Jill's Blurty

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Sunday, February 2nd, 2003
5:53 pm	*¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»F YOU¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»** ¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»so uhmm, so yeah!¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`» Hello everybodie! HErez wut happened yesterday.. ¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»Yestaday¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`» Well yesterday i woke up to my cousin jumping on my bed. lol. she woke me up when she manded on my leg. lmfao! oh gosh! so yep that wuz 10:30..i wuz soooo tired cuz i went to bed late! haha! Oh well i guess! so yeah she brought me over a Dadz root beer haha...yummerz! that wuz gone inlike 5 minutez! i luv that shit! haha!! SO yeah! then my mom went out with my aunt, n my grandma. i babysat my cousin till 4...then my dad had to drive me to my baseball practice. I went there n my coach made us do so much running again! sheeesh! oh well im getting used to it right now! yay! Im gonna be in shape again !Lmao! so yea that last till 6...n then my mom drove me home n we got home round 6:45. sO YEAH! then me, n brandy decided to go to a late movie cause we were bored! we went to the 9:20 one. Me n Brandy took the bus there...a car with a bunch of screaming boyz passed...n then they pulled over..we recognized a voice..so we went over n talked...it wuz Griffin n a bunch of his friendz..we just talked for a bit..n then we got on the bus. When we got to the theatre there were so manee cars pulling out..it wuz so weird! lol..we met up with Johnny...got our tickets and sat down...oh i got a slushy..n i wuz freaking out lol sudden burst of energy..kinda weird! haha oh well!! we saw Final Destination 2* hehe it wuz a good movie! but yea if i didnt c the first one..it wouldnt have made much sence!it wuz a very gory movie! lol i luved it though! hehe. It wuznt Scary as in The ring* scary..but it made me jump at a few parts. So yea...sall good....after the movie me n brandy, n Johnny took the bus home...when we were waiting for the bus to come..theze bitches were being annoying so i told them to shut up a few times..then brandy yelled SHUT THE FUCK UP* n then they started bitching..haha it wuz funny they were trying to start a fight..man gayness! then when i wuz going up the stairs to go onto the bus, this gguy grabbed my ass...like wtf?! i wuz in shock i didnt even say anything..normally id be like WTF ARE YOU DOIGN?! and maybe a smack across the face..but yea... idunno! n then supposebly he kept winking at me. like yIKES! i wuz scared! then Ryan came on...men brandy thought he wuz drunk..but he wuznt! lol..blah! We got off..n i wuz too lazy to walk home so brandy invited me over for a sleepover lol. so yeah we stayed up like taking more pics! haha it wuz fun! lol i luv ya hunniez!! ¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»T0day¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`» Well me n Brandy got up at 1 i think..then we just talked for a bit then i walked home. ever since ive been just chilling around the house being bored!! ¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»Thoughtz..n worries¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`» Well this is the part where you dun hafta read... Friendz* Well hmm ever since that entry yesterday...things are kinda getting better...i guess...meh! i still think im losing touch with one, but i guess thingz will look up....onez being a complete jerk...n another im still happie with! Family Well wow...this is kinda shittay! thingz are definately changin` round here. Since my mom iz all stressed out for her job...shez not acting herself...last night i wuz just chatting on the computer...n she said sumthing to me that pissed me off...n then i wuz like omg im so outta here...n then she wuz like "alright good" me - "why dont i just kill myself...you prob wouldnt even care..none the less notice im even gone"...her"Good...i dun fucking care..leave me alone"...k that is SO not her talking! like wtf man!! n then shez taking out her shit on my dad too...which is making him stressed out too..so he takes all his anger out on me...man i just get yelled at 24/7 now. i dun even wanna be here. like shit guy wtf. Dunno bout the moving thing* yet...my mom has no idea wuts going on! i hope i move still!! Yep...so thatz all now.. <3 Jilly ¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»Buh Byez¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`» Current Mood: melancholy (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 1st, 2003
