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[02 Sep 2003|04:57pm] |
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Dr. Phil is one WILD show.
Last day of the tour... *sniff* I'm sad, but relieved too. Time to get home and hang with Josh, Pharrell, and Brit. I can't fucking wait!
Oooh. Commercial's over. Back to Dr. Phil
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[01 Sep 2003|08:52pm] |
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Okay, so I use this "journal" more like a "diary" than anything else. Yeah yeah, some of ya'll are all deep and shit with them, but for me its more like, "let me type this shit out and just clear my head." And right now I need to say one thing... I think I might have gotten one of my best friends back. I don't really want to jinx it cause she's been through a lot and so have I. We seem to have gotten off on torturing eachother the past year and a half... well, the thing is... I do love her. I've always loved her.. I always will love her. And no matter what ANYONE thinks, she's the one person, besides my mother, who "really knows me" and to know that we are trying to work this friend thing out is the greatest fucking feeling in the world. Plus, she's pretty hot so she's like the perfect beard, I mean what? yeah, so go add one of the greatest gals around, and pray that  xxbritneyxx doesn't lesbo out again cause my poor little heart can't take that. For christ sakes Madonna could be her mom!! I'M JOKING!
Well, its nine on the clock on the wall which means its almost show time. After tonight... one more show. Thats all I have to say about that.
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| I love him.... |
[01 Sep 2003|12:23am] |
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JC~~~Come to me |
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So, this is why I love the goofy bastard... *grins big*
N SYNC HUNK'S GOOD BEHAVIOR DISAPPOINTS FANS
'N Sync hunk JC Chasez disappointed a throng of sexy ladies when he invited them back to his house for a well-behaved party.
The singer, 27, enjoyed a night out at Los Angeles hotspot Concorde on August 21 with two of his male friends, when he decided to invite a dozen admiring females back to his Hollywood Hills home for an after party.
A female partygoer says, "They picked out the hottest girls and asked if they wanted to hang out with JC. When we got there, he lit candles and put on sexy music."
But the hopeful start didn't turn out the way the excited guests had expected it. The eyewitness tells Us Weekly that even though Chasez spent hours sitting "really close to a Britney Spears lookalike," he chose to keep his bed to himself.
The source says, "He headed upstairs alone and went to bed. We all thought we'd been invited to a sex party and he just wanted to go to sleep!"
All mine. WOOT!
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| You Say its Your BIRTHDAY!!!! |
[30 Aug 2003|05:31am] |
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Well, I'm almost fucking done with this mother fucking tour and GOD DAMN, I GOT 3 MOON MEN! Fuck yes! In your face, HATERS! Oh, I am a nasty one at 5:31a.m. but JC won't hang up the damn phone. He's being insane and hyper and... isn't he the one who likes to sleep? WEIRD! Oh, and he's having another "Schitzophrenic" moment. Go add his new journal: jace_chasez. God, what is with him. At least now he has GOOD icons. He changed his screenname too. Find him on: Jaycee x chasez I'm about to smack him for using a red font and EvErY OtHeR LeTtEr bEiNg CapPeD, but he's doing it to make me all discomboobialted... is that a word? It is now. Yeah! GO ADD JC!
Its _cdiaz's birthday. Aw, my fair Cam'ron D-ASS! ( Happy Birthday )
Pharrell has hurt my feelings. He wined and dined me at the VMA's and offered me a great night of hot passionate.... er, ANYHOW! Where the fuck is he? *chants* startrak... startrak...STARTRAK...STARTRAK lets see if it works.
TARA, MANDY, SMURFETTE, JESS, EMMY!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
My stomach hurts.
Fella's goodnight, ladies..... *grins big* good morning.
thats it..........
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[29 Aug 2003|03:18pm] |
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Would of been better if the guys had been there... least Pharrell and Chad were. Thanks, bro.
