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I'm sorry I'm so sorry [15 Dec 2003|10:08pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Figured You Out - Nickelback ]

I have become a sellout.. I won't be updating this anymore..

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When you're lost outside look inside [15 Dec 2003|08:32pm]
[ mood | full ]
[ music | All I Want For Christmas - Mariah Carey ]

This is what my name says about me:

R You are a social butterfly.
O You are very open-minded.
B You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
I You are always smiling & making others smile.
N You like to work, but you always want a break.

L Love is something you deeply believe in.
Y You cause a lot of trouble.
N You like to work, but you always want a break.

Yeah? I agree too. I had my birthday party sunday. I got Playstation 2, Finding Nemo for PS2, a radio/cd player/cassette player, a bathrobe thing that says "angel", a nightgown, an Anne Geddes bumble bee baby doll, and uh, I think there's more but I'm not sure lol. It was fun really, tinkerbell cake. Caroline came with me and took a picture of my sister and I cuddling. I love that kid <3. Audra just got back from Santa Domingo. She hated it but still, she applied for a job so she could get her own money and go back. People sure do crazy things for the ones they love. Guess I'll never understand why. She applied to work at American Eagle and she put me as a reference. Should I tell the truth... or say good things? I guess I can be nice. What am I saying? I can't NOT be nice. My Aunt talked about me with someone at DeFusco's Bakery. They want me to come in and fill out an application. My mom told me the one she's talking about is near Steve's house. I was thinking I was too lazy to apply but, if there's a teeny percent chance that Steve may come in, I'm for it. Speaking of delicious food, I'm watching Fear Factor. They have to eat reindeer testicles and 100 year old egg nog. Get your grub on Mandy! Well, I'm off. But first, let's see what Steve's name says about him. <3

S You are very broad-minded.
T You have an attitude, a big one.
E You are a very exciting person.
P You are very friendly and understanding.
H You are not judgemental.
E You are a very exciting person.
N You like to work, but you always want a break.

G You have excellent ways of viewing people
E You are a very exciting person.
R You are a social butterfly.
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind
R You are a social butterfly.
D You have trouble trusting people.

C You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
I You are always smiling & making others smile
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
M Success comes easily to you.
B You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
R You are a social butterfly
O You are very open-minded.
N You like to work, but you always want a break
E You are a very exciting person

You go, Lady!
What does your name stand for?
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
D You have trouble trusting people.
E You are a very exciting person.
F Everyone loves you.
G You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H You are not judgemental.
I You are always smiling & making others smile.
J Jealousy.
K You like to try new things.
L Love is something you deeply believe in.
M Success comes easily to you.
N You like to work, but you always want a break.
O You are very open-minded.
P You are very friendly and understanding.
Q You are a hypocrite.
R You are a social butterfly.
S You are very broad-minded.
T You have an attitude, a big one.
U You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V You have a very good physical and looks.
W You like your privacy.
X You never let people tell you what to do .
Y You cause a lot of trouble.
Z You're always fighting with someone.

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Whitney Houston is fucking awesome [13 Dec 2003|12:25am]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]
[ music | I Wanna Run To You - Whitney Houston ]

I just took a bunch of tests. I couldn't be more innocent if I tried.

you're cleaner than 76% of the world.

284 women agreed with you, and chose "Chad Kroeger" as the best sex option of all time.

which is lower than the worldwide average 38%

3% (less bitchy than you)
97% (bitchier than you)

people less trustworthy than you (83%)
rock-solid friend!

Congrats! In your life, you'll have sex with 2 people!
And you'll first have sex at age 19, in your own bed.
2 of them will be male
And you will actually love 1 of them!
Prepare yourself for a long and fruitful relationship.

I truly love my crush—not for their outer, physical hair but for their inner, emotional hair

people less loveable than you (94%)

Love hurts, don't it? You're in pure love— the kind with sonnets and hovering cherubs— and you ache like an old man's back for your crush. The superficial things that other people care about— money, looks, body odor— don't hold much water with you. You wouldn't care if your dreamboat were the Exxon Valdez, so don't be surprised if you ever fall in love with an oily barge. Respect the twinkie, but don't ignore its needs.
78% in love.

66% dateable! You are neither more not less dateable than your peers-- welcome to the land of mediocrity, home of the masses! You have an undeniable animal magnetism, but you're just as likely to attract small animals as you are to attract human beings. Nevertheless, the people you flirt with generally find you funny and cute, or "fute." You have good hygiene, which is an imporant aspect of relationships involving two or more people. Avoid seafood and walks in the woods.

