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    Sunday, February 2nd, 2003
    5:53 pm
    ¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»F* YOU¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»


    ¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»so uhmm, so yeah!¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»

    Hello everybodie!

    HEre*z wut happened yesterday..

    ¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»Yestaday¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»

    Well yesterday i woke up to my cousin jumping on my bed. lol. she woke me up when she manded on my leg. lmfao! oh gosh! so yep that wuz 10:30..i wuz soooo tired cuz i went to bed late! haha! Oh well i guess! so yeah she brought me over a *Dad*z root beer* haha...yummerz! that wuz gone inlike 5 minutez! i luv that shit! haha!! SO yeah! then my mom went out with my aunt, n my grandma. i babysat my cousin till 4...then my dad had to drive me to my baseball practice. I went there n my coach made us do so much running again! sheeesh! oh well i*m getting used to it right now! yay! I*m gonna be in shape again !Lmao! so yea that last till 6...n then my mom drove me home n we got home round 6:45. sO YEAH! then me, n brandy decided to go to a late movie cause we were bored! we went to the 9:20 one.

    Me n Brandy took the bus there...a car with a bunch of screaming boy*z passed...n then they pulled over..we recognized a voice..so we went over n talked...it wuz Griffin n a bunch of his friendz..we just talked for a bit..n then we got on the bus. When we got to the theatre there were so manee cars pulling out..it wuz so weird! lol..we met up with Johnny...got our tickets and sat down...oh i got a slushy..n i wuz freaking out lol sudden burst of energy..kinda weird! haha oh well!!

    we saw Final Destination 2 hehe it wuz a good movie! but yea if i didn*t c the first one..it wouldn*t have made much sence!it wuz a very gory movie! lol i luved it though! hehe. It wuzn*t Scary as in *The ring* scary..but it made me jump at a few parts. So yea...s*all good....after the movie me n brandy, n Johnny took the bus home...when we were waiting for the bus to come..theze bitches were being annoying so i told them to shut up a few times..then brandy yelled *SHUT THE FUCK UP* n then they started bitching..haha it wuz funny they were trying to start a fight..man gayness! then when i wuz going up the stairs to go onto the bus, this gguy grabbed my ass...like wtf?! i wuz in shock i didn*t even say anything..normally i*d be like WTF ARE YOU DOIGN?! and maybe a smack across the face..but yea... idunno! n then supposebly he kept winking at me. like yIKES! i wuz scared! then Ryan came on...men brandy thought he wuz drunk..but he wuzn*t! lol..blah!

    We got off..n i wuz too lazy to walk home so brandy invited me over for a sleepover lol. so yeah we stayed up like taking more pics! haha it wuz fun! lol i luv ya hunniez!!

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    Well me n Brandy got up at 1 i think..then we just talked for a bit then i walked home. ever since i*ve been just chilling around the house being bored!!

    ¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»Thought*z..n worries¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»

    Well this is the part where you dun hafta read...

    *Friendz* Well hmm ever since that entry yesterday...things are kinda getting better...i guess...meh! i still think i*m losing touch with one, but i guess thing*z will look up....one*z being a complete jerk...n another i*m still happie with!

    *Family* Well wow...this is kinda shittay! thing*z are definately changin` round here. Since my mom iz all stressed out for her job...she*z not acting herself...last night i wuz just chatting on the computer...n she said sumthing to me that pissed me off...n then i wuz like omg i*m so outta here...n then she wuz like "alright good" me - "why don*t i just kill myself...you prob wouldn*t even care..none the less notice i*m even gone"...her"Good...i dun fucking care..leave me alone"...k that is SO not her talking! like wtf man!! n then she*z taking out her shit on my dad too...which is making him stressed out too..so he takes all his anger out on me...man i just get yelled at 24/7 now. i dun even wanna be here. like shit guy wtf.

    Dunno bout the *moving thing* yet...my mom has no idea wuts going on! i hope i move still!!

    Yep...so that*z all now..

    <3 Jilly

    ¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»Buh Bye*z¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»


    Current Mood: melancholy
    Saturday, February 1st, 2003
    3:01 pm
    ¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»My Feelings n Thoughtz,,,you dun hafta read..¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»


    ¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»Allo Everyone!¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»

    Before i even start..i just wanna say that this isn*t a normal entry of mine..it*z not about my day..its about everything in my life..so if you dun wanna read..then don*t.

