easter everyone. Hope everyone has a great one. My whole family is coming over tomorrow and were having lunch ect.. its going to be cool. Well yeah im bored and Don't feel like writing anymore so I will talk to you later. Have a great night , God bless.
Love,
KADIE		  
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hey hey hey!   
02:08pm 26/03/2005
 
mood: flirty
HEY! Its me Lance, just droping a line got up a few min ago, I LOVE YOU KELLY! I would call you but I hope you are sleeping so i want you to get plenty of rest baby! I want you to know that I am thinking about you and i cant wait till i can hold u in my arms i miss you soooooo much!! I also love you sooooooo much!! well i am gonna run for now LOVE YOU BABY!!		  
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Hey Guess What?!?!   
12:08am 25/03/2005
  I GOT THE JOB!!!! I START MONDAY MORNING AT 8!!!! ::jumps around the room:: YAY im so happy. Thanks so much god for answering my Prayers!!! I can't wait...

Anyways. Lance I hope you are driving safely right now. I will be praying for you. I love you, And miss you very much!

Krisit. Hey chicka, when you get this Call me I just wanted to see if you wanted to hang out sometime tonight. I am going to be out with my granddad today so just call. Anyways, hope your having a great day!

Well thats all for now Im too excited to write. Im going to go take a shower now.... Love you all...
Later,
Kelly		  
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Hey Hey   
11:07pm 24/03/2005
 
mood: gloomy
music: I'LL TAKE THAT AS A YES
What's up? Not much here really. Im just bored. I need to sneeze but can't it sucks. Anyways so how was everyones day? WHy do i keep writing that, no one really answers. lol Oh well im bored so Im just going to write. So is everyone excited for easter? I'm not really yet but I will be probably soon. SO yeah really nervous about this job. Im supposto get a call sometime tomorrow. So wish me luck. I really hope I got this job. "Please god, help me calm my nerves. Give me the strength To handle the news either way. I know I shouldn't ask this but could you put in a good word for me? I really want and need this job. I want to get back on my feet. I also pray for My mom, Give her the strength to go look for other jobs. I pray for lance that he has a safe ride home to Alabama tomorrow. I pray for all of my friends and their familys.I also pray for Kristi's dog Russ in hope that he will be ok. Bless my Grandma's family in death of her cousin. and Tell my dad I love him and MIss him and wish he were here. I also want to thank you for giving me the strength to fix my mistakes. I am so glad that you are in my life. I love you. In your name I pray , Amen"

Well, thats my prayer for tonight. So, what to do when your bored and Kinda down. You know what, distance really takes a toll on the heart. It sucks. I try so hard to tell myself that its ok and that im not going to cry but I miss him. I honestly haven't been able to hang out with tess and robert bc im not ready to deal with all the lovey dovey stuff. DOn't get me wrong I am happy for them and wish them the best but its just hard. I know who cares right? I shouldn't be complaining but the heart can only go so long without hurting... ANYWAYS YES IM SHUTTING UP.

So what's everyones plans for tomorrow? I hope you have some good ones... I hope I get to go out tomorrow night with some friends. I might go to a movie with my mom. We might go see , Guess who. It looks really funny . Well looks like Lance can talk FINALLY.. so im going to go talk to him now. Night everybody I love you all, Have a good night sleep. And have a blessed day tomorrow.
NIght,
Love, Kadie		  
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THIS IS FOR LANCE   
10:12am 24/03/2005
 
mood: excited
music: i'll take that as a yes
Hey babe, just heard the song and um , it made me think of you hehe. I love you, when you get a chance, listen to it... believe me

Artist/Band: Vassar Phil
Lyrics for Song: I'll Take That as a Yes
Lyrics for Album: Shaken Not Stirred
(The Hot Tub Song)

You like a dozen wine red roses
Candle lights on porcelain set tables
And that's fine
Well, I'll go out of my way for you anytime, that's right

The fire's warm so you take off your sweater
Now it's my turn and I'll do you one better
That's the game we both like to play

You wink, I laugh 'cause we know
A little hug leads to a foot rub
Then a hot tub
Then a french kiss on a bear rug
Do you like it
Do you like it
How about this
Wanna try it?
Oh, oh, oh
I'll take that as a yes