You are 77% Pure!
people less pure than you (85%)

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Wow, can you say 'Insomnia'? [12 Dec 2003|11:14pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | Let's Hear It For The Boy - Deniece Williams ]

I got offline 9 o'clock to watch Friday Night Stand Up. I called Caroline seeing as how we haven't had a conversation in about a month. We talked for a long time. Catching up on girly gossip. Or not even. But we talked, and it was cool. Then we hung up and I watched the rest of Adam Ferrara's Comedy Central Presents special. I got bored afterwards and decided to go to sleep. My momma said we were gonna go to Circuit City at 10:00 am. She wants to go before everyone else gets there. I bet she's the only person that's thought about that. So around 10:40 I was still awake and reeeally confused. I usually fall right asleep if I really want to. I called everyone and their mom, but no one could talk. I got mad and tried to go back to sleep but Dave Attell was on and I kept laughing. Ironic huh? He does the show "Insomniac with Dave Attell". So I sat up for a while and I was wide awake. I got up and walked to the bathroom and I was like 'wow.. I'm not going back to sleep. Not even close.' So I came online. When I got up here my mom woke up. (I swear she must be psychic.) She said "if you're not awake BY 10 tomorrow morning we're not going." That bastard. That's MY birthday money. It's not my fault I can't drive. So I'm talking to Megan and Paul. Megan and I are talking about drunken phone calls and Paul and I are talking about Megan and Caroline's boobs. Paul, you're seriously gay. You're so deep in the closet you're finding next year's Christmas presents. I'm also listening to some intense reggae. This is terrible. I'm praying to Chad Kroeger that I wake up at 9:30 tomorrow morning. I really want those cd's even though my momma said I can't open them until my birthday DAY. I have $50 dollars to spend again but, you can't buy more than 3 cd's for $50. I'm gonna get Trans-Siberian Orchestra, The Best Of Red Hot Chili Peppers, and Best Of No Doubt. Good times. Good times, IF I wake up by 10 am tomorrow. Asleep is a wierd word. But I wish I was that word right now. I'll go into a chatroom maybe and boost my self esteem. I love to know that there are people in this city that have WAY less friends than I do. I'll take a survey that I stole from Miranda's LiveJournal too. Well, I guess I'll stop writing now. This was pretty pointless. I'll probably add to it in an hour or so. Out.

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And suddenly I'm all alone [12 Dec 2003|06:12pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]
[ music | Suddenly - O-Town ]

Once again, proving the fact that I am disgustingly nice. Caroline, we're complete opposites. We can't be friends anymore. :-p I was trying to take quizzes that would make me look NOT so sweet and innocent, but, it didnt work.

your asshole.

What swear word are you?
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You're sweet and innocent on the outside but on the inside you're one wild horny bunny!
Congratulations! You're a Bunny Hug!!

What Drink Are You?
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What's your sexual appeal?
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regular, plain old sex-- boring to some, yet you
seem to love it. hey, do whatever pleases you!
(and of course your significant other)

What type of SEX do You enjoy?
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You are Jasmine from Aladdin!

What Disney Princess are you?
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You're the funny one.Yep,thats you.You could be a
prep(lets hope not) a goth or anything else.But
i know one thing,you're funny.So good for
you.By the way,please vote for my quiz!

What clique do you belong in?
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The ULTIMATE personality test
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Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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The backspace key! You are happy in life and you
will be happy enough to help anyone at all and
the backspace key helps a lot of people by
correcting thier mistakes.
Thank's for taking my quiz!

Which key on the keyboard are you?
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Your serial killer name would be Diablo! You would
be a mastermind in what you do. You would come
up with perfect plans on how to do your bad
stuff, and send out your minions to do it for
you. That would prevent you from getting
caught, because for one reason, they would not
rat you out. Your real name might not be known
and you would be greatly wanted, because as
long as you're out on the hidden streets, there
will still be danger! You're the big guy/girl!

What Would Your Serial Killer Name Be? What Would the Public Know You As?
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You are the goddess of love and romance. You help
others hook up while longing for a someone your

What beutiful goddess are you?(with anime pics!)
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Quizilla.. once again I'm a sweetheart, even as a Vampire [12 Dec 2003|01:36pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Higher Ground - Red Hot Chili Peppers ]

You are MARLIN!
What Finding Nemo Character are You?

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Gay Bear
Gay Bear

Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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Power Rangers Movie!

What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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My inner child is ten years old today

My inner child is ten years old!

The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
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Lactating Barbie
Lactating Barbie? What the fuck is wrong with you?
Snap out of it and kill the kid while you still

If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be?
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You are Fresh Mint.
You are caring and friendly. You have a nurturing
personality and always help out a friend in
need. You are fairly outgoing, and always show
a friendly face. You truly care for other
people, and you show it. However, you may
neglect your own responsibilites or become over
involved in your friends' personal affairs.
Most Compatible With: Orange

Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You?
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Asteaband is your Vampire name.
You are a fun-loving Vampire who likes to scare
others. Humans look at you with fear, and
other Vampires are amused by your energetic
To use your new Vampire name and become a Vampire,
go here:

What is your Vampire name?
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wow [12 Dec 2003|12:01pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | Don't Dream it's Over - Sixpence ]

I'm in computer class and, well it's always boring but, Mr. Lombardi freaked out hardcore and won't let anyone go on AIM or play games. So I can't talk to anyone at all AND there's 45 minutes of this class and it's just me typing in my journal. Blah blah blah. I love Mr. Maslen. BLEH. This is going to be boring, old school. Brian IMed me last night and said "I want you. Bad. Seriously bad." And then admitted that he was drunk. What a way to ruin the moment :-(. I'm in drama.. and today we were talking about what plays we would want to do. Someone suggested that we do West Side Story. All the immature people were like "eeeew!!". Oh god, a ROMANCE??!! So I went "alright. I'm Maria". Alisa went "I am". And I said "Do you sing?" And we got in a stupid argument and she went "Bring it, bitch." So at lunch, I brought it. And now I have to play Anita. Damn. She won. Whatever. I'll still sing. Well, I'm gonna stop now and just, hm, go take some more quizilla quizzes to show people what a good girl I am. Out time. 569

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I'm gonna take you to a world where we'll be alone [11 Dec 2003|03:49pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Sunny Came Home - Shawn Colvin ]

I just took a whole bunch of Quizilla Quizzes. They're trying to tell me that I'm a sweet, innocent, dreamer. They must be completely 100% on point. Quizilla, how do you KNOW these things?!

