sARAH*'s Blurty

Subject:	`*HE'S FAT AND HE D0N'T RUN T00 FAST, BUT HE'S FASTER THAN ME!
Time:	4:21 pm.
Mood:	tired.
Music:	"walkie talkie man" <33 steriogram.

random update. :D this one's for pam. told you i'd update! just a survey, though. enjoy. i liked this survey much. :D

Which bands have you seen in concert?
1.Brand new- yep. x2.
2.less than jake- yep.
3.Mest- yep. x5.
4.Matchbook romance- yep. x3. again may 30th and at least one warped show.
5.Sum 41- yep.
6.Allister- yep. again may 15th.
7.The all american rejects- nope.
8.Rufio- yep. again april 13th.
9.New found glory- yep. x3. again at warped.
10.Thrice- yep. again may 21st.
11.Saves the day- yep.
12.Atreyu- nope.
13.The used- nope.
14.A static Lullbay- nope.
15.Thursday- nope.
16.Early november- yep. x2. again at warped.
17.Ataris- yep. x2.
18.Simple Plan- yep. x3 shows, but only watched them at one. haha.
19.Good Charlotte- yep. x3.
20.The Movie Life- yep.
21.Something Corporate- yep. x3. again april 23rd.
22.A.F.I.- yep.
23.Alkaline Trio- yep. x2. maybe again at warped.
24.Boys night out- nope.
25.Dashboard Confessional- yep. x2. again may 21st.
26. Taking Back Sunday- nope.
27. Sugarcult- yep. again april 8th.
28. Senses Fail- yep. x3. again april 13th.
29. Yellowcard- yep. again april 23rd.
30. Motion City Soundtrack- yep. again april 8th.
31. Finch- yep.
32. Hidden in Plain View- nope. may 15th and maybe at warped.
33. Moneen- yep.
34. The Juliana Theory- nope.
35. Steel Train- nope.
36. My Chemical Romance- nope.
37. Copeland- nope.
38. Mae- yep.
39. Reggie and the Full Effect- nope.
40. MxPx- yep.
41. Big D and the Kids Table- nope.
42. Coheed and Cambria- nope.
43. Home Grown- yep.
44. The Starting Line- yep.
45. Fenix TX- nope.
46. Maroon 5- nope.
47. Hot Rod Cirtcuit- yep.
48. Rancid- yep.
49. Tsunami Bomb- yep.
50. Dropkick Murphys- nope.
51. Halifax - nope.
52. Socratic - nope.
53. Bright Eyes - nope.
54. Catch 22 - nope.
55. Piebald - nope. they played at a show i went to, but we arrived too late.
56. Count the stars - nope.
57. Me first and the gimme gimmes - nope.
58. Slick shoes - nope.
59. Dont look down - yep. i think they're playing with rufio april 13th.
60. Fall out boy - yep.

kept my answers short and simple. i could ramble about all of those forever, but i kept it nice. much love.

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Subject:	`*WE LiVED A LiFETiME THAT NiGHT ;)
Time:	1:10 pm.
Mood:	ecstatic.
Music:	"worry bomb" <33 over it.

last night was amazing..

..wow i sound like i had sex. lmao. anyway..

so last night was the matchbook romance, fall out boy, mest, and dynamite boy show. it was at the vic theatre in chicago and i attended it with megan, becka, and megan's cousin mandy. we got a bit lost on the way there but we made it there with plenty of time to spare. :D

before i tell you all the events, i'll let you know i'm making a scrapbook for matchbook romance from the fans. it's necessary to understand later events. for more info, go to: http://www.geocities.com/mbrscrapbook

anyway. first i passed out a few flyers for the scrapbook here and there, but i was pretty much waiting until after the show to hand 'em out. dynamite boy came on first. they were really fun! we noticed judas on the side of the stage rocking out and singing along. :D dirty [MBR's seller.. usually.. but this time there was just one random merch man, haha] came out onstage with dynamite boy and sang ACDC's "TNT" oh god it was so friggen fun!! i loved their cover of it. so yeah, dynamite boy was cool.

up next was my favourite, the band i live for, MATCHBOOK ROMANCE. you have no idea how much i'd been anticipating seeing them once again! judas was having some technical problems with his guitar, as they were onstage preparing for a long time, but the wait was well worth it! let me tell you!

becka and i had been singing "my eyes burn" all night because, well, our eyes burned. lol. so when they opened their set with "my eyes burn," it was the perfect start! the rush of energy, happiness, and pure emotion through my body was so great to feel again from seeing matchbook live. they have such a wonderful effect on me! i can't even begin to imagine how wide-eyed i must have looked during their set. :D

MBR played an awesome set! the song i was most looking forward to seeing live again was "hollywood + vine," since that was the first song i'd ever heard by them and it's always meant so much to me. seeing that song live is amazing. it's like.. "this is why i friggen love matchbook romance." it puts reason to everything. not that the rest of their songs don't, but that song just means a whole lot to me. i don't remember the exact set list and i won't try to, but they closed it off with "promise," which andy so sweetly dedicated to his girlfriend. aww. <33

so once again, matchbook romance is awesomeamazingincredible live. :D

next up was chicago's own, fall out boy! :D being from chicago, i found it insane that i've never seen fall out boy live before and never really even got into them until a few months ago, so it was definitely a necessary experience! they were SO fun! i adore patrick's voice, pete's ass-shaking, joe's intense energy, and andrew (aka andy, i'm not sure which he prefers to be called) throws it all together with an amazing beat. ;) my favourite song by FOB to hear live would have to be "grand theft autumn." it was awesome to hear the whole crowd start off with the intro, patrick not even having to sing. <33 amazing. these boys really mix it up, too! while most of time the band members will pretty much stay to their sides, go back and forth a couple times, petey and joe were all over the place! great for people like me who want to take pictures of everyone! another of my favourite moments was hearing patrick's voice go ever-so-high during "saturday" heh heh i loved it!! :D anyway, fall out boy ROCKED.

up next was mest, but i didn't stay to watch. it was my fifth time seeing them so i was content, even though i could've gotten some amazing pictures, it was necessary that i left. this is where the magic happens! haha.

so i went out in the lobby and found becka and megan. they'd been out there during FOB and met matt and jeremiah from mest! i'll admit i was a bit jealous, i even admitted so to them, but staying for fall out boy's set was worth not meeting them, to be honest!