    Wow, i wish there wuz one entry that i can put in here when everything is fine, and i*m just plain happie! But nope...i guess that*z just how it iz...something*z alway*z wrong with me. n sicne his is a journal, for now on, i*m gonna put everything i feel, and if sumone doesn*t like it..they can simply not read it, cuz i dunno i think it helps to put my thoughts and feeling*z out in the open...that way i wont have any lie*z, or anything like that.

    ¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»Thought*z n Worrie*z¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»

    *well hmm it*s pretty sad when I hafta think really hard for positive thing*z in my life! but yea...hmm well i got lots of friendz i guess....but for some weird reason...i feel like they all hate me? i dunno why! It*z pretty gay! I feel like i*m kinda losin` touch with my one best friend :( I dunno why..i just feel like we*re losin` it...like we*re fallin` apart..i dunno feel*z like we hardly talk anymore...so yeah...With another one of my nbest friendz...well there*z sumthing good...it feels like we*re getting closer!! yay! With another friend...well i know we had shit going on yesterday...n i*m not gonna say anyone*z name, but if your reading this...i just wanna say sorrie for everything...n i hope we can remain as *tight* as we were before all hell broke lose...sorrie. :(

    More thing*z bugging me with friend*z are I dun trust anyone anymore. I know that sum block me sometime*z?! infact i know of one that*z got me on block right now as i*m writing this. they dunno that...but noone know*z the thing*z i know man. People who i thought i could trust are backstabbing asshole*z. but that*s not all people. i also know SO many people that i have said my personnal thought*z to..go off and fucking tell other people them. like wtf iz that?! i can*t trust anyone anymore man i tell ya?! i know lots of people who stab me in the back everyday n talk behind my back. n you know wut...maybe i should tell them i know wut their doing...but ya know..i just don*t wanna enbarrouse them or wutever. but man the things i know about sum of my friendz...wow it just hurt*z. [n i just wanna make this clear...that not all of my friend*z are backstabbing jerks]

    Well my mom came home yesterday, n she said that her job isn*t holding up right now..so she thinks that she*z gonna be laid off really soon. But yeah...that mean*z we*re moving. i still wanna move...get the fuck away from everybody! leave everything! i just think it would free me from all this shit that*z going through my head!? n yeah..it*s just really gay...i dunno why i think the way i do..but i can*t help the way i feel at all! N i feel like i*ve betrayed everyone...n i feel like i*ve changed alot ever since highschool started, i*ve feel like i*ve changed for the worse. Like i*ve become the worst person an worst friend! i try to help people with their problem*z n everything..but i can*t when shit*z happening in my own life. n i can*t hold anything in...it*z just i dunno! is sumthing wrong with me?! am i the only person feeling so shitty like this?! hmph...i also feel that if i move away...everybody would be so much better off. i dunno why i feel this way though...i dunno my head iz hurting from thinking too much! I*m sick of lying, and i*m sick of holding things in all the time, and i wanna just be free? ya know?! man this ain*t making sence! oh well! SO yeah that*s gotta lot of shit on me...cause friend*z are just so important to me..they are the people who help me through everyone..n now that i know i can*t trust them....wuts gonna happen?!

    Well this entry has been just a load off of me...i dunno why..just all that shit*z inside me...n maybe just letting it out...made me feel a bunch better. sorrie for everyone that had to read this. But this is a journal..n thats where my feelings n thoughts go..

    <3 Jill


    ¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»Buh byez¸¸.•´¨`»¸¸.•´¨`»


    Well today I*m babysitting right now...but after i got baseball practice unfortuanately for 2 hour*z...i really don*t wanna go...i*m just not in the moood! after that i *m going to the movie*z with people*z to see Final Destination 2 That should be cool...



    Current Mood: confused
    Friday, January 31st, 2003
    6:22 pm
    .:.Love is blind, n it*ll take over your mind.:.