You like snugglin' with your pillow
With my arms tight holdin' us together
Breathin' deep
Driftin' like a feather in a stream

Then I touch you on the shoulder
Feel your skin soft underneath my fingers
And I know we'll never get to sleep

You wink, I laugh 'cause we know
A little hug leads to a foot rub
Then a hot tub
Then a french kiss on a bear rug
Do you like it
Do you like it
How about this
Wanna try it?
Oh, oh, oh
I'll take that as a yes

It's written all over your face
There's no mistake, no guess, no doubt
No beatin' around the bush
Baby it's understood

You wink, I laugh 'cause we know
A little hug leads to a foot rub
Then a hot tub
Then a french kiss on a bear rug
Do you like it
Do you like it
How about this
Wanna try it?
Oh, oh, oh
I'll take that as a yes

I'll take that as a yes

I'll take that as a yes
Cuz we know
that a little hug leads to a foot rub hot tub bear rug

I like it
I like it		  
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THIS IS FOR LANCE   
10:12am 24/03/2005
 
mood: excited
music: i'll take that as a yes
Hey babe, just heard the song and um , it made me think of you hehe. I love you, when you get a chance, listen to it... believe me

Artist/Band: Vassar Phil
Lyrics for Song: I'll Take That as a Yes
Lyrics for Album: Shaken Not Stirred
(The Hot Tub Song)

You like a dozen wine red roses
Candle lights on porcelain set tables
And that's fine
Well, I'll go out of my way for you anytime, that's right

The fire's warm so you take off your sweater
Now it's my turn and I'll do you one better
That's the game we both like to play

You wink, I laugh 'cause we know
A little hug leads to a foot rub
Then a hot tub
Then a french kiss on a bear rug
Do you like it
Do you like it
How about this
Wanna try it?
Oh, oh, oh
I'll take that as a yes

You like snugglin' with your pillow
With my arms tight holdin' us together
Breathin' deep
Driftin' like a feather in a stream

Then I touch you on the shoulder
Feel your skin soft underneath my fingers
And I know we'll never get to sleep

You wink, I laugh 'cause we know
A little hug leads to a foot rub
Then a hot tub
Then a french kiss on a bear rug
Do you like it
Do you like it
How about this
Wanna try it?
Oh, oh, oh
I'll take that as a yes

It's written all over your face
There's no mistake, no guess, no doubt
No beatin' around the bush
Baby it's understood

You wink, I laugh 'cause we know
A little hug leads to a foot rub
Then a hot tub
Then a french kiss on a bear rug
Do you like it
Do you like it
How about this
Wanna try it?
Oh, oh, oh
I'll take that as a yes

I'll take that as a yes

I'll take that as a yes
Cuz we know
that a little hug leads to a foot rub hot tub bear rug

I like it
I like it		  
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Good MOrning all!   
09:03am 24/03/2005
 
mood: peaceful
music: apollo 13
Hey Hey Hey! What's up me peeps?!?! Lol, little to hyper this morning. I can't help it. I had a really great night last night. I went out with my chicka Kristi. Also hung out with George and his friends Chaz and J.T. We had lots of fun. I don't think I have laughed that hard since i dont know when. It was a most needed night.

Today is going to be a great day. Why? Because it just is. You know what else, God is great! May you all have a blessed day.

Lance is going to have a great day because he gets to go to Universal today with his class and take a tour of universal. I bet it is fun. He also gets to ride some rides. Lance I hope you have an awesome day. I love you and cant wait to hear about your day. I miss you..

Well thats All i have for now. Hope you all have a great day.
Love,
Kadie		  
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i hate blurty but LOVE KELLY!   
01:35am 24/03/2005
  HEY! this is Lance the love of Kellys life!

