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[29 Sep 2003|02:43pm] |
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whatz really ??! damn i`m still hella sick but im gOin tO the city. if fuck face ever callz me back! i swear this bOy keep me on HOLD! ne wayz. u like my lil pink panther? i dOo.. i want this jOurnal ta lOok nice but i can`t do it right!! argh! oOoh well its not all that serious! but yea.. im bout ta get goin just wanted ta update real quick. i shOuld be back tomorrow night sOo i`ll update then.. tOodLez
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| `'crazy in lOve'` |
[28 Sep 2003|04:54pm] |
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i just want ta let it be knOwn that my baby finally called me last nite!! bOy oh bOy did we fight! but now thingz are fine again! but im siiiiiiiick! i mean HELLA fuCkin sick tOo. i`m pOsed ta go see him tomorrow. but if i dOn`t feel better i dOn`t know if ima make it. suckz for me. but its all good at least we not fightin! i need ta gO dO my hOmewOrk nOw.. ;\ . bye!!
i love paul
p.s. my birthday is in 6 dayz!! hOlla!! ;D
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| `'bad day'` |
[27 Sep 2003|10:15pm] |
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tOday was weak as fuck! i woke up at tedi`z and she was sick as hell. then i went and got dressed. cOmpletely cuz i was hella excited ta go see p today. soo i`m callin him off tha hOok. NO ANSWER. he finally calls and we were arguing for a minute cuz i didnt wanna just stay in the city doin nuthin. i wanted ta go to the house. so then he`s actin stupid and hangs up on me. this was at about 1:15:PM right now its 10:17:PM and he hasn`t called me back yet. my mom went to the bart station and i was thinkin he would call me and be like come now. but he never did. ;*[ i had all my things ready and everything. his battery on his phone is dead or something so his phone dont even ring. and his boy told me to call back 5 minutes later the first time. i called back 30 mins later and no answer. then i called back 30 mins after that n he`s like ima have him call u back in like 5 mins. that shit never happened. maybe i wouldn`t be so hurt if i thought he didn`t know i really wanted ta go... but yesterday i was supposed to too and my mom faked on me. i called him cryin.. ALL THE SHIT! and he kept sayin u could just come tomorrow. so he knows. i never felt sOo low before in my life. hOlla baCk. ::criez::
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| `'harLem shake'` |
[23 Sep 2003|12:41am] |
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today waz a gOod day ;]
whatz gOod?? i had a goood day today? i woke up n went to skool + i gotta new teacher + she don`t give barely any homework! [yeSss] then tedi had called cuz someone had faked on her for a ride sO i went and got her. we made a quick stop at safeway + then i took her to vallejo. after that i rushed home and hopped in the shower and got yelled at for everything possible. i finally got dressed and i went to bart. i got to the city about a hour later but unfortunately he wasnt there yet but he finally got there and it was all to tha good. ;D we was just chillin with er`body for a while but then we went back to the house n things were cOol till we got busted by his dad! ;X [i`m not even gonna get into it] but then we left and we was just on tha rockz.. n we smoked or whatever and we were just talkin bout things. after that we went back to the house. knOcked sOme sOckz. ate some food. n then we went and fell asleep. ;] yupp then i called my mom and decided i should just be good and go home. and i did when i finally got back to the city.
bad newz ;\ i dOn`t think he`z movin out no more.. some shit went dOwn n thingz ain`t lOokin sO great no more.. but it`z aLL gOod!!
dOwn ta ride till tha very end itz me and my bOyfriend
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| `'lOve'` |
[22 Sep 2003|01:22am] |
i LOVE my bOyfriend.. he LOVEZ me one day we`ll be a family!!
i get ta see my baby tOmOrrOw !! yay!! ::harLem shakez:: ::tOOtsie rOLLz:: whOa! hOLLeR baCk!!