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    *hey sexay BABY [ i dun wanna say laday lol] i like your flow, your bodie*z bangin, out of control..you put it on me, see like to flow, onlee you can make me, scream n beg for more*

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    Well we had a supplie teacher...n me n Brandy got into the class early so i made sure that i got a seat beside her! lmfao! it screwed people up though! haha sumone wuz in sumone else*z spot, so they had to move into sumone else*z spot..and on and on...just so me n brandy could sit beside eachother. lmao! anywho...we did gay work in the text bookz...blah..thats gay! i hate that! lmao! the fricken teacher kept talking....while we were trying to read..noone wuz listening to him though! lol oh gosh! i seriously hate that class already! that can*t be good! imma fail it sooOooOO bad! oh well!

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    Hmmm oh yeah...i found out my teacher iz fricken crazee! lmao! oh god..in the middle of class....she gets up and say*s..*k everyone on their feet* and then she blasts music...in spanish...and she starts dancing. lmfaoo oh god then we all had to dance too. it wuz quite funny! she is the funniest teacher n funnest teacher i have ever had! cept she doesn*t give any homework in the class...but like 5 minutes before class ends..she assigns..a shit load of it for homeowrk! lmao! i just don*t get it! haha oh well i guess!!

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    Well me, Brandy, n Nicky went to Mccy D*z for Happie Meal Friday!! hehe! it wuz so fricken cold outside man i tell ya!we got our normal Happie mealz! woohoo! lol nummie in my tummy! hehe we got the same toys though! lmfao! meh! so yeah..then we came back to the school...n just walked around n talked with people!

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    We got a stupid seating plan. grrr. oH well i sit beside Pat! and infront of Robbie! lmao! so s*all good! hehe! we just did work on like converting metric system*z. t*was gay! but i found it really easy! everyone wuz fricken copying my sheet! lol oh gosh! i dun care though! lmaO! oh Robbie kept writing all over my handZ!! lol oh god! i had all kindz of wordz on my handz...like *sex* *poo* n *Swiss* like wtf?¿?! lmao!! it wuz funny! so i dun care!! when there wuz like 10 minutez left of class...the phone rang..n then the teach came up to me n wuz like...they want you in the office right now. i wuz scared! lmfao! so i just took my stuff..got in there...and then this gurl showed me sumone*z literacy test..n said *is this your writing* n omfg it wuz so sloppy..lol i wuz like *uh no?!* n then she said *ok bye* lmfao! i wuz like uhmmm riight! i had my shit..so i wuzn*t gonna go back to class! so i walked n sat with lil Drew, Kyle, and spencer. lol...blah! we just talked!

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    Hmm Drama wuz actually fun today! not as manee people were there! hehe! all we did wuz play game*z! Lmfao!! it got so hot in there though by the end of class! oh well it wuz fun! n i had fun with ma gurlz baybay! haha!!

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    Me, n Dev took tha bus home. we just talked all the way home! then after we got out..i whipped a snow ball at Robbie n he thought it wuz Dev..so he turned around n whipped one at her.. lmfao! then it just got out of hand...n ya! lol!

    I got home n i ate..n then i fell asleep infront of my fireplace! lol! now i*m here being bored! i think me n Dev are gonna get together tonight! she*z gotta call first though! so uhmm yeah! i*ll update later if anything happen*z!

    <3 ya*z all!

    <3 Jilly

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    Current Mood: crazy
    Current Music: Notta at *tall!
    Thursday, January 30th, 2003
    9:08 pm
    TodAY baybAY


    RED N YELLOW N PINK N GREEN, PURPLE N ORANGE N BLUE..SUMTHING SUMTHING SUMTHING SUMTHING DON*T YOU C THAT BEAUTIFUL RAINBOW TOO!!

    ^-^-^ lmfaooo Brandy!!!


    Well today wuz the First day
    back to school! n the first day of second semester!! I think today went alright i think! lmaoo!! meh!!


    ´¯`°¤.¸.¤History´¯`°¤.¸.¤

    Well Brandy*z in ma class to start this one out!! hehe YAY!! but omfg we*re not even close to eachothter!! i almost cried i swear!! -tear- Oh man!! The stupid mother fuckers wouldn*t move over so i could sit beside her! grrr! dumb fucks!! well i can tell that i*m gonna fail that class already! lmaoo! oh well i guess! haha!! I got Mr. Allt as a teacher again!...he kept saying there*z alot of writing!! damnit!! lmao! i hate writing!!! shit imma suck!! -cries- i wanna switch to applied!! Meh oh well i*ll just try mah hardest!! So uhmm so yeah! lmao!! IT*z an aiight class i guess!!