I LOVE YOU KELLY! Yall know Kelly is my sweetheart and I love her to death! I think we might be changing journals here soon. Blurty is a peice of crap. WEll not bad but its super slow to load, then half of the time it never post right. But nyway that is another story we will kepp you updated!! So Kelly is out with friends and I got a really early start 2morrow gonna be fun though! I hope Kelly gets the job at the Daycare that would be awsome! I love Kelly so much and I want the best for her! Sorry i have not been posting in here regularly either been busy with school stuff or freakin blurty didnt post it or whatever something about the date which is werid! Anyway I am sorry this isnt longe rI am bear and ready for bed. Well I love you my sweetheart Kelly!! I promiss ill do my best to get them longer!! I LOVE YOU!!		  
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to lance.....i love you , i melt   
10:12pm 23/03/2005
  When you light those candels
up there on that mantel setting the
mood
I just lye there starring silently
preparing to love on you

Well i can feel the heat from across the
room
ain't it wild what a little flame can make
you want to do

Chorus
I melt
Everytime you look at me that way
It never fails any time any place
This burn in me is the coolest thing that i'v ever felt
i melt

Don't know how you do it
I love the way I lose it everytime
What's even better is knowing that forever yur all mine
The closer you get the more my body aches
One little stare from you is all it takes

Repeat chorus twice

Everytime you look at me that way
I melt, I melt		  
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Hey   
07:28pm 23/03/2005
  Hey its kadie. So had my interview today. It went well, I will know by friday if I got the job or not. If I get it I will be working from 8am-6pm. It should be fun. Im excited. Anyways.. how is everyone today. I hoep well. Things are ok here. JUst miss lance a whole lot. But im ok. Well im kinda tired I think im going to go. Hope everyone has a great night.. I will write back later  
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Today has been awesome   
05:44pm 23/03/2005
 
mood: hopeful
music: IT's A Great day to be alive.
Hey Hey Hey all. WHAT'S UP? not to much here been a great day today. I got to spend sometime talking to lance on the phone a while today. We also were talking our future. Seems cool. And I can't wait.. but at the same time I can. Anyhoo. SO yeah I called the Daycare Center today. I have an interview tomorrow at 4:30. Im excited. LOL i forgot to put my phone number on the application. lol He was like im so glad you called back. Well been just chillin around the house today. Going to be washing clothes soon and working on somethings... :-) ..... Hope everyone is having a great day. I will write back a little later....
love you all..
love kadie...


Lance- Hope you have a good nap and sleep sweetly. I love you and Im thinking about you. I am so happy that you are my boyfriend. I am the luckiest chicka on earth. Dont let the bugs bite. I will bite them back.. LOve you soooo soosososo much. Yes ok, you still love me more, but I miss you more.... @---->-----


Kristi- HEy hope you had a good day.. call me sometime tonight. I cant do anything tonight but maybe we can chill tomorrow night. Love ya chicka oh and IM going to look up prices lol... bye chicka

Becky- Hey gurl haven't heard from you in a while hope everything is ok. I miss ya and hope we can hang soon..... stay sweet...

Hello to everyone else. I love you guys too... bye		  
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Tonight was an Awesome night.   
12:05am 23/03/2005
 
mood: excited
music: gods will
Hey Heey all, whats up? Im in a really good mood. I had a great night. I talked to lance on the phone for about 2 hours earlier. We talked about everything. Got everything in the open about what happened. BUt what happened is in the past and I am no longer going to dewel on it. I have said what I have said and so have they. and Me and lance are great. Coundn't be better... I then worked on somethings for certain people. It's really fun to do I love it. Then I went out with my chicka Kristi. HAHA its so fun. We reallly didnt do much of anything.. we went to wendys and got some great food. God I love wendys... its soo good. I iwsh they stayed open all night. mc. donalds does why cant they? YOU say bc they dont serve breakfast, well what about the people like me who only like breakfast when I crave it. I could find them workers and I know lotz of people who would go... Anyways sorry little "Hyper" lol SO we went to the parking garage to eat. and then we just sat there talking about everything. So then we were craving some ice cream so we went and found some. It was good too... LOL Kris. I love the pink story tonight... Ok for those of you who don't know the pink bunny story, i will share it with you because its just that funny. Ok...