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| `'my life'` |
[21 Sep 2003|12:12pm] |
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wassup. omg Last nite i cOuLd nOt sLeep!! i think i gOtta prObLem fa reaLz!! i was onLine prOLLy tiLL Like 1 suttin taLkin ta eric + when i gOt off i reaLLy thOught i wOuLd be abLe ta gO ta sLeep! sO i get off n i gO in my rOom. i was chiLLin fOr a LiL whiLe watchin cOurt tv ;P [it was krazy, sOme twiin sisterz were tryna kill each other] femaLez. shame shame! ne wayz. i watched that tiLL Like 2:oOam n then i was Like damn i`m hungry sO i went tO tha kitchen n gOt sOme fOod. i went ta eat it and cOuLdn`t even finish. sO i was just layin there. sO i finally must have fallen asLeep arOund 3:oO.. and then my phOne ringz at 4:31 and it was my baby ;D !! bOy if my ass didn`t wake aLL tha way baCk up! sO we was taLkin n he kept tryna get off tha phOne but i wOuLdn`t let him. sO we faught fOr a minute. and we gOt off after bOut 5o minutez. then i caLLed him rite back and we talked tiLL 6:3o! yay!! but he`z mOvin on tha first of next mOnth. ye`! but he`s mOvin ta east oakland [nOt tha best pLace] but i ain`t really trippin cuz it`z just him n his bOy sO it`z gOn` b off tha fukkin hOok. well ima try n gO see him tOmOrrOw.. cuz i can`t keep nOt seeing him! shitz weak as fuCk! but i need ta get off this aOL n dO my hOmewOrk!
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| `'survey'` |
[20 Sep 2003|11:24pm] |
[[`bout u `']] ¤ name: brittany ¤ hometown: rOdeo . but i live in crOak-it ¤ highschool: jOhn swett ;\ ¤ current school: willOw.. ¤ work: unemplOyed at the mOment.. ¤ age: 17 ¤ family: mOm , brOtherz [zac + travis], tedi + paul <33
[[dO yOu like `']]
¤ your family: yea but we be bumpin headz ¤ your school: hell nah ¤ your job: i`ll letchu knOw when that happenz ¤ your city: u sOund crazy as fuCk.. this shit is a tOwn ;*[ ¤ your pets: dOn`t have nOne.. ¤ church: yea.. but i can`t never gO.. ;[ ¤ smokers: i dOn`t apprOve but i lOve my smOkin baby`z father ¤ drinkers: nOt when they act like dumb aSsez ¤ partiers: ye` ye` ye`
[[favOriite `']]
¤ Color: pink ;] as lOng as ur penOr`z nOt pink! lmaO ;P ¤ Movie: umm.. gOodfellaz + LiLO + stitCh ! aWw ¤ Time of the day: night time ¤ Website: any that keepz me entertained ¤ Company: i dOn`t knOw.. ¤ Store: umm i like that new stOre 2o/2o faShiOn.. sOundz gOod ¤ Food: i like mOstLy er`thang! lol nO fish thO!! ¤ Place: paul`z hOuse.. <33 ¤ Smell: pink + strawberriez + champane ¤ Sound: rap + hip - hOp .. my baby sayin `'i lOve yOu'` ¤ Animal: stitch tha dOg !! ;P ¤ Boy name: i dunnO.. ¤ Girl name: destiny ` aaliyah ¤ Subject: nOne.. fuCk skOol ¤ Word: sex ¤ Phrase/quote: i dOn`t think i gOt one.. ¤ Number: hOw wOuLd u like it if i hitchu wit a 69 ?!? ¤ Childhood memory: dOn`t even think i gOt one.. ;\ ¤ Boardgame: i used ta like trOubLe ¤ Band: da band + jagged edge ¤ Outfit: i dOnt`t gOtta favOrite outfit
[[either // or]]
¤ Hiphop/rap: hip hOp i gueSs ¤ Indie/emo: oKay anywayz.. ¤ Adam sandler/jim carrie: jim carrey ¤ Soda/water: sOda ¤ Black/hot pink: bOth of em ¤ Halloween/easter: haLLOween ¤ Dark/light: turn Off tha Lightz.. oOo wee !! ¤ Night/day: night ¤ Anorexic/chubby: chub chub!! ¤ Pop/punk: pOp ¤ Pop/hip hop: hip hOp ¤ cuddling/making out: aww.. bOth ..then u gOtta sex him up!! whOa ¤ syke/riiight: sike yO mind.. make yO bOoty shine!! ¤ bed/floor: bed ¤ too much/too little: tOo much ¤ sex/druggie: sex is heaLthy... but sinfuL .. ¤ drink/smoke: smOke weed ¤ party/kickback: bOth..
