| In My Warehouse |
[31 Mar 2005|08:52am] |
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Well i'm at work right now and surprisingly this site isn't blocked by systems. I haven't updated as much as i'd like to mainly cuz im busy, stressing out, sleeping or drinking. I'm not working out as much as I should either. I guess being told you can't go home on leave to see your newborn nephew kind of kills your motivation. I finally went snowboarding last weekend which is totally fucken awesome. Next month me and some friends are jumping out of a perfectly good airplane I CAN HARDLY WAIT!!! I finally got the last of the paper work to get my safety briefing and commander approval. Oh god yesterday was the work day from hell. NOTHING was going my way at all. Had Technical difficulties that are still going on and they are only affecting me... I just got depressed for no reason. UTAH SUCKS!!! Went to guitar center last night to get some stuff for my new Les Paul and they were closed at 7. I couldn't believe that shit. Utah is such a pussy state. I took living in California for granted. I stopped drinking for two weeks but then it didnt help when i bought a bottle of Bacardi 151 and half that fucker was gone the first night... I went over to some dudes room down the hall from me and we were taking shots. Later on that night they burned the sea food they were cooking and the fire alarms come on around the barracks. The fire department showed up for the second time that night all pissed off and I was drunk as hell hanging out in my PJs outside with the rest of the residents in the cold. Haha i was actually watching The Last Samurai in my room when the alarm went off and i was so drunk that in my head i was thinking I dont remember hearing that horn in the movie last time. The flashing lights kinda gave it away it was a fire that and my suitemate called me and told me to bring his Military ID to him outside so I just ended up out there too. Saw Sabrowsky and I must admit i was a total asshole to her. Umm...lets see..well i think im out of stuff to say for now and i have to get to work anyways. I might be updating more often. Have A Great Air Force Day!
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| I Tear My Heart Open, I Sow Myself Shut |
[31 Mar 2005|03:16pm] |
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Wow i just read some of my earlier entries and I was such a go getter and now im a dirt bag. I haven't done anything that I said I would. It should sadden me but I don't give a fuck anymore. I'm tired of Military Bullshit. All you gotta do is kiss the right asses and look amazing when people are looking in your direction. I guess i'm just lost again. First I was just lost at home with nothing to do and now i'm lost in the military. I don't know why I do what I do. I guess I'll try to make myself look a little more presentable at work and functions from now on. Not for promotions or words of kindness from Colonels...I'm gonna do it for the chicks! J/k. oh hell no. I'm doing it for me. Well laterz. More BS to come
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