You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.

What Kind of Smile are You?
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Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and as many say
Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and
your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and
as many say "Your head is in the

What type of eyes do you have?
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You represent... naivete.
You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.

What feeling do you represent?
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You are too innocent and sweet for your own good.

Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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Your soul is bound to the Rose Bud: The

"I keep all of my secrets somewhere inside
and though I haven't let myself shine to the
world, I'm good for something but too good to
give to you."

The Rose Bud is associated with innocence,
curiosity, and confidence. It is governed by
the god Cupid and its sign is The Dewdrop, or
Puppy Love.

As a Rose Bud, you may have grand ideas about love
and you may well be inexperienced. You tend to
be optomistic, idealistic, and curious, but
it's just because you like being a positive
person. You also may have high thoughts of
yourself, and can come off a bit conceited, but
it's just a mask to hide your lack of

What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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innocent kiss
innocent kiss - you're cute and sweet and like it
that way

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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kiss my ass2
congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud

which happy bunny are you?
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You're Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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As if you were born into a world of tears, you
always tend to look at the darker things in
life. Inside you crave attention yet push away
society, and you're a hopeless romantic. Drawn
to things like the occult and mysteries, you
spend your time daydreaming of

What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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Something's gotta go wrong [11 Dec 2003|11:23am]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Keep On Singin' My Song - Christina Aguilera ]

Well what has it been since my last update? er.. 10 days. 2 school weeks. Kind of a lot. I noticed that I change the style of my journal more often than I write in it. There's not tooooo much going on. I've been talking to Brian a lot lately. Not the "almost together" talking, but the "chasing squirrels" kind. He's really pissed at Amanda. She decided to break their internet relationship off. She said "it's not right... it won't work out.. I still want to be close to you". He IMed me and said "WTF DOES THAT MEAN!?" And i said "It means she never wants to hang out but she still wants to talk to you online and on the phone." And I'm too right. So that Jon character, I dont think I can ever talk to him again. I didn't call him ONE day and I had 4 emails of him going "where are you? are you okay? you didn't call. I'm worried. Please call me. Love, Jon". I dont like it. Pretty skurry. But yeah, Brian's amazing. On the other hand, Katie might be pregnant. Now don't freak out, we're just jumping to conclusions. She called Megan and said that she had to talk to Brian and that it was really important. Usually he wouldn't think anything of that but she also said that what she had to tell him, she didnt even tell her best friend. That's when we got kind of scared. I was on the phone with Brian and Megan kept calling him and telling him that Katie was going to call. He couldn't call her because he doesnt have her cell phone number. That's a little sad because they went out for 2 weeks and had sex like, 4 times a day. Megan told me that Katie and Brian haven't had sex since August. But, my mom told me that nobody believed she was pregnant until she popped at 6 months. I didnt tell my mom any of this, and I dont want to. She thinks Brian's a good little boy and I like it that way. So I asked Brian if Katie was "skanky". He said extremely and that when they broke up he called her a "walking STD". So, if she IS pregnant, it might not be his. He'll have to go on Maury. With about 45 other guys. And 2 dogs. And her dad. I'm kidding. "My dad says I'm the best". But yeah, so I asked Brian if maybe Katie was just calling because she wanted to have sex. He said she has a boyfriend but if that's all she wanted he would be like "haha YES!!! nope. BYE!!" So, that cheered us up a bit. But then he brought up the fact that maybe she just got scared and couldn't tell him. He hasn't talked to Katie so, I have no idea what's going on there. *On a happier note, MY BIRTHDAY PARTY IS SUNDAY! It's all family, which is homoerectus, but I can bring one friend so, I'm bringing Crabby Patty. Also, my momma's taking my to Circuit City, Saturday to buy 4 cd's and she's gonna wrap them. She also covered my math book in christmas wrapping paper because my cat chewed up the hot pink cover I had before. Now I have to be embarrassed by my love. I hate Algebra with a passion. I didn't do the homework last night because I fell asleep at 8:50. Plus it's reeeeally hard and numbers and letters should not be added, divided, multiplied, subracted, or turned into a fraction. I want to learn about letters in English, not Math. I love Caroline. Caroline and I have a new friend named Odette. She's Caroline's alter-ego and complete opposite. She parties, clubs, drinks, smokes, does drugs, has bleached blonde hair, she's 5'7", she got implants when she was 6, she has sex with strange Iraqui men, and she NEVER swears. She finds it trashy. She's aaalways dancing. She went into the kitchen for some more Jack Daniels and got lost on the way back. She asked Caroline's dad for directions but still got lost so, she just danced. Well, I guess I COULD update this journal on my own computer lol. I have 3 minutes left of this class so, I'll take a quizilla quiz and be on my way. TOODLES.