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[28 Aug 2003|04:24pm] |
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VMA's in like *looks at watch* WHOA! I need to get dressed! Feels weird... like, not right. Maybe it has something to do with the voicemail I got yesterday from JC. He said he was headed back to L.A. and yeah.. I thought he'd want to be here for this, he's up for best soundtrack video, but he's got "Stuff" to do. :-\ *Sighs* I'm a grown up, I don't need him to hold my hand through this. I can go without him... but it's still weird. I dunno. I think Cameron's going with me? Thats what all the newspapers are saying anyways. That'll be fun. She's a cool girl. And I'm sure a few of the guys will be there- especially CHRIS!, and Smurfette will be and so will *gags* Britney.
I got to go get ready. Later.
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[27 Aug 2003|04:33am] |
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So tired... Can't move. Can't fall asleep. Miss everyone....especially.. *trails off* i wish the hotel candy machines would take crumpled up dollar bills. i'm so hungry. *rubs eyes, sighing* when can i go home!!!!!
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[25 Aug 2003|03:50am] |
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Talking to Lance made things worse. This tour needs to end... NOW!
CAMERON'S BACK! ADD HER! _cdiaz
Pharrell, where you hidin'... hit me player!
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| holy toledo. |
[22 Aug 2003|01:09pm] |
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i am soooo tired and lonely and just... you know what, i really miss the guys. i miss joey with his smelly feet and his video camera in everyone's face all the time. I miss lance and his telling everyone what to do and whats going to happen when and his ability to drink ANYONE under the table. i miss Chris's way of finiding humor in EVERY LITTLE THING and making me laugh and his walking encyclopedia brain. But the part thats the hardest... I MISS JC. i've never been away from jc this long in my entire life. this shit is making me insane. its like, all i do is wonder what he's doing. all i think about is him. i can't do this anymore... this tour has to end, NOW!
I feel so alone. maybe i'll track Christina down and hang out with her. i'm not emo enough or tattooed enough for her though. hahahaaa!
Hope you all bought The Neptune's new cd. Shits OTC! I love it!
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Damn, I'm up early!
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[15 Aug 2003|01:07pm] |
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N*E*R*D, "Frontin'" |
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This is my update about Chriss, the smurfiest smurf that ever smurfed! She's a ball of fun and energy and people need to stop taking advantage of her friendship. She's an AMAZING person and I will personally kick anyone's ass who hurts her. Yeah, that includes selfish little goth-emo-punk boys who are complete and utter morons. You can't treat people like shit and not expect to get shit in return. And I'm Miss Aguilera's personal fucking security. Its all about the Mouse, bitch!
Wow, I got angry all up in herre.
So, I'm in PHILLY! WOOT! I think we're leaving for Atlantic City in a bit for another club show, but who knows. All the power problems along the eastern seaboard might of fucked that up. Hoping it didn't. I'll tell you what, I'm glad we left NYC yesterday before that shit happened. DAMN!
Cameron.... yeah, whats the deal there? Shit.
PHARRELL WANTS TO SEE ME NAKED?? WHAAAAAAAA??? Man, that man is too funny. I love that fucker! I wish this stage shit hadn't of happened cause now Trace and I can't hit the road with N*E*R*D. :-\ FUCK THAT! You know we'll figure something out.
JC's single is out. It impacts hardline on the 25th... I think??? Johnny was talking numbers and such and I was ease dropping when he was on the phone with JC. They canned OnlyArtist.Com too and just bought a new domain for JC to load his shizzle on. I figure I'll get the scoop from 'C once everyone's careers calm down. I know him and Carlos are mad busy right now so its all good. But yeah, REQUEST JC ON YOUR LOCAL RADIO STATION AND BUY BT'S ALBUM NEXT WEEK THAT JC IS ON!
I love Christina Maria Aguilera. Yes. She is the smurfiest. I love her more than I love my penis, but not more than momma and Josh. Well..... JOKING!
I'm out. I'm going to go track down Fergie and have some lunch. Late.
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| HOLY FALLING STAGES, BATMAN! |
[11 Aug 2003|11:09pm] |
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So, I joke alot about Christina "bringin' down the house" with that big voice of hers and well, guess she finally went and did it. We cancelled the Atlantic City show and now have cancelled all the shows this week due to the accident that destroyed our stage. The thing looks like a damn tornado went through it. fuck me, man..its bananas!