the boys of fall out boy started to come out! we were on the look out for my MBR boys, but none were to be found. i was about to talk to joe of FOB when i heard megan yell "sarah!" and i turned around and she goes "isn't this the guy you have a HUGE crush on?" which i didn't hear and thought she said "don't you want to talk to him?" or something and i look and it's JUDAS of MBR! my jaw just about dropped and i was like "YES!" haha i don't think he heard the crush thing, lol, but he could have because he had a big old smile on his face. lol. but he smiles a lot, so, yeah. <33

i introduced myself and asked him to sign some things (an 8x10 live picture of him i took in november and a poster) and everything, and i was like "okay, so, i don't know if you remember, but about a month ago on the message boards there was a post about a girl making a scrapbook for you guys" and he's like "yeah! i remember!" or something to that extent and i was like "that's me!" and he's like "really? that's you? awesome!" :D and he really DID remember, i know, because without me mentioning anything, he was like "yeah but i don't know if we're going to be at the chicago warped tour" which is where i said (on the boards) that i was going to give it to them, and i was like "what?! why?!" and he's like "well i don't know when the chicago date is, but we're only playing the second half of the tour." and i was like "yeah we're july 24th, you guys start the 18th" and he's like "oh okay, cool! then we'll be there!" or something, again, to that extent. :D so him and becka and i took a picture together. ;) can't wait to get that one! i thanked him and whatnot and let him talk to some other fans. :D

i think the next person we talked with was patrick of fall out boy. oh god is he adorable. esp. when he wears his glasses! we took pictures and whatnot. he was a sweetheart. not too much interesting conversation though, i think he was with his girlfriend or something because i saw them holding hands later. had to give them their time to catch up, even if it was just a friend!

next up i'd say was petey! he was coming in the lobby area and people started to approach him and he's like "hold on! i'll be right back! i gotta go talk to my mom!" haha, aww! too cute. but we talked to him a bit later, took some pictures, the usual. he's SO nice and is ALWAYS smiling and i love it. <33

i'm not sure about the order of this one, because we talked to this guy like three times, haha, but next up we took a picture with joe from fall out boy! more about joe later.

then we took a picture with andrew/andy, also of fall out boy! he was another really nice one! they all are! gosh! he thanked us for coming and whatnot. nice guy!! :D

now back to joe! haha, we had to ask him why they weren't doing chicago warped tour! he went on to explain the processes of warped tour and how they're happy enough just to be on the tour since this is their first year on it. they've got about 10 dates scheduled right now and they'll take whatever warped will give them, but they're hoping to score some more dates. megan tried to make sure he'll remember her, so let's hope so! he was a sweetheart. <33 he said they should be back around april or may i think.

speaking of coming back.. MBR will be back in may with a HEADLINING tour. <33 i cannot wait!

we were waiting around for some MBR guys to come out, but none were coming, so megan and becka decided they had to go watch "fuck the greyhound bus." i didn't want to carry my stuff (my purse, camera, flyers, a zip-up i'd just bought..), so i stayed behind. good thing i did, because guess who came out! a guy i'd been waiting to talk to ALL night. RYAN of MBR!!

i couldn't wait to talk to him because of how nice he was last time we'd talked. i asked him to sign a few things and asked him if he'd heard about the scrapbook, and he hadn't, so i was like, "well, a bunch of matchbook fans are sending in letters, reviews, pictures, and stuff that i'm putting together to make a scrapbook for you guys," and he's like, "what?! thank you! come here!" and he gave me a big hug. <33 sweetheart. we took a picture, i thanked him, he thanked me, it was mutual. haha. i was so happy to get to talk to him!

i went in the other room to see if megan and becka were standing in back or anything so i could tell them to come meet ryan, but i didn't see them so i walked around a little bit, but i couldn't find them. i went back out incase andy or aaron came out, but they didn't. i talked to some matchbook fans though and handed out some flyers!

when megan and becka came back out i told them about ryan, and then chris (fall out boy's friend -- "hey chris.. you were our only friend.." you know the song!) offered us a coca cola! so we were like, sure! haha. that was about it for the show! then we went outside and froze our asses off passing out flyers in the snow. i couldn't feel my fingers.. they were pretty purple. ah well! got some flyers + a sampler cd and stuff. cool shit!

anyway, AMAZING show. such a great night. i cannot WAIT to get my pictures developed. but this is long enough, so i'll stop. any questions, comments, reply. :D

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Subject:	`* Y0U AND i C0LD FEBRUARY NiGHT
Time:	11:37 am.
Mood:	blank.
Music:	"leaving" <33 the starting line.

i stole this from leah because she's hot.

:x: name = sarah
:x: piercings = ears double pierced, left cartilige. maybe lip when allowed. or when 18. a big fat ring right down the middle. sexxay.
:x: tattoos = nada. i might, like the lip piercing, when i'm 18.
:x: height= 5'2" and 3/4"
:x: shoe size = 8.5
:x: hair color = blonde
:x: siblings = kristina + jack

LAST...

:x: movie you rented = well my sister rented anything else.. does that count?
:x: movie you bought = hmm.. i think pirates of the caribbean for becka's birthday. i don't really buy movies. if i get them for gifts it's cool though.
:x: song you listened to = the starting line - "the best of me." i'm watching the original video for it, not the one that was on mtv at 2 in the morning. the one with dance dance revolution and the fat guy. sweet deal!
:x: song that was stuck in your head = brand new's "seventy times 7." i was singing it constantly at school on friday, whether in my head or out loud.

:x: cd you bought = hmm.. i think mae's "destination: beautiful," which you should go buy right now.
:x: cd you listened to = mest's "destination unknown." ooh two destination cds! weird. i'm seeing them on friday and i hadn't listened to them since like september, so yeah, it was cool shit.
:x: person you've called = probably django.
:x: person that's called you = becka and kara as they stalked me. lol.
:x: tv show you've watched = the fabulous life of christina aguilera. hahah.
:x: person you were thinking of = well until now i wasn't thinking about him. damn you. lol.

DO?

:x: you have a crush on someone = mmhmm. well i did. yeah i still do. meh.
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = i wanna live downtown. or in california, or new york, or somewhere cool. hmm.
:x: you believe in online dating = it's worked for some people i know, so why not.
:x: others find you attractive = haha, i don't know. ask them.
:x: you want more piercings = yessiree bob.
:x: you like cleaning = only if it's reorganizing my cds. i love doing that. haha, i'm a nerd.
:x: you like roller coasters = yep!
:x: you write in cursive or print = print. i don't remember how to make some of the cursive capital letters.. haha.. oops.

FOR OR AGAINST...

:x: long distance relationships = for. if you can make it work, props to you.
:x: using someone = against, obviously.
:x: suicide = against.
:x: killing people = against.
:x: teenage smoking = against.
:x: driving drunk = against.
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = if that's what you want, go for it. i won't stop you.
:x: soap operas = haha, i've heard the oc be considered a soap opera, so i suppose i'm for! lol.

HAVE YOU...

:x: ever cried over a girl = a friend, yeah. but not like.. yeah, you know.
:x: ever cried over a boy = mmhmm.
:x: ever lied to someone = dude, who hasn't. seriously.
:x: ever been in a fist fight = haha nah.
:x: ever been arrested = nope.

WHAT...

:x: shampoo do you use = whatever my ma buys. but my favourite is the kiwi VO5 one.
:x: shoes do you wear = chucks, usually. or random green shoes. don't know what brand, they were $4, dude.
:x: are you scared of = spiders. ::shivers::

NUMBER...