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I'm still bored [01 Dec 2003|09:51am]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | Feelin' Way Too Damn Good - Nickelback ]

I'm in computer class... we still have about, er, 17 minutes left. Don't you like how now that I have my own computer I dont update much? I update much, but only when I'm at school. So yesterday I called my dad and asked if he could pick me up because I bought Finding Nemo and my sister hadn't seen that. I talked to her and she said she had seen it but she wanted to see it again. So he picked me up around 10:30 am. I brought my Maroon 5 CD in the car with my headphones. (my father and I don't communicate much.) When I got there my sister hugged me for about 5 minutes straight. I hadn't seen her in 2 weeks. We watched the movie and we had a lot of fun. We cuddled the whole time. she asked me if I was staying for lunch and I told her I didnt know. Her mother was cutting stuff up in the kitchen so my sister went "it sounds like you are". My father came in the living room and asked if the movie was almost over because he had a football game to watch. I said maybe like, a half an hour left. He rolled his eyes and walked away. A half an hour later he came in the living room and and put on his coat and sat on the couch. My sister asked if we could get Clamcakes and Chowder; my dad said maybe. The movie ended and my dad told my sister not to rewind it because we didn't have time. ???. I put on my coat and he drove me home. He looked really pissed off. I went "what???" and he went "your mother's not home". I looked in the driveway and the car wasn't there. He started going on and on about how he was missing his game and that I should have told my mother I was going home right after the movie. I went "maybe she thought I was staying for lunch?" and my dad said "why would she think that???". What a crazy thought. So he drove to Hi Lo and she was there. I got out of his car and he said to go in the store and find her first. Which I thought was a dumb idea. I should just go sit in her car. I'd go in the store, not find her, and she'd leave without me? No. So I did what I wanted and he went in the store himself and found her. My mom thought we had a fight and that I said I wanted to go home. Might as well have, it doesn't really make a difference.

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Ah, just trying to show people what a nice person I am [01 Dec 2003|09:28am]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | Jurassic Park Theme Song ]

Pink info
Your Heart is Pink

What Color is Your Heart?
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Day dream
Youre the Day Dream Fairy. Your kind and sweet and
you do nothing but daydream. Your dreams Are
wonderful and paradise. You no nothing of the
bad in the world and you are so clear in your
emotions> So please vote even if its a 1 !!!

Which Beautiful Amy Brown Fairy Are You? (with pretty pics)
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You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p

What kind of kiss are you?
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I stole this from a whore's journal... you know who you are, bitch [01 Dec 2003|08:01am]
[ mood | cranky ]
[ music | Never Again - Nickelback ]

1. Who did you last get angry with?: Brittany, I'm still pretty mad
2. What is your weapon of choice?: sniper
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?: If he really deserved it
4. How about of the same sex?: Sure I guess, I haven't yet though
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?: um, I don't know, my mom probably
6. What is your pet peeve?: cracking knuckles, and ignorance
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?: I'm unable to hold a grudge

1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time?: masturbate... lol just kidding. Um, call Brian.
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?: 3 pm
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: Brian
4. What is the last lame excuse you made?: I can't say because they read my journal =X
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones...)?: if there was cute people in it
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in?: uh, the last time I took gym I guess. Who knows when THAT was?
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm?: mah momma wakes me up

1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?: hm, is Dr. Pepper yuppie and overpriced?
2. Meat eaters: I love meat... no jokes please
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?: right, I'm such a good girl. I had a whole wine cooler on New Years.
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company?: no
5. Do you have an issue with your weight?: yeah
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods?: salty I guess
7. Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "LUNCH!"?: no I'm not from Vietnam

1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)?: 2?
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)?: 0
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation?: lol only if that's what we were talking about
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice?: eyes
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?: in time, in time
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy?: no need

1. How many credit cards do you own?: 0
2. What's your guilty pleasure store?: Toys R Us
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it?: buy a Tan Land Rover... and take Drivers Ed
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous?: Rich... famous can also mean infamous
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?: if I liked the people
6. Have you ever stolen anything?: I stole a picture back from my father's house
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive?: none.

1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of?: hurt Amanda
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of?: my mom, when I got almost all A's one quarter at West
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life?: marry Josh
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?: I'm so used to it
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill?: yup... connect 4... 1st grade. DAMN YOU JENNIFER BALDINI AND YOUR SUCK-UPINESS
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?: no
7. What did you do today that you're proud of?: made a funny =)

1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own?: a father like Stephanie's
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?: Caroline
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?: Marianne
4. Have you ever been cheated on?: kind of
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? only every 2 seconds
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?: strength
7. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey?: no, someone has too much free time
8. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? adultery? lol

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Caroline is stuck in a cube [29 Nov 2003|09:22pm]
[ mood | giddy ]
[ music | Because of You - Nickelback ]

Caroline and I are having a girly sleepover. Pillow fights in our underwear. Yeah, you heard me. I said Caroline and I. lol. We had WAY to much Dr. Thunder and we're really hyper. It's not some kind of alcoholic drink we made, it's the Wal-Mart brand of Dr. Pepper. Cheap, but good.

