| Puppy..NO NO PUPPY |
[23 Dec 2005|08:11am] |
The things we do because we think we want to..are almost always wrong.
So for awhile now I've been thinking I want a puppy..so I finally go out and buy one..after a night of no sleep and watching the animal piss and shit on itself and it's bed several times..I realized..this is not what I wanted...Even though I thought it would be a fun experience..I realize to be fair to me and the dog..I must sell it back or give it to My friend Chelley who already says it's hers in the first place...I know I'm losing money either way..but I'm also gaining some sanity...and give the puppy a better home..she's much more patient than I am..and has more time to devote to her.
Now if her husband will just agree with us..
Wish me luck..I need it.
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| Just Say it..you know you want to. |
[22 Dec 2005|07:38am] |
Happy Holidays Everyone...
Or should I say Merry Chrismakwazakah..that whole thing is still so lame to me..if you want to say Merry Christmas..just say it..either way you're probally offending some one.
I highly doubt the guy that started Wal-Mart would approve of their new No Merry Christmas policy..I personally don't understand it..you go into the Garden department and it has been transformed to "Christmas City" But if you're a wal-mart employee don't you dare say Merry Christmas to a customer..It's baffaling that a store that refuses to sell unedited CD's because of their family values would nix Merry Christmas.
Even the USPS is nixing Merry Christmas..Now they can only say Happy Holidays...which is lame..because that comes from the old HOLY DAY...bah hum bug. What's the world coming to when one of America's biggest corporations and our mail services..is afraid to offended..I personally am offended. Whatever happened to freedom of speech? So you offended a few people..who cares..
Just say it...you know you want to.
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| Happy V Day and all that good shit |
[14 Feb 2004|07:17am] |
Long time no update I've been on LJ since I bought my account there...
So the past few days have been uneventful..the weather has been cold..it snowed..but not enough to really matter..just enough to get my hopes up.
Friday the 13th dragged on..I got home and went to www.duncanbanner.com to see if my brothers wedding annoucment had hit the site yet..and was suprised to find that there was a Murder in the great big ole town of Duncan. Unusual..as the norm is just to beat the shit out of whoever pissed you off there..I don't think it would have affected me so much if I didn't know all the damned people involved..
The guy who was killed was married to my best friend from high school..and I hated his guts..I tried to run him over twice but he was too fast for me..well turns out he wasn't too fast for one of the girls who was a bridesmaid at my wedding and her current husband..and they ditched the body across the street from an old co-workers house who found the body face up...then somehow my old buddy the cop was in hot pursuit of the murders and shot the husband..ha..weirdness.
I'm glad I got out of that small town..to bad I ended up in this small town..but at least I don't know everyone here.
The guy who was killed only had one testicle..but he had this fake plastic ball thing he kept in his pants cause he said it made him feel normal..or something..we used to steal it while he was sleeping and play catch with it..(that's gross to me now).
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[11 Dec 2003|05:20am] |
It's too early..and I'm cold..Craig has the flu..so I'm hanging out on the couch..sleeping there also. Anyhow..I'm up because I have no blankets..I meant to go buy one..but forgot..anyhow I had the heater on and Craig in his fever induced state decided it was too hot and turned it off..so I woke up because I was freezing..I don't even need to be up for another three hours..bah! I turned the heat up again..and I'm starting to feel sleepy.and I'm thawing out.
I bought some cat repellent for the christmas tree...but I'm not sure if it's going to work..I do know it stinks..and makes me want to stay away from the tree..but the cats keep going over there. OH well...
I got all my Christmas shopping except for Craig done yesterday at work..haha. Yay for employee discount! Speaking of work the owner will be in today..OH joy..I bet heads will roll...that store looks like shit..and they didn't even attempt to make it look any better..sad sad...I found out yesterday that one of the girls is quitting. I don't really like her..so I shouldn't be upset..except that she's one of the other cashiers..and when she quits...they'll have to hire a new one and train her..and that will delay my move to the decorating department..bah!
My mother is on the road with M right now..she's been all over. I asked her to pick up some postcards for my LJ buddy PB..but I'm not sure if she'll remember..if not oh well.
OOO I'm feeling sleepy..off to bed! errmmm I mean couch!
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| Picture Of The Day |
[09 Dec 2003|07:08am] |
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[08 Dec 2003|12:12pm] |
I got my white christmas tree..it was the last one on display so I took it all put together..and drove it home and carried it up stairs..woo hoo!!
The cats aren't so sure about it though:(
I think I have a mess coming but they are cute about it LOL
Now I have to re arrange my living room..and get some lights and decorate me tree!! weee heeee!!