[[currently `']]
¤ Outfit: my purple pj pantz with frOgz on skOoterz! and a black shirt ! hOlla!! ¤ Eating: nada ¤ Position: in tha fukkin chair ¤ Music: nO muSic.. tha newz ¤ Favorite person: aww.. paul ..duh!! he`z my favOrite in tha whOle wOrld!! ¤ How many im's going: 2 ¤ Who's with you: nObOdy ¤ Are you in love: uh-huh <33 ¤ Are you in like: yupp ¤ Are you single: nahh ¤ Mood: bLank ¤Caught up or way behind: behind ¤ Horny: nahh be cOo cuzzin ¤ Miss anybody: yuh.. but dOez he miSs me??!
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| argh !! |
[20 Sep 2003|10:20pm] |
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i`m sOo fukkin mad!! my mOm wOn`t let me dO shit! first lil jOe called + wanted ta see if i cOuLd dO anything but as usuaL i dOn`t gOt nO damn ride sO i was like i can`t. sOo then whatever. i wasn`t really trippin. thenn terrance caLLed.. and i NEVER get ta see him nO mOre + he wanted me ta gO ta emiL`s hOuse cuz he was havin a party. n my mOmz like well u can`t get tha car. and terrance is like `pLease teLL ur mOm i`LL even put gas in tha car.. i wanna take u out.` she`z like nahh but u want me ta take u?!? fuCk that. this is sOo weak. then mike called and he`z like damn u can`t get out tha hOuse? and i can`t but this is the thing that really gOt me mad! my lil spOiLed ass brOther wanted ta gO tO tha bOwling alley and i cOuld leave IF i went with him!! sO i was gOin tO but had a attitude sO she gOt all mad and tOok him herself! i`m sOo heated! i wanna lOck them out the fuckin hOuse!! and nOw lil jOe just caLLed again ta dO sumthin!! i`m sOo mad i dunnO what ta dO.. i`m leavin nOw. bye!
U P D A T E
sOunded gOod till tha bi-sexual shiT.. fuCkerZz!!
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| `'gOssip fOLkz'` |
[20 Sep 2003|07:00pm] |
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whatz gOod?!? damn i`m bOred as fukk! i wish i cOuld gO out! itz gOn be my birthday in 14 dayz! ::harLem shakez:: yes ma`am shOrty gOnna be a thug [18] in 2 weekz! oOowee!! i`m heLLa fukkin excited! watch tedi gOn` have ta wOrk that day and then she can`t gO cLubbin with me. sO therefOre i wOn`t gO cuz i`LL onLy gO with her. sO i`LL just b chiLLin with my main thang thang!! mmmhmm! ne wayz. tOday was bOring. i wOke up n did nada. then i was sOo bOred i str8`nd my hair. yupp. but i want tedi ta gO over it cuz u knOw she gOt tha magic tOuch. oOoh my eye LOokz a lil bit better. well actuaLLy a lOt better but itz still ugLy! ;P oOowell. i taLked ta my man man tOday and he had heLLa peOple arOund him sOo i let him gO. i`m waitin fOr a phOne call back. hmm what eLse. oOoh randy caLLed. it was funny cuz when my phone rang i didn`t knOw tha number but i picked it up ne wayz. n they was like `wassup u knOw whO this iz?` n i was like `umm either mike or david..` n he was like `aww thas fukked up` n i was like `weLL itz nOt my fault ya`LL twO sOund aLike` and he was just like `aWww` n then i was like `oOoh shit is this randy?!??!` and it was! LOL shit was funny as fukk! but pOor bOy gOt kicked out tha casa + he`z taLkin bOut he gOn` mOve ta washingtOn.. sOo oOokay. but he wanted ta smOke cuz he had gOt `'beat up'` by like 13 peOpLe ..dumb aSz. newayz.. ima gO. maybe i`ll update later!! tOodaLOo!!
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