Since I can't work and JC's doing his thaaang out on the west coast, i'm hanging in NYC shooting a video with the P.D. and doin' a commercial for the Golden Arches. Just like Pharrell and Chad to up and leave NYC when I'm in town. I'm sure they are partying it up with JC out in Cali though.
No one likes to update. Its like the same people over and over. I think people are shy?? I dunno. I'll give you free pictures of either Christina or Britney naked if you do!!!! :-)
Well, I think I'm going to go call JC now and see how that promo shizzit's goin' for the drop of his first single. It hit radio today, you know. GO REQUEST HIS SONG!!!!! Okay, gotta gooooo!
AIM: JT off camera
i miss chris....
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| HAPPY BIRTHDAY! JC! |
[08 Aug 2003|01:14am] |
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click box to open
( Josh )
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| Where Ev'ry Bodaaaaaaaaaaay Knows You're Name! |
[06 Aug 2003|03:18am] |
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We're in BOSTON and man, I love this city. I could live here, if it wasn't for the snow. Can't do snow, man. Can't.
Michelle and Kelly, two of my dancers, are the fly-est biatches 'round. They've decided I'm a charity case and keep trying to set me up with they're friends and sisters. I just nod and smile. MMMHMMM. And on that note....
JC'S SINGLE IS COMING OUT THIS TUESDAY!!! GO BUY IT!!! JC'S BIRTHDAY IS ON FRIDAY!!!!!! TELL HIM HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! It's the first time since I was eleven that I won't be able to spend his birthday with him...:-\ I'm not handling that too well right now. I know it seems lame, but ELEVEN YEARS!! I been to all his parties since MMC! Dumb tour!
Chrissy is still tearing up this tour. Damn girl can sing. She's just blowing people away left and right. Critics are being mean to her, but I think its more they are hatin' the weave than her. Cause they all love her vocals. If I could sing like her or JC... man, I'd have a Grammy fo' sho'!
Well, I gotta get me some shut eye. Night ya'll.
...wonder what Britney's doin?
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[01 Aug 2003|12:30pm] |
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slept all day and night yesterday except to work. Still feel funky so i think i'll do it again today. yep. sleeeeep is my friend.
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| BLAME CANADA! |
[30 Jul 2003|08:45pm] |
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Right now I FUCKING HATE CANADA!
Thanks fucking Canadians. I volunteer to do a CHARITY SHOW and you throw fucking bottles at me? You fucking BOO ME? Yeah, what a great city Toronto is.
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[30 Jul 2003|02:09pm] |
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Chronic Sinusitis.
the show must go on. :)
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[30 Jul 2003|05:24am] |
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feeling better so, i'm just going to bury myself in work... like i have been. starting tomorrow i am an entertainment machine
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| *updates so my friends page moves* |
[28 Jul 2003|02:35pm] |
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I'm bored. Yeah... me, bored. But there's not alot I can do right now. I'm kinda in a spot where my hands are tied and things aren't fully up to me. I don't like it. I like being the one on control of everything that happens to me, and right now.... nada.
Man, its been a year since I moved out of that house I shared with Britney. Over a year since we broke up. Shit... the stuff you think of when you're just... ugh. She don't come around anymore. Guess there's a reason, which I'm sure sucks.
Anyways, Chris keeps sending me these wild text messages. Maybe I'll get off my ass and respond to a few. He's in the studio with this group... shit, I forget the name of them, but he's helping them with their record. Should be a good one. Chris knows whats up.
I LOVE EMMAAAAAAAAAAY! Sorry Lance and JC. Ya'll don't update enough and Emmy and me are gonna have update babies together.
ugh, my stomach's acting up again, time for another trip to the toilet. Fun, fun, fun.
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[26 Jul 2003|07:23pm] |
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Kelly Baldwin-Fatone is a MAD pervert!
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