    ´¯`°¤.¸.¤Spanish´¯`°¤.¸.¤

    Well i got Ms. Hartman!! she seem*z cool! i heard she wuz a bitch! but i think she*z one of thoze teachers..that if you be good in her class n listen..then you*ll pass like flying colour*z....but on the other hand..if you get on her bad side..you*re fucked!! lmao! so yeah i think imma just be a good gurl n stay on her good side!! lol yep me a little angel!! hehe i*ll be fine in that clas cuz i don*t have any like friendz that i get in trouble with! lmao!! so yay! but i still want friendz!! dammit! i already made one~ lmfaoOO she has an annoying laugh though! Hmm OH YEAH!! holey how cani forget this..There is this AMAZINGLY HOTT GUY in ma class guy!! holey! mel!!! you know who it iz!! wowzerz!! so gorgeous! lmaoo! his name is Mike...oh man...we went up in the school [we*re in the Portable] together...to get sum text books..n i wuz talkin` to him for a bit! he*z sucha nice guy!! awwwy! lmao!!kai i*m done!

    ´¯`°¤.¸.¤Spare´¯`°¤.¸.¤

    Yeah that*z right i got *3rd spare* this semester!! HOORAY!! I luv it man! lmao!! i*m not used to it though yet cause i*m used to 5th...the day seems sooooo long without it but oh well! anywho...me, Brandy, n Nicky went up to their normal spot [infront of J*z locka] we ate...n just like talked n shit..then Devin Grant, Darryl, n my sister came up n stayed with us for a bit..we all talked...DARRYL SAID SUMTHING REALLY MEAN TO ME!! YA YOU DARRYL!! lmfaoo!! n then we just roamed around the school looking n talking ta people*z!! hehe...so yep! Tomorrow iz our SECOND HAPPIE MEAL FRIDAY!! hehehe! maybee hot window washer guy will be there again! lmao Brandy!! MMmmMmmMmM Nummie*z!! haha!! So yep we*ll have fun there! hehe!!

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    Hmm Oh yea i walked into the room and holey shit this class kix MAJOR ass man!! there*z sooo many people in that class that i know!! we all got in trouble ALREADY! Lmaoo! i sit in the back with all the guys! lmfao! k hmm lemme name off the people i know in that class...k there*z:
    *Pat
    *Other Pat
    *Kyle
    *Con
    *Ryan
    *Vuk
    *Keith
    *Robbie
    *Lisa
    *Jesse
    *Sonia
    *Andrew..oh man i can*t think anymore!! lmfaoo! there*z more! but holey i <3 that class man! hehe! hOOray!! sooo uhmmm yeah we just talked n shit in that class!! hehe

    ´¯`°¤.¸.¤Drama´¯`°¤.¸.¤

    Hmm well that wuz an interesting class! lmaoo! There*z alot of poeple in that class too that i know! lmaoo!! hmm k i*ll name off thoze people too ...well the ones that i can remember:
    *Brandy
    *Melzie
    *Devyn
    *T
    *Putty
    *Craig
    *Lisa
    *Pat
    *Laura
    *Matt
    *oh mann there*z more shit i wish i had a better memory! lmao!! the teacher*z a bitch guy! lmao! Shit we can*t wear perfume...or have any scented shampoo*z in our hair..cuz she*s allergic to them. lmfao oh god!! sheeesherz!! there*z 28 people in that class!! there*z only supposed to be like 20 at the most! Lmfoaoo! but they screwed up! so yeah we ended up with a couple of niners in that class sumhow too?! lmfaoo! oh god! haha oh well! Ewwwy it stunk in there today! -coughs- nasty! there*z bitche*z in the class everywhere i tell ya! holey!! so yeah!