:x: of times I have been in love? = i thought i was once.. but it was puppy love i guess you could say.
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = haha, a few i'd say.
:x: of hearts I have broken? = one i know for sure, because he used to like to bring it up and make me feel bad. lol. others, i don't know.
:x: of guys you've obsessed over who wouldn't date you= not counting just stupid 5th grade shit [aka softie and that whole ordeal], i'd say.. one? i liked nicky for a long ass time. he liked me once. but we never went out. meh. that was middle school shit anyway, lol.
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = probably none? haha i don't know.
:x: of scars on my body? = quite a few. damn them.
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = let's say everything from mid may to mid june 2003. lol. aka anything ever having to do with dimitri.

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty - i don't know..
:x: funny - at times. when i'm hyper i suppose.
:x: hot - hahaha.
:x: friendly - i'd say so. some of the time at least. i can be really blunt sometimes though.
:x: amusing - i'd say so, only because i do idiotic things and people laugh at me for them and find my misfortunes amusing. lol.
:x: ugly - i'd hope not.
:x: loveable - i'd hope so!
:x: caring - for the most part. about people and animals and stuff at least.
:x: sweet - i can be. and i can be not-so-sweet.
:x: dorky - haha hell yes.

FAVORITE:
5 letter word: "heeey!" haha, does that count?
actor/actress: lots. and lots. and lots.
Candy: anything gummi. gummi savers, gummi bears, gummi worms, good to me. starburst is good too.
Cartoon: doug!!! i loved that show.
Cereal: meh, i don't know.
Chewing gum: carefree coolers either citrus or lemonade
Color(s): green <33
Day of week: saturday
Least fave day: probably sunday.. because i'm all like "eww i have school tomorrow let's stress out over homework" blah blah blah-di-blah!
Flower: ones that don't make me sneeze? i don't know..
Jello flavor: lots. jello's good.
Jewelry: i don't really wear any jewelry. my "player" ring is pretty tight though.. lmao.
Special skills/talents: giving head with pop rocks. lmao, jk. i.. don't.. know.
Summer/Winter: summer. warped tour is the highlight of my year.
Trampolines or swimming pools: pools.

|| Person who last.. ||
Slept in your bed: me.
Saw you cry: me.. haha.. i don't know.
Made you cry: probably myself.. lol
You went to the movies with: i think becka, megan, and sam
Yelled at you: probably my dad
Sent you an email: a personal one [aka not a zine].. i think.. danielle? even though it was a reply.. from a zine comment and question.. it was still personal! lol
sent you an IM: sam maybe? or collin? or alyssa? one of the three.

|| Have you ever.. ||
Said "I love you" and meant it?: yep. <33
Gone out in public in your pajamas: haha yes.
Kept a secret from everyone: yup. (note: this has nothing to do with anything, but i just stopped doing absolutely everything to watch joe and serg of the early november dance to jewish music in a hotel hallway.. muahah i love these guys)
Cried during a movie: yepp! life as a house gets me every time!
Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff: haha no. they were before my time.
Planned your week based on the TV Guide: lol.. not really, although i do watch a bit too much tv
Been on stage: yep
Been to New York: no! i want to go so bad!
Been to California: nope, again, i want to go!
Hawaii: dude, you're killing me here!
China: nope.
Canada: nope.
Europe: nah, but i want to go to london.. and many other places, but london most!
Asia: nah.
South America: nope. can i have some brazilian boys? lol.
Australia: ahh no! and i've wanted to go since i was little!
Wished you were the opposite sex: only during one week of the month. lmao.
What time is it now?: 11:24 AM
Apples or bananas?: bananas!
Blue or red?: either. i don't care. they're not green, so, they're not as cool.
Walmart or target?: mm.. probably target.
Spring or Fall?: fall! i love fall!
What are you gonna do after you finish this?: bathe.
What was the last meal you ate?: breakfast. i only eat breakfast on weekends.
High school or college?: "i didn't fucking go to college!" -- andrew mcmahon.
Are you bored?: nah, not so much.
Last noise you heard?: the wonderful sounds of the rx bandits.
Last smell you sniffed?: hmm.. i don't know.
Last time you went out of state/province?: i don't know..?

|| Friendship/Love ||
Do you believe in love at first sight?: i don't know. it hasn't happened to me yet. lust, though. haha ;)
Do you want children one day & if so, how many?: probably. i don't know. 2 to 4
Most important thing to you in a friendship is: comfort with nakedness. lmao, jk. i don't know. just someone i can have fun with!

|| Other Info ||
Criminal record?: nah, i don't believe so.
Do you speak any other languages?: un poco espanol
Last book you read: haha i don't know..
Identify some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: guitar, stereo, cds, dvds, tv, yeeeah.
Thing you dislike about yourself the most: my laziness. lol.
Worst feeling in the world: loneliness.
Who you love: my friends, my family, my favourite bands, etc etc
Who you miss: some people i'm not so close with anymore.

|| You ||
Nickname(s): konstantine, stan, standley, etc.. and django, but usually megan is django
Initials: SBS
How old do you look?: my age. i don't know.
How old do you act?: my age, for the most part. i can act like i'm 9 if i want to though. lol.
Glasses/Contacts: contacts
Braces: got 'em off a couple years ago.
Do you have any pets?: yep.
You get embarrassed: haha yes.
What makes you happy?: music, friends, guys.. haha ;)
What upsets you?: the lack of emo boys in munster.. hahah. it really is unfortunate.

|| Finish the sentence: ||

I Love... music.
I Miss... *****.
I Wish... ***** and i would hook up. lol.
I Hope... one day i'll be in a successful band.
I'm Annoyed by... myself for being so caught up in a guy.
I Am... not feeling well.
I Want to Be... a guitarist and songwriter.
I Would Never... have sex with george bush. lol.
I'd Rather... listen to squaking pigeons for 5 hours than listen to the milkshake song once.
I Am Tired of... migraines.
I Will Always be... a music freak.

|| Have you ever.. ||

Thought you were going to die: probably
Wanted to Run away: not for a long ass time!
Flunked a grade: yeah.. i'm supposed to be a senior in college. lol. no.
Skipped a grade: nah. i'm not smart enough.
Died: oh yes. all the time.