3:01 pm	¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»My Feelings n Thoughtz,,,you dun hafta read..¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`» ¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»Allo Everyone!¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`» Before i even start..i just wanna say that this isnt a normal entry of mine..itz not about my day..its about everything in my life..so if you dun wanna read..then dont. Wow, i wish there wuz one entry that i can put in here when everything is fine, and im just plain happie! But nope...i guess thatz just how it iz...somethingz alwayz wrong with me. n sicne his is a journal, for now on, im gonna put everything i feel, and if sumone doesnt like it..they can simply not read it, cuz i dunno i think it helps to put my thoughts and feelingz out in the open...that way i wont have any liez, or anything like that. ¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»Thoughtz n Worriez¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`» well hmm its pretty sad when I hafta think really hard for positive thingz in my life! but yea...hmm well i got lots of friendz i guess....but for some weird reason...i feel like they all hate me? i dunno why! Itz pretty gay! I feel like im kinda losin` touch with my one best friend :( I dunno why..i just feel like were losin` it...like were fallin` apart..i dunno feelz like we hardly talk anymore...so yeah...With another one of my nbest friendz...well therez sumthing good...it feels like were getting closer!! yay! With another friend...well i know we had shit going on yesterday...n im not gonna say anyonez name, but if your reading this...i just wanna say sorrie for everything...n i hope we can remain as tight* as we were before all hell broke lose...sorrie. :( More thingz bugging me with friendz are I dun trust anyone anymore. I know that sum block me sometimez?! infact i know of one thatz got me on block right now as im writing this. they dunno that...but noone knowz the thingz i know man. People who i thought i could trust are backstabbing assholez. but thats not all people. i also know SO many people that i have said my personnal thoughtz to..go off and fucking tell other people them. like wtf iz that?! i cant trust anyone anymore man i tell ya?! i know lots of people who stab me in the back everyday n talk behind my back. n you know wut...maybe i should tell them i know wut their doing...but ya know..i just dont wanna enbarrouse them or wutever. but man the things i know about sum of my friendz...wow it just hurtz. [n i just wanna make this clear...that not all of my friendz are backstabbing jerks] Well my mom came home yesterday, n she said that her job isnt holding up right now..so she thinks that shez gonna be laid off really soon. But yeah...that meanz were moving. i still wanna move...get the fuck away from everybody! leave everything! i just think it would free me from all this shit thatz going through my head!? n yeah..its just really gay...i dunno why i think the way i do..but i cant help the way i feel at all! N i feel like ive betrayed everyone...n i feel like ive changed alot ever since highschool started, ive feel like ive changed for the worse. Like ive become the worst person an worst friend! i try to help people with their problemz n everything..but i cant when shitz happening in my own life. n i cant hold anything in...itz just i dunno! is sumthing wrong with me?! am i the only person feeling so shitty like this?! hmph...i also feel that if i move away...everybody would be so much better off. i dunno why i feel this way though...i dunno my head iz hurting from thinking too much! Im sick of lying, and im sick of holding things in all the time, and i wanna just be free? ya know?! man this aint making sence! oh well! SO yeah thats gotta lot of shit on me...cause friendz are just so important to me..they are the people who help me through everyone..n now that i know i cant trust them....wuts gonna happen?! Well this entry has been just a load off of me...i dunno why..just all that shitz inside me...n maybe just letting it out...made me feel a bunch better. sorrie for everyone that had to read this. But this is a journal..n thats where my feelings n thoughts go.. <3 Jill ¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»Buh byez¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`» Well today Im babysitting right now...but after i got baseball practice unfortuanately for 2 hourz...i really dont wanna go...im just not in the moood! after that i m going to the moviez with peoplez to see Final Destination 2* That should be cool... Current Mood: confused (Comment on this)
Friday, January 31st, 2003