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| Picture Of The Day |
[06 Dec 2003|06:54am] |
Me..First thing..no make up..no shower..no brush..so sleepy
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[05 Dec 2003|01:42pm] |
I decided since I have this really expensive digital camera collecting dust I should put it to use..thus is born picture of the day:)
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| Some pictures... |
[04 Dec 2003|09:13am] |
My mother's drug theifing cat
Me blowing out the candles on my Jello Cake:)
My dog and mom's puppy..Kenyon really hates her.
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[03 Dec 2003|07:25am] |
Answer these questions about me and leave them in the comment box..if you want:)
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. What makes you feel this way?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. What do you think my strength is?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
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| Yesterday was my birthday dannnananaaa |
[03 Dec 2003|07:04am] |
It was a good day. I went to the doctor..I have severe sinus infection woot! Got meds will be better soon. They weighed me and I've lost 7lbs since Thanksgiving. WOO!
What I got for my birthday
From Craig: Sewing machine(I lurve it I lurve it I LURVE IT!), View From the Top Dvd:)
From Mom: Cloth wall calendar, glass and pewter frame. oven mits, watch(lurve it), and striped and snowman socks!
From Brother: Really cool watch band braclet with bling blingy heart on it(lurve this too)
From Grandparents: The most adorable Tabby Cat cookie jar!(lurve this too)
My friends Whitnee and Monty both got me cards :) and my brothers father sent me a card which I threw away.
For myself yesterday I bought two new shirts and a pair of levi's that make my ass look very nice..haha!
My mom made me jello instead of a cake since I'm having trouble eating anything..it was cute..she had sponge bob napkins and plates..I was going to bring them home but forgot them. Then we went to Sushi Just me mom and Craig..and I made myself gorge..lol it was my birthday and I just had to have some sushi!
All and all it was a very good day.
Today however I have to go to work. OH well. I'm really tired and I have a huge headache. But at least I work the early shift today. I hope someone else got the Christmas Decorations up at the store while I was gone..because MOnday when I tried to put them all up I was having problems with the fucking ladder..it's like a set of stairs about twenty feet high and only the back wheels pivot..I was trying to push it around the store to get it up to the front but it kept running into signs and I kept pushing it into aisle..it was a funny sight but it made me mad. LOL then I put together this ghetto Fab Christmas tree which took me an hour because it was missing parts..then I get it put together and the managers are like "ewww throw that away" so I wasted a whole hour on trash! Oh well..They also told me Monday that as soon as they get two new cashiers hired I go to Carpet. Kewl...I hope they hire some new people soon. I'm getting really sick of the register.
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[29 Nov 2003|04:38pm] |
Today has been ok so far..anyhow it started out ok..woke up around 7 am was excited about sleeping in..snuggled with Craig got some Nookie::evil grin:: haha...Then I must have fallen asleep because I woke up at 11 to Craig cleaning the house in preperation for all his D&D buddies to come over..So I got up and helped for awhile then took a shower and when they all showed up I retreated to the back of the apartment after meeting to of them..I forget their names..later I saw the other two but didn't bother to go in and introduce myself. It's nearly 5 and they've been here since noon...I want them to leave..I'm hungry for a change..I'd like some food..Anyhow I'm having another skinny day which was only made better when I realized I'm smaller then the two wives in my kitchen and they aren't even "fat" so ha! YAY me...Ok umm
Yesterday I was going to call in sick to work because I really felt like shit and was not looking forward to the whole day after thanksgiving shopping frenzy that would be the store..but I decided I wanted my holiday pay so I went in..Turns out Ms. Taco Bell Bitch is gone for good. YAY I hate her....I was starting to get nauseaus being nice to her. She didn't show up for work and then didn't bother to call in so she's fired :) Of course I'll feel bad if she's dead or something and that's why she didn't bother to come in or call..but I still won't be sad that I won't have to work with her..she was super annoying ackk! I'm so bad.
Ok on the prozac sick front..My nose is all better..I doused a washcloth with peppermint extract and inhaled deeply for about half an hour and it cleared everything then Craig bought me a vaporizer with that vicks shit in it and I feel super better...after sleeping with it on. The prozac I do believe ruins my appetite..I made last night what Craig said was wonderful Portebello Mushroom and Chicken Alfredo and it just tasted like nail polish remover..so I had a piece of the pecan pie no one would eat at Thanksgiving because they said it tasted rancid but it tasted fine to me..I like it alot..then I did about 240 sit ups last night. I'm digging this getting thin thing..I might be a bit obbsessive about it..but it's cause I've been fat mandy for so long..anyhow blah blah I dig prozac!
I want to buy a white christmas tree. but no one has any in stock..bah Fuckers!!!
Thanskgiving was Ok ..good to see the family ..but my grandpa didn't even noticed I'd lost any weight but he did notice that my brothers fiance had..and that got me all pissed off..OH well...Something's wrong with my grandpa's colon but no one wanted to discuss it so oh well.