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Subject:	`*ANYTHiNG T0 KEEP ME BREATHiNG
Time:	6:12 pm.
Mood:	tired.
Music:	"tiger lily" <33 matchbook romance.

wow, i haven't updated in a while, and all i've had is free time. meh. sorry to anyone who cares, which is no one.

listening to matchbook. love. i've been listening to a little bit of everything lately. today i listened to all three early november cds. weeee! i listened to the matchbook romance "west for wishing" ep today, too. that was wonderful. brought so many smiles. it'd been a while, since "stories and alibis" tends to take over my stereo. yep. thirteen days til matchbook, fall out boy, mest, and dynamite boy! ican'twait. :-D

speaking of thirteen! good movie. fucked up, but good. it's a little hard to believe those girls are thirteen, but it's okay. it was good nonetheless. the chick was bit overdramatic, but hey, it was a true story, so, yeah.

ooh, click this banner like ten times, k? haha, at least one. come on guys. thanks!

anyway. i sent the picture of myself with tim pagnotta [sugarcult] holding a sign that says "we love danielle" to danielle. she loved it! so did her mom! lol. yay! :-D

matchbook romance is shooting the video for "promise" today! yesss! i can't wait until it's out! and i'm glad they picked andy's girlfriend to be the chick in the video rather than some random model or something. i'm sure she's an awesome gal. andy seems to love her a lot a lot a lot, so she must be great!

megan and i have tickets to the senses fail show and no ride. roger was going to take us, but doesn't feel the need. blech. i don't know. i hope we get to go. i want to go see the early november on march 16th but we don't have a ride to that either. i told my mom if she drove us it could be my birthday present. i want to go THAT bad that i'd let that be my birthday present. damn. i need my E11. i was like, "mom, the early november is the band i had you order like 7 items at once for. i NEED to go!" lol.

two autographed drive thru records spectacular spectacular posters came in the mail yesterday, after my mom convinced them to send me signed early november posters in place. guess they forgot. lol. these are signed by either dan or darren of homegrown [it just says D, then a heart, and HG, sooo i don't know!] along with adam and john, also of homegrown. why only one of the D's, i don't know.

well, that's all i have to say. leaving you with a quiz. first is recent, second is an old one i had saved that i don't think i ever placed. enjoy looking at my results.

you ripped my heart out, you tore my eyes out, now you're gonna pay...

which senses fail song are you?

if the picture doesn't work above, i'm sorry. i don't know why it's being lame.

chris

Chris Carraba from Further Seems Forever

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[[ P.S. -- R.I.P. further seems forever. yeah it's kind of old news, but jason gleason is a sad loss. after losing chris and jason, there's really no hope in continuing the band. ]]

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Subject:	`*L0SiNG HALF A YEAR, WAiTiNG F0R Y0U HERE, i'D BE Y0UR ANYTHiNG..
Time:	9:40 am.
Mood:	ecstatic.

last night was one of the most amazing nights ever! let me tell all about it.

so we were on our way to the show, stuck in traffic and nervous that we'd miss the first band! but we got there a little after 6 and only missed a couple of motion city soundtrack's songs. we went to the bathroom and then to coat check and headed into the pit!

we made our way up through the side to try to get as close to the stage as possible, but we probably still had like 8 or 10 people in front of us. but it was awesome, because motion city soundtrack was INCREDIBLE. they sounded flawless, just like their record. they played some of my favourites off "i am the movie," including "shiver!" i adore that song. sigh. they were awesome. i'm not sure how my pictures for them will come out yet, though, hmm. i only took a few. but as an ending MCS note, motion city kicks your ass, beotch. ;)

so after MCS, the crowd was pushing like crazy, which came to my advantage because i believe through all of sugarcult, the most people i had in front of me were 3, at times 2, and at times 1. :-D now let me tell you all about sugarcult..

FUCKIN A! i can't even explain how much they satisfied me and justified my fandom. sugarcult is AMAZING. tim is a GOD onstage, no joke! and even though ben wasn't there [poor thing had back surgery so this guy named carlos is filling in], the guys played incredibly. i was on airin's side, and sigh, he is so fun to watch! he's always smiling, it's wonderful. and marko is of course amazing as well! they played everything i could hope for! "you're the one," "daddy's little defect," "MEMORY," and so much more. there was only one song i didn't know, it was one of the new ones. they played three new ones, i knew two out of three ["she's the blade" and "memory"] so i'd say i did pretty well for not having kazaa or anything available to download! lol. i was definitely rockin out and i loved every single minute of it. sugarcult really takes that stage and owns it! they all had us chanting all of their names [well like, marko would have us chant tim, tim would have us chant airin, etc etc.. they weren't like 'hey scream my name!' lol], and they had a lot of crowd interaction. they let this guy from the crowd come onstage and use their camera to record for their dvd. i was jealous! but hey, maybe i'll be on it! lol. anyway, sugarcult was everything i imagined and more. ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE.

so after sugarcult, i'd seen everyone i wanted to see, so i headed out of the pit! i went to the sugarcult merch booth, signed up for the mailing list, and bought the sugarcult "kissing" tee [so hot.. it has two people makin out on it.. haha ;)] which came with a sticker pack, and some sugarcult shoelaces! they're awesome! i was excited! so i was chillin outside and i see megan so we're chillin or whatever, and guess who comes in the room. none other than TIM of sugarcult. i was thrilled! he had a mob of people to sign for, but we made our way in there! i had him sign my new tee, and as he was signing megan's shirt i was all "can i ask you a question?" and he's like "sure!" and i all asked him if he knew my friend danielle and he's like "ohh yeah!" and i'm like "well i wanted to send my pictures to her, so would you hold up this sign that says 'we love danielle' and take a picture with me?" so we did. :-D i can't wait to send it to her. hope she enjoys! heh heh.

after we met tim, we approached one of the guys from motion city soundtrack. i've had the cd, but i didn't know what any of them looked like so we were honest and told him that, lol, so he was like "oh it's cool!" and i was like "what's your name?" and he's like "i'm tony" and introduced himself and asked our names and whatnot. then we tried to guess what he played [we were kinda far back in the crowd], oh yeah, the drums, we were right! lol. so we ended up talking to him for like 10 minutes until some other kids approached him. we talked about warped tour and all that fun stuff, had him sign our tickets, took pictures, etc etc. he was really really nice! i love nice people. especially nice people in bands. haha.

so in between there we met three other guys [jesse, matt, josh] from motion city soundtrack, leaving only one more! they were all really really sweet guys. they all took the time to talk to us a bit, maybe because they weren't getting mobbed with fans, but they were great. had them all sign my ticket, took pics, etc etc. laaater, toward the end of mxpx's set, we were still out in the lobby area and megan spotted chuck from simple plan! now i can honestly say i'm not a big fan of simple plan, although i can't help but love "i'm just a kid," because it was my anthem for summer of 2002. so we went over and talked to him, expressed our love for "i'm just a kid," and told him how it was my summer of '02 anthem, lol. he was really nice but he was also getting ready to go backstage so he seemed a bit aggravated. so when i asked him for a picture i was like "i'm so sorry!" because i knew he was busy and whatnot, but after we took the picture he was all "it was very nice meeting you! thanks for coming!" and all that good stuff, so he turned out to be very very nice despite his business. and i must say he's adorable. even moreso than in pictures. i was all "aww" haha.

