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Hmm? Long time no update. [03 Dec 2003|05:15pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | AFI - The Leaving Song Part 2 ] Well well..................... here I go: I like Zack.. Still.. almost for 12 months whole now! =] I dumped Alex before homecoming. He was gay, duh. Homecoming was alright. I go out with Kevin now. I don't like him anymore... =\ I got good grades. Go me. 22 days until Christmas. Thanksgiving sucked. I got DSL, it doesn't work. I got PSP, I suck at making stuff. Alan broke up with Madison. Hmm? Christina didn't go to Holland, yay. I dunno what else is new... Blah. Kayla ♥ Aykala --» xOx Did you poison me?

damn journal [16 Nov 2003|09:12pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Evanescence - Whisper ] blah. + News + i still like zack i date alex 5 days until homecoming idk.. I don't know if i like alex or not zack doesnt have a g/f anymore :) madison goes out with my ex, Alan School is decent, except for the work. Uh, I dunno what else is new... Since I KNOW no one reads this journal, I know it's safe for me to write whatever I want. yay. Okay so on the whole dating issue: t to the a to the k e n I go out with Alex Miner. Okay enough of that. how bout school? grades have closed. new term. Friends? christina might go away =[ Family? blah they suck Life in general? is confusing Appearnce? i might go prep. that's it for now. I'm going to go update my livejournal, deadjournal, other blurty, and try to fix up my greatestjournal. -Kayla aka Aykela Did you poison me?

yet another random update.. [08 Nov 2003|01:04pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Fountains of Wayne - Stacy's Mom ] hey I got the time to update! here i go... well well, how's it been going? sorry i dont update these things very often.. i tend to forget or just be too lazy to. well the latest news is here.. + News + I've lowered my total accumulated crush # Halloween was awesome I still like Zack I have a crisis with Alex and Kevin Since the last time I updated, I dated Alan, then dumped him 2 days later despite how nice he was.. he was still ugly and I didn't like him like that anyways. Kevin's a druggie Alex is straight edge Kevin's supposed to ask me out Homecoming is in 2 weeks I'm going with Alex as my date I think I'm starting to fall in love with Alex I need a dress. I also need to get my nails done, etc. I don't know who to go out with, Kevin or Alex! Alex said the words, "I love you" to me yesterday and it made my day. Life is too confusing and drama filled. I don't like most of the people on here anymore. Alex is wicked nice. School is starting a whole new term, so I'm going to work hard this time... unlike what I said last term. I made 15 other new journals. I need to update them all. That's it..? Total accumulated crushes: Alex, Kevin, Zack, Bryan, Ralfi[sort of], James C, Steve P, Jay, Allen (I guess?), and Pandi. Oh boy, much better than last time. =] That's a whole 4! Much better than last time. No one reads this so I'm good. Okay so on the whole dating issue: -1- Kevin wants to ask me out. [Pros] + I like him + He's nice + He seems like he'd be a good boyfriend [Cons] + He's a pot head + I don't like him that much + He drinks + He's too quiet + He doesn't speak loud enough I dunno.. I sort of like him but I like Alex more by a long shot. I don't know how I'd say no if he asks me out... Gah. -2- Alex might ask me out or I might ask him [Pros] + I love him + He's bangin' + He's wicked nice + He's smart + He's pretty much a nerd =] + He loves me XD + We're going to homecoming together! [Cons] + Everyone thinks he's gay + I'd probably get some bad comments + He's wicked feminine + He checks out guys, yet he's definitely not gay + He goes to BC High I'm thinking of going for Alex.. he won't check out girls at school since he goes to an all boy's school, and I just like him more.. I dunno tho, things might change. Enough of that... how bout school? grades closed yesterday. Friends? they're good to me Family? eh.. Life in general? is pretty good but confusing Appearnce? i'm back and hotter than ever.. lol that's it for now. I'm going to go update my livejournal, deadjournal, other blurty, and try to fix up my greatestjournal. -Kayla aka Ikela Did you poison me?

