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[10 Nov 2002|02:11pm] |
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i am still in the dark with everything. i really hate this.
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| My So - Called Life. |
[08 Nov 2002|12:49pm] |
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mood |
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music |
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Pixies - Pump up the Volume. |
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The last time I wrote anything on the internet very, very bad things came of it. I just hope to God, this is not like that. - - It has been a few days since Audrey got so completely utterly trashed. But, the tension is still pretty thick between us. It is still a shock to me, I let the signs of a break up completely pass me by. Even after being there with Pacey myself. Speaking of, I have not spoken to him since the break up between the two of them - - and I wonder how he is holding up. I feel like it isn't my place as ' ' the ex-girfiend ' ' to inquire. But, I have never dubbed myself ' ' the ex-girlfriend ' ' to Pacey. Maybe because, we have always been so much more. But that is what Audrey called me during a heated talk the other day. I will just let things filter out more, I think.
The whole ' ' not being okay with Audrey ' ' has got old, real quick. I just hope it comes to a hault soon. And, I hope she understands Pacey will remain a friend of mine even if they have broken up. I love the girl, it's just sometimes she can be on a completely one-sided, one-track mind. Especially when she was speaking to Eddie the other night. Eddie. ... -sigh.- I think I should save that for another day, when I have a lot longer to write. But, now I must go write a paper...
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| and all the stars were just like little fish |
[04 Nov 2002|03:58pm] |
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.i am only trying this out.
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