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Jonathan's Blurty:
| Wednesday, November 4th, 2009 | |
| 9:05 pm | Dreamless wonder I toss and turn, fearing nothing but the worst tears flowing faster with each memory that drifts past I wish I could be the better person by saying so long But, my mind just says no My heart is on my sleeve now supported by every lasting memory... Where I went wrong, I fear it just isn't known So many changes in such little time Almost everything lost in the blink of an eye... Through and through, that memory still remains a powerful mind left empty and in pain Sometimes I stumble, other times I fall constantly wondering if you will catch me at all You said hell or high water, it will remain the same But if sorrow and hate shine through Goodbye must be true... To Be Continued... |
| Tuesday, November 3rd, 2009 | |
| 8:52 pm | Thumbing through I have been looking at the screen for awhile nothing but sorrow comes to mind... Lately you have been pushed and shoved But nothing is keeping you down. You cross my mind constantly sometimes good other times, are not so good but I always leave with smile We are different in so many ways How we came to be, I just dont see But hell or high water, it will remain just the same Why do you do what you do, go where you go, act like you act, all questions that remain a mystery... I laugh at you, but never hate you I question you, but never lose hope for you I fail you, but never lose sight of you And, I avoid you, but never not love you... Changes have come and things have since gone but as always, memories continue to surge and smiles will always shine through... I want to write more, but nothing comes to mind I know there is so much more, cuz the time has just begun But until it comes back again, the sorrow must prevail... |
| Saturday, March 7th, 2009 | |
| 10:54 pm | I brought you here You were happy...I saw it Now I see empty. We have our memories Good ones Bad ones and I am sure more are still to come! But, something inside me says I owe you everything... I am sorry my gender sucks and its true, we always will You said marry me at 30...I said no problem We would be happy and sad all at once... It is weird how we have become such good friends again... I have told you numerous times and I will tell you again, only for all to see... You are sad now, but it won't last... You are strong and beautiful You will make someone extremely happy... This one didn't last for reasons unknown only one reason matters, and it is because better is yet to come... You will be an amazing mom, wife, lover, and most important a friend... I know life seems to be pointless right now, but I also know you and I know your head is high and your heart is strong. It will be repaired, broken again, and repaired again, over and over... You get stronger each and everytime and it may not seem like it, but it is true Ultimately, you are an amazing individual, an amazing person, and most important an amazing friend. And, I thank god for the fact that YOU are a friend of mine... I am here for you, as your friend. I am here whenever you need or don't need me to be... I am your friend, and you can't do much about it. I hope our talks have helped, even though they may seem pointless. And, I hope if nothing else, I have left you with a smile because that is something that you need more than anything right now, and you have a beautiful smile, so don't hide it. Thanks for being my friend and I hope the memories continue... |
| 10:51 pm | A price on everything Last night I had a crazy dream Wish was granted just for me, it could be for anything I didn't ask for money or a mansion by the pool... I simply wished for one more day with you. One more day, one more time, one more sunset, baby id be satisfied But then again, I know what it would do... leave me wishin still for one more day with you... |
| 8:53 pm | Things in life... I try to find the things to write... I know they are there, just the words are out of order... It isn't about love, happiness, sorrow, or death. All those are pre-approved options of life... Is it about change? The change we see in relationships... The change we see in society... The change we see in life, in general... Change comes with a price, good or bad you decide the path... I'd like to say yes to angels Angels of time... Angels of love... Angels of death... They are all present, but When do they come, and how long do they stay? Can I choose who comes when? The present is neither here nor there... Ultimately, all that matters is, what the past has said... what the future may hold... In conclusion... Be that change you wish to see... |
| Tuesday, December 30th, 2008 | |
| 1:12 am | Mona Lisa??? You can sit beside me when the world comes down If it doesn't matter than just turn around We don't need our bags And we can just leave town You can sit beside me when the world comes down We say, We do, The lies, the truth And all i need is next to me We're going fast You can sit beside me when the world comes down If it doesn't matter than just turn around You be the queen, and i'll be your clown You can sit beside me when the world comes down |
| Friday, November 28th, 2008 | |
| 1:58 am | Peanut Butter & Jelly We were what we were and it is all in the past, to be honest... I did send the message, but that is all it was. I saw you were going to be attending the same school I knew what it was like to just be starting Little did I know, you were nothing like me It took us awhile to become friends or to even speak in person I remember your first words to me..."Do you always wear black." Why do I remember? Because I remember everything you say Big things, small things, important things, or pointless things...I remember Almost anyone can recall the summer. It was the best summer and worst summer all in one We were friends, we weren't, we were friends, we weren't. I was your boss and you really could not stand it You were really good at your job, but I never told you so You weren't so good at keeping your money past Sunday tho And you weren't good with coaches, well at least the one! There were many nights that we saw 4AM, 5AM, and even 6AM It didn't harm us, hell we were just kids That summer ended and apparently so did we I went away to a school and you just went away You gave up, on school Money was more important to you and I don't blame you You said it wasn't for you, and somedays I agree Leaving was very hard and then it turned to coming back was even harder We were still on the run of hating, liking, hating, hating, liking It never seemed to end Time has passed and lives have changed I came back one day and a reunion was made Little did I know nicknames would also be made So the story continues on, the story of course of...Peanut Butter and Jelly We called us that because...well just because We knew it worked and knew it would last I had said time had passed, but the names are still the same As for the people behind the name, well, that is a story for a different day! To be continued... |
| Monday, November 17th, 2008 | |
| 8:33 pm | New! This will be interesting and fun! |