I bought Nickelback's new cd, The Long Road Friday. It's awesome dude. Totally. I got the last one. My mom was going to let me spend $260 for my birthday but she can't do it all at once. I get to spend $50 for the next 5 weeks. So today was 1/4 of my birthday. Happy quarter birthday to me kind of! I got the new Maroon 5 cd, which is also totally awesome. AND I GOT FINDING NEMO! YEAH! I FOUND NEMO! He was at Wal-Mart. So uh, I also got 3 My Scene dolls =[. Shut up, they're really hot. Especially the guitar player and the skateboarder/surfer. SPEAKING OF WHICH:

REMEMBER MY LIST OF ALL THE TRAITS THAT MY PERFECT GUY WOULD HAVE?! I found a guy, that has 21 out of 27 of those traits. Brendan had like, 2 lol. So this guy's name is Jon. He's my friend's cousin and he's gorgeous. He looks like Mickey from 2GETHER, except with LONG HAIR. And he surfs, plays the guitar, sings, religiously watches South Park and Family Guy, and listens to Rock, and... everything else I could ask for. The problem is he's 20. He said he's gonna wait until I'm 18 cuz I'm "perfect" mhmm. Please. But whatever, it's a nice lie to hear.

So, jealous? Well, Caroline and I (yeah, I'm proper. What?), are going to beat eachother up some more. See ya later. If you read this, leave me a nice comment!

*Brendan, if you read this, I'm sorry and what I told you is the truth so don't think otherwise.

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Bored in computer class [24 Nov 2003|11:44am]
[ mood | geeky ]
[ music | Pink - Aerosmith ]

who is your best friend? Caroline
who do you like? Josh
who is your mom? Gail
who owns your house? Mom
who bought you the clothes your wearing? shirt - Wanda... pants - Mommy... socks - Mommy... sneakers - Grammy
who is at your house? mom, Cupcake, Big
who loves you? my family, and my friends
who said hey to you today? everyone that I talked to, which is basically everybody
who are you talking to right now? Louis, kind of
who was your ex-boy/girlfriend? Brian

what townie do you live in? Cranston
what are your pet peeves? cracking knuckles, homies, slang, people showing me cuts and scars
what are you wearing? a Penn State sweatshirt and gray sweatpants
what do your teeth look like? pretty straight
what are you doing in an hour? going home and watching As The World Turns
what is your middle name? Lyn
what is your deepest secret? Well.... right, I wouldn't even tell my journal
what are you doing tomorrow? Caroline
what is your boy/girlfriends middle name? I wish
what is in this for you? a cure for boredom
what are you sitting on? a really uncomfortable metal folding chair

where are you at right now? school
where were you at at 12 noon today? English
where is your toothbrush at? on the bathroom sink. (in my bathroom, not at school)
where do you sleep? under a bridge with a troll
where do you live? cranston, RI
where were you at at 7pm yesterday? coming home from Caroline's house
where is your boy/girl friend? in my head
where are your parents? mom - home, dad - work
where did you put your bookbag? in my locker
where do you keep your socks? in the top drawer

when was your first kiss? 9th grade
when are you getting a job? this summer
when did you graduate? next year
when will you grow up? if I grew up, I wouldn't be a Toys R Us kid.
when are you going to call your friend? which one?
when did you get home last night? 7:something
when are you going to stop taking surveys? the day I die
when was the last time you had a fruit smoothie? last summer
when will you say that you love me? don't go there baby, not before I'm ready
when are you getting married? hopefully when I'm like, 24ish

why are you taking this? bored
why do fools fall in love? because it's easy and it's fun
why am i weird? because it's easy and it's fun
why are you weird? because I'm easy and I'm fun
why are you wearing what your wearing right now? because it's comfortable and I didnt care what I looked like today
why did you fail that test? it was a suprise test
why dont you have friends? cuz I left West
why did you just do that? sorry, I won't do it again
why cant you get a boy/girl friend? aww... =(
why do you live where your at? cuz we can't afford to move

how did you know it was love? you just know, ya know?
how do you fix your hair? I blowdry is straight or put it up
how are the kids? Trav says hi
how many hours do you spend on the computer? I'm making up for lost time
how many TV shows do you watch? whatever's on
how did you find this survey? Miranda
how do you like it so far? eh, I've had better
how many people are living with you? one
how may i help you? large fry and a coke
how do you make sharpies? I don't
how many sharpies do you own? 4?
how often do you say i love you? every 6 seconds

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Sorry about not updating [23 Nov 2003|05:30pm]
[ mood | silly ]
[ music | Harder To Breathe - Maroon 5 ]

I'm at Caroline's house right now. She's making me spell words that she can't pronounce. I finally got a computer. I got it Friday and I got AOL on Saturday. I came home at quarter past 12 last night. I went to Ashley's house and we took tons of pictures. I had so much fun. I had no idea I could enjoy myself seeing a play that was trying to convert me. So I made friends with all of Ashley's friends and her boyfriend, they're awesome. After the play we all went out to eat. It was me, Ashley, Ron, Sarah, Lauren, Jasmyn, and Ralph. It was crazy. Everyone was yelling and Lauren knocked over a full glass of water. Chaos! Madness! It was awesome. I didn't see Josh. We called him and his brother answered. I called actually. This is how the conversation went:
Brother: Hello?
Me: Hi is Josh there?
Brother: No he's not who's this?
Me: Ashley
*ashley screams in background*
Good times good times. Alright well Caroline's mom is taking me home now so I can lay down. See ya!