6:22 pm	*.:.Love is blind, n itll take over your mind.:.** ,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,SchOoL =0P ,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_ hey sexay BABY [ i dun wanna say laday lol] i like your flow, your bodiez bangin, out of control..you put it on me, see like to flow, onlee you can make me, scream n beg for more* ,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,History,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_ Well we had a supplie teacher...n me n Brandy got into the class early so i made sure that i got a seat beside her! lmfao! it screwed people up though! haha sumone wuz in sumone elsez spot, so they had to move into sumone elsez spot..and on and on...just so me n brandy could sit beside eachother. lmao! anywho...we did gay work in the text bookz...blah..thats gay! i hate that! lmao! the fricken teacher kept talking....while we were trying to read..noone wuz listening to him though! lol oh gosh! i seriously hate that class already! that cant be good! imma fail it sooOooOO bad! oh well! ,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,Spanish,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_ Hmmm oh yeah...i found out my teacher iz fricken crazee! lmao! oh god..in the middle of class....she gets up and says..k everyone on their feet and then she blasts music...in spanish...and she starts dancing. lmfaoo oh god then we all had to dance too. it wuz quite funny! she is the funniest teacher n funnest teacher i have ever had! cept she doesnt give any homework in the class...but like 5 minutes before class ends..she assigns..a shit load of it for homeowrk! lmao! i just dont get it! haha oh well i guess!! ,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,Spare,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_ Well me, Brandy, n Nicky went to Mccy Dz for Happie Meal Friday!! hehe! it wuz so fricken cold outside man i tell ya!we got our normal Happie mealz! woohoo! lol nummie in my tummy! hehe we got the same toys though! lmfao! meh! so yeah..then we came back to the school...n just walked around n talked with people! ,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,Science,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_ We got a stupid seating plan. grrr. oH well i sit beside Pat! and infront of Robbie! lmao! so sall good! hehe! we just did work on like converting metric systemz. twas gay! but i found it really easy! everyone wuz fricken copying my sheet! lol oh gosh! i dun care though! lmaO! oh Robbie kept writing all over my handZ!! lol oh god! i had all kindz of wordz on my handz...like sex poo n Swiss like wtf?¿?! lmao!! it wuz funny! so i dun care!! when there wuz like 10 minutez left of class...the phone rang..n then the teach came up to me n wuz like...they want you in the office right now. i wuz scared! lmfao! so i just took my stuff..got in there...and then this gurl showed me sumonez literacy test..n said is this your writing* n omfg it wuz so sloppy..lol i wuz like uh no?! n then she said ok bye lmfao! i wuz like uhmmm riight! i had my shit..so i wuznt gonna go back to class! so i walked n sat with lil Drew, Kyle, and spencer. lol...blah! we just talked! ,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,Drama,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_ Hmm Drama wuz actually fun today! not as manee people were there! hehe! all we did wuz play gamez! Lmfao!! it got so hot in there though by the end of class! oh well it wuz fun! n i had fun with ma gurlz baybay! haha!! ,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,Afta school,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_ Me, n Dev took tha bus home. we just talked all the way home! then after we got out..i whipped a snow ball at Robbie n he thought it wuz Dev..so he turned around n whipped one at her.. lmfao! then it just got out of hand...n ya! lol! I got home n i ate..n then i fell asleep infront of my fireplace! lol! now im here being bored! i think me n Dev are gonna get together tonight! shez gotta call first though! so uhmm yeah! ill update later if anything happenz! <3 yaz all! <3 Jilly ,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,Bye Bye,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_ ,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_,••°••,_, Current Mood:* crazy Current Music: Notta at tall!* (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 30th, 2003
9:08 pm	TodAY baybAY RED N YELLOW N PINK N GREEN, PURPLE N ORANGE N BLUE..SUMTHING SUMTHING SUMTHING SUMTHING DONT YOU C THAT BEAUTIFUL RAINBOW TOO!! ^-^-^ lmfaooo Brandy!!! Well today wuz the First day* back to school! n the first day of second semester!! I think today went alright i think! lmaoo!! meh!! ´¯`°¤.¸.¤History´¯`°¤.¸.¤ Well Brandyz in ma class to start this one out!! hehe YAY!! but omfg were not even close to eachothter!! i almost cried i swear!! -tear- Oh man!! The stupid mother fuckers wouldnt move over so i could sit beside her! grrr! dumb fucks!! well i can tell that im gonna fail that class already! lmaoo! oh well i guess! haha!! I got Mr. Allt as a teacher again!...he kept saying therez alot of writing!! damnit!! lmao! i hate writing!!! shit imma suck!! -cries- i wanna switch to applied!! Meh oh well ill just try mah hardest!! So uhmm so yeah! lmao!! ITz an aiight class i guess!! ´¯`°¤.¸.¤Spanish´¯`°¤.¸.