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[14 Nov 2004|11:22am]
fuck this.
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07;; [08 Nov 2004|08:19pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | ''reinventing your exit'' - UNDEROATH ]

Lucky number 7, eh? Well things have been pretty mellow lately, for once, didn't do much this past weekend. Stefanie slept over on friday. Renzo & Zack were supposed to come over BUUUUT then Renzo got grounded and Zack went out or something. Saturday me and Stef went to Hot topic, got Mariana a gift certificate for her party that night & then I wasted $20$ on these annoying silicon 2 gauged plugs. I bought 0 gauges online yesterday as well as a new belly ring, shh, and they should be here by early next week sometime. While we're on the subject of piercings & such I'd like to mention how badly I want to get my eyebrow pierced, my left one since I have a bad scar over my right one. For a week or two it wouldn't be hard to hide from my parents considering my current hair situation. My mom said if I got another piercing before I was 18 that she was kicking me out. Boohoo? No, fucking hooray bitches, I'll go live with Alli while she cries. I don't care, bai mom. Blair is going to take me to get it :)

Then on Sat. night was Mari's 16th birthday party. Pretty fun stuff i guess you could say. I had a total of 2 maybe 2 beers, but I didn't get drunk @ all, maybe just a buzz Idk. We left @ 1130, got to gangstuh for me. i slept @ allis house that night. Zack came over and me and him went for a drive and talked about what was on our minds...why are we so fuckin emo & shit?

Sunday me and Alli went up to Publicks and got her hurr dye. Came back, watched tv, she dyed her hair. Zack came over at 3 and we watch the dolphins lose..wait, what else is new? Then we went out and got Levi, then we got refried beans for our tacos. Then we watched American Beauty & ate our tacos. Then Zack took Levi home. Then we stopped at Starbucks. Um, Hell ♥ Java Chip Frapps. Then he took me home.

Today after school me & alli went to starbucks teehee, were going tomorrow before school too! Then after we're probably going thrifting if we're lucky!

See ya! Check out photos from the partay! )

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06;; [31 Oct 2004|09:53pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | ''a boy brushed red...living in black&white'' - underoath ]

This should be a quick update cause I'm tired & Halloween sucks and I wanna go to bed now.

Friday after school me and alli went to practice. Patti, renzos friend, came too. made stops, ate, changed and stuff. went and got tickets for SAW at 830. good shit. sneak into THE GRUDGE at 1030, which i didnt want to do because well we saw it LAST WEEK. how lame. i slept haha. i was all quiet and everyone thought something was wrong and i was mad...i wasn't exactly happy, what do you expect?

then me and alli went home ; sleep. next day; car wash. until like 8ish pm. take renzo home. hang out at allis with zack and steve watching van helsing, it was mad boring yo i dozed off.

sunday me and alli just hung out and i left at 1, 130ish. went home hung out, then a shower. then to claires since i lost my fucking belly ring screwball. i got two silver horse shoe ones with green balls [hah] and two striped CBR bell rings that are green and black. hawt.

halloween sucked today. stefanie kind of screwed me over. i asked if mb i could chill with her since she was just gona be @ snoweys and she didnt respond but when i called her today mariana picks up? nice.

well i'm off to bed. some pictures, if they work.

i want to get my eyebrow pierced, and i want to stop being lazy and stretch my left ear to a 2g like my right ear. im gona go taper it now before bed i suppose. pictures for your viewing pleasure? eh.

my heart is DEAD and its way past BEATING )
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05; [24 Oct 2004|09:48pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | ''down, set, go'' - underoath ]

hmm this past school week went kind of slow and kind of fast at the same time if that makes any sense at all, probably not. the week was just as it usually is, nothing special or interesting, unfortunately. stephen & renzo skipped fourth period a lot so they were in our lunch. zack skipped on friday with them so they were all in me & allis lunch, fun stuff.

Friday after school me and stefanie went to my house. got ready. got dropped at the falls. walk around for a little. bus to the rail. rail to south miami station, walk across the street to sunset. see 'shall we dance?' at 510 I think it was. Chick flick, kind of cheesy but it was alright you know. Rail to the falls, get picked up, go home. Call the guys, theyre at the game.

