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[14 Oct 2003|10:57pm] |
Wow. Long time no update, eh?
Chris and I got into a fight. *sighs and shakes head* My ex wife's vagina was part it...yeah, don't ask.
But, good thing is...we made up and I'm still sleeping with him. *nods*
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[30 Sep 2003|11:09pm] |
Christian, I love you. You big chunk of sexy, british makness!
Keri, Christian and I are here for you hun.
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[26 Sep 2003|06:44am] |
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Christian...where is that sexy, blond head of yours?
You show up for a day and leave for a week. You're killing me here...
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[22 Sep 2003|04:36pm] |
I had a dream that Christian and I stripped and did naughty poses for eachother. Then we fucked...
OH! That wasn't a dream. *blushes* My bad.
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Christian...
My husband. My soul. He everything to me and so much more. I love him with everything I am. That'll never change.
God forbid if anything were to ever hurt him like losing Rylie did. Even if it did, I'd be there to hold him. He's breaking down, slowly. His drinking has increased and so has my fear of possibly losing him. He thinks that all of the things he does wrong is pushing me away...
It isn't.
In fact, it's pulling me closer. Everything he does makes me care for him even more. Even the bad things. Christian, I married you because you're one of a kind and I love you. Never, will that ever change. No matter what. Even if this marrage doesn't last, I'll still love you.
I'vwe never felt this away about a guy before. Or anyone at that. You're different, but in my book. Different is perfect for you.
Don't let life's little problems tear you up. But, even if you do, I'll be there.
On a happier note, congrats Tony and Rose. Sorry I couldn't make it to the wedding. I'll get you a gift soon, I promise.
Christian, I love you.
John
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[05 Sep 2003|06:32pm] |
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It was sad leaving Christian again. The look on his face before I boarded the plane...it was just so depressing. I hated leaving him. *frowns* I hope he'll be okay. He told me earlier today that he's a "walking turn-on". He'll be a humorous "lad" when he's 80. *chuckles*
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[27 Aug 2003|07:24pm] |
Here we are...in Jamaica. On our honeymoon. *smiles* Christian, once again, is giddy as ever. He's really cheered up since the wedding.
We're going out tonight. Ya know, a good 'ol night of partying. And more than likely, a long night of hot sex afterwords!
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[25 Aug 2003|06:52pm] |
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I'm a married man. *grins* Christian and I made it through the wedding even though the preist was a complete asshole.
He wiped his snotty hand on Christian's suit and sneezed on us while we were kissing. Fucker...I got him back though!
Christian, I know the wedding didn't go as well as we wanted...but what matters is that we made it through it and came out alive. I love you.
Ste, Rose & Tony...thanks for being there. I only wish Mark & Kerri could have also joined. But, all was fun. (At least with the guests...)
Chris, just wait till we get to Jamaica...I'll make you forget every negative thought in your head. *wiggles his eyebrows and winks*
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[24 Aug 2003|05:11pm] |
God, it's great to be back. I've missed so much.
I'm horny as hell... I'm bored as ever.
I'll update for real after I molest Christian.
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[22 Aug 2003|07:09pm] |
So I finally came home. *smiles* I was so happy to see Christian incredibly giddy (yes, Christian, I'm saying you're giddy).
Anyways, I'm getting married next week. Anybody got a tuxedo I could borrow?
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[18 Aug 2003|06:50pm] |
The wedding is only one week away...
I wonder if Christian's getting "jitters" like I am...
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[14 Aug 2003|06:16pm] |
My journal gets semi-boring when I’m on tour because all I talk about is touring and how much I miss Christian. –chuckles-
Touring is great.
I miss Christian.
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[12 Aug 2003|07:02pm] |
*yawns*
I miss sleep...
Anybody know the feeling?
Damn insomnia
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[08 Aug 2003|05:52pm] |
Sorry I didn’t update in the past few days. I’ve been busy. I know, I know, how can I be busy when I’m home with Christian? I’ve been busy being on “vacation”. Sleeping in until 1 in the afternoon, sitting on the couch and watching DVDs, and going out with my fiancé. Speaking of fiancé, did you know the end of August is nearing? I’m beginning to get nervous…
But today was very relaxing. Christian and I went down the street to visit Keri and hang out with her for a while. She’s such a sweetheart. Then Christian and I went out for a romantic dinner...but uh, things happen and um *cough* we ended up coming home with fast food because people can be such idiots.
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[04 Aug 2003|07:06pm] |
Sorry about the short update that I did last time. I was really tired. I'm really tired now. I woke up around four this morning. It's glad to be home, but for some reason I couldn't fall asleep. So I just watched Christian sleep for a while. He's just...totally mine.
Who knew I'd ever fall for a person with a penis. ;-) I love ya, Christian.
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[30 Jul 2003|07:12pm] |
Damn...
*lights up a cigarette*
All-nighters suck... *nods*
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[26 Jul 2003|07:42pm] |
Hey.
Christian and I are coming back home for about four days. We'll be arriving the morning of August 5th. We need some down time. Tomorrow, we're going to Virginia. Maybe Chris and I can cruise around in some spare time (what little I can get). We can probably find somewhere to make out at. *grins* Or make love. Whichever, but I'm into the second option. *chuckles*
Anyways, last night's concert was fuckin' awesome! Bon Jovi is truly amazing.
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[25 Jul 2003|07:36pm] |
*sighs* Christian might be taking a vacation pretty soon. He just walked off earlier...pissed at the world. I'm worried...
But I guess I'll have to take him out tonight. *grins* Maybe it'll cheer him up a little.
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[21 Jul 2003|07:43pm] |
So Christian called me and told me that he almost got arrested at the airport because they found a razorblade in his back pocket. Then he tells me about what happened back at the hospital with Rachael and what happened at Rachael's.
Rach, Chris, I'm sorry about what happened.
Chris...*frowns* I'm dying to see you. Hope you flight arrives soon. I'm at the airport now.
*closes laptop and sighs*
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[18 Jul 2003|06:57pm] |
Christian told Nick I have cute feet...
You scare me sometimes, Christian...
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*blinks* And the whole Chico/Ste doll thing is...wow...
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