¤ Well i got Ms. Hartman!! she seemz cool! i heard she wuz a bitch! but i think shez one of thoze teachers..that if you be good in her class n listen..then youll pass like flying colourz....but on the other hand..if you get on her bad side..youre fucked!! lmao! so yeah i think imma just be a good gurl n stay on her good side!! lol yep me a little angel!! hehe ill be fine in that clas cuz i dont have any like friendz that i get in trouble with! lmao!! so yay! but i still want friendz!! dammit! i already made one~ lmfaoOO she has an annoying laugh though! Hmm OH YEAH!! holey how cani forget this..There is this AMAZINGLY HOTT GUY in ma class guy!! holey! mel!!! you know who it iz!! wowzerz!! so gorgeous! lmaoo! his name is Mike...oh man...we went up in the school [were in the Portable] together...to get sum text books..n i wuz talkin` to him for a bit! hez sucha nice guy!! awwwy! lmao!!kai im done! ´¯`°¤.¸.¤Spare´¯`°¤.¸.¤ Yeah thatz right i got 3rd spare this semester!! HOORAY!! I luv it man! lmao!! im not used to it though yet cause im used to 5th...the day seems sooooo long without it but oh well! anywho...me, Brandy, n Nicky went up to their normal spot [infront of Jz locka] we ate...n just like talked n shit..then Devin Grant, Darryl, n my sister came up n stayed with us for a bit..we all talked...DARRYL SAID SUMTHING REALLY MEAN TO ME!! YA YOU DARRYL!! lmfaoo!! n then we just roamed around the school looking n talking ta peoplez!! hehe...so yep! Tomorrow iz our SECOND HAPPIE MEAL FRIDAY!! hehehe! maybee hot window washer guy will be there again! lmao Brandy!! MMmmMmmMmM Nummiez!! haha!! So yep well have fun there! hehe!! ´¯`°¤.¸.¤Science´¯`°¤.¸.¤ Hmm Oh yea i walked into the room and holey shit this class kix MAJOR ass man!! therez sooo many people in that class that i know!! we all got in trouble ALREADY! Lmaoo! i sit in the back with all the guys! lmfao! k hmm lemme name off the people i know in that class...k therez: Pat Other Pat Kyle Con Ryan Vuk Keith Robbie Lisa Jesse Sonia Andrew..oh man i cant think anymore!! lmfaoo! therez more! but holey i <3 that class man! hehe! hOOray!! sooo uhmmm yeah we just talked n shit in that class!! hehe ´¯`°¤.¸.¤Drama´¯`°¤.¸.¤ Hmm well that wuz an interesting class! lmaoo! Therez alot of poeple in that class too that i know! lmaoo!! hmm k ill name off thoze people too ...well the ones that i can remember: Brandy Melzie Devyn T Putty Craig Lisa Pat Laura Matt oh mann therez more shit i wish i had a better memory! lmao!! the teacherz a bitch guy! lmao! Shit we cant wear perfume...or have any scented shampooz in our hair..cuz shes allergic to them. lmfao oh god!! sheeesherz!! therez 28 people in that class!! therez only supposed to be like 20 at the most! Lmfoaoo! but they screwed up! so yeah we ended up with a couple of niners in that class sumhow too?! lmfaoo! oh god! haha oh well! Ewwwy it stunk in there today! -coughs- nasty! therez bitchez in the class everywhere i tell ya! holey!! so yeah! ´¯`°¤.¸.¤After school´¯`°¤.¸.¤ I had hippy hop afta school! hehe!! Yep well Melzie wuznt there though! hmm we just like practiced tha dance! lmfao! yep we dont dance till Feb 14. Yep valentinez day. hehe OOooh so sexy! <---dun ask cuz i duno! yep so anyways...we decided that we were gonna wear tank tops...i dunno if thatz a good idea though cuz we go down..n our boobs will be showing! lmao!! oh god!! n then faded pants..well i got faded pants..but theyre low rise..n itz gonna show my ass when we go down facing the audiience..well isnt all the guys in the audience gonna have a nice show! lmfaoo! oh man! -slaps head- OH WELL! Ill sumhow figure sumthing out! hehehe!! So uhmm yeah i think i got the dance down! but i still gotta practice to make perfect! hehe! So yeah then after hip hop me n Brandy took tha bus home...blah! twas yea! lol we were singing our lil rainbow songiez! lmao! we were soo loud! haha! Oh well! so uhmm...yep then i came home n i ate sum chicken wings..they were too hot! they made my eyez water! lmfaoo! man oh man!! they were worth it though! lmao!! HOORAY for burning my tongue off!...uhmm so yeah! i think i better go start on my homework! :P yeah i got fricken homework ON THE FIRST DAY! grrr!! <3 Jilly ´¯`°¤.¸.¤Buh Bye everyone! Comment away if you would ;) hehe!!´¯`°¤.¸.¤ Oh sorrie Brandy but i forgot to say Thanx to Brandy..i got a Sexy Ashton Kutcher* BG!! Thanx baybez!! sorrie bout how late this is! lmfao itz been awhile since i wrote in this!! <3 ya baybez!! You tha best!!! Current Mood:* cheerful Current Music: popstarz on t.v* (Comment on this)