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If all is grounded then you should go make a mountain out of it [21 Nov 2003|10:44am]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | Sleep All Day - Jason Mraz ]

Brittany's forgot my picture of Josh 3 days in a row. I was supposed to call her to remind her but I didn't have time. She came up to me this morning and said "you were supposed call me". Okay, so she remembered that, but not the picture. I dreamt about Josh last night. I saw him and he was coming to spend Christmas with me and my family, but his girlfriend was going to join us. It wasn't Alicia though, her name was like, Zaphoria or something lol. I have no idea what kind of things go through my head before I go to sleep. So I can never have Josh, I'm on a search for my soul mate, my perfect guy.

~*My Dream Guy*~
-Loves his family
-Loves kids
-Loves his momma
-Loves cats
-Is over 6'0"
-Against Religion
-Masturbates a lot (come on... that's adorable lol)
-Plays Soccer, Hockey, or Baseball
-Recognizes the names Dane Cook, Pablo Francisco, Daniel Tosh, Nick Swardson, and Stephen Lynch
-Has long hair/in desperate need of a hair cut (Don't do it!)
-Listens to Rock
-Loves the 80's
-Hates Rap
-Has green eyes
-Plays guitar, or drums
-Writes poetry/songs/music
-Hates motorcycles
-Hates football
-Religiously watches South Park, Comedy Central, Adult Swim, Spike TV, and has seen Paradise Hotel
-Likes short girls
-Likes dark hair
-Can name as many porn stars as I can
-Makes me hysterically laugh
-Makes me feel beautiful

Is this too much to ask for? lol I know it is. They don't have to have ALL those qualities. But musicians, rap hating, South Park loving, and making me hysterically laugh always win me over. Are you out there? Is it me you're looking for? If so press 1. PLEASE contact me asap. :-p

Plans for this weekend:
Friday-Caroline's house, Music Magick, FRIDAY NIGHT STAND UP. (yes I stay home Friday nights just for you)
Saturday-Church (LOL), being preached to, converting my religion, eating Jeez-Itz, going to Ashley's house, visiting Josh, having a photo shoot extravaganza fiesta fest party, seeing Godspell
Sunday-Doctor.. early... rest of Sunday, any suggestions?

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I wanna know... who's gonna save me [19 Nov 2003|07:50am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Supergirl - Krystal Harris ]

Wow. Weird times, weird times. John Santos. I hate that kid. With a bloody passion. Today I walked by him and he went "Robin!" and I looked at him and waited for something to happen. Then he went "Hi!". So I laughed and said hi back because, we all know it's physically impossible for me to hold a grudge, well, and show it. Then he went "How are you doing???" and I went "uh... I'm doing." Yeah. And my back hurts. I'm in computer classs so here I go, the high point of my day, an hour and 7 minutes of absolutely nothing. I'm getting my own computer Thursday, no internet though. I've been wanted to play Rollercoaster Tycoon so bad that I've been dreaming about it. So I'm excited. And I'm Supergirl. My mother asked me to make a screen name for her. Can you believe that? She's never used a computer in her life and she wants me to teach her. So. Brian's mad at me. Not really mad but, I told Amanda some things. I didn't lie though everything was the truth. Brian and I used to do this thing where he'd be like "I like you" and I'd go "I like you more" and then we'd argue. 6th grade, I know. And we had "do you like me?" "I bet I like you more than you like me". So I went "do you like me?" and he didn't answer so I just went "really? that's interesting." So he goes "I'm not going to answer that because you'll tell Amanda. If I could trust that you wouldn't talk to anybody I could answer you." So now he doesn't trust me. Okay Mr. IvebeenhavingsexwithmybestfriendsinceIwas17andIdecidedtotellRobinfuckinglastweek. That's really his last name. Honest. His exact words were "but we're not really going out so I can mess around. We're not going out right?" Well not that I thought we were but, he said he likes me so shouldn't that count for something? I like him a lot, so I wouldn't mess around with anyone. I dont mess around with anyone anyway. I told my mom that he did that and she's like, on his side. And that sucks. I would tell the Brian story but, that's pretty long. Longer than the hour and 7 minutes I'm going to be here for. I called my aunt last night. No one answered. I talked to Ashley too, she said she would tell Josh in school to go to her house Saturday and we'd hang out for a few minutes before the play. Speaking of Josh, listen to how homosexual this is. Brittany always looks at my Josh picture and talks about how cute he is. So Monday, she STOLE my picture of him. How sad is it that she would go so low as to steal a PICTURE. God I'll give you the negative and you can make a copy. So this morning I talked to her and she said she was only joking and she was planning on giving it back. What? Only if I noticed it was missing? And you know who told me she took it? Jessica! That's crazy. Brittany's going to give the picture back tomorrow. Or so she says. Whatever. (sorry Brendan). Happy Birthday Audge :-). I have a couple of things I want you guys to see:

Johnny Nogerelli
HyperText Transfer Protocol

Trevor from O-Town
HyperText Transfer Protocol

Chris Jericho
HyperText Transfer Protocol

Travis Fimmel A.K.A "Tarzan"
HyperText Transfer Protocol

Justin... the only hot guy in my school

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Sorry shweeties [18 Nov 2003|05:09pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | So Yesterday - Hilary Duff ]

*For the record: I don't like Hilary Duff. The song is stuck in my head. Torture.