long time no update [19 Oct 2003|02:32pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Lil Jon f. East Side Boyz - Get Low ] well well, how's it been going? sorry i dont update these things very often.. i tend to forget or just be too lazy to. well the latest news is here.. + News + I don't love Thomas I never ended up dating him 11 days until halloween I have no idea what I'm gonna be for halloween I found out that no matter what I say, I still love Zack I don't want to admit it, but out of pure randomness I still love Mike Nuzzo, eventhough he is a druggie, which makes me upset. Taylor has a girlfriend Evan is now one of my friends, not only acquaintance Zack supposedly has a girlfriend, but everyone believes she is fake I've started to like Kevin Jackie, my old best friend is a pothead, but she has been for a bit. She is also trying to hook me up with some kid that she says is perfect for me. his name is Allen. Willy and Shannon broke up 4 weeks ago, and all of North Quincy hates her. Willy is going to set me and Kevin up My love life sucks ass because there isn't one and the one that might have existed is too confusing for me to handle. I met a kid named Bryan Smith at the T, he goes to BC and I sort of like him too. I finally met Alex Miner School is decent, except for the work. I've found how to make better backgrounds, icons, and layouts in general for my journals. I need to update my livejournal to the extreme. Uh, I dunno what else is new... Total accumulated crushes: Kevin, Zack, Bryan, Ralfi, James C, Steve P, Jay, Allen (I guess?), and Pandi. Oh boy, that's horrid. That's a whole 10!! wtf am I supposed to do!? this is so confusing.. Since I KNOW no one reads this journal, I know it's safe for me to write whatever I want. yay. Okay so on the whole dating issue: I just want to be happy, I don't know what to do, I mean I really like all 10 of them.. maybe if I put them in order of how much I like them it will help me deicde who I like the most.. 1 Kevin 2 Zack 3 Bryan 4 Steve 5 Taylor 6 James 7 Ralfi 8 Jay 9 Pandi 10 Allen Ugh, so I really like Kevin, Zack, Bryan and Steve. I dunno, I guess I can eliminate Zack, because I doubt he likes me at all and it's been 9 months that I can live without going out with him. Bryan might have a girlfriend... I dunno, can't eliminate him. Steve probably hates me. lol oh well. Kevin... he's just so sweet, and wicked nice, and he's pretty cute. hehe... but I dunno. Nothing will probably happen between us. Eh, I dunno. OKay enough of that. how bout school? Ms Bohlen's a bitch, what's new? she's failing everyone in the class except james. Eh.......... idk thats it for school. Friends? they're good. yep...... Family? my dad sucks.. what else is new? I think my mom's going to kick him out soon. Life in general? Has it's ups and downs. Appearnce? I've decided to wear more eyeliner and lipstick. woo. I've gotten compliments on it, so I'm good. that's it for now. I'm going to go update my livejournal, deadjournal, other blurty, and try to fix up my greatestjournal. -Kayla aka Ikela 1 Said yes || Did you poison me?

hey [28 Sep 2003|12:39am] [ mood | thankful ] [ music | The White Stripes - Now Mary ] hey, i got a program so i can make myself snazzy icons!! i had to update this journal because it said i love larry in it. ew. i hate larry now. lol anyway, i love thomas now, and me and him are supposedly going to be going out soon, but i doubt that it'll happen. well i'll update when i get the next chance to, don't forget to add me as idropthebombi, which is my friend's only journal! ttyl -Kayla I love Tom XoXo Did you poison me?

Made a new blurty.. [07 Sep 2003|10:39pm] [ mood | enthralled ] [ music | Gorillaz - 19-2000 ] i made a friends only bluty so add IDropTheBombI to your friends, and drop a comment, and I'll make sure I add you right away! That journal will be updated a lot more often than this one so go check it out! -Kayla Loves Larry Did you poison me?

lol strong bad is rad [27 Aug 2003|01:27am] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | Evanescence - Bring Me To Life ] you are strong bad you live to beat home starrunner and want his grl friend marzipan and like hanging with the cheet strong mad and beat on strong sad!! that idiot!! what random person or thing are you ? brought to you by Quizilla hehe... i'm talking to john bbl =D .K.a.y.l.a. <3 Did you poison me?

First entry! woot. [21 Aug 2003|02:36am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | the smurfs theme ] hello! this is the journal where i can type without capitalization and use shorter internet terms! lol i'm gonna use this journal for writing about John related things or something. yeah! John is currently away until September 1st ::tear:: i miss him so much! well, yeah anyway. k thats all actually, lol byee. .K.a.y.l.a. <3 Did you poison me?

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