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[12 Apr 2007|11:19pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | The Fray, How To Save A Life ]

it's been 4 years na pala since i've started this blog.
mygoodness, ka-batch ko nga pala sina puch and carlo.


missed you guys. sensya na d na ko nakakapag update ha.
i guess i have outgrown my journal na nga.





i still read your entries from time to time. =p

3 ,000 |miles away


[07 Mar 2006|08:26pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | kajolog-jologang "Don't Fade Away" by whoever ]

i am so contemplating about resigning from my present job.


but being jobless and penniless really sucks bigtime.





*P.S.
syet, ang corny, ine-edit ko siya na naluluha-luha...

11 ,000 |miles away


[28 Feb 2006|08:16pm]
food is fast becoming an addiction for me.
must stop eating.

***


I guess i am depressed.

tangna kahit pano gwapo naman ako, and I know for a fact that I am.
Pero I don't usually show other people that I am desperate, feeling ko hindi naman ako desperado.
Pero unlike most of the other buckley* officemates na parang katapusan na ng mundo pag walang bf: deadma lang ako.
I just keep telling them na darating na lang yun.
Even my superior wants to set me up on a blind date.
Pero ewan ko ba, siguro I really am afraid of taking chances.
Siguro may mga taong parausan lang, at ako yun,, (harharhar)

Rosy cheeks??? ahaha


isa pa, with friends: olive and champ with his prehistoric phone, actually kaming 3 prehistoric ng phones, n2100 nga lang yung akin.

Notice how my pics would only show my face or hanggang dibdib lang? kasi ang laki ng tyan ko! hehehe


But dude, it's been two years na since I've had my last date.
(And I'm seriously begging you guys NOT to set me up on a date ha!)
I just wanna scream out to the world na tangna 6 years from now I'll be 30
I don't really want to end up alone... kasi pag nakakakita ko ng mga matatandang buckleys*
you know what i mean. basta yung mga markova types.
tangna naiiyak ako.
Ayoko magmukhang kawawa pag tumanda, syet.

I know I have a family to turn to whenever I feel alone, pero syempre iba parin yung feeling na maganda ka kasi may nag aasikaso sayo. Alala ko tuloy yung mga past relationships ko. Ang ganda ganda ko nung kabataan ko, ahaha!


***



Keanna and the Zanjoe-Bianca loveteam makes my day.
Ampanget ni Roxy iyak pa ng iyak, leche! Ano ba Rico Robles? akala ko pa naman may taste ka!
8 ,000 |miles away


[12 Feb 2006|04:55pm]
I've received the sweetest text message from my mom"

"Hey, ganda ba morning mo? Sakin very beautiful kasi payday mo! -mwah!"

Awww... isn't she the sweetest???

*****







I'm not really sure why, but lately I've noticed that I easily lose my temper, unlike before wherein I'd usually be patient when it comes to anything.

Eksena 1:
LRT2 station:
Went to the ticket booth to purchase a stored value card. Nagsusuplada ang teller, padabog na inabot ang sukli ko, at hindi rin maganda ang pag-abot ng stored value card. Talagang nanlisik talaga ang mga mata ko. when she noticed my reaction na parang bubunot na lang ng patalim, she gave me that "Huh?" look. I just took my change and the card then quickly walked away.

KFC Nagtahan:
Clearly ordered Bento Meal A, Green Tea and a Macaroni add-on (ganito talaga ako kalakas kumain ngayon) . Sigaw naman ng ang girl ng order sa mga co-workers niya sa loob ng pantry area, then she quickly grabed a plastic cup and filled it with Pepsi. Then another girl walked to the cash register and asked the first girl what I had ordered, she said I ordered Value meal 1 yata, the one with spaghetti and a chicken wing, pepsi and a macaroni add-on. The girl then quickly punched-in my "supposed" order. And then sabi ko "Ha? Hindi ako umorder nyan, ok lang ba si Sheila (as stated on her nametag)???"
AND THEN THE GIRL SHEILA ROLLED HER EYES AT ME.
As if parang feeling ko parang sinasabi niya sa sarili" ang tanga naman nitong customer na'to."
Then I clearly explained to the other girl kung ano talaga inorder ko. "Bento Meal A, Green Tea and a macaroni add-on." Kasi if I were to order a separate fix-in like macaroni or mashed potato, it would cost me 24bucks, kung add-on sa meal nia, it would only cost me 16 freakin' pesos.
SHEILA THEN ROLLED HER EYES AGAIN AT ME.
She then told the other girl that a macaroni add-on is not valid for a Bento Meal with her right eyebrow 5 inches higher than the left.
"2 weeks na akong umo-order ng bento meal at lagi akong nakakapag-add-on ng Macaroni. Pagod ka na ba Sheila? Sheila, pagod ka na ba? Pagod ka na ba Sheila? Sheila pagod ka na ba?"
"hindi pwede, kasi promo lang yan bento meal."
Nakikita na ng isang girl na naiirita na kami pareho sa isa't-isa kaya nagtanong na siya sa manager niya kung puwede mag-add-on ng macaroni.
Nag-agree naman ang manager sa akin, at lumapit siya sa counter.
"Pagod na ba si Sheila? Kasi kung pagod na siya, baka hindi niyo naman siya pinagpapapahinga. Sheila, pagod ka na ba? Pagod ka na ba Sheila? Sheila, pagod ka na ba? Pagod ka na ba Sheila?"
the other girl then apologized and asked me to sit down for my order will be served in a minute.
Dun pinag-isipan ko, kung mag eeskandalo ba ko sa guinawang pambabastos sa akin ng crew na yun. At parang gusto kong mag-litanya about how she's supposed to deliver good CUSTOMER SERVICE kasi siya ay isang "CUSTOMER SERVICE Crew".
I have nothing against her job, there's nothing wrong about what she does to earn a living, it's a decent job, pero at least she should know that I am a paying customer, hindi dahil naka-shorts lang ako at naka-tsinelas, babastusin niya ko, at that point gusto ko na talagang mag-litanya IN ENGLISH! Pero natauhan din ako, I felt na it wasn't worth it,
When my order came, I went back to the manager and told her that Customer Service Crews should know that they are doing Customer Service, and that the girl should go back and re-train. Manager then apologized, and asked if there was anything else that I needed, para lang makabawi sila...