I haven't been able to update in a few days because I've been having backpains. I'm getting old. Actually my school nurse said it might be my kidney. Nice. It hurts to sit in the chair I'm in right now. I promised my mom that if she took me to the library so I could update my journal, I would go to school tomorrow. Dammit. The things I do to express my feelings.

I called my father and asked if I could have, not borrow, 7 dollars for saturday night. My friend from West (the school I transferred from) asked if I wanted to go see Godspell at West with her. It's 7 dollars to get in and guess what! My dad said he would give it to me! I know $7 doesn't seem like much, but coming from him it just seems so... generous. So I'm really excited to see all the Western Folk there yonder. Ashley ran down the halls in school the other day yelling "Robin's coming back!". And people actually care! lol. Jarid, Lauren, Matt, and Jessica are among the few people who are gonna be there. Plus Ashley said maybe we could go visit just seeing as how he just lives down the street. Actually, she didn't say that. I haven't asked yet. But, she'll go for it. She loves me.

I haven't seen or talked to Lauren since I left West the last day of school last year. I miss her so much. My blackie. When we met in 9th grade we hated eachother from the very beginning. She took me aside and told me not to stress, that nobody likes her at first because she's mean to everyone, but they learn to like her. Whatever. I never thought we would get along. It got really bad to the point where I would cry and dread going to Science; the only class I had with her. I talked to the teacher and the teacher said she would switch her seat with someone on the other side of the room. I got really excited but the teacher switched her with my arch enemy at the time, Caitlin. I used to be friends with Caitlin in Kindergarten. We would fight at least twice a week and we were friends on and off all the way up to 6th grade when we completely stopped talking. When the teacher moved her next to me, we just clicked. We really got to know eachother and we had so much in common. Our little Science gang was me, Caitlin, Jason, and Lisa. Lisa was really alternative, still is, heavy black eyeliner and mascara, black clothes, Rob Zombie (rocks), and we became fast friends. As of right now Lisa is one of my closest buds. Jason was my little prep bro. We talked on the phone every night. My goal was to be best friends with Lisa and Jason, have that a crazy friendship triangle. That didn't go according to plan. I found out last year that they hate eachother. Anyway, back to Lauren. She became friends with Caitlin and moved back to where she used to sit, and that's when we became friends. We both liked Tina from S Club 7 and decided to make a religion where she was our God lol. Tina Ann Barrett. And we called ourselves TAB. Tabish was the religion. TAB sisters :-) <3. Last year, Lauren and I were so close that we would skip down the hallways hand-in-hand singing "Blackee and Jew! Blackee and Jew! No me Dios (sp?) Blackee and Jew!". Those were our code names. I miss my blackee. I love racism.

This is going to be the longest journal entry ever~

Josh. Joshua Simmons was in about 5 out of 8 of my classes in 9th grade and I never talked to him. I didnt even know I had classes with him ever until last year. Last year was when I met Candice. She trasferred to West from some school in Smithfield. She started dating Josh so I decided I should be friends with my friends boyfriend. He was in my gym class, health class, and one of my studies. He must have been the sweetest guy I had ever met. We played a game where the guy has to name 13 girls and he said "Danielle". (he put me first by the way). Andrew goes "ew! she has a mustache!", and Josh said "so what! She's nice." Then he named another girl and Andrew said "she's ugly!" and Josh said "She's nice!" and Andrew said "but she's fat!" so Josh said "I dont care! She's really funny" Andrew said "Would you date her?!" And Josh said "yes. She's really nice." Wow. I never thought I'd hear such words. So one day Andrew was absent, and it was just Josh and I. I really got to know him and he was amazing. I started to really like him. I didn't want to, but I couldn't help it. He's about 5'7", with a shaved head, amazing, gorgeous, beautiful blue eyes, really athletic. He plays basketball, baseball, and football. I couldn't wait for Candice to break up with him. Mean, I know, but I couldn't wait. She came up to me in homeroom and showed me her phone book. I flipped toward the "s" section, you know, for Simmons. She pointed and said "look! there's Josh!" and turned around. "um, I don't care" I said. I memorized the number real quick and when I was sure she wasn't looking I wrote it down. They went out for about 3 months. She came into school tired looking, and she looked like she had been crying. "Josh dumped me" she said. "REALLY!?!" I said, way too excited, all but sympathetic. "that's um, are you all right?" I added. Yea, so I wanted to tell him I liked him, but I didnt want to ruin my friendship with Candi. Candice finally got over their breakup and I told her how I felt about him. She was... happy. She thought it was great and she told me she'd talk to him. Well, she never did and he had gotten another girlfriend before I had a chance to talk to him. He had a ton of girlfriends since Candice. It seemed he hadn't been single for more than 2 days in a row so I gave up. He went out with a girl named Lisa (not my Lisa), for about a month. That ended and when I realized he had been single for more than a week I thought 'this is my chance!'. I was about to tell him and he handed me a picture. It was a freshman I had seen around. "who's this?" I aked. "my girlfriend" he said smiling. So that was that. I figured it wouldn't last. Wouldn't you know, they've been together almost a year. It's never going to end. I got kicked out of West for not being in the school district and getting bad grades and I'm probably never going to see Josh again. That's the story of my life.