So like aa couple of days ago Kristi and I went to hang out. Well Kristi had bought 1 $ cds from a place herre so we were listning to them. Well they were pretty bad and it was so bad it ws funny. So she comes to this cd and i start laughing. She asks what im laughing at and i tell her. "This song reminds me of a huge pink bunny and a dorky person are running to each other in a huge feild with lots of flowers and this music playing in the background .. mind you it would all be slow motion." well from then on it has been a joke that me and kristi are going to rent pink bunny suits and walk around downtown with them on. What makes it so funny is she is 5'3 and im 5'11, were both bigger girls (no offence kristi im talking about me too ) walking around in pink bunny suits. What made it so funny tonight is. we want to walk around downtown with 2 of our friends (Robert and Adam ) to be our pimps. Well I told kristi the first time some jerk punches me in the face(there are ppl like that here) that all you will see is the person who hit me running down the street followed by a 5'11 pink bunny followed bye 2 cops who think they are cool. Then if you look past the cops you see everyone lauging at us.. I just think its so funny and i honestly want to do it ... lol i know immiture but hey im only 20.. i gotta have some fun... so yeah thats the pink bunny story...

We need to go look for them now kristi seeing that easter is next sunday.. We could might find a good deal. Well its late and i have used all my energy up laughing tonight... hope everyone has a great day tomorrow and know that im thinking of all of you. I love you all too. Hope to hear from you soon.
Much Love,
Kadie		  
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Ahhh   
08:21pm 22/03/2005
  Hey hey hey what's up? Not too much here but chillin.. man today has been so much better for me. Had a long conversation with lance today and worked some things out. My granddad is ok and My headache is gone! I prayed last night for like ever it seemed and what do ya know.. i got what I asked for. Thanks so much god for being by my side. You are an awesome god!

HAHA kris. the question is how much is the pink bunny suits and can i fit them lol... I dunno if I will be here for halloween I have to see on something ok. Im actually about to call you soon. Hopefully we can go out. ok i just called you and im going out yay!

Lance hey im glad we had our talk that we did today. It really helped me out a lot. Im glad thinga are cool between you and I. You made me feel so much better. I can't wait till I get to talk to you tonight. I still get butterflies in my stomache when I talk to you. And Its going to be even better when I get to see you in May. Im going to miss talking to you this week but I really hope you have fun with your friends and family. Well im going to go. I love you and Miss you so much. You mean the world to me . Thanks for being here when I need someone. I love you so much. And guess what lance.... im smile'n.... Much love have a great night

love you all,
night
Kelly		  
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what a day...   
12:06pm 22/03/2005
 
mood: disappointed
music: I'll be
Dont really feel like discussing what happened today. So yeah.. lets just say that I think thatGod is giving me a test these last few days seing if I can keep my faith. Thanks to Lance and Kristi I'm still sane. I'm telling you if it wern't for them who knows where I would be today..

Kristi- thanks for just being there when I need to get out and hang. When we do stuff it takes everything off my mind and I can actually have some fun. I love ya chicka and I'm glad your in my life. Thanks a Bunch of Pink Bunnies. LOL Night chicka sleep well...

Lance- Well, what do I say. You are the most wonderful guy ever. You deal with stuff that you shouldnt and I love you so much. I hope you know that what happened today that we will grow from it. I know Im starting to sound like you, lol but its not a bad thing. Im sorry for what did happen and i'm glad to know that no matter what you would never do anything to hurt me. I'm sorry that you are i the middle of thigs right now.I wish we could go back in time so bad... Oh and thanks for helping me calm down about my granddad. You were right. I wish I had the strength and faith that you do. How do you do it lol. Well I love you with all my heart and soul and Im glad that we can move from this and learn. Sleep tight and don't let the bed bugs bite. I may have to bite them back. 363... haha Have a good day in class tomorrow, and know that I will be thinking of you...		  
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04:54am 21/03/2005
 
mood: blah
music: if tomorrow never comes
What the hell? What is wrong with me. I cant do or say anything right tonight. im sorry. i hate being like this.. its not me...its like the song "how do you get that lonely, and nobody knows" what is wrong with me.. am i i dunno crazy lol? one sec. i can be happy and then walk into this house and it changeme... i just feel so empty inside when i feel like this...feelingsfrom out of nowhere just start flowing out in teaars aas my heart says it. thoughts from. Imnever going to be good enough to amount to anything in this world. to i wish i wernt alive to i wish i could just run away and no body miss me so it would be so easy. WHy do i have to be something idont want to be.... just shit like thaat.... i hate myself sometimes.... i wishi could be someone else sometime....or at least have a simpler brain. anyways im to upset to write right now later		  
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lance...   
04:01am 21/03/2005
  aww lance that is so sweet i love you so much you are the best guy ever so to you i say....