so after that, megan went back in the pit for simple plan to take some pictures. i already had my coat on [oh my gosh the coat check guy was so hot. we did some flirting i must say. hahah, then every time i saw him later i was like "omg it's the hot guy!" lol] and had my shirt and shoelaces and camera and stickers and whatnot and didn't want to go back in the pit, so i chilled up against this wall for a while. this guy came and stood next to me, SO drunk, and he was like "i'm jay." and i'm like "hi i'm sarah, nice to meet you." and he's like "you too." so i'm like, "what band are you here to see?" and he's like "none of them." and i laughed and was like "oh, i'm here for sugarcult and motion city." and he was like "oh okay." and i was like, "why are you here if you don't like the bands?" and he was like "cos i'm a tag-along." lol, so i was like, "then what kind of music do you like since this isn't your style?" and he's like, "i don't know, none of this shit!" lol. he was so drunk though, it was hilarious. he couldn't keep his eyes open, he was slurring his words, and he couldn't even walk straight. too entertaining.

so i'm standing alone against the wall and tim from sugarcult is like across from me in the merch booth. he was talking to some people and i'd already had my time with him, so i didn't go bother him. but he started walking out of the booth and into the stage area, and i was standing right next to that doorway. so he stops walking, leans his head over to look at me, stares for like 5 seconds, we both put this big silly grin on our faces and he continued to walk, lol. i will never forget that. it was awesome. :-D

i had one picture left and at that time i was regretting not having tim stop and take another picture. maybe a funny one or something. but i was really hoping airin or marko would come out because i wanted pictures with them! megan came out from the crowd and i was like "hey!" and told her the tim story, haha. simple plan started playing "i'm just a kid" so we HAD to go in for that one. we just went in the standing area because i didn't wanna go in the pit with a coat on, lol, but it was fun times. i have to say that simple plan has improved SO much with their live performance. i saw them in '02 at pop disaster, and only watched one song at this past warped tour, but i wasn't impressed with them then. they've improved much. but after "i'm just a kid" i was like "okay dude i'm going back" so megan came along and guess who was out by the merch booth.. MARKO!

i was like "marko! will you sign my shirt?" and he's like "sure thing!" so he did [w/ a little heart! aww! lol] and megan's as well, and he was reading the shirt she made and it had the lyrics to "stuck in america" on it and he was like "oh wow! i remember when we wrote this song in this tiny little room," and was all talking about how awesome it was to see it on a shirt in chicago. i told him how great i thought they performed and everything and asked him if they were going to be at chicago's warped and he said he wasn't sure but he thinks so! :-D he took the most adorable pictures with us. in megan's he was playing with her sugarcult shoelaces she had tied around her neck, and in mine he was throwing up a peace sign. :-D he is SUCH a sweetheart. i adore him.

after marko we had a struggle to find laura since she was still in the pit somewhere, so we eventually found her, and then we met the lead singer [justin] of motion city soundtrack! now we'd met all 5 members! i had him sign my ticket [now it's signed by all of the MCS guys! even though it says simple plan/mxpx on the ticket, lol] and we all took a picture together on megan's camera since i had no pictures left. i hope megan's turn out because her camera was so ghetto and didn't have a flash, lol. but all the other pictures i have with the band boys are on my camera, so it's cool. that was 8 guys i met all together last night. too cool.

anyway, that was my night. absolutely phenomenal. one of the guys from motion city [josh] told us that around april they'll be back... WITH SUGARCULT. i cannot wait! i told him he could expect to see us there! ;) so anyway, i crashed in the car on the way home, and when i got home i told my ma all about it, then got online and talked to tt and lindsay about it. tt was so interested in it all, haha, i love that girl. well, that's all i have to say for now. i think i'm going to get my pictures developed today! i can't wait!! adios!

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Subject:	`*THE GR0UND DiD F0LD AND EAT US B0TH, BUT ALL MY L0VE i DiD DEV0TE..
Time:	3:58 pm.
Mood:	tired.
Music:	nada =\ meh.

i tried to update a couple days ago but it wouldn't let me! arggh!

we're FINALLY done with finals. i am SO relieved. this big load of stress has jumped off my shoulders. but once i find out my english grade it'll all probably go downhill again.. lol.

i just got back from best buy. i have $15 in reward zone certificates, so i went to get the eisley cd but they didn't have it! ugh! i wanted it so bad! but they DID have mae, so i got that! so far it's great! sigh. i love them. but i really want eisley still!!

while i was there and looking for mae, i overheard these guys in the aisle talking about rufio, and they're like "hmm i wonder if they're any good" so i was just like "are you guys talking about rufio?" so we chatted about them for a while and some other bands and all that fun stuff. their names were jacob, alex, and flavio, and they're all in a band called burned by her. they're playing at some battle on the 30th, but i'll be at sugarcult. they're playing the congress theatre next month though and fireside over the summer. hmm! i went to check out their site but they don't have any downloads up on it right now because it's a new site. i asked them what band they would compare their sound too, though, and they were all like "hmm probably thrice," so hmm! i'll have to check 'em out.

i played guitar pretty much all day yesterday. my favourite song to play right now is "one eight seven" by senses fail, but i only know the intro as of now. i need to tune my guitar into drop d to play the rest. it's so fun though. even through my frustration it was fun, and i was just like.. this is what i want to do. and hey, while that may be a long shot, umm HAVE YOU SEEN KATY ROSE? lmao. she's living proof that i can make it. ;) right django?

anyway, that's all i have to say for now. my aunt is bringing an amp over later for me to borrow since they don't use it. fun stuff! well, ttyl!

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Subject:	`*mbr scrapbook
Time:	7:56 pm.
Mood:	determined.
Music:	"shine like stars" <33 holland.

i know only a few people read this, but to those of you who are matchbook romance fans, check this out. this is something i posted on the MBR message boards, so don't mind when i talk about posts, replys, threads, etc. want the guys to know you exist? check this out and get back to me.

"hey everyone! as some of you may have previously read in the "thanks matchbook" thread, i'm putting together a matchbook romance scrapbook from the fans to the guys, and in order for it to work out and be completely awesome, i need your help!

i need you guys to send in letters to the band, a snapshot of yourself, pictures of you with the band, live pictures you've taken of the band, and/or other stuff relating to MBR!

each fan that sends in their submissions can have anywhere up to the front and back of a page with information. each fan will have his or her own page containing an introduction [their name, location, email, message board name, age, a picture of them if they choose to send one in, and then a survey with favourite MBR song, favourite MBR lyric, etc.] and their letter or message to the band, which will all be surrounded with their live pictures or pictures with the band scattered around the page. there will be polls such as "what bands would you like to see matchbook romance tour with?" that will be featured in a polls page or section, following the fan pages. if you have any ideas for what else to put in it, let me know!

so, wondering what to write in the letter? whatever you want, as long as it's not like "i hate you motherf*ckers." if that's what you wanted to say, i don't know why you would be on this board in the first place. in your letter, you can tell them what their music means to you, how awesome you think they are live, how you can relate to a certain song they wrote, what you think of them in general, how they inspire you, etc. hell, you can tell them a joke. it's all good. but the point of the scrapbook is to make them realize how much their fans truly appreciate them as musicians and as people, so keep that in mind when writing your letter. and remember, feel free to write a pretty long letter, but not long enough so that it's going to take up a lot of space. i'm trying to make it the front and back of a page for each fan.