I'm going to call my aunt tonight and see if she will let me use her address to go back to West. I'll tell you what happens tomorrow.

On another note, I met a guy named Brendan. He's really funny and it's scary how much we have in common. We're supposed to see a Hockey game next week, maybe. I hope we do. We'll see how that goes.

Wish my luck on everything! :-)

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A funny from Sheehan to make me feel better [16 Nov 2003|04:22pm]
[ mood | Better ]
[ music | Wake me up before you go go - Wham ]

Kevin: Do you want me, Robin?
Me: no, sorry
Kevin: Good because you can't have me
Me: whatever
Kevin: alright you know I'm just kidding, you can have me whenever you want

***and I forgot. Happy 24th birthday Trevor Penick from O-Town!

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You know... [16 Nov 2003|02:41pm]
[ mood | jealous ]
[ music | Simple Plan - Perfect ]

I've been thinking about my father lately, or my non-father, whichever works. Both work. Caroline and her father have a great relationship, they get in fights about dumb things and Caroline cries and then 10 minutes later it's like none of it happened. My father and I on the other hand, we're a different story. We get in hour long fights and don't speak for months. The fights are always about the same thing; money. He's cheap and he freaks when he has to buy me a notebook for school. He takes my mother, who just claimed bankruptcy, to court to lower child support. And he only has to pay that for 2 more years! He payed $125 a week and wanted to lower it to half that just because he got laid off and had to get another job. So his job pays what, $20 dollars less a week than his other job? Point? You still have $700,000 in the bank buck-O. Yeah, you put your deposit slip through the mail box by accident once instead of the child support check. Bet you didn't know that. So anyway, he takes my distraught mother to court and gets the child support lowered to $110 a week. I guess that's not so bad but, it's just the fact that he tried to lower it to $70 dollars that cheap bastard. And here's the intriguing part! He told my mother that he would still give her $125 a week if she agreed to give him $2,000 in 2 years. Funny how he has the money when paying him back is brought up. Kristen's father: absent. But he still pays $500 a week in child support. Doesn't call on her birthday, but sends a gift. A good gift, like a radio or a tv. Last year it was playstation 2. He doesn't tease her about what she looks like. He's not mean to her. He doesn't talk to her. Sometimes that's better. Amanda and her father go fishing every saturday and to church on every sunday. My father picks me up one day a week for 2 hours to eat his girlfriend's horrible cooking and to visit my half sister. I love my sister with all my heart, that's the only reason I still see him. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not selfish. I don't care that much about the money, that's not all he does - er... doesn't do. He bothers me about how I look all the time. Always suggesting that I work out and diet. In question form though. "Did you know that there's a new gym opening up?" or "Did you know that chicken parmesan is the worst thing for you." Which is probably untrue seeing as how he says that about everything I like. Yeah, insults in question form are still passive and all the aggressive. Caroline's father calls her "baby". I don't think my father ever called me baby. Not even when he loved me when I was, uh, 4. My father's girlfriend is sweet, I dont understand why she doesn't leave him. Sure caitlyn needs a father, but why not someone else. Caitlyn probably loves him. I loved him when I was 8 too. He probably loved me, everyone's cute when they're 8. Caitlyn doesn't know better. If she stops looking like a supermodel someday she'll realize he's not as great as she thinks he is. Audra's father is an alcoholic, drug addict, and theif. He has a ton of money, but steals everything they own. He sells drugs, drives without a licence, steals licence plates, starts drinking the moment he wakes up (at 2:00 in the afternoon), and he's on home confinement as we speak. So he's been arrested a couple of times, HE still tells his daughter that he loves her and that she's beautiful. Of course he's drunk when he says it but you know what they say, 'A drunk man's words are a sober man's thoughts'. I wish my father would drink. Maybe he'd be a nice drunk like Audra's father. All my friend's fathers, well, most of my friend's fathers approve of everything they do. They care. My father has to criticize every little thing. He doesn't know anything about me. I quizzed him on me and the only thing he got right was my middle name. Not even the year I was born. He thinks I'm turning 15 in December. I didn't even correct him. I dont care anymore. So, I was listening to the radio and "perfect" by Simple Plan came on. I never really listened to the words before but as I listened I thought "this is my theme song". I think it's pretty much the perfect song for my relationship with the male parental unit. What do you say?

Simple Plan - Perfect
Hey Dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according
To plan?
Do you think I’m wasting
My time doing things I
Wanna do?
But it hurts when you
Disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t pretend that
I’m alright
And you can’t change me
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
My hero?
All the days
You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don’t
Care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t stand another fight
And nothing’ alright
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Nothing’s gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing’s gonna make this
Right again
Please don’t turn your back
I can’t believe it’s hard
Just to talk to you
But you don’t understand
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect

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