6:26 pm	*Survey* THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME: 01 \| Death 02 \| Spiders 03 \| broken heart...HA...THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH: 01 \| Brandy 02 \| Melzie 03 \| Darryl THREE THINGS I LOVE: [ha oh jesus Brandy!! lmfao] 01 \| Baseball... 02 \| My friendz 03 \| Family THREE THINGS I HATE: 01 \| Commercialz 02 \| Stupid mother fucking people 03 \| Back stabbing assholes THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND: 01 \| Why i do the things i do 02 \| why i think the way i think 03 \| heartless people THREE THINGS ON MY DESK: 01 \| phone 02 \| cdz 03 \| Picture THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW: 01 \| Talking to people 02 \| Thinking bout everything 03 \| Listening to the t.v THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE: 01 \| Find my true love 02 \| Be happie! 03 \| Kepp all of my friends!! THREE THINGS I CAN DO: 01 \| Whine 02 \| complain 03 \| screw things up! woohoo!! THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY: 01 \| outgoing 02 \| Nice..sumtimes 03 \| talkative THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY LOOKS: 01 \| Brown hair wif blonde highlights 02 \| Brown eyez 03 \| Big boobs! lmaooo JOKES! THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO: 01 \| Get over shit 02 \| uhmm... 03 \| i dunnno! lmao! THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST: 01 \| lmfao 02 \| meh 03 \| FFS THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS: 01 \| PIZZA POCKETS 02 \| Shepards pie 03 \| ICE CREAM THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN: 01 \| Drums 02 \| How to sing 03 \| Not to be a bitch! lmaoo THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY: 01 \| Pepsi 02 \| Coca cola 03 \| pepsi lmao THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID: 01 \| BARNEY 02 \| busy world of richard scary 03 \| DUCK TALES 1. Spell your first name backwards - llij 2. The story behind your dj user name ? i dunno?! 3. Are you homosexual ? lmfaooo whoa! no! DESCRIBE YOUR [ x ] Wallet ? Its baby blue n black! with stickers all over it! lmao! i keep peeling them off though! [ x ] Hairbrush - Blue! [ x ] Toothbrush - Blue..with little whales n dolphins!! [ x ] Jewelry worn daily ? BEST FRIENDS FRIENDS necklace lmao [ x ] Pillow case? i have 6...3 blacks..n 3 burgendy! [ x ] Blanket ? i got my blue one..n my white one underneath me..n my blue, yello, n red one ontop! [ x ] Coffee cup - ewwwy coffee?! [ x ] Sunglasses ? BLACK ohh soo sexeee [ x ] Underwear ? Cute lil doggy thong [ x ] Favorite shirt ? uhmm...my tommy shirt [ x ] Cologne/Perfume ? Tommy [ x ] CD in stereo right now ? burned mixed cd [ x ] Tattoos ? noperz [ x ] Piercings ? Notta! [ x ] What you are wearing now ? nothing..im naked lmfao jokes [ x ] In my mouth ? a dick [ x ] In my head ? Notin [ x ] Wishing ? I could get over shit!!!!!!!! [ x ] After this - Beddy byez [ x ] Fetishes ? i uno [ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, and for what reason ? no kloo! [ x ] Person you wish you could see right now ? NEVERMIND [ x ] Is next to you - my CHAIR [ x ] Some of your favorite movies ? Too manee! [ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month ? DANCE A THON [ x ] The last thing you ate ? a carrot! [ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of ? DEATH [ x ] Do you like candles - Yep! [ x ] Do you like incense ? no lol [ x ] Do you like the taste of blood ? YUCK! you SICKO! [ x ] Do you believe in love ? Oh ffs...just rub it in my fin face now!!!!!!!! [ x ] Do you believe in soul mates ? OH FFS [ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight ? NO [ x ] Do you believe in Heaven ? Yes [ x ] Do you believe in God ? I have no kloo! maybee! [ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die ? put in a cofin> lmao [ x ] Who is your worst enemy ? I DUNNO [ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be ? A DINOSAUR! lmfaoo brandy! -blushes- [ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up ? pulled an all nighter [ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks ? Noperz! lmao! [ x ] What's your favorite coin ? TOONIE [ x ] What are some of your favorite candies ? i dunno lmao [ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand ? GUYS! like fuck they are dumb! lmao!! [ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better? ALOT OF THINGS! [ x ] Who is someone that you really wish was still around ? My grandpa! :( YAY! IM DONE!! Thank god! lmfaoo! <3 Jilly (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 28th, 2003
6:34 pm	Wow i havent written in this thing forever man! k imma try to remember shit that i did! ill prob forget like everything though! lmao! Oh well! haha! k... !~!~!~!~!~!~!Saturday!~!~!~!~!~!~! I had baseball practice from 4 - 6. Then on the way home,me, my mom, n my dad went to get sum subs! hehe! Yummerz! hehe then we went home..i watched Ghostbusters! haha! i luv that movie man i really do! it kix major ass! haha! so then i got ready for Brandyz house! Derek Drove me ova there...and whoa as soon as i got there...the fun started! lmao! well we kept taking pictures! that lasted for like an hour and a half. lmao! it wuz so funnee! we tried so many different things! like Thugged out sticking out our tonguez nice picz* n well therez more..! lmao!! it wuz great! haha! k then after we were done...we went in the kitchen so Brandy could make sum KD! lmao! i already ate so i didnt eat any! lol. I kept hitting my head on the fricken cupboardz! lmao! oh man! and we kept making really weird noises! haha her mom n her boyfriend...were both like wtf?