now, you need to know how to get the letters to me. send them to me, sarah, konstantinex1022@aol.com. before you send them, try to make sure they're in the exact words and spelling that you want them to be in. that way, i just have to copy and paste and format them to whatever the design ends up being.

i'm not sure exactly what will be in the survey, yet, so i can't have you guys fill that out. i need some ideas, so if you have any ideas for survey questions, please post them in this board, email me, or feel free to IM me [konstantinex1022] anytime.

so, when am i planning on giving this to them - is that what you're thinking? maybe not, but i'll let you know anyway. i'm going to give it to them at warped tour [hopefully they'll come to chicago or indianapolis], on the second half of the tour, so that gives you all plenty of time to submit things. you have this whole tour with mest to meet the guys, take live pictures, etc. i'm not setting a deadline yet, but hopefully i'll have things in by june so i have time to make all the final adjustments and actually put the scrapbook together.

well, that's all i have to say on the subject for now. i have to ask you guys to please participate. if we got a lot of fans to submit, it would be a great book for the band to look back on from time to time and realize the impact they have on their fans. so any questions, comments, or ideas, reply in this thread, email me, or IM me. keep posting in this thread to keep it alive so that people continue to check it out, and spread the word to any MBR fans you know! thanks so much!"

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Subject:	`*ASK ME WHAT iT'S LiKE T0 HAVE MYSELF S0 FiGURED 0UT.. WiSH i KNEW..
Time:	12:07 pm.
Mood:	content.
Music:	"me vs. maradona vs. elvis" <33 brand new.

as always, my obsession with brand new is unhealthy. really. god damned geniuses. AP readers poll = brand new = artist of the year, deja entendu = album of the year :-D love love love love love.

jeez, i haven't updated in a while! this is my first update of the year! noice!

this weekend has been fun! not too much sitting around the house! except today i have a day full of homework.. yippee! lol.

friday night, becka, megan, sam, and i went to see "chasing liberty." despite our laughing and making fun of it the entire movie, it's cheesy lines, and mandy moore's ridiculously strange character, it was cute. typically cute. but the script was HORRIBLE. i wish i could watch a movie without thinking about stuff like that and just appreciate the story, but dude.. even the story was like.. "wow, i haven't heard THAT before!" [sarcasm] kinda like that movie they always play on disney, "my date with the president's daughter," lol. the guy in the movie was pretty cute though.

so anyway. after that, we went to KFC! haha, we all had a craving. we were the ONLY people there besides this one random guy, so we just acted like idiots. t'was fun! i saw the cashier at our school yesterday.. knew i recognized him! lol.

then saturday at 7 in the morning i went to the school for my sister's dance competition. yep! i was up early! i chilled alone [well, from time to time my sister would come sit by me.. and this random man sat next to me.. i was scared.. every time he left to get up i would move further or away or something.. hahah] until sometime between 10 and 11 when becka got there. we left after my sister's performance because i had seen pretty much everything i wanted to see and my ass hurt from the bleachers, it was like around 1 or so.. i don't know. so yeah. but they all did really well!

after that i went home for like 15 minutes and then alyssa came and picked me up and we drove around for a while. it was cool, because i hadn't hung out with her in the longest time, so we just talked and caught up and all that fun stuff.

i went home at like 3:30 and chilled and did whatever [went online.. watched both drive thru dvds.. lol] until about 7:30ish when becka, megan, and i went to borders. we were on a search for emo boys, but with our luck again, there weren't any! lol. but it was fun! we looked at a million books and calendars and magazines and cds, etc etc. just did the usual = acted like idiots. then we got hungry and walked to jewel, so we got some stuff to eat and drink and sat at a table in there to eat + stuff. then as we were leaving, we saw one of those little quarter machines [well this one was 50 cents] that had fake bling bling in it! we spent like $8 trying to get this big B for becka but she got a giant basketball hoop on a chain so that was bling enough! lmao, i got a dice necklace, a dollar sign necklace, a bracelet that says "player," and best of all, the player ring! haha, it's so tight.

so then we wanted to go to circuit city, and as we were walking over there this car like honked at us and then these two guys in a truck were like waving, so we look and circuit city is closed, so we were like "hey you!" and the truck stopped and we hopped in the back of the pickup and they gave us a ride to borders, lol. it was so cold and we didn't want to walk! haha. hitch-hiking is my new hobbie. lmao. so we went and had some more fun in borders and then went home!

ooh! i sent a song of mine into a zine [they have a writing column], and the editor replied: "wow, i'm blown away. that's an amazing song. do you have a band? and thanks for sending in :)" that made me soo happy! i mean, amazing? AMAZING? riiiight. chris carrabba's lyrics are amazing. jesse lacey's lyrics are amazing. but MINE? i'm glad someone thinks so ;)

"if you let me have my way, i swear i'll tear you apart." i adore brand new. as always.

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Subject:	`*D0N'T WASTE Y0UR TiME 0N ME, Y0U'RE ALREADY THE V0iCE iNSiDE MY HEAD..
Time:	1:51 pm.

wow, so, i don't really have much to say, i just wanted to use that subject because that line is stuck in my head! lol, sooo, i am stealing the idea from pam [so now not only do i steal from leah, but you too, pam!] and listing the good and the bad of 2003 [not separating, because putting all the bad at once will make me sad, lol, just random listings]. so here are 2003's happenings:

`*megan and i became super close this year
`*i faded from a couple friends i used to be extremely close to
`*2003 was the year in music! it became my life. <33
`*meeting some of my favourite band boys: tony [mest], aaron + andy + ryan + JUDAS [matchbook romance], pete + seth [over it], scottie [allister], clutch [something corporate], mike [dashboard confessional!!] .. and a couple days ago i talked to mat of welton online.. he put me on his buddy list :) heh.. but i haven't met him yet. YET!
`*WARPED TOUR! funnest day ever!
`*i went out with a guy i completely regret ever even considering. i think at least 50% of my life's regrets have to do with him.. lol
`*seeing the following bands for the first time: less than jake, matchbook romance, rufio, tsunami bomb, thrice, sum 41, over it, autopilot off, split habit, yellowcard, mxpx, brand new, dashboard confessional, the early november, senses fail, homegrown, allister, the starting line, eisley, hot rod circuit, rancid, millencolin, days away, mae, the rx bandits, AFI, 311, korn, and jane's addiction.
`*seeing the following bands for a second or third or fourth time: new found glory, good charlotte, the ataris, mest, simple plan, and something corporate.
`*unfortunately had to sit through bands like this: the disasters, the rock n roll daredevils, and tiger army.
`*my zine started up this year. i've now reached over 500 members [i think around 530 or 540].
`*we might get DSL!
`*but we might NOT get AOL for broadband, which means byebye zines! :( i'd DIE!
`*i got my blurty this year! it's been fun, right?
`*my collection of cds, band tees, concert pics, band hoodies, etc has skyrocketed.
`*on the way to a dashboard show, we saw some guy in the car next to us who gave us his number since he was also going to the show. he kinda looked like chad from nfg! :)
`*he forgot the area code, and we couldn't reach him. :(
`*becka saw him at the show! :)
`*she didn't talk to him. lol. :(
`*my basement has made progress! it's always been unfinished, but now it at least has carpet, the walls are painted, we've got workout shit down here, and and airhockey table! furniture is on it's way.
`*groupie love. lmao. i had such a crush on MBR's merch guy at warped tour. he was so nice, and oh-so hot! he kept talking to us, too. we'd walk by and he'd be like "hey! 4:45! don't forget!" lol. <33
`*my infatuation with the drive thru has grown. i bought both dvds this year! and they're A-W-E-S-O-M-E!
`*i got my family singing along with my music! lmao. i've caught my mom singing along to GC's "the anthem," my brother to yellowcard's "way away" [but that's cos it's in the game madden, lol], and my sister to the early november's "something that produces results." haha my sister was in my room when i was listening to it and i'm just chillin doing my makeup or something and she starts singing "but never wrong but never wrong.." and i was like "how do you know this?" and she's like "what is it?" at the same time so i replied "the early november" and she replied "cos you listen to it so damn much!" lol
`*at the beginning of the year, dave and i were tight like whoa. [lmao]. now, i'm lucky if i talk to him once a month.
`*i wrote so much this year. many songs, and even started a movie script! never finished, though, lol.
`*my health has only gotten worse this year. i've missed a lot of school and my grades show it.
`*i have no guy friends anymore. well, not any close ones. hmm. sad.
`*my concert total this year: 11! that's over half the shows i've been to in my life, all attended in one year.
`*everyone around me seemed to be having a really hard time a couple months ago. relatives were dying, drug use was increasing, and people were starting to truly hate themselves.
`*i've noticed that at least this month, people have been relatively happy. it's good to see that.
`*my grandpa got sick this year. we thought he had leukemia, but it was actually this disease that can like.. cause leukemia, or something. i forget what it's called.
`*he found a perfect bone marrow match and is undergoing that transplant right now.
`*christmas rocked this year. i got a lot of cool stuff.
`*my grandpa had to spend christmas in the hospital. that's really sad.
`*we went to visit him christmas day and chatted with him a couple hours. it was really nice. he's doing really well.
`*my friends who aren't into all the same things as me have shown a lot of interest and appreciation in me and the things i love. tt, lindsay, shobha, etc., have all commented on how they think i have such cool taste and how it's cool that i'm into the not-so-typical scene. plus, tt and lindz have been there supporting my writing forever now, and that means a lot to me.
`*i found a love for hats this year. my sublime trucker hat, my volcom hat, and my drive thru beanie [w/ brim of course!]. i love them all dearly.
`*the OC was one of the coolest things to come out of 2003. adam brody, that kid i'd seen everywhere but could never name a movie [besides grind, lol, now i know more], has really broken through this year. i love him.
`*dashboard confessional, brand new, yellowcard, and some of my other favourite boys broke out this year and did really well. much love to them. <3
`*the mall started to suck this year. pacsun is like.. the only good clothing store left. it's a sick, sad world.

well, there are probably plenty of things i'm forgetting, but i don't feel like writing anymore, so, yeah. anyway, i'm glad i did this, because while i thought this year sucked, it seems the good outweighed the bad.

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Subject:	`*HEY HEY HEY HEY HEY HEY HEY HEY HEY! ;)
Time:	11:28 pm.
Mood:	sleepy.
Music:	'hey hey hey' playing in my head!.

okay, so! a little story for you all!

so last week i was doing some last minute shopping w/ my mom, and we went to target to see if they had the outkast cd for my brother. soo we're in the checkout line, and i turn around, and in the line behind me i saw this kid. i SWEAR it was ashish! but like, i turned around, and i didn't want to keep staring. i was just like hmm weird!

so anyway. this afternoon, ilissa called me, and we were talking, and i told her how i swore i saw ashish, or at least a kid who looked like ashish. so we're like, dude, we should go drive past his house and see if he's home. so ilissa came over, and we were on our mission. first we went to the video store, and then off to ashish's house! so we're turning around the cul de sac [i dunno how to spell it! those streets that are like.. dead ends, and have a circle at the end, lol], where his house is, and we see a van in the driveway, and ilissa's like "dude! that's his car! his mom's had that van since like 3rd grade!" lol so i'm like "OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD." repeatedly because i'm like hmm what the hell do we do, go knock on his door? SO WE DID! lol.. BUT HE ANSWERED! thank god. he was just like, hiii and we all explained our target story and YES THAT WAS HIM! lol.

so anyway. we stood on the porch for a while and talked and caught up, but it was really cold so his mom came out and invited us in. so we chatted for a while about what's different here and how his school is there and all that good stuff, blah blah blah. he looks good! me and gersh want to see his body.. muahaha. lol. anyhoo. ilissa has to go to the basketball game saturday for poms, soo ashish and i are going to go, and then we're all going out after. should be fuunnn! i've missed that kid. as much as people hate him [and for no reason, lol], i still think he's a cool guy. and i don't really care if you think otherwise ;) lol. but yeah, he goes home like next wednesday so we've got some chillin to do before then. fun times.

anyway, then we came back home and becka came over and we watched the simple life and she's all that. i hadn't seen that movie in forever! it was fun times! tomorrow night is new year's eve. no party, so we're going to becka's. it's always fun, though! good stuff.

anyhoo, i'm gonna go. ta ta!

ps: i love the kinison's "hey hey hey!" i totally jammed w/ my guitar to that one today. i was jumping around like a banshee. fun times!

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Subject:	`*i H0PE Y0U KN0W Y0U'RE MY FAV0RiTE THiNG AB0UT THE WEST C0AST..
Time:	6:26 pm.
Mood:	crazy.
Music:	"playing favorites" <33 the starting line.

soo i talked to josh last night. a couple nights before, also. it was seriously just about the funnest conversation i've ever had. i was literally laughing out loud, and we were talking online. that's pretty rare that something is THAT funny! it's weird. like, he seems as if he's flirting, but he has a girlfriend, so maybe he's not.. i don't know. we were just being weird and acting stupid and having a good time. umm what the hell does this mean?!

KONSTANTiNEx1022: hahah i took a quiz "what sign of affection are you" and i got.. "hand holding - you like to be in constant physical contact with your special someone but you don't want to take things too quickly." lol
josh: lol
josh: damn you
josh: i mean nothing....
josh: j/k
josh: anyway
KONSTANTiNEx1022: haha ;) what's what supposed to mean? lol
josh: nothing...lol
KONSTANTiNEx1022: haha mmkay!

so obviously it means nothing. lol. but hm. random. i don't feel like typing much soo i'm just going to put in random bits of our conversation.

josh: what do i look like god?
KONSTANTiNEx1022: i really don't know what god looks like. for all i know he's a clone of you ;)
josh: sweet\
josh: why the hell am i saying sweet so much
KONSTANTiNEx1022: because i'm sweet ;) hahah riiight
josh: yes yes you are..i think

...