Saturday @ around 1245ish or something I went over Allis, probably more towards 1/13ish. Then at 215 ish we go to steves, hes not even there but Paul had let us in. Zack & Renzo get there about a half hour later. Then Stephen a little while later. hang out for a bit. Then they get ready to practice. Paul then takes alli and myself to hungry bear. come back & eat. watch some television/movies. watch the practice for about 3 songs. we all go in the pool, jumping in from the roof is always fun right guys? steve gets an attitude. we all get out and get ready. eventually leave. go to zacks, he changes, then to renzos, he changes. to sunset. get tickets for the 1015 grudge. we go to hot topic. zack gets the new underoath shirt, damn him. steal some pins? alli trys on the Anarchy cheerleader costume there. Leave. Go across the street to subrageous. I drink sprite. Steve eats a sandwich. Zack and alli have chips. back to sunset. hang out downstairs at the tables near Virgin. Meet a funny group of kids, Kian, Jonathan, and AJ, some other acquaintances I don't know by name. Richard appears. We sit huddled at the table and tell black&jew jokes, tsk tsk. At 930 we go to the theater, wait in line to get in. Top row. get scared with Zack watching the movie, I FLINCHED, SO SUE ME. After Zack takes Steve home, then me and Alli. Hang out for a bit, then we pass out.

This morning alli left at around 1145 cause there was some surprise party for nick @ ambers. i do virtual school, but procastinate while i surf online, mainly @ myspace, why is that so addicting? ordered this cd/shirt deal @ underoaths sight. i get the cd & the shirt of my size of first available for 17 bucks + s&h. This means that I get both those things for a total of 21.46. There was only two shirts available, and I really like them both, so it's cool. I really want this underoath zip up hoodie, expensive. ill wait till christmas.

speaking of underoath. theyre playing a show @ revolution on the 16th, were probably going to go, theyre playing with co&ca which i dont really..like. Then on dec 04 @ sound advice theres a big show with a lot of bands, i particularly want to see tbs, the used, lost prophets, korn, soty & so on.

I'm going to go brush my teeth and then i'm going to sleep. good night.

i just realized almost nobody reads this..that's cool though, i still like to update. i really hope i get gj&lj back sometime soon. g'night folks.

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04; [17 Oct 2004|01:59pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | ''lunacy fringe'' used ]

Woo busy weekend. This is my first time home really sicne I left for school on Thursday, there was no school on Friday, teacher work day. By the way; does anyone know if we have school @ mksh on veterans day?
Thursday after school we all went to Stephens for practice. Stef came over while Zack was taking Renzo home. We watched tv, alli and stephen did their thing in his room. Zack comes back and we all go swimming, fun stuff, right? Mm. Then my mom picked me and Alli up. Chilled at my house. Dropped us at Allis. Thursday night Steve came over and we watched movies, hmm sure.

Friday in the day Allis mom was working. We took the bus to 112th street and walked to Steves from there. We hung out and Zack and Renzo came over. Practiced. Later on we watched Donnie Darko at Steves, pretty good I'll say. We leave, get taco bell and Then we all went to Allis and watched Memento, and then American History X. Also both good movies. Then me and Alli got dropped off at my house at 1230ish or 1ish I think. Hang out and stuff. Sleep. Wake up on Saturday. Lots of just hanging out. My parents come back from groceries. My dad takes us to Steve. Wait for Zack and Renzo for what feels like forever. They practice. Then Steve and Zack got into a huge [verbal] fight and Alli tried to stop it and that ''gave fuel to zacks fire'' as he said. Pssh. They talked it out, its all good. We leave, take Renzo home. Back to Allis. All 4 of us go in the pool, get out a little while after. Change. Watch The breakfast club. Then we went upstairs to Allis room at 1130ish. Fun stuff d00d, that's all I gotta say about that.