Huminga ako na malalim, pumikit... at nag dialogue ng....


"Pahingi pa ko ng Tissue"
8 ,000 |miles away


Me and Mom on the phone [29 Jan 2006|09:11am]
Doña Beautiful: Pahiramin mo nga muna ko ng dalawang libo.

Dyosa: Wala na kong pera, next sweldo na lang kita bibigyan.

Doña Beautiful: Pabibinyagan na yung pamangkin mo, bigyan mo naman ako.

Me: Nakausap ko na si Topher, ako na bahala sa cake. Si Ate, bibili ng limang kilong baboy.

Doña Beautiful: Ano'ng klaseng cake naman ang bibilhin mo?

Me: diba P500 lang naman yung cake?

Doña Beautiful: Ay, alam mo kasi si Tita ____ mo (her cousin) na mayabang... nung pinabinyagan yung apo niya, dalawang layer yung cake... ang ganda.

Me: (Naniningkit ang mga mata at nagdidilim ang paningin) So........ Magpapatalo ba tayo sa kanila? Magkano ba ang tatlong layer na cake? At iba't ibang flavor bawat layer.

Doña Beautiful: Ikaw na bahala... basta siguraduhin mong maganda.

Me: ako bahala... at hindi ka mapapahiya.




Nauto na naman ako ng nanay ko... Wehehehe... at siyempre tuwang tuwa pa ko....
9 ,000 |miles away


[02 Jan 2006|03:24pm]




New_YeaR_2006 )
5 ,000 |miles away


Holiday Picutres [26 Dec 2005|10:12pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Lifehouse, Breathing ]




ChRiStMaS_2005 )
6 ,000 |miles away


[22 Dec 2005|04:24pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | Eraserheads, StyroSnow ]

Bago ang lahat... Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year muna, alam niyo naman ako nagpupumilit na nagbi-busy-busyhan.... pero sa totoo tinatamad lang talaga. Pro I read your entries naman no, wala nga lang comments, speechless ang drama ko. lolz.


Random thoughts muna:

1. Today is the 22nd of December, kabibigay lang ng 7 month prorated kong 13th month pay, at so far kalahati na lang ang natitira. Putang ina talaga, pero swerte parin, kasi sumweldo ako ng malaki-laki last Dec.5, because nangumisyon ako ng malaki after a long time (umabsent ako ng 2 araw, kaya tumaas ang sales per hour ko, kasi bawas din ang login hours ko, ah basta, ang hirap i-explain, kahit ako hindi ko rin naiintindihan yang mga SPH na yan, may Math kasi.)

2. My brother and his girlfriend just gave birth to a bouncing baby girl last November, am not sure what date it was, basta November siya, actually sa dami ng mga kapatid ko, hindi ko rin alam kung kelan ang mga birthdays nila, at kung ilang taon na talaga sila, ahaha. Anyway, back to our new tiyanak, lolz, I bought her her crib, actually hati kami ng ate ko, pero 75% of the total amount pera ko no, 25% lang sa kanya, wag siya magmaganda, kaya ang claim ko, gift ko yun, naki-ride lang siya. wehehe.

3. At dahil sa pagbili ng crib na yan, food trips sa kung saan saang fastfoods at restos, at hindi ko nga alam kung saan talaga napunta yung pera ko e, ay oo, magastos ako ngayon, pagpasok sa office taxi everyday itoh, dun pala naubos ang pera ko, kaya last Monday night, hindi ako pumasok, kasi sa day after pa ang sweldo, at ang natitira ko na lang na pera nun ay p70. San ka pa?

