Eugene

12:08am: is it me? or is it contagious?

so long since I posted here.. anyway, just felt emoed.. and decided to rant out stuffs...

aye.. oh nvm.. I know I can't possibly blurt it out on something so public.. but.. I just dun feel like talking to anyone.

7:55pm: Gosh.. been so sick for the past few days, could hardly get out of my bed. Well, at least i felt better today? =D seriously ALOT better? hahaa...

So looking forward to watch cloverfield... but came to realise it is filmed using dv cam.. like wth?? dun wanna come out all giddy... =/ But............... I WANNA WATCH 27 DRESSES!! hahaa... seems like sucha sweet movie?? hahaa... hopefully can watch next week! hahaa...

okay, anyway, lectures are finishing soon. Vey soon, it will be EXAMS. lol... I'm like so dead? hahaa... I hope I can make it thru this year. or else... SIGH! hahaa.....

some of the pic taken on christmas...


Benson and the Camel


The Animals!


Cow and Chicken!! hahaa.. lame...


Unglam moment.. hahaa.. hope she doesn't read my blog =p

Okay tht's all folks.. til next time! ;)

10:15pm: I'm

so

damn

pissed

damn it.






!@$%#@%!


I just want to stay happy.. =/

10:13pm: Can all pls wake up your idea?
Tired

Lonerized

Irritated

Basically everything negative.

8:29am: Goodbye 2007, Hello 2008!
lol.. this would be the last post of the year. Yeah!

This year, so many stuffs have happened. Happy, sad, excited, disappointed, grateful...

First up, happy stuffs!

Was so excited for the youth camp, though wasn't able to make it. But it was so exciting to see a project started from nothing, to something that involves the whole youth! Praise the Lord for that! I'm so excited about the next youth camp already, and I don't care whether I can make it or not - I'm gonna save up enough just in case I can go for the camp and mission trip! Will just let the Lord open the doors yah? =D

And then, it was of course the Christmas production that we had for the kids. Gosh it was fun! Though personally, I told I could do better, but I think in the end its not how I'm gonna perform , but how God's gonna perform in the people's life! If we have done our best, we should just let the joy of the Lord be our strength! Had a great time with the animals, esp rooster and lamb... can you believe Natasha and her mom played a prank on me?? hahaa.... being the nice guy that I always am, I forgive them.. =P

And I realised I've always have two really great friends beside me. You guys should know who you are, but even if you don't, just know that I cherish you guys alot!

ok.. and now, for the not so happy stuffs..

My auntie passed away in march.. she's one of the nicest lady around, and til now, I can still remember clearly how she used to counsel me when I used to be such an ass. When she pass away, everyone cried.. as in really CRIED? She had such an impact on every of our lives, and for the few months leading to her passing, she had been so strong. I've never seen any lady with such a strong character, thinking about others even before her deathbed? I remembered when we took turns to hugged her, she didn't wanna let go of our hands. Its so heart aching.. and it was the last time I felt her moving hands. =( But as we've promised her, we won't cry anymore. =)

And then, it was another not-so-happy moment in my life. But then, as I've said, I've choose to forgive. I've done a grave mistake, and given the opportunity, I would like to undo everything and chose not to know anything. But yeah, God has a purpose for everything, so let's just deal it with MATURITY. ;)

So this is a list of things, or resolution if I can put it across correctly, for the year of 2008!

1) Read the bible more (as in really)
2) Concentrate on my studies more
3) Do more for children church
4) Save up enough for mission and youth camp
5) Love my friends more. (I've realised I've neglected alot of them O.O)

So, shall pen off here.. though not literally.. hahaa! Shall leave a bible verse before I leave... =D

See you guys next year! Okay that's all folks!

James 3:6, "The tongue also is a fire, a world of evil among the parts of the body. It corrupts the whole person, sets the whole course of his life on fire, and is itself set on fire by hell."

11:33pm: Today's the last radi8 service for the year. So fast.. lol.. ok shall save the sum-up-the-year stories for the last post of the year.. lol...

Got the Most Radical for Jesus award! Thanks for voting me guys! lol.. And to those who was nominated as well, too bad la! hahaa.... KIDDIN!! but yeah, you guys were great too! Let's just continue to strive for God yah? We are moving for GOD! =)

Been working late til night for my assignments... darn, i thought it would be easy.... complacency..... !!!!

8:21pm: Lol
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10:28am: Til we ain't strangers anymore
...
Its hard to find forgivness
When we just run out of lies
Its hard to say youre sorry
When you cant tell wrong from right
It would be so easy
To spend your whole damn life
Just keeping score
...

Bongiovi.. woo... I love you!

6:41pm: Okay.. received this news.. its surprising - almost shocking. Like, it's really happening? Hahaa.. anyway, to whom it may concern, I'm not upset la. Just happy for you! :)

Hmm.. I'm 24 already.. seems like it was only yesterday that I'm still in my beloved catholic high.. :_( I guess everyone has to grow up, and out of their zones.. hahaa..

sorry emoing again.. O.O

5:48pm: AGONY
Goodness... I realise how dumb I was...

