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[08 Apr 2005|07:27am] |
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Well alot has been going on and I can't talk about it because its classified info but goddamn is it pissing me off!!! I hope all goes well and we get to sky dive next weekend as planned but it just seems the weather keeps getting worse and if its cold way down here it must be freezing 13,500 ft up in the air. It's a tandem jump so it should be safe since it is our first time except for Josh but he jumped with the Army's Special Ops so he's good. Everyday I feel like i'm more and more in office space instead of the military. When I first came in I was such a good Airman and I quickly became a bad one...well not bad just not into playing ' the game' its all just a game. I might just do what everyone else does and play the game just to get BTZ and as soon as I get promoted go back to my old life. Oh wow I was just in the office with all the airmen and NCO hearing stories about people coming home from deployments and finding their spouses sleeping around then they would kill them. I mean viciously. This one guy cut up his wife and put her in a foot locker and this other guy killed his wife and put her in ziplock bags and threw her pieces out in the canals. I don't want to get into the other stories because their fucken sick we got some sick fucken people in the military suprisingly none of the stories were about Marines. I'm going back to hear more gruesome stories so I'll catch you all later
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| I Love Agent M |
[08 Apr 2005|08:44am] |
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Tsunami Bomb " A Lonely Chord " |
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Well here I am again...packing First Aid Kits. This sucks but at least I'm listening to Tsunami Bomb again...I Love You Agent M!!! I can't close this fucker GRRR i'm just gonna ask if i can duct tape this one shut! Speaking of Agent M i just saw this one punk rock chick with crazy ass hair upstairs and I wanted to say something but I think she's married and I'm really tired of going up to girls in this clinic and having them tell me their married. It's pouring like crazy outside...I just want to go home and sit in my bed looking out the window listening to old cds and then taking out a good book and reading it...i'll feel like i'm back in cali and my mom is making me and my brothers something delicious and warm to eat...
Ok wow i've got two hours left in the duty day...i've had this journal up all day and this is all thats come out. I think i'm starting to feel at home now. Not at work but when i'm off duty with all the other airmen. Life has really changed since I lived in Soledad. My parents don't even live there anymore either. I thought that town was sucking the life out of me and yeah it was but so is Utah...the people make it worthwhile. I'm really enjoying making new memories with new people. Today me and Ferrer got granted permission by our commander to go skydiving but he wants me to let him know where and when because he wants to be there...he seemed a little worried after he signed the paper work. Oh God its Friday!!! One more week to go in this Exercise and then it's more or less back to routine work. There's a Toga Party tonight and there's a Keg Party...where should I go? Oh and there's always the clubs too. There's always the possibility that I can just stay home and study and I do have the MS Walk saturday morning but right now i'm not really feeling up to it. I was talking to my NCOIC yesterday just asking about the old air force and if he would have gotten a commission or stayed enlisted knowing what he knows now. I've been avoiding the subject of a commssion because I don't want that huge of a responsibility but apparently in the position he's in now as a Senior NCO he gets it alot rougher than some Officers. I don't know what i'm gonna do with my life yet...the military has been a great start so far. What else is out there? Who else is out there? Ok i'm getting lost right now so i'm gonna leave. Have A Great Air Force Day!!!
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