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| 11:39pm 28/06/2005 |
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1.] Im suffering from peyronies Disease
2.] I am Infected with Head Lice because some Asshole around here is a dirtbag on base.
3.] I have Poison Oak covering up 1/3 of the Upper Portion of my left Leg between My Thigh.
Proposed and Carried Solution;
1/ Shaved Head Completely [Done]
2/ Shaved Arms and Legs [Done
Result: Left Leg covered in Infected Hairs, about 100 of them.
Result2: Due to Stress, Eyebrows falling out.
Result3: Failure to successfully take test(s) lately; maximum sleep per 2 weeks, is from 2:00 AM to 5:30 AM. about 3 and a half hour(s) for 2 weeks.
Stress Factor: No Telephone Comms [Cause: No money to pay for phone]
Stress Factor2: 3 People out of 63 Replied to a Mass Email Transit [Cause: Because I just need to off myself and be done with it]
Stress Factor3: Not able to pay back money to friend In Texas [Cause: No Cause] [Effect: More Stress]
So my last couple of weeks have been great.
Because Somehow some asshole around here, is a dirtbag to track lice onto base.
So what did i do? you cant really wash wool and run it through the dryer. So i threw away dress blue uniform, and Im going to buy a new one, I threw away alot of civilian clothes.
Ive been shaving my head every night, although i will say it looks really attractive on me;
Its uncomfortable, throwing aftershave onto a 'bic'ed [bicked] (Raizer shaved) head.
Remember that MRI I had on my head? I got more info on it lately,
it was because I have so much pent up stress inside of me,
its telling my nerve's to twitch; lately, my left hand moves and my index finger will move by itself.
I think my body is falling into chaos, I can handle ALOT of stress, but my body can't.
Its like my mind, and my flesh have two different tempos'.
The Rash I thought I had minimally on my leg is Poison Oak,
That is going around with a couple of on base friends,
I didnt realize it was Poison oak, until my friend showed me her arm, and I said.
that looks familiar, what it is? I got a good explanation, and then compared it to the same type.
Im sort of in a dead Lock.
I bitched out mike the other day, then i got depressed about it, because Mike is awesome, and I miss him alot.
I only got like 3 replies out of a massive horde of people when i sent the email.
Ok, Wait 4 people out of 63, That leaves 59 Assholes, Thats ok, at my current rate,
im not going to live much longer.. not on this plane..not on this plane.
~will |
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