The guys brought back this mango paste thingy.. its not meant for oral use, but I tasted it anyhow.. at least I smell of mango okay? =P

And then, just a few hours ago, my toe was like too sore after abrasion with my slipper. And I happily apply a hansaplast around it, just to realise after that that my toe is quite hairy! Awww... you can imagine the agony I was in when I tried to take it out.. :_(

hahaa.... that's my day... meeting matt later for dinner.. Take care and God bless!

11:36pm: Its the time you hear me say again..... ASSIGNMENTS
ohh gosh.. I left not more that 1 month to my assignment deadline.. Darn!

anyway, gonna blog abt happy stuffs, soo... hahaa

1) Practise the happy song dance.. Its SO FUN practising it over and over and over again... hahaa! I dunno why but everytime I finish the 3 repetition, I just feel like restarting (if there is ever a word) the song and dance all over again! I'm kinda addicted to it.. hahaa!

2) Guess what? I saw my BMT mate weipeng! Hahaa... its been like, close to 4 years? Thought I lost contact with him, cuz me and my buddy were like trying to contact him since we pass out from BMT? Turn out that he was studying in aussie and very soon(in fact, its feb!) goona go back for his masters. Gonna come out for a gathering very soon.... =D

3) Thank God for providing this STARHUB promotion, with FREE cable modem! hahaa... you see, my cable went "sort-circuit" a couple of days ago. Plus the warranty is over and I need to buy a new one. Thank God for the STARHUB promo.. or else, need to pay like 150 douler... =D

hahaa... k k I'm gonna be a slow and steady camel.. *slurp slurp*

11:25pm: I'm thankful for you two! =)
Was in church early in the morning.. boy it feels great to be around church so early. Haa.. had the dance practise and went for worship practise. It was just great to worship Him and be able to feel His presence and not care about what other people think of you.. lol

And then, it was dinner with row and jo. Darn they make life interesting ya? Went to buy this shirt that we agreed to wear on watchnight... It will be so cool! hahaa! They are the best! ;)

Tomorrow is service... so many pple not around... :(

4:01pm: Oh hey hey... I miss people!
haa... I just dreamt of something really funny.. I dreamt I was driving this car, sitting behind me was some people from church.. and sitting beside me is someone from school... like, how do they know each other in the first place? hahaha.. and then... the most weird part is, I was driving this 8 GEAR manual car... like, totally wth?? hahaa..

okay, and I woke up, just to realise that I was sleeping in my bed.. lol.. darn... been dreaming about cars lately... WHEN IS MY CAR COMING??

okay its like totally random... but yeah... just taking a break from my assignments.. :(

11:01pm: its really happening at mac late at night... esp around my area. Saw this weird lady keep shouting at the poor counter guy.. turns out that she has some mental problem. And the worse thing is(from what I heard), she turns up almost every other day!

Darn.. tomorrow still have to go school.. and its early in the wee morning.. sigh! They just don't consider the feelings of people living in the EAST! and and.. if they have any brains at all, they could have made another SIM "branch" in the east, or make the lessons all online-based, or change all the lecturers to babes.......... argh the list could go on.........


So friends, even though you're vermin, we're all happy working throng
Singing as we fetch the detergent box for the smelly shirts and the stinky socks
Sing along
If you can not sing then hum along
As we're finishing our happy working song!


Happy working song... makes my day... hahaa!

10:35pm: All I want for Christmas... is....... ???
I'm beginning to love my fellow animals... esp Babe! hahaa.. This christmas production is better than I thought..

Ok, today.. was late again.. as usual. Class suppose to start at 9, but reached at 9:45.. well done eugene. Anyhoo, dun think I miss much stuffs so was pretty alright. And plus the fact that the lecturer was just wasting time for the good first 15 mins.. How to justify the huge fees we are paying?? lol

Head down to church for the practise. So cool! Just love the team who is in there. I felt the kids would really love and enjoy the whole event.. hahaa! I pray it would really touch their small little hearts.. :)

K.. back to assignments... sianz... :(

5:19pm:

12:22am: so many mozzie around my room.. and they like me so much.. argh!! I can't sleep anymore. Its so irritating that I actually decided to wake up and do my assignment??! lol.. wth..

I guess tonight I'm not gonna sleep much.. doing my assignments... I'm like so dead.. Lord I need your strength! =/

11:40pm: Hi peasants... here comes the auntie killer... ROFL!!

