About a Boy.... Part 1 Like the Entry Title.....for ppl that do read this...and since I feel like categorizing my own entries...this will be my love life entry title ( gay remember...shhh) hehe
and for once the words love and life actually fit together.....there is a guy I have feelings for..really strong feelings...his name is Jordan....and we are just friends at the moment but hey who knows what will happen
well to get everything out he is in Texas and im in Florida SIGH it sucks so much cuz even just as a friend he is someone I can see myself spending a lot of time with...and he's deaf which doesn't really matter to me but it adds sign language to my Things To Learn List hmm that sounds like a good entry title as well lol
I really care about him.....yes even use that big L word...something rare for me to use....
im reminded of something I heard a long time ago goes along the lines of "to love someone is to know someone you can live with, to truly love someone is to know someone you cant live without" for some reason I feel like both sides of that...maybe that what's so special and so deep about what he means to me....I dunno I just don't know if I could handle losing him
more to come on this one
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contemplative