11:39pm 28/06/2005
  1.] Im suffering from peyronies Disease
2.] I am Infected with Head Lice because some Asshole around here is a dirtbag on base.
3.] I have Poison Oak covering up 1/3 of the Upper Portion of my left Leg between My Thigh.

Proposed and Carried Solution;
1/ Shaved Head Completely [Done]
2/ Shaved Arms and Legs [Done

Result: Left Leg covered in Infected Hairs, about 100 of them.
Result2: Due to Stress, Eyebrows falling out.
Result3: Failure to successfully take test(s) lately; maximum sleep per 2 weeks, is from 2:00 AM to 5:30 AM. about 3 and a half hour(s) for 2 weeks.

Stress Factor: No Telephone Comms [Cause: No money to pay for phone]
Stress Factor2: 3 People out of 63 Replied to a Mass Email Transit [Cause: Because I just need to off myself and be done with it]
Stress Factor3: Not able to pay back money to friend In Texas [Cause: No Cause] [Effect: More Stress]

So my last couple of weeks have been great.

Because Somehow some asshole around here, is a dirtbag to track lice onto base.
So what did i do? you cant really wash wool and run it through the dryer. So i threw away dress blue uniform, and Im going to buy a new one, I threw away alot of civilian clothes.

Ive been shaving my head every night, although i will say it looks really attractive on me;
Its uncomfortable, throwing aftershave onto a 'bic'ed [bicked] (Raizer shaved) head.
Remember that MRI I had on my head? I got more info on it lately,
it was because I have so much pent up stress inside of me,
its telling my nerve's to twitch; lately, my left hand moves and my index finger will move by itself.

I think my body is falling into chaos, I can handle ALOT of stress, but my body can't.
Its like my mind, and my flesh have two different tempos'.


The Rash I thought I had minimally on my leg is Poison Oak,
That is going around with a couple of on base friends,
I didnt realize it was Poison oak, until my friend showed me her arm, and I said.
that looks familiar, what it is? I got a good explanation, and then compared it to the same type.


Im sort of in a dead Lock.
I bitched out mike the other day, then i got depressed about it, because Mike is awesome, and I miss him alot.
I only got like 3 replies out of a massive horde of people when i sent the email.
Ok, Wait 4 people out of 63, That leaves 59 Assholes, Thats ok, at my current rate,
im not going to live much longer.. not on this plane..not on this plane.

~will		  
     اين چيست؟ / -=//-- 2 Friend(s) Shouted Out - مَن خِِِيلي خَستِه هَستَم٠٠-. Take My Pride Away;..
 
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08:49pm 27/06/2005
  امروز مَن فَرسي خُوندَم ٠٠ كَمي٠٠

اِتفقان ; مَن فَرسِِي موزيك گوش كَردَم]
--فِكر ميكَنم ; ب٠ي٠َ٢٠طُم خِيلِي خوب است٠

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هَنوز ; من نخوش َم٠
پَم كَمي دَرد دارَد٠


فِكر ميكَنَم زَنِ ايراني خِيلِي قَشنگ است;
وَلي نَميدانَم٠٠


امروز دو شَنبِِه است;
دَر چهار شَنبِه اِمپتِهان خواهَم داشت٠

مَن مُتاهِل كواهَم شُد; وَلي
هِيچ وَكت ان روز امَد٠

فِكر ميكُنَم امروز مَن تَكليفِ زَباني فارسِِ خواهَم كَرد٠
مهمولاَن ; به شَب;		  
     مَن خِِِيلي خَستِه هَستَم٠٠-. Take My Pride Away;..
 
   
12:51pm 23/06/2005
  I deleted your last post Mike, because its very pointless,
if you want to be my friend, well talk more often, but im not going to play a pitty party with you.
Im not going to feel sorry for you because my job prohibits me from being very close with people over sea's due to security.

Anyhow, the last one that you posted was deleted,
if you want to talk to me, email me, besides that,
dont post things like that, unless you expect me to get a tee little angry,
its not an indication that you want me to talk to you more often, its like you want me to apologize, and say
aahhh im sorry, mike.
no, absolutely not,


im not weak and feeble, or at least not as much , and ive been growing far away from that field of mind,

anywho, take it easy, and dont take it personal, because im not going to~

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09:47pm 19/06/2005
  Greetings and Hallucinations!

Im excited to announce that Spirit West Coast is coming to monterey, this coming month, between july 28th to 30th!.

Ive never gone camping before, or stayed like that,
But im going to rent a tent through MWR for the spirit weekend.

Its like 25 , and i think ill be getting a good discount for being military im not sure on the details yet.


I hope to see any of my friends there.
Would be really awesome.

if not, ill definetly have a chance to make some new ones.



Hope everyone is doing well, last time i tried to make an update on blurty, it ate my entry and didnt spit it back up for me,

take it easy and love all
william		  
     
 
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12:07pm 14/06/2005
  So im here in class, im on one of those unclass pc's

Ahhhhh im so worried, well, no worries, but just a little,
i dont think anyone feels prepared for tommorow's test.

Ahh; so like i was so incredibly tired today that the words when the connecting AST to the end of a sentence
[which is "is" at the very end of a sentence]
and i wasnt registering, she was saying 'eh' which is colloquial
i was THAT tired lol.

So i think tommorow before my test starts im going to bring like 2 of those hydroxicut pills
so i have plenty of caffeine,
falling asleeping during a couple of questions is what hurt me on my last test, I made a BBC
I intend on making A a and A, god willing
[en shah allah, as far as arabic goes.]


When i get to like my 10th test [this is like between 2 and 3rd]
Ill start trying to incoporate persian with my poetry,
i think it will help me out if i think of a good friend, or something or i try to take everything that im typing here and put it into that language, i think maybe i can help increase my overall vocabulary that way

some people say that i should just pretend to not speak english and forget it all together but thats kinda silly, i have to have some kind of language to relate all of the rest of the language that im learning with it to. XD

Im really glad you liked my poem dead, it was for ya.




I can feel there is going to be alot of good changes in my life,
and if i do good on the test i can know that at least ive been paying attention alot in language class overall anyways.



I dont have a website anymore, i think after i finally get the internet service set up in my room with sprint dsl
im going to have all of that setup again for any matter.


Oh yeah and i promised that i would put a few pictures online, of me in the last couple of while of being here in the military
ill put them up next time that i get a good chance, ill upload them to another website.



feh.. FEH XD feeeeeeeeh! *hyper* yeah ive had alot of caffeine, i needed it to keep me awake,
we were in the middle of a conversation about drinks in farsi,
and i said
"gaf-feh-ee, lotfan.. [cofe... coffeeee pleeeeeeeeease XD]

man gafee mee khoram. lotfan, aga-ye mu-alem.
[cofe please, i desire to get some]
then i got up and put like 20 cubes into a cup by the coffee machine lol,
i think someone counted just how many,

you could see an evil smirk of disaster on my face, seeing my concauction forming of hyperactive brew.



mwaaaah.


So yeah, thats about it for now, im going to listen to my mp3 player [kutless, and reliant k]
and im going to try to move around so i dont fall asleep again.]		  
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