Argh.. after this there is no more eating like a pig.. I PROMISE! went to clement's birthday chalet. Pretty cool that place, pity its only for one night. hahaa.. this few days keep eating lor.. getting out of shape already! Need to run more liao.. Ohh.. and I realised apparently I'm quite POPULAR among aunties.. hahhaa!~ Oh please Eugene.. self praise = no praise.. hahaa!

darn.. I think I'm in sucha deep shit... ARGH!! lol... I think I'm an idiot.. lol. Oh Lord please help me find that thing.. or I'll die.. REALLY DIE! =/

12:06am: Today's radi8.. and I'm the emcee! And that spells what? BOREDOM, LAMENESS, NO-MORE-EUGENE-AS-EMCEE. lol..

As much as I'm appreciative of the people who gave me encouragements (thanks loads everyone!), I know I screwed up.. C'mon its not the first time I'm doing this... why am I still such an idiot?! lol.. I just wished I could dig a hole and hid my stupid, dumb big head inside.

But I know, with God's strength.. all things are possible! =)

It could've be easy, if I continue. But I guess I made the right decision. It was so damn hard, but I did it anyway. My chains are gone.. finally gone.

10:50pm: Great, today watched enchanted.... IT WAS AWESOME!! hahahaa.... the songs, the princess, the prince.. hahahaa.... so happily ever after!! except.............

for the one stupid kid who is laughing so louding behind us.... CAN YOU SHUT THE HELL UP?? hahaa... okay oaky I'm too agitated... but how can we live happily ever after when a small kid is projecting his voice from behind?? What, you wanna sing along too?? lol...

Okay, this few month I'm gonna be so broke and busy.... broke cuz so many birthday and parties going round... busy cuz of assignments and children church... but at least, I'm happy! hahaa... Thank God for that!

That's all PEASANTS! Hope to see you again in Andalasia! Lol.... =P

seriously, I'm not affected.. I'll never be bothered by the frill stuffs =)

7:30am: Finally manage to finish the last season of F.R.I.E.N.D.S. phew! Ok no more entertainment for me now.. :( Oh wait... American Dad! Hahaaa... :D

Ok, my friend told me this joke about customer service. He was working with M1 and it happened that this customer called in to ask about the functionality of his phone. My friend told this customer to close all his windows before installing his program. After closing the window, my friend asked him what happened after he put in the installation CD. Guess what he said? He told my friend the program autostart, but he is feeling pretty stuffy after closing all his windows................................... O.O"








Okay, found out I rowed with one of the 5 dragon boaters drowned in Cambodia before. Unexpected.

10:38pm: Tonight went bbq for my nephew's birthday.. pretty much the same. We doing the bbqing, the rest doing the eating. lol.. used to it already lar, and most of the stuffs we bbq for them turn out to be either too black or too raw. hahaa! So it was pretty much boring there until....

SHE CAME! hahahahaa.... YES! My long lost childhood friend! hahaa.. Oh gosh we knew each other(plus her siblings) since when I was 7, 8 yrs old? The last time we met was like, 9-10 years? Yes its been sucha long time man.. I thought I wouldn't see her ever again but much to my surprise she turn up! I sooo miss the time we spend as kids, the movie that we watched.. ahh, I remembered we watched Beauty and the Beast! Thats why I so love Beauty and the Beast! hahaa.. and the time we spend staying over at their place. I so love those memories man. We would read each other to sleep stories from Bookworm Club.. yeah its so lame, but its such a wonderful memory!

Such a wonderful night.. thank God for everything! :)

4:22pm: Sorry (and I meant it)
I'm in the part of the camel. For the christmas musical by the children church! hehee.. and its gonna be exciting! What's more, we will be going to some RC to perform.. wow.. pressure... hahaa, but if the Pig can do it, so can I! haa! Can't imagine me doing the dance with the costume. Oh man.. :/

For a better start, I was focusing more on my studies than anything else. And I've realised I'm halfway thru my semester! Oh man, I don't want it to be like last sem, where I have to pia the last few periods to scrap thru the exams. Oh Lord help me! hahaa... I'm too lazy for my own good.. :(

As much as I want to forgive, I also would want to be forgiven. I guess I really need your forgiveness. The situation that I've foolishly placed myself upon. The sorries I have to say. The rights to forgive, which apparently I don't deserve. The feeling of condemnation. How I wish things can go back the way it was. And I can still face that smile, knowing that it's just a pure and innocent smile. But I know and accept God made everything happened for a purpose. For my part, I know I've let that go.

7:30am: I think I am short sighted and have uneven legs.

oh this is weird, blogging in the early hours of tuesday O.O

11:30pm: Have you ever had the experience, that the actions you do, is gonna change the course of things? Like having the power of Isaac Mendez? You know somethings are gonna happened, and somehow or another, you have made a choice to give up something, because after you've seen the whole picture, you know you gonna accomplish greater things? Oh man I'm so addicted to Heroes.. :)

And Sylar is way cooler than any other characters! =P

I’m scared. Scared that I’m messing up what is already a mess in the beginning. Am I doing the right thing? Thoughts are like running freely through me.. :/