    ´¯`°¤.¸.¤After school´¯`°¤.¸.¤

    I had hippy hop afta school! hehe!! Yep well Melzie wuzn*t there though! hmm we just like practiced tha dance! lmfao! yep we don*t dance till Feb 14. Yep valentine*z day. hehe OOooh so sexy! <---dun ask cuz i duno! yep so anyways...we decided that we were gonna wear tank tops...i dunno if that*z a good idea though cuz we go down..n our boobs will be showing! lmao!! oh god!! n then faded pants..well i got faded pants..but they*re low rise..n it*z gonna show my ass when we go down facing the audiience..well isn*t all the guys in the audience gonna have a nice show! lmfaoo! oh man! -slaps head- OH WELL! I*ll sumhow figure sumthing out! hehehe!! So uhmm yeah i think i got the dance down! but i still gotta practice to make perfect! hehe! So yeah then after hip hop me n Brandy took tha bus home...blah! t*was yea! lol we were singing our lil rainbow songie*z! lmao! we were soo loud! haha! Oh well! so uhmm...yep then i came home n i ate sum chicken wings..they were too hot! they made my eye*z water! lmfaoo! man oh man!! they were worth it though! lmao!! HOORAY for burning my tongue off!...uhmm so yeah! i think i better go start on my homework! :P yeah i got fricken homework ON THE FIRST DAY! grrr!!

    <3 Jilly
    ´¯`°¤.¸.¤Buh Bye everyone! Comment away if you would ;) hehe!!´¯`°¤.¸.¤

    Oh sorrie Brandy but i forgot to say Thanx to Brandy..i got a Sexy Ashton Kutcher BG!! Thanx baybez!! sorrie bout how late this is! lmfao it*z been awhile since i wrote in this!! <3 ya baybez!! You tha best!!!


    Current Mood: cheerful
    Current Music: popstar*z on t.v
    6:26 pm
    *Survey*
    THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
    01 | Death
    02 | Spiders
    03 | broken heart...HA...THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
    01 | Brandy
    02 | Melzie
    03 | Darryl
    THREE THINGS I LOVE: [ha oh jesus Brandy!! lmfao]
    01 | Baseball...
    02 | My friendz
    03 | Family
    THREE THINGS I HATE:
    01 | Commercialz
    02 | Stupid mother fucking people
    03 | Back stabbing assholes
    THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
    01 | Why i do the things i do
    02 | why i think the way i think
    03 | heartless people
    THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
    01 | phone
    02 | cd*z
    03 | Picture
    THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
    01 | Talking to people
    02 | Thinking bout everything
    03 | Listening to the t.v
    THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
    01 | Find my true love
    02 | Be happie!
    03 | Kepp all of my friends!!
    THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
    01 | Whine
    02 | complain
    03 | screw things up! woohoo!!
    THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
    01 | outgoing
    02 | Nice..sumtimes
    03 | talkative
    THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY LOOKS:
    01 | Brown hair wif blonde highlights
    02 | Brown eyez
    03 | Big boobs! lmaooo JOKES!
    THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
    01 | Get over shit
    02 | uhmm...
    03 | i dunnno! lmao!
    THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
    01 | lmfao
    02 | meh
    03 | FFS
    THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
    01 | PIZZA POCKETS
    02 | Shepards pie
    03 | ICE CREAM
    THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
    01 | Drums
    02 | How to sing
    03 | Not to be a bitch! lmaoo
    THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
    01 | Pepsi
    02 | Coca cola
    03 | pepsi lmao
    THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
    01 | BARNEY
    02 | busy world of richard scary
    03 | DUCK TALES

    1. Spell your first name backwards - llij
    2. The story behind your dj user name ? i dunno?!
    3. Are you homosexual ? lmfaooo whoa! no!