Then they left at 115ish. we sleep. We wake up and watch Man on fire, with Denzel, shit that movie is really good. Then my dad got me. Come home. Shower. Clean up. Hurr I am. I am tired as hell and I feel like I ate way too much this weekend. I'm cutting back on what I eat starting tomorrow. Going to go work out now. School pictures are toozday. I guess I'll post pictures from band practice lastlast week. Yeah here they are.
Probably kinda big.

I'm so far gone now, I've been runnin on empty... I'm so far gone now, DO YOU WANNA TAKE ME ON )
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03; [11 Oct 2004|03:30pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | ''i caught fire'' - the used ]

I just can't seem to get enough of the used, their new cd is amazing, it's a little different then the last one, but I really like it. Number three is my favorite, alright. Hmm this weekend was crazy and busy. I'll start from Friday, and you guys can just read whatever you want.

First of all Monday and Tuesday I skipped school with Alli. Not sure if I updated about that last time?
Okay so Friday after school me zack renzo alli and stephen went to allis house cause her dad was supposed to be coming into town from virginia. they weren't at allis. they went to the restaurant on the border. we all trek over there and meet her dad. The guys stay for a few minutes then they leave for band practice. Me and Alli go to her house with her parents, hang out and stuff. Introduce Enrique, some guy, and Amber to her Dad. We hang out and stuff and then the guys come over. Eat soups. We leave. We go see fckin' Sharktale at Sunset. It really sucked. Me and Zack got close again even though we said we were gona get to know each other better. Doesn't matter, we both want to be as close as we are so thats how its gona be, when its just us and the crew, because he doesn't want to publicize it yet? Yeah then after the movies back to Stephens. We were going to go on the roof and then Stephen couldn't find the fcking ladder. So me and Zack and Stephen & alli went in Steves room. Me and Zack 'chill' on Steves extra mattress and Alli and Steve were on the bed. Pitch black, no lights, just this really long, wordless Incubus song on repeat. It was amazing and let's just say I had a great time. Me and Alli get dropped off at one. Sleep.

We wake up rather early on Saturday and hang out. Then we go pick up Stephen and Stefanie. We go to blockbuster and then publix. We get back to my place and we all go in the pool. Pizza comes. We eat out by the pool. Then we go inside, change, and watch freddy vs jason. we had to be back at allis at 6 so we didnt finish it. Steve helps her dad put together the new bbq grill. Me Stef and Alli hang out upstiars. Allis parents leave. We watch the rest of it at Allis after we all eat. Her parents come back and we start watching Underworld. I'd already seen it but its so good. Suddenly Zack & Levi show up. Yay dude. Cuddle and watch Underworld. Stefanie leaves. Steve&Alli have their fun as me&zack. Levi goes to the car. Then Steve and Alli go outside, me and Zack, alone? Troublllleee. They leave. We watch some comedy show and fall asleep.

Sunday we wake up early and get ready to go to the keys with her parents. We go. Long ass drive man, and for nothing, the beach was rather shitty. We didn't really go in the water and it was really windy as you'll see. We get back into Mia at like 530ish and go straight to Steves at the end of band practice. Her parents leave. We watch them perform their new songs for us, which I must say are amazing. I'm bringing my camera to practice tomorrow and taking pictures so you guys can finally see the band. We leave. Zack drops me and Alli and Steve off at Allis. Kissies. We go inside and her parents are bbqing burgers and stuff. But they werent ready until 7 or 8ish I dont remember. Eat. I go home at like 930.

I'm so tired because I didn't go to sleep until around 11 last night. Wednesday is this PSAT shit we have to take. Boring. Me Alli and Stef have lunch together thankfully. Don't know about the guys. Tomorrows practice as I said. Hmm. I don't know what else. There's no school Friday. hell yea.

every second i'm without you i'm a mess. )
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02; [05 Oct 2004|05:38pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | ''buried myself alive'' the used ]

i'm having these really odd mood swings lately. i'll be really happy and hyper one moment and then something triggers me to just slowly but surely get all down and depressed. whats up with that? i don't know but it's agitating. I mean I hate coming home from wherever I am and just having these breakdowns. That's why I'm gonna go to the psychologist tomorrow. I don't know I asked to go because I have nobody to talk to. And when I try to talk to someone they just don't understand.

