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Date:2004-05-06 18:54
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Mikai is hanging out with Benji and all she has to say to me is that I am the biggest asshole she has ever seen in her entire life. I will never know why I listen to what she has to say since I have been nothing but nice to her since I met her.

AHhskhfakshgksdjghUY$$%ghfdghfhas%&^$EFDR4456FRTYR!

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Date:2004-05-06 18:54
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Mikai is hanging out with Benji and all she has to say to me is that I am the biggest asshole she has ever seen in her entire life. I will never know why I listen to what she has to say since I have been nothing but nice to her since I met her.

AHhskhfakshgksdjghUY$$%ghfdghfhas%&^$EFDR4456FRTYR!

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Date:2004-05-06 18:54
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Mikai is hanging out with Benji and all she has to say to me is that I am the biggest asshole she has ever seen in her entire life. I will never know why I listen to what she has to say since I have been nothing but nice to her since I met her.

AHhskhfakshgksdjghUY$$%ghfdghfhas%&^$EFDR4456FRTYR!

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Date:2004-03-30 15:55
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I have to piss so I'm going to make this short.

ALJklfjk^%gdjfgjhfjh^trds!

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Date:2004-02-28 19:07
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I spent the day with Melissa and we were walking around, eating, buying crafts and then we decided to go to the park.

After hours on the tire swing and sliding down slides I was much to big for, Melissa tries to kiss me so I ran from her and hid out here and then she comes home screaming at me. I defended myself saying she attacked me and I thought she had rabbies and now she's mad.

It's a lose-lose situation. If I kissed her, she would have raped me. I figure a fight is better than forced sex, mind you.

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Date:2004-01-19 19:55
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Mood: depressed
Music:"Everybody Hurts" -R.E.M.

And, um. . . I think Patricia hates me.

Thanks assholes.

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Date:2003-12-27 23:33
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Feel better Tracey, Alli, and Amanda. I hope all your surgeries turn out well and I love you all.

Tracey, don't sit on any more chicken covered couches.
Alli, do not be afraid of the flying monkeys.
Amanda, stay my bizotch.

Love you guys.

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Date:2003-12-19 10:23
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I'm tired and my throat hurts and I want it to be Christmas.

Good luck Alli with the operation.

-Adios.

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Date:2003-11-05 13:38
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I'm so tired. I have gotten four hours of sleep in the last three days and I think that I'm beginning to decay. Other than that I'm just dandy.

Patricia, where are you?

I haven't talked to her in so long and I need time to catch up... Boo!

-Joel

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Date:2003-09-06 18:34
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Viewers Choice. . .

Oh yeah.

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Date:2003-08-19 16:13
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Mood:perplexed
Music:"Strawberry Fields" by The Beatles

Um... nothing much has happened. I'm bored and I'm sick of talking when no one is listening. Erica broke up with her accountant boyfriend and came crying to me. I comforted her and we ended up talking till 3 AM about a bunch of random stuff that friends talk about and then she kissed me.

It wasn't like a drunken sloppy makeout thing. It was special and it was something I will never forget. It was soft and simple. Just like her.

I am more confused then ever.

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Date:2003-08-04 12:11
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I want to stay awake for thirty-two hours straight. Ready, go!

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Date:2003-07-28 09:31
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You suck, Joanne.

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Date:2003-07-25 10:05
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Music:"Ana's Song" by Silverchair

I am just going to continue boring myself. I will be what I was before Erica came into my life. Joel Rueben Madden. She can't take that away from me.

Anyway, besides the constant demands of touring, I am not all that busy. I went out to Hooters with Benji, Billy, and Chris. We tried to be as "anonymous" as possible. You know, firing hand guns, rolling over tables trying to dodge bullets, playing catch with hand grenades, and then karate chopping the bad guys. All that good stuff.

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Date:2003-07-18 18:23
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I haven't seen a lot of things that have cheered me up, but I smiled when I noticed Patricia stole my face.

Thank you for that.

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Date:2003-07-16 12:45
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I am never going to be with her! Ever! I can't take it but it's just my luck. This fucking sucks!

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Date:2003-07-03 14:16
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Mood: confused
Music:Poison the Well

Ok. This girl is sending me mixed messages. She is telling me she has had very hard relationships in the past, and then the next moment she is coming on to me. It's really confusing me. This morning she came jumped into my bed, kissed me on the cheek, said "Good Morning" in her incredible voice, and then just walked off. I was dazed.

I reall don't know what she wants from me. Does she want a relationship or just a friendship? I wouldn't mind a friendship, but she is just so incredible. . .

What the fuck am I suppose to do?

-Joel

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Date:2003-07-01 13:26
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Music:Goldfinger

I think I might be starting to love someone, but I'm really not sure if she feels the same, so I am just going to keep all my emotions in. You know, let her get to know the real me. If she doesn't like what she sees, I will wither away.

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Date:2003-06-27 16:38
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Um... nothing much has happened. I went out last night to see Vince get drunk and he had like four buds and he was hammered. He retched all over Benj when Benj and Paul were helping him walk. 'Twas quite an awesome night.

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Date:2003-06-25 10:03
Subject:Today, good day
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Mood: accomplished
Music:What's The Dillio?- Mest

Ha. I'm not really to good with all this journal crap. A couple of cretins here have been bothering me to get one. Here goes...

Well. My name is Joel. Obviously. I have a twin brother, but he doens't matter right now. I don't talk to my father... yadda yadda yadda... more on that later.

I'm in a band, and our fan base has been elevating at a rather alarming rate thanks to MTV and all their loyal fans. What I am trying to say is, we are the shit. Just kidding. We're only Good Charlotte. We're not completely horrible. Some people like this stuff.

Anyway, I haven't had the easiest life. When your father walks out on your family on Christmas Eve, you tend to be tramatised. Anyway, my mom, being the totally amazing persons she is, was able to take care of me and my siblings. For the past few years I have been blessed though. I love music and I love making music. It helps me cope with a lot of the things that were wrong in my life, and the fact that so many people like it is just simply awesome.

It really is. I can't believe how much we accomplished in the last few years. I could never have dreamed this stuff would happen to me. Being on TV, touring, playing sold-out shows. It's fucking awesome and this is really how I want to live the rest of my life. I cannot remember I time in my life when I was this happy. Well, I think I'll leave you with that.

-Joel

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