¿? lol quite funny! so then we went downstairz n we watched Halloween Resurrection. n k Darryl said it wuz the scariest movie ever...well we watched it..n there wuz like only one scary part! and it wuznt even scary !lmao! Oh man! so yeah! then we went back upstairs n talked to Johnny. we sent him a bunch of...uhmm interesting pics. lmfao Wtf wuz wrong with us Brandy! haha! oh gosh! hmm so then we went downstairz and played Grand Theft Auto...n then went to bed! lol. !~!~!~!~!~!~!Sunday!~!~!~!~!~!~! Well me n Brandy woke up at 10:30. Then i got dressed n my dad came to pick me up! we went to get Melzie bday present cuz that wuz the only time we could! hehe! n then i went home..took a shower..got ready for Melziez party! People started coming over to my house cause my dad wuz having a SUper Bowl partee. SO yep..then Brandyz daddy n Brandy came to pick me up to go to them oviez! we were a little late cuz we fricken got every red light! haha! oh well! n then we got there n Melzie gave us our tickets...n we sat down. We went to see Darkness Falls It wuz a good movie! hehe! Sum parts were scary! hehe! i luv scary moviez! Itz better when you got a guy to hold on to though...meh that prob wont happen for awhile! oh well! So then after the movie, Me, Brandy, n Lyndsey went over to Melziez house. we watched She's all that* and had pizza, and then cake. then opened presents! hehe! n then We got rides home! so yeah! when i got home there were like 10 people left at my house. the superbowl wuz still on...man i couldnt study for my math exam cuz people were in like every fricken room! so i played scrabble wiht my aunt, grandma, and mom. haha twas fun! then when everybody left..i started studying! i couldnt fricken do anything man! i wuz on MSN talking to Kyle figuring out wut to do till like 1am. then i got off and went to my room...i studied more till 1:30...but then i fell asleep on my bed! !~!~!~!~!~!~!Monday!~!~!~!~!~!~! Well i had to get up at 7..got ready for my math exam..n then took the bus to school. i got there...and saw Kyle n lil Drew. We all talked for a bit...and then we all went up to the room. we just sat infront of it...talking abuot like everything! lol then Melzie came n we called her over..then me n Mel started freaking out cuz we didnT know anything! lmao! then we did the exam. me n mel kept laughing cuz we had no kloo how to do anything on it! lmfao! i think i passed..i hope i passed! lmfao! Oh well im not worrying anymore! Im sick of worrying about everything! it wrecks everything for me i tell ya! no fricken fun man! But then yea...after the exam me, mel, n devin Grant hung out...just chilled around the school! hmm n then i took the city bus home. n then my sister n Derek were here...so we just chilled around the house! !~!~!~!~!~!~!Tuesday [Today! so far]!~!~!~!~!~!~! Well today i woke up at 12:30. I got out of bed feeling great n noone wuz here! lmfao! i got the whole house to myself! man it kiz ass! i havent had the house to myself forever man! yay! but yeah i havent really done anything all day! been pretty boring! but relaxing...itz givin me time to think over things...family, friendz, guyz...ya know...like everything! Meh! so yeah! i think thatz it for now! if anything happens today which i doubt it...then ill update. I got no school tomorrow..im off again! then the nezt semester starts....im excited! but im not! like ya i dunno wuts wrong with me...everythingz comin back...like all the worriez about everything man...i dunno it sux! Coming up in the next 2 months dancing in the assembly - we are so screwed man i tell yea! we have one more practice thats it! n half of us dont even know the dance! like shit! lol! Valentinez day - Woopitie Doo. another depressing day... Valentinez day dance - meh at least thereZ A dance for a gayass day! dance-a-thon - Niceness! Melzie my dancing partener!! Cant wait!! Now i think Brandyz going into it this year! hehe yay!!! YeP..k so i dunno wut else to write now! Have a good day everyone! <3 youz all! <3 Jilly! Current Mood: cranky (Comment on this)
Friday, January 24th, 2003
6:00 pm	Today! Exam day! :S wanna get down baybee? i do...holla at me baybee, Uh Uhhh K well today i had my English exam. I got up at 7:00am. dragged my ass right outta bed...n got ready. I walked down to the bus stop...the only person that wuz there wuz Robbie . Blah so yeah i took tha bus to school...put my jacket in my locka...then moved my way Upstaris to the 2nd floor. Met up with Brandy, Laura, Carri, and lil` Drew . we studied together. lol yeah well we tried studyin`! lmfao! yep me n Brandy kept laughing! i swear we had ADD lmfao! Yep so yep! we all went into the room...me n brandy took our seats...beside eachother..and we started the exam. it went alright i guess! i hope i passed it!....it wuz funny cuz Brandys Cellie started to ring in the middle of the exam. lmfao oh man she could got in so much trouble but the teacher just like ignored it! so yay! lmao CLose one Brandy!! lmfao so yep! After the xam wuz