past two days have been amazing. And the weekend. I don't know, me Stephen, Zack, Renzo & Alli are really close. It's awesome. Friday after school Zack took me and Alli home to her house. Went to Amber's, chilled, smoked. Went back to her place, zack, renzo, stephen, jon and sarah came over and we watched this movie with kate winslet & jim carrey. i forget the name. then we went to sunset planning on seeing donnie darko the directors cut but it wasnt showing so we got tickets for sharktale and snuck into resident evil two. then zack dropped me and alli back at her house.

saturday the alarm clock was set for 7ish so we could get ready before zack came over at 745. But wonderuflly alli didn't hear it. so he knocks and were still asleep so we hada rush to get ready. went over to his house and woke stephen and renzo up and soon we started washing cars. after we finally finished we went in zacks pool, levi and zack d. came too. we got out, levi and zack d. left. then we took renzo home. me stephen alli and zack went back to allis. watched dane cook the comedian. naps. mega gay day with stephen and zack, man. faggots. then we picked renzo back up. we go to stephens for band practice. they fucking rock man. they have three songs down. they played the used too ♥ . Then we went on Stephen's roof around 830 or 9ish. They wrote a fourth song, it's bad ass. It's so beautiful to lay back and watch the stars. then eventually i went home. did nothing on sunday. didnt wake up until 1.

Monday I got to school with Stefanie and I just felt super shitty and I can't figure out why. I just didn't want to be there. Probably cause the schedule was 1st period for ten minutes, then 2nd period for fucking four hours and 19 minutes then 4th & 5th period...no thanks. Stephen and Renzo were hiding out in Zacks car then Zacks mom was gona sign him out of school cuz he has some thing about absences...then they were gona go practice. Alli gets there and I'm like dude let's fucking go. So we just left before the first bell and walked from school to her house chill chill. later we took the bus to my house, got cigs and stuff and hitched a ride back with some thug guy jeremy. shitty car. we watched some tv at her house and then went to the pool. then back to her house and stephen & zack came over. chill. zack takes me home.

then today was the same schedule cuz of the fcat for jrs and srs. renzo and steve hada take it hahh. so me and alli hid out and zacks car until he got signed out ; again. fucking it was hot as hell in there dude, and his car was parked right by the school. go to his house. watch walking tall & then the negotiator. his mom got us subway. then towards the last hour of the negotiator stephen comes, he left early after he finished his test. soon we go back to stephens, and end up watching wwe raw. nice. then zack goes in the pool. then stephen and then alli. i didn't go. i'm in a bad mood right now, don't know why. thankfully i can go to the psych tomorrow.

allis dad is coming down from virgina on friday. so she can't come to paper night. yeah that's what the friday night is called when we go out to the movies and come back and watch another movie. but she can probably hang out on saturday. but zacks gonna be in orlando. so i dont know. probably going to go the band practice that's gona be on sunday instead of saturday.

long entry. got to go feed my dog and my cat.

i wish i coul have gj on my computer.

this sucks.

i really like the used.

and zack.

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01; [26 Sep 2004|02:10pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Extraordinary Girl -- Green Day ]

I never imagined myself having a public journal. But since my parents are psycho, it's just a must do. And I don't like blurty at all, but what can you do? I feel bad having Stefanie keep updating my gj. So here it is, a public blurty. Most of the people who know about this are probably friends from gj.

You've probably read my most recent updates on gj but I haven't posted pictures in a while, and well, I just have a few old ones. We took pictures at the band's practice so if Zack develops them I'll get them on here some how or something, i don't know.

I have to go do this stupid project for Health Class. We have to make a Restaurant menu of all nutritional shit, which is unrealistic. No restaurant is like that. Whatever. And here we are.

P.S. if you're commenting from my old gj &/or I know you, please put
"It's NAME HERE" in the subject if you don't have a blurty.

some days she feels like dying, she gets so sick of crying. )

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