4. At ngayon 3 days na kong Awol, eh kasi naman ang Monday night, kadakit ng Sunday, kaya naman katamad-tamaran day talaga yun. At siyempre dahil sweldo nung Tuesday, tatamarin karing pumasok ulit, so deadma sa office, at dahil kahapon ibinigay ang 13th month, labas naman kami ng wavemates ko sa office, lamon talaga sa Dampa sa Libis at rampa sa greenhills kagabi, sabay tambay sa may Starbucks sa Promenade, at dahil dun, tinamad na naman akong pumasok, ahahaha.

5. At hindi talaga ako tumatawag sa shift manager ko, last time na tumawag ako sa kanya para umabsent, nagbibigay siya ng dahilan para pumasok ako, kesyo kailangan ng login hours, kesyo ganito-ganyan, puñeta ka, may sakit na nga ako, pag-iisipin mo pa ko ng login hours at sph, leche pero ka math. At ang sarcastic ng dating niya, actually wala naman talaga kong sakit nun, tinatamad lang talaga ako, at ganito yan, siyempre ang excuse ko ,flu, cough and colds, kaya habang kausap ko siya sa phone, iniipit ko ng kamay ang ilong ko para medyo ngongo ang dating, bwahaha.

5.Hindi pako nakakapag-shopping for my family.! Actually hindi talaga ako mahilig mamigay ng gifts, gusto ko lang talaga mag shopping, buti pa yung mga tao sa office,nakapamili na ko para sa kanila, mga buddha keychains na nabibili ng p20 sa Avenida, pero natawaran ko ng p13.50 sa mga pintsik! actually hindi sila mukhang beinte pesos, parang pang p50 ang price nila! Ah basta, it's the thought that counts!

6. I just bought gifts for my inaanaks. Sa totoo lang, hindi ko talaga ka-close ang mga parents nila, ewan ko nga kung bakit ako kinukuhang ninong eh, basta nung mga panahon sumeswldo nako, ayun bigla agad akong nagkaroon ng tatlong inaanak na hindi ko talaga like, ahahah. Basta I don't really like kids, (except for my siblings noh) kahit sa jeep, pag may mga batang makukulit or kahit hindi makulit, pag hindi nakatingin ang mga parents, pinandidilatan ko, at parang gusto kong batukan, ahaha. Mas natutuwa ako pag natatakot talaga yung mga bata, pag nagsumbong sa magulang, deadma, kunyari nakatingin sa malayo at walang kaalam-alam, hehe.. Going back to the gifts I bought them, I bought a teen titan Robin action figure na nagpapalit ng costume, and for the two little girls, mga action figure dolls din na nagpapalit ng costumes, you can tell I love to play dress up no, ahaha. Basta nagkataon lang siguro na magaganda naman sila, at discounted prices na sila, wala akong balak magpa-impress sa kanila.

7. Our office Christmas party sucked bigtime. Sa penthouse lang ng Tektite Bldg sa Ortigas ginanap, at hindi masarap ang food! Ang chismis, ang budget daw per person para sa food ay P25 lang! Anubeh? Sana nag-solicit na lang sila ng P100/head sa mga agents, para sa food. Ka-cheapan to the highest levels, sana nagpa-cater na lang sa Jollibee! ahaha. Ayun, mas natuwa pako nung dumeretso na lang kami sa Metrowalk right before natapos yung party, At pagdating sa Decades, puro mga iskamero parin ng Epixtar ang makikita mo, pero mas lasing na sila at talagang nag-eenjoy na sila. Yun lang.



Merry Merry Christmas Guys! I love you all! Isang malaki at walang halong kaplastikang Beso sa inyong lahat,

Muwah! Muwah!
4 ,000 |miles away


[25 Nov 2005|03:25pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]
[ music | Brownman Revival, Lintik ]

sometimes i'd wonder

do the people around me really know who i truly am?

2 ,000 |miles away


[10 Nov 2005|06:25pm]
[ mood | grumpy ]
[ music | Lauryn Hill, Ex-Factor ]

It could all be so simple
But you'd rather make it hard
Loving you is like a battle
And we both end up with scars
Tell me, who I have to be
To get some reciprocity
No one loves you more than me
And no one ever will

Is this just a silly game
That forces you to act this way
Forces you to scream my name
Then pretend that you can't stay
Tell me, who I have to be
To get some reciprocity
No one loves you more than me
And no one ever will


No matter how I think we grow
You always seem to let me know
It ain't workin'
It ain't workin'
And when I try to walk away
You'd hurt yourself to make me stay
This is crazy
This is crazy

I keep letting you back in
How can I explain myself
As painful as this thing has been
I just can't be with no one else
See I know what we got to do
You let go and I'll let go too
'Cause no one's hurt me more than you
And no one ever will



Care for me, care for me
I know you care for me

There for me, there for me
Said you'd be there for me

Cry for me, cry for me
You said you'd die for me

Give to me, give to me
Why won't you live for me

16 ,000 |miles away



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