I guess I'll find out if it is bad..but I'm not going to worry about it..because that's just not healthy.
I think I should go to wal-mart because I don't think those people are leaving the house anytime soon..I should go buy some peppermint oil and turkey...
woot woot..I'm queen of the bored..bow before me and yawn!
OH I downloaded some music videos to try to make some new icons..good luck to me.........
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[27 Nov 2003|08:23am] |
I just went to walmart and bought new shoes LOL
Maybe I should try to sleep in more often..getting up early is expensive..their cute shoes too..Boots! ha!
YAY ME!
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[27 Nov 2003|08:23am] |
I just went to walmart and bought new shoes LOL
Maybe I should try to sleep in more often..getting up early is expensive..their cute shoes too..Boots! ha!
YAY ME!
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[27 Nov 2003|08:23am] |
I just went to walmart and bought new shoes LOL
Maybe I should try to sleep in more often..getting up early is expensive..their cute shoes too..Boots! ha!
YAY ME!
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[27 Nov 2003|08:23am] |
I just went to walmart and bought new shoes LOL
Maybe I should try to sleep in more often..getting up early is expensive..their cute shoes too..Boots! ha!
YAY ME!
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[27 Nov 2003|08:23am] |
I just went to walmart and bought new shoes LOL
Maybe I should try to sleep in more often..getting up early is expensive..their cute shoes too..Boots! ha!
YAY ME!
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[27 Nov 2003|08:23am] |
I just went to walmart and bought new shoes LOL
Maybe I should try to sleep in more often..getting up early is expensive..their cute shoes too..Boots! ha!
YAY ME!
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[27 Nov 2003|05:58am] |
Can't sleep..had a strange moment after I woke up where I looked at my arm and it looked stick thin..it's not in reality..but it scared me for some reason..it was grotesque? Looking..bah...
I'm awake because I had a creepy dream about some big freaky house and Rupert from the new Surrvivor...it was all possesed and it was trying to posses me with it..woke me up..I was all icky sweaty when I woke up too...that always sucks.
Turkey day it's turkey day..the only day where you can stuff your face and no one goes "Fucking Pig!". So I'm going to eat as much cheesecake as I can..I'm not really interested in anything else today..
Tomorrow is the One Day Sale where I work..Everything is onsale...and a shit load of it is free after rebate..we're opening @ 7am tomorrow for it..ackk!!! Crazy...I'm glad I don't have to go in until 8:30 which means I won't even have to worry about a register! haha!!!
I made this strange Jello concontion last night..It's Strawberry Jello a can of eagle brand milk..a can of crushed pineapples..and then many fresh blackberries, strawberries, blueberries, and rasberries with a tub of cool whip. Sounds kind of ickie but I tried it and it's good. I also made a regular cheesecake and a peppermint cheesecake(very good:) and about 4 dozen deviled eggs.
Craig made stir fry last night and I couldn't eat it..I've noticed lately I've felt full even when I've had almost nothing to eat..and anything I do stick in my mouth doesn't taste right..except of course for the cheesecake..and the jello mess..that tasted pretty damned good. Or maybe my tastebuds are screwed and it's really horrid? Uh OH!
My cat is trying to eat my hoodie I better go.
Happy Thanksgiving To those of you who celebrate.to those who don't..just have a good day:)
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[26 Nov 2003|08:57am] |
I'm having a skinny day..YAY for me. All my pants are too big..and that makes me giddy. I have a zit though..damn it! I'm sort of weird about family gatherings because their so critical of me at times..I don't like to go unless I look my best..and since I've lost all this weight..and my hair is all long now..and my face WAS clear I was excited..but now I have this damned zit..bah..Oh well that's what cover up is for right? haha.
I woke up at 5 am today.coughing my lungs up..that's always fun.
Yesterday was ok..went to work..worked and then came home and then out again to Wal-mart. For groceries for Thanksgiving..so I can start all my cooking tonight. My brother supposedly got a smoked turkey from where he works and is bringing it..I have a feeling we're just not having turkey this year..he tends to forget things..and I have a feeling the turkey will be one of those things..Oh well..More cheesecake for me LOL...
I read up on prozac and in rare cases ::raises hand:: women miss their periods for months at a time due to prozac..YAY FOR PROZAC!! It can also cause breat enlargment...in rare cases..maybe I'll get that side effect too.. LOL
I had a dream that Alaska was a planet and they were at war with someone and I was visiting my friend there and Craig went off to war and wasn't going to be back in time for thanksgiving and we had to go into this like star gazing auditorium and wait for the shuttles to port..and his kept not porting..and I kept using letters to say shit..it was annoying and woke me up. and I kept dreaming about some made up guy Ethan Ian Roberts Clark who I met a slicer in College. bah...No more crackers before bed...
Kewl I just spilt hot chocolate all over my mouse!
I rock..time to get on with the day.
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