    DESCRIBE YOUR
    [ x ] Wallet ? Its baby blue n black! with stickers all over it! lmao! i keep peeling them off though!
    [ x ] Hairbrush - Blue!
    [ x ] Toothbrush - Blue..with little whales n dolphins!!
    [ x ] Jewelry worn daily ? BEST FRIENDS FRIENDS necklace lmao
    [ x ] Pillow case? i have 6...3 blacks..n 3 burgendy!
    [ x ] Blanket ? i got my blue one..n my white one underneath me..n my blue, yello, n red one ontop!
    [ x ] Coffee cup - ewwwy coffee?!
    [ x ] Sunglasses ? BLACK ohh soo sexeee
    [ x ] Underwear ? Cute lil doggy thong
    [ x ] Favorite shirt ? uhmm...my tommy shirt
    [ x ] Cologne/Perfume ? Tommy
    [ x ] CD in stereo right now ? burned mixed cd
    [ x ] Tattoos ? noperz
    [ x ] Piercings ? Notta!
    [ x ] What you are wearing now ? nothing..i*m naked lmfao jokes
    [ x ] In my mouth ? a dick
    [ x ] In my head ? Notin
    [ x ] Wishing ? I could get over shit!!!!!!!!
    [ x ] After this - Beddy byez
    [ x ] Fetishes ? i uno
    [ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, and for what reason ? no kloo!
    [ x ] Person you wish you could see right now ? NEVERMIND
    [ x ] Is next to you - my CHAIR
    [ x ] Some of your favorite movies ? Too manee!
    [ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month ? DANCE A THON
    [ x ] The last thing you ate ? a carrot!
    [ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of ? DEATH
    [ x ] Do you like candles - Yep!
    [ x ] Do you like incense ? no lol
    [ x ] Do you like the taste of blood ? YUCK! you SICKO!
    [ x ] Do you believe in love ? Oh ffs...just rub it in my f*in face now!!!!!!!!
    [ x ] Do you believe in soul mates ? OH FFS
    [ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight ? NO
    [ x ] Do you believe in Heaven ? Yes
    [ x ] Do you believe in God ? I have no kloo! maybee!
    [ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die ? put in a cofin> lmao
    [ x ] Who is your worst enemy ? I DUNNO
    [ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be ? A DINOSAUR! lmfaoo brandy! -blushes-
    [ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up ? pulled an all nighter
    [ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks ? Noperz! lmao!
    [ x ] What's your favorite coin ? TOONIE
    [ x ] What are some of your favorite candies ? i dunno lmao
    [ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand ? GUYS! like fuck they are dumb! lmao!!
    [ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better? ALOT OF THINGS!
    [ x ] Who is someone that you really wish was still around ? My grandpa! :(

    YAY! I*M DONE!! Thank god! lmfaoo!

    <3 Jilly
    Tuesday, January 28th, 2003
    6:34 pm


    Wow i havent written in this thing forever man! k imma try to remember shit that i did! i*ll prob forget like everything though! lmao! Oh well! haha! k...

    *!~*!~*!~*!~*!~*!~*!Saturday*!~*!~*!~*!~*!~*!~*!

    *I had baseball practice from 4 - 6. Then on the way home,me, my mom, n my dad went to get sum subs! hehe! Yummerz! hehe then we went home..i watched Ghostbusters! haha! i luv that movie man i really do! it kix major ass! haha! so then i got ready for Brandyz house! Derek Drove me ova there...and whoa as soon as i got there...the fun started! lmao! well we kept taking pictures! that lasted for like an hour and a half. lmao! it wuz so funnee! we tried so many different things! like *Thugged out* *sticking out our tonguez* *nice pic*z* n well there*z more..! lmao!! it wuz great! haha! k then after we were done...we went in the kitchen so Brandy could make sum KD! lmao! i already ate so i didn*t eat any! lol. I kept hitting my head on the fricken cupboard*z! lmao! oh man! and we kept making really weird noises! haha her mom n her boyfriend...were both like wtf?¿? lol quite funny! so then we went downstair*z n we watched Halloween Resurrection. n k Darryl said it wuz the scariest movie ever...well we watched it..n there wuz like only one scary part! and it wuzn*t even scary !lmao! Oh man! so yeah! then we went back upstairs n talked to Johnny. we sent him a bunch of...uhmm interesting pics. lmfao Wtf wuz wrong with us Brandy! haha! oh gosh! hmm so then we went downstairz and played Grand Theft Auto...n then went to bed! lol.

    *!~*!~*!~*!~*!~*!~*!Sunday*!~*!~*!~*!~*!~*!~*!

