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    Thursday, April 10th, 2008
    9:05 pm

    I NEED YOUR GUYS HELP!=(









    FIRST OFF, MY SECRET?



    this is gonna to be my first date.
    =(



    i had my boyfriend for more than 4 years, (off and on of course) but we ended a few months ago, he just isnt someone i want to surround myself with anymore.. espically since were out of high school, i feel that i need to branch out, and find my own way, espically after the mess and jerk he turned into=(



    ANYWAYS;


    this is my first date. and im HECKA nervous.
    i dont know what to do, how to react, and since its not my ex
    im just panicking! =(
    and its worse cause my friend is setting me up with him
    so i dont even know him that well. granted we've been texting
    and he asked me out on it, but yeah


    any tips or advice?


    you guys are always good with this kinds of stuff.
    thanks in advance, or my patheticness=(

    Current Mood: curious
    Saturday, March 26th, 2005
    11:39 am
    anyone have ANYTHING about rain.. or kiss's in the rain, anything at all ♥
    Sunday, February 13th, 2005
    8:00 pm
    i need something for my AIM profile
    ... about HOW GAY VALENTINES DAY IS!
    and how much i hate it..
    anyone have anything good to put in it!
    really appriciated=)

    xoxoox
    Saturday, February 12th, 2005
    4:47 pm
    I'm twisted cause one side of me is telling me

    that I need to move on


    On the other side


    I wanna break down and cry
    Wednesday, February 9th, 2005
    9:44 pm
    I can still remember... once it was me, in love
    Sunday, February 6th, 2005
    7:36 pm
    Sometimes i just dont understand
    Why i am so different...
    Why cant i be just like everyone else
    and accept that nothing is forever
    Why cant I figure out everything changes
    and to go with the flow
    Why havent i realized I'l find someone new
    and never feel so much pain
    Why didnt i learn, to live life with a brand new start..
    why am i so different....
    why am i still crying at night for all that he is..
    why do i search for words that wont mean anything to him
    why dont i understand that love was a waste
    and he doesnt love me






    why am i so different?

    Current Mood: lonely
    Current Music: Matchbook Romance- Promise
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