over.. me n brandy walked to her locker...David kept following us!! sheeeeesh! Yeah so then we went to my Locker..i got my shit. Then we went looking for Mr. Allt to see if we passed the course! We found him..but he said he didnt have the marks ready...and he said to give him 15 minutes..and then come to his office! SO then we waited just chilled around talking to random people. then we went back..and he wuz like ok you both passed lmfao YAY! I PASSED CIVICS!! hOoray! -claps hands- wowzerz! i wuz just so surprised that i passed! i mean im pretty sure i failed the exam!but yeah he said i had a 56% haha HOORAY! Lmao... okay im done! ok so then me n brandy just went to talk to with people! so yep then every started to leave...n David came up to me...threw a note at me..and then like ran away. lmfao. omfg i opened it n herez wut it said: I find you very attractive. Ive had the biggest crush on you since the first day of class. I should have told you sooner, but i was too shy. I think about you all the time. Whenever i close my eyes, i think of you. I think you are the most beautiful girl in school. You are funny, crazy, and very sexy. I only wish i could have spent more time with you. If i weren't such a chicken, i would have asked you out. Like whoa..whered that come from!?!? shit! me n Brandy were reading it on the steps..i wuz like WTF?!?! lmfaooo. Brandy oh man wut do i do now?! i dont wanna be mean! but i dont have ANY feelings for him wut-so-ever!! WUT DO I DO?! Yep so anyways...me n Brandy n this gurl whoz name i forget [lmfao woops]..went to McDonalds!! Oh baybee! our first HAPPIE MEAL FRIDAY BRANDY!! hehehe -gets excited- so yep we got our Happie mealz! n then we saw Jaimie, Derek, and Tyler We all sat together! hehe..so yep we all talked n ate n shit! Me n Brandy got the same toy...it wuz so funny. we were pulling it apart..trying to rip the head off..but it just wouldnt come off!! sheeeeesherz!! hahaha SO yeah! then we spotted a HOT WINDOW WASHER lmaooo Brandy n i were like starring at him FOREVER lmaooo he wquz so incredibly HOT!!Oh man so yummy! me n brandy missed the damn bu 3 times! lmao!! we ended up getting a ride home with her daddy! so yep!! Now im here at home! doing nothing wut-so-ever! hehe yay for me man! i kick major ass! teeeeeeheeeeee! mkai so yeah! tonight i have no kloo wut im doing yet! ill probably end up doing nothing at all! lmao! oh well i guess! Tomorrow...i just found out that i got a baseball practice from 4-6pm. like wtf is that man/. FUCK! -gets mad-. Oh well! im going over to Brandyz tomorrow for a sleepover. n yeah i think mel might be coming too! but i aint sure! hehe! Uhmm yeah! i think thaz all really!! <3 yaz all! <3 Jilly P;S - MELZ BDAY IZ IN 2* DAYZ!! SWeet 16 [hehe mel COUNTDOWN} 4 HoLLasHoLLa* Current Mood: awake (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 23rd, 2003
11:20 am	la la la FUCK la la la Well itz late n im too lazy to put every little add-in of my day...so itz gonna be point form..nothing special happend today anywayz! ¸¸,ø¤º°`°º Gym ¸¸,ø¤º°`°º Played badminton Played Basketball chilled wit Lyndsey n Sonia * talked.. went in weight room ¸¸,ø¤º°`°º English ¸¸,ø¤º°`°º Did a sheet w/ Bran, n T Talked n chilled wit lil Drew n Craig watched T draw a pic [lol oh man so funny] Blah! ¸¸,ø¤º°`°º Civics ¸¸,ø¤º°`°º Got exam back think i failed it Im a failure yeah you heard im a fckin losa! K thanx! ¸¸,ø¤º°`°º Math ¸¸,ø¤º°`°º Went to caf w/ Mel n Kyle got a TCBY Talked Went to my locker with Kyle lol talked to Devin Grant ¸¸,ø¤º°`°º Spare ¸¸,ø¤º°`°º saw my sister went around the school looking for teachers to find a gay sheet got Derek to drive us home went to a computer store for Derek went to MccyDz came home ¸¸,ø¤º°`°º la di daa daa ddaa ¸¸,ø¤º°`°º realized that i had to babysitt ran outside to their house jesus christ that gave me a heart attack got home round 5:30 Watched a lil bit of tv ¸¸,ø¤º°`°º Modeling ¸¸,ø¤º°`°º did the run-way got split up from my gurlz TWICE my fault though! meh...thats all! lol Gotta doughnut at Timmyz k so uhmmm so yea.. i got nothing tomorrow.. i got a ENGLISH exam Friday.. n i got a MATH exam on Monday.. Thatz all! <3 Jilly Current Mood:* annoyed (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 21st, 2003