    Well me n Brandy woke up at 10:30. Then i got dressed n my dad came to pick me up! we went to get Melzie b*day present cuz that wuz the only time we could! hehe! n then i went home..took a shower..got ready for Melzie*z party! People started coming over to my house cause my dad wuz having a SUper Bowl partee. SO yep..then Brandy*z daddy n Brandy came to pick me up to go to them oviez! we were a little late cuz we fricken got every red light! haha! oh well! n then we got there n Melzie gave us our tickets...n we sat down. We went to see *Darkness Falls* It wuz a good movie! hehe! Sum parts were scary! hehe! i luv scary movie*z! It*z better when you got a guy to hold on to though...meh that prob wont happen for awhile! oh well! So then after the movie, Me, Brandy, n Lyndsey went over to Melzie*z house. we watched *She's all that* and had pizza, and then cake. then opened presents! hehe! n then We got rides home! so yeah! when i got home there were like 10 people left at my house. the superbowl wuz still on...man i couldn*t study for my math exam cuz people were in like every fricken room! so i played scrabble wiht my aunt, grandma, and mom. haha t*was fun! then when everybody left..i started studying! i couldn*t fricken do anything man! i wuz on MSN talking to Kyle figuring out wut to do till like 1am. then i got off and went to my room...i studied more till 1:30...but then i fell asleep on my bed!

    *!~*!~*!~*!~*!~*!~*!Monday*!~*!~*!~*!~*!~*!~*!

    Well i had to get up at 7..got ready for my math exam..n then took the bus to school. i got there...and saw Kyle n lil Drew. We all talked for a bit...and then we all went up to the room. we just sat infront of it...talking abuot like everything! lol then Melzie came n we called her over..then me n Mel started freaking out cuz we didn*T know anything! lmao! then we did the exam. me n mel kept laughing cuz we had no kloo how to do anything on it! lmfao! i think i passed..i hope i passed! lmfao! Oh well i*m not worrying anymore! I*m sick of worrying about everything! it wrecks everything for me i tell ya! no fricken fun man! But then yea...after the exam me, mel, n devin Grant hung out...just chilled around the school! hmm n then i took the city bus home. n then my sister n Derek were here...so we just chilled around the house!

    *!~*!~*!~*!~*!~*!~*!Tuesday [Today! so far]*!~*!~*!~*!~*!~*!~*!

    Well today i woke up at 12:30. I got out of bed feeling great n noone wuz here! lmfao! i got the whole house to myself! man it kiz ass! i havent had the house to myself forever man! yay! but yeah i havent really done anything all day! been pretty boring! but relaxing...it*z givin me time to think over things...family, friendz, guyz...ya know...like everything! Meh! so yeah! i think that*z it for now! if anything happens today which i doubt it...then i*ll update. I got no school tomorrow..i*m off again! then the nezt semester starts....i*m excited! but i*m not! like ya i dunno wuts wrong with me...everything*z comin back...like all the worriez about everything man...i dunno it sux!

    Coming up in the next 2 months

    *dancing in the assembly - we are so screwed man i tell yea! we have one more practice that*s it! n half of us don*t even know the dance! like shit! lol!

    *Valentine*z day - Woopitie Doo. another depressing day...

    *Valentine*z day dance - meh at least there*Z A dance for a gayass day!

    *dance-a-thon - Niceness! Melzie my dancing partener!! Cant wait!! Now i think Brandy*z going into it this year! hehe yay!!!

    YeP..k so i dunno wut else to write now!
    Have a good day everyone! <3 you*z all!

    <3 Jilly!


    Current Mood: cranky
    Friday, January 24th, 2003
    6:00 pm
    Today! Exam day! :S
    wanna get down baybee? i do...holla at me baybee, Uh Uhhh


    K well today i had my English exam. I got up at 7:00am. dragged my ass right outta bed...n got ready. I walked down to the bus stop...the only person that wuz there wuz Robbie . Blah so yeah i took tha bus to school...put my jacket in my locka...then moved my way Upstaris to the 2nd floor. Met up with Brandy, Laura, Carri, and lil` Drew . we studied together. lol yeah well we tried studyin`! lmfao! yep me n Brandy kept laughing! i swear we had ADD lmfao! Yep so yep! we all went into the room...me n brandy took our seats...beside eachother..and we started the exam. it went alright i guess! i hope i passed it!....it wuz funny cuz Brandy*s Cellie started to ring in the middle of the exam. lmfao oh man she could got in so much trouble but the teacher just like ignored it! so yay! lmao CLose one Brandy!! lmfao so yep!