I love the Way you Love Me

I like the feel of your name on my lips
And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
The way that your fingers run through my hair
And how your scent lingers even when your not there

And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
And how you enjoy your two hour bath
And how you convinced me to dance in the rain
With everyone watching like we were insane

But I love the way you love me
Strong and wild
Slow and easy
Heart and soul
So completely
I love the way you love me

I like to imitate old Jerry Lee
And watch you roll your eyes when I'm slightly off key
And I like the innocent way that you cry
At sappy old movies you've seen hundreds of times

But I love the way you love me
Strong and wild
Slow and easy
Heart and soul
So completely
I love the way you love me

And I could list a million things
I love to like about you
But they all come down to one reason
I could never live without you

I love the way you love me
Strong and wild
Slow and easy
Heart and soul
So completely
I love the way you love me
Oh baby I love the way you love me		  
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its lance   
10:51pm 20/03/2005
 
mood: horny
Hey my sweetheart ! you are out of your house, i am sorry that you mom did and does what she does but she will learn one day, but i want you to know i love you and i cant wait to be with you again and just hold you in my arms, playing with your ever so soft hair, give you a nice back rub, then just hold you close and tight to show you how much I love you!! Let you drift off in my arms asleep and feeling so safe. Baby i love you and one thing i want you to know is that i love you with all of my heart i cant wait till we are able to be together again so i can hold you and kiss you and just be with you. I miss that so much is just being with you, i love that! Baby you are the most beautifulest and yes it is beautifulest person in the entire world!!! I LOVE YOU MY SWEETHEART! Remeber I love you and Belive in you!!		  
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i have so much anger in me   
07:39pm 20/03/2005
 
mood: crushed
music: pissed,angry, depressed, stuck......
Man im so mad.. I hate being like this. When i get like this i just wanna punch the wall with all the force I have. So what happened now you ask? WHat always makes me sooo angry. MOM. god she pisses me off. She makes me feel like im the worst person in the world. I hate it here. She's the reason I left in the first place. She just pisses me off telling me thatim 20 and already screwed my life up. NO MOM, you never taught me right from wrong and when i try to change you make me feel like Im nothing. Hell, you put your own damn self in debt and dad me grandma and granddad are the only fuckin reason your still aflot. SHe took every cent of my Social Security check since the age of 4. I got 2 checks the whole time I had them 2 .... wht the fuck ... you did nothing but feel sorry for yourself. never did a daamn thing with me and spent all my money to buy shit from qvc that you didnt need or never opened. then I left aand you were screwd untill you got in an accident and lived off of a law suit. Well its up now mom... get off your fucking ass and get a god damn job. I tried in school mom and yes you throw it in my face everyday that I failed mom but im 20 i have my life to live i had a job and im looking for one now... but get off your lazy ass and do the same stop putting all the fucking guilt onme. I hate it here because of you.. you piss me off and make me feel like shit no wonder im fat because food ishow you taught me to deal with pain.. im trying mom. but see your scared of jenny and desided to help her out instead of me... so what thefuck am i supposto do now mom? i have shit i have to pay but no money... i was working but no you couldnt help me out long enough to get back on my feet in florida so i had to quit my job and come hoem.. if you were a better fucking mom neither of uswould be so fucking depressed... i wish dadneverdied nothing would be like this. we would be a fuckin family.. so thank you very fucking much for being in my lifeand fucking it up too. bad enough you messed up yours and jennys now mine?? leave me alone mom i love you but i hate you ... im sorry but god forbid you mess up grandma and granddad you will regret that. betterme than them i guess huh??? God.l hate it here.... Krisit i cant go to the club i dont have the money im sorry girl.... im going to go cry or something now.....		  
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blah   
11:01pm 19/03/2005
  just one of those days again..... lance when you get a chance if you even read this i need to talk to you  
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