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Collective Soul - The World I Know |
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The very first entry in my page. I'm not making it just for me, I'm not making it for anyone else. This is just a place for me to vent. The only reason for me making this absurd name is A) Just Like Anyone was taken, mutha fucka.. B) It'll be a little harder for my friends to find this, thus, if they do find it, them actually seeing my true feelings, and C) because paintball, and JT are awesome. Any questions? No? Okay..
Now, for my internal rant. Why does there have to be so much drama in everyone's life? I mean, seriously. Can't we all just get along? First, my 'best' friend sleeps with my ex-girlfriend (whom I still have feelings for, and he knew it.) I was hurt, but I got over it, s'all good so far. Then, I start to hang out with my ex alot more, thus sparking more feelings for her. I almost guarantee that she doesn't feel the same way, but hey, what can a guy do, eh? Then, people start to think that my best friend raped her (They were drunk, she was a virgin saving until marriage. They had sex. Anyone else find this coincidental?) It's not like I think he did, though, because I already talked with him, yet he doesn't know that I still have some strong feelings for her.
AND, on top of that, they're making me write a 2 page essay to become a supervisor at work, which I don't have much of a problem with, except that I'M THE ONLY ONE THAT HAS TO DO IT! No other supervisor/team leader (same thing..) had to do it. But all the people who want to become a team leader this time have to. I know, it's the real world.. "QUIT BITCHING, TIM!" But I can't help it. Plus, my manager who makes the schedule, decided to leave me and my manager, alone, with 150 people.. AND two fucking parties. This won't make sense to most of you, I know.. but 150 people with two employees, in a family fun areatypething? Sound a little shitty? Plus, it's a minimum-wage job (I get 5.80 and I've been there a year.) I tried to put in my two weeks notice, to give them a chance, they've been pretty good to me, but they wouldn't let me do it. "Just hold it off" they said. Bullshit. If someone who's fucked up five times worse than I EVER have gets the same privilige as I do, I'm not really happy. I've worked my ass off, I lost a relationship because of it, and I DON'T GET ANY RECOGNITION. But, other than that, I graduated.. I'm getting a new car soon, and I'm getting a raise (to a whole 6.30/hour. Woo...) Insurance and gas are gonna be a bitch to pay, because I never took driver's Ed, so it's gonna be like, 300 dollars a month. Suck.. I need an under-the-table job with my family. I help them, they pay me tax-free. I'd be really happy... But, I work five days a week.. SUck..
-Tim
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