KONSTANTiNEx1022: hahaha there's a quiz called "would you suck my penis"
josh: yes i would
josh: ...oh yur were talking about the quiz...
KONSTANTiNEx1022: really? good because i've been craving it for a long time!
josh: umm ya,...hahaha
KONSTANTiNEx1022: hahaha ;)
josh: lol
josh: you know... i havent really known you for a long time and we never really hung out but i never knew you had a penis
KONSTANTiNEx1022: ehh.. you learn something new every day, right?
KONSTANTiNEx1022: haha juuuust playing of course. i don't have a penis. just huge balls.
josh: wow
josh: okay\
KONSTANTiNEx1022: haha just kidding too! i don't have big balls either. just.. just.. i can't think of anything else. lol
josh: well then I ....never mind... this is getting out of control... and i am bad

...

lmao. i'd put in other parts but nah. some funny shit, though. do you guys like reading random conversations? if you do, let me know. i have more. not more with josh, just funny little random things i could put in every now and then. anyway, nothing else to say. adios!

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Subject:	`*Y0U CAN'T FAKE iT HARD EN0UGH T0 PLEASE EVERY0NE.. 0R ANY0NE AT ALL..
Time:	6:01 pm.

just a survey i stole from leah [thanks! hope you don't mind me being a survey thief! heh heh] and some quizzes. i'll update for real later.

1) Using band names, spell out your first name:
S - something corporate
A - alkaline trio
R - rx bandits
A - allister
H - homegrown
2) Have you ever had a song written about you? yep. "konstantine." haha yeah right. it really is about me, django. but honestly, no, i don't believe i have.
3) What song makes you cry? "konstantine" gets me teary eyed. and "hands down" has made me cry a couple times.. the first time i heard it (original acoustic version), and then once on the radio and realized how much recognition my boys are getting.
4) What song makes you happy? "2s and 3s" by new found glory, and like leah, "seventy times seven" by brand new. that is kind of weird. but hey, it makes me happy. i can't help smiling listening to that song.
5) What do you like to listen to before bed? nothing really. i can't listen to anything while i try to go to sleep, because i start singing, and i can't fall asleep while i'm singing. lol.
6) Name a song by Coal Chamber: how about no.
7) Who was/were your idols when you were younger? gwen stefani <33 i love her.
8) First album you ever bought? i'm not sure. i had the hootie and the blowfish cassette tape though! haha.
9) Name a song that reminds you of someone and why: "drunk girl" reminds me of all my friends who've gone dyke-o when drunk. lol. and i tell them that too. and sing it and taunt them. teeheehee ;)
HEIGHT: 5' 2 and 3/4"
HAIR COLOR: blonde
SKIN COLOR: white. pale white.
EYE COLOR: blue. royal blue w/ my contacts.
PIERCINGS: both ears double pierced and left cartilige. next up is lip. well, it will probably be belly button, if i feel like getting that done, but i want to get my lip pierced. riiight like my parents would let me.
TATTOOS: none. but i drew the D(insert lightning bolt here)C logo on my wrist a couple days ago and it would make a really cool tattoo.

right now

WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? blue. jeans.
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO? none. cd player is upstairs. but i'm playing "konstantine" in my head. <33
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH? french fries.
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE? i have no idea. i've yet to see the light of day.

do you..

GET MOTION SICKNESS? yeah sometimes.
HAVE A BAD HABIT? i don't know, do i? let me know. ;)
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: mom: yes. dad: ..sometimes.
LIKE TO DRIVE?: i'm a driving virgin.

favorites

MAGAZINE: guitar world and AP <33
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: juice and milk. and any mt. dew products.
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: meh. none. honestly, juice just tastes better. lol.
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: go to shows. got another month to go!
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: dashboard confessional, my love <33

have you..

BROKEN THE LAW: actually yes, in tons of random ways come to think of it. it's really hard not to. i mean, can you honestly tell me you haven't jaywalked? lol, that's what i thought.
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: nah.
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: yep.
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: nope. i was about to once when i was locked out of the house and my key got jammed in the door, but then my sister came home.
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: obviously.
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: nah, but next time i see you hop in one, i'll be sure to do so. ;)
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: not without their consent, no.
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: nah.
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: like every day. lol, no joke.
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: yep.
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: yep.

love

BOYFRIEND: nah.
GIRLFRIEND: yeah. i mean.. no. no i don't.
SEXUALITY: straight as a gay man. yeah you heard me right. lmao jk. i'm straight.
CHILDREN: i've got about 14 sons and counting. they're all named leroy. i distinguish them by their fathers' last names.
BEEN IN LOVE?: i'd like to say so.
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: haha oh definitely. don't remind me.
BEEN HURT? sadly, all the time.
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: having to do with love? there was this kid i liked on and off for like.. four years. him and one of my other guy friends came over one night, and after they left, i was talking to him online, and he asked who i liked, and even though i liked him, i of course said i didn't like anyone, and he replied, "oh.. me too." i didn't think anything of it. the next night we were at this kid's bar mitzvah and i was going to ask him to dance, but then i found out that he had started going back out with his ex-girlfriend, who then told me that he liked me, and they fought a ton because of it. anyway, so yeah, if i would have just told him i liked him, we probably would have gone out. but no. wow that was long. i have many more regrets about guys, but that's just one about ruined chances.
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: haha nah.

random

DO YOU HAVE A JOB: nah, i need one. i'm poor. well, not right now, cos i have christmas money, but soon i will be poor.
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? green.
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY? music, friends, + laughter.
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: hmm.. hopefully mae.
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: anything having to do with music.

when / what was the last

TIME YOU CRIED?: i laughed so hard i almost started crying last night while watching this video becka and i made in 7th grade.
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: i have no idea.
YOU GOT E-MAIL: today.
THING YOU PURCHASED: headphones + the blink 182 "the urethra chronicles II" dvd.
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: umm.. i'm not sure. i think vh1's the fabulous life of 2003's big spenders or something. i don't know what it was called.
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: honey. raymond was the best part of the film. other than that, it was mediocre.

"You can't fake it hard enough to
please/Everyone or anyone at all." You are
"The Places You Have Come To Fear The
Most." You wear yourself out trying to
keep up an act and not let everybody know that
you're falling apart inside. Let it all hang
loose! You'll be much happier, I promise.

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Subject:	`*Y0U SAY Y0U'LL BURN THiS CiTY D0WN..
Time:	1:54 am.
Mood:	sleepy.
Music:	"red dress" <33 motion city soundtrack.

juuust quizzes.

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