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Christian, I'm going to fly you to where I am this weekend, okay? God, I'm worried about you. Call me soon, okay? I'm mailing you the ticket.
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[10 Jul 2003|06:39pm] |
It's great to be on tour again. I didn't realize how much I missed it. -smiles-
I do miss Christian though. I'm sure that he's missing me as much as I miss him. He's probably bored as hell, so Christian - go find something to do and stop sitting on your ass!
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[07 Jul 2003|05:33pm] |
-grins- New York was fantastic. We left for Los Angeles yesterday morning. Christian and I had a lot of fun. Christian even managed to stumble into a bar on kareoke night and ended up getting $400 for his performance. I'm sure he'll spend every dime of it on hair products and music equipment.
Anyways, who's coming to our party tonight? Unfortunately, I don't know if I'll be able to make it. I have an appointment with a friend to pick out my tuxedo for the wedding in August. But I'll try my best too. I'd be glad to go to the party, but this appointment has been set up since the engagement, and my friend is flying into L.A. from Ohio.
Anyways, not much else to say. See ya!
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[02 Jul 2003|07:21pm] |
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Hey. Not much has happened today. I had to go rehearse with my band and I just got home.
I'll be heading out to Kansas to tour with Bon Jovi this coming Wednesday. I won't be back home until the end of August I think. After a week off or so, I go back out for a few dates in September. Christian's already teasingly threatened to kidnap me halfway through the tour. -laughs softly- It's going to be good going on tour again. I have this weird quality in me where I like going on tour for a while, but I get homesick, and once I get home, I want to go out on tour again. Maybe all musicians go through this, I don't know.
Well, I'm fatigued, so I'm going to sleep. See ya.
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[30 Jun 2003|08:06pm] |
I have something to give to Christian when he gets home...
*grins*
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[25 Jun 2003|06:23pm] |
So Christian came back earlier this morning, around 8 o' clock in the morning. My first question to him? "Where the fuck have you been??" His response? "I was with Rachael. I stayed the night with her." At first I was confused, but then he explained how Rachael is pregnant with their child.
I just wanted to say that I'll be there for the two of you and I'll be glad to help in any way I can. *nods* I can teach the baby how to play guitar. We can have a little Jimi Hendrix running around LA.
*grins* But seriously, I hope the two of you are okay.
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[23 Jun 2003|06:27pm] |
This is very interesting; since we're bored as hell lately, I've been watching TV, reading magazines, etc....
Here is what I've learned:
- Lil Kim got her bling bling stolen
- Michelle Branch once went to a nude beach and saw a guy with a dick that "went to the middle of his leg"
- Cell phones don't float (damn that dog of yours, Christian)
- thongs hurt when someone *cough*Christian*cough* gives you a wedgie...
That's all...
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[18 Jun 2003|06:46pm] |
*sighs*
I feel like such an asshole...Christian and I had this huge fight last night. We had just come back from our night out, and we got into this argument about how it's different being in love with someone of the same sex (for the first time). I was a bit drunk so frankly I had no clue as to what I was talking about. Then this thought comes into mind...and I ask Christian, "What if we're both so infatuated with each other because this is the first time we're dating our own gender?" Christian asks what I mean and then I tell him, "Well...what if we don't really love each other - what if we're thinking we're in love and two months down the road we realize that we're not meant for each other? That this is all just a silly infatuation?"
Christian gets upset over this and how can I blame him? It's like I was basically saying I don't love him. And I do love him...but anyways - we get into this huge argument over if this is really love and I just...I just went too far. I started screaming at him and then Christian walked off. I'm not best at describing incidents like this - maybe Christian's better at it. But...I don't know where Christian went, he just walked off...
After he left...I just felt so torn; I knew that i truly loved Christian. Fuck, I don't know what got into me last night.
Christian, if you're reading this - come home...please? I love you! I'm sorry I got drunk and I didn't mean what I said...just...come home, please? At least tell me where you are...
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[13 Jun 2003|06:57pm] |
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[07 Jun 2003|12:13am] |
Christian is finally back.
I'm horny.
That is all.
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[03 Jun 2003|06:41am] |
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Uhh, I'll update for real when I have something useful to say.
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[30 May 2003|01:09am] |
I've been so stressed out lately, I yelled at Christian today. After I realized what I had done, I felt horrible..
Christian: I love you and I'm sorry for yelling at you. Please forgive me...
Red Lobster...!
.:EDIT:. This is for you.
*pulls out his guitar and begins to strumming, singing the first part of 'Iris'*
And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cuz I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
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[27 May 2003|03:41pm] |
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Ste, friend, I'm really sorry about yesterday. I promise it won't happen again. Psh...that was a lie.
*grins* Although, you're seats are very comfortable!! *wink, wink*
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Seeing Christian in pain and crying tore a huge hole in my heart. I think it hurt more for me than it did for him. *sighs deeply and runs fingers through hair* Good thing is, all his pain and tears will be gone soon.
We're engaged to be married.
I have been married before, but it didn't work out. We called it quits and I was left with a broken heart. With Chris, I don't think it's going to be the same. For more than one reason.
One: We're both of the same sex and curious to what it's like.
Two: I love and care for him more than anyone I've ever been with.
Three: I'm praying.
Christian, I love you.
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[22 May 2003|03:42pm] |
I wish I could tell this to Christian's face...but I can't. *pouts*
Christian, I love you.
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[21 May 2003|06:51am] |
I guess Christian me gifts that I wasn't supposed to know about. And I guess Ste blabbed it out.
So, I guess I shouldn't know about them yet? It's alright, I'll just pretend.
I'm good at pretending. *wink*
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[17 May 2003|09:24pm] |
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Christian - Please report to my bed...
*holds up the edible condom you recently gave him* *smirks and walks to the bedroom, undressing and sliding under the covers*
*waits for you*
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[15 May 2003|09:57pm] |
Christian - The most wonderful man alive! He's perfect!
Who would have thought that my soul mate would be of the same sex?! I could care less...he's mine and mine only.
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[10 May 2003|08:43pm] |
I'm known as a sex symbol and one of the sexiest men?
Chris, is this true?
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[08 May 2003|09:21am] |
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I'm in love! *smiles*
Ya never know though, *shrugs*
With who, is another story. I won't tell, until he they tell!
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