8:40 pm	*wow its my first time!** Heylo everybodie! this is my first entry! yay! You gotta be cruel to be kind in the right measures cruel to be kind is the very first sign cruel to be kind, means that i luv ya baby you gotta be cruel to be kind Yep so herez ma day! ><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>< Wel we started a badminton tourny...me n Lyndsey were partners of course again! we won all three games so far! hehe yay! omg but i accidently smacked her in the back of the head with my raquet....cause she walked infront of me ...:S woops! ><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> hmm in english today...we got our marks so far...i gotta fricken 56%. like WUT THE FUCK...seriously..imma fucking just quit fucking school....i acyually tried int hat fucking class..n if the fucking teacher doesnt raise my fucking mark..imma fuckin` freak out...see lookit...ive already started...i feel like i could fucking kick the shit out of sum random person...like shit guy....k -calms down- ><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>><><><><><><><> Well shit this has gotta be the shittiest class ever! we had our exam today..im pretty sure i BOMBED tha piece of shit. Which means i failed the class. like ffs can i do nothing right>! im a worthless piece of shit man i really am. ><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> hmm well in this class for the first 1/2 we had this bitchy ass supplie teacher..that wouldnt let me n mel go out to get sumthing to eat together...sheesh...n then we got another one..so we went down...we kept seeing Darryl while we were wandering throught the halls. Yep so yep!... ><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> well we had to stay today cuzz tap...which wuz way stupid cuz all we did wuz fricken hand in our course selections..and then go....so pointless. Well ive been in a bad mood this whole day...trying to hide being all fucked up inside...n lemme say..it didnt work...it feels like im changin...not in a good way..but in a bad way..i have a feeling its gonna get worse...and im afraid of losing my friendz.. Right now i wish that i could move sumwhere FAR away from here..leave everything behind..feelings..bad memoriez..just everything. Fuck i wanna start over..everything i just want to change everything i do now..im so stupid man i tell ya...n like i wuz just thinkin`...n like i have only 2 friendz that actually might give a shit about me...n wut happenz to me..i feel noone else could care less about wut i do. n shit thats a shitty feeling... Oh well! imma just go off...and leave everything behind me...maybe next semester will be a good place to start changin`! oh well! im done bitchign now... <3 Jilly P.S: Im not normally this depressed or bitchy...I just had a bad day! lol Current Mood:* bitchy Current Music: ;t;v; (Comment on this)
8:35 pm	*wow its my first time!** Heylo everybodie! this is my first entry! yay! You gotta be cruel to be kind in the right measures cruel to be kind is the very first sign cruel to be kind, means that i luv ya baby you gotta be cruel to be kind Yep so herez ma day! ><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>< Wel we started a badminton tourny...me n Lyndsey were partners of course again! we won all three games so far! hehe yay! omg but i accidently smacked her in the back of the head with my raquet....cause she walked infront of me ...:S woops! ><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> hmm in english today...we got our marks so far...i gotta fricken 56%. like WUT THE FUCK...seriously..imma fucking just quit fucking school....i acyually tried int hat fucking class..n if the fucking teacher doesnt raise my fucking mark..imma fuckin` freak out...see lookit...ive already started...i feel like i could fucking kick the shit out of sum random person...like shit guy....k -calms down- ><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>><><><><><><><> Well shit this has gotta be the shittiest class ever! we had our exam today..im pretty sure i BOMBED tha piece of shit. Which means i failed the class. like ffs can i do nothing right>! im a worthless piece of shit man i really am. ><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> hmm well in this class for the first 1/2 we had this bitchy ass supplie teacher..that wouldnt let me n mel go out to get sumthing to eat together...sheesh...n then we got another one..so we went down...we kept seeing Darryl while we were wandering throught the halls. Yep so yep!... ><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> well we had to stay today cuzz tap...which wuz way stupid cuz all we did wuz fricken hand in our course selections..and then go....so pointless. Well ive been in a bad mood this whole day...trying to hide being all fucked up inside...n lemme say..it didnt work...it feels like im changin...not in a good way..but in a bad way..i have a feeling its gonna get worse...and im afraid of losing my friendz.. Right now i wish that i could move sumwhere FAR away from here..leave everything behind..feelings..bad memoriez..just everything. Fuck i wanna start over..everything i just want to change everything i do now..im so stupid man i tell ya...n like i wuz just thinkin`...n like i have only 2 friendz that actually might give a shit about me...n wut happenz to me..i feel noone else could care less about wut i do. n shit thats a shitty feeling... Oh well! imma just go off...and leave everything behind me...maybe next semester will be a good place to start changin`! oh well! im done bitchign now... <3 Jilly P.S: Im not normally this depressed or bitchy...I just had a bad day! lol Current Mood:* bitchy Current Music: ;t;v; (1 Comment \|Comment on this)