    After the xam wuz over.. me n brandy walked to her locker...David kept following us!! sheeeeesh! Yeah so then we went to my Locker..i got my shit. Then we went looking for Mr. Allt to see if we passed the course! We found him..but he said he didn*t have the marks ready...and he said to give him 15 minutes..and then come to his office! SO then we waited just chilled around talking to random people. then we went back..and he wuz like ok you both passed lmfao YAY! I PASSED CIVICS!! hOoray! -claps hands- wowzerz! i wuz just so surprised that i passed! i mean i*m pretty sure i failed the exam!but yeah he said i had a 56% haha HOORAY! Lmao... okay i*m done! ok so then me n brandy just went to talk to with people! so yep then every started to leave...n David came up to me...threw a note at me..and then like ran away. lmfao. omfg i opened it n here*z wut it said:

    I find you very attractive.
    I*ve had the biggest crush on you since the first day of class.
    I should have told you sooner, but i was too shy.
    I think about you all the time.
    Whenever i close my eyes, i think of you.
    I think you are the most beautiful girl in school.
    You are funny, crazy, and very sexy.
    I only wish i could have spent more time with you.
    If i weren't such a chicken, i would have asked you out.

    Like whoa..where*d that come from!?!? shit! me n Brandy were reading it on the steps..i wuz like WTF?!?! lmfaooo. Brandy oh man wut do i do now?! i don*t wanna be mean! but i don*t have ANY feelings for him wut-so-ever!! WUT DO I DO?!


    Yep so anyways...me n Brandy n this gurl who*z name i forget [lmfao woops]..went to McDonalds!! Oh baybee! our first HAPPIE MEAL FRIDAY BRANDY!! hehehe -gets excited- so yep we got our Happie meal*z! n then we saw Jaimie, Derek, and Tyler We all sat together! hehe..so yep we all talked n ate n shit! Me n Brandy got the same toy...it wuz so funny. we were pulling it apart..trying to rip the head off..but it just wouldn*t come off!! sheeeeesherz!! hahaha SO yeah! then we spotted a HOT WINDOW WASHER lmaooo Brandy n i were like starring at him FOREVER lmaooo he wquz so incredibly HOT!!Oh man so yummy! me n brandy missed the damn bu 3 times! lmao!! we ended up getting a ride home with her daddy! so yep!!

    Now im here at home! doing nothing wut-so-ever! hehe yay for me man! i kick major ass! teeeeeeheeeeee! mkai so yeah! tonight i have no kloo wut i*m doing yet! i*ll probably end up doing nothing at all! lmao! oh well i guess! Tomorrow...i just found out that i got a baseball practice from 4-6pm. like wtf is that man/. FUCK! -gets mad-. Oh well! i*m going over to Brandy*z tomorrow for a sleepover. n yeah i think mel might be coming too! but i ain*t sure! hehe! Uhmm yeah! i think tha*z all really!!

    <3 ya*z all!
    <3 Jilly

    P;S - MEL*Z B*DAY IZ IN *2* DAY*Z!! *SWeet *16* [hehe mel COUNTDOWN}

    4 *HoLLas*HoLLa*

    Current Mood: awake
    Thursday, January 23rd, 2003
    11:20 am
    la la la FUCK la la la



    Well it*z late n i*m too lazy to put every little add-in of my day...so it*z gonna be point form..nothing special happend today anywayz!

    ¸¸,ø¤º°`°º Gym ¸¸,ø¤º°`°º

    *Played badminton
    *Played Basketball
    *chilled wit Lyndsey n Sonia
    * talked..
    *went in weight room

    ¸¸,ø¤º°`°º English ¸¸,ø¤º°`°º


    *Did a sheet w/ Bran, n T
    *Talked n chilled wit lil Drew n Craig
    *watched T draw a pic [lol oh man so funny]
    *Blah!

    ¸¸,ø¤º°`°º Civics ¸¸,ø¤º°`°º


    *Got exam back
    *think i failed it
    *I*m a failure
    *yeah you heard i*m a f*ckin losa!
    *K thanx!

    ¸¸,ø¤º°`°º Math ¸¸,ø¤º°`°º


    *Went to caf w/ Mel n Kyle
    *got a TCBY
    *Talked
    *Went to my locker with Kyle lol
    *talked to Devin Grant

    ¸¸,ø¤º°`°º Spare ¸¸,ø¤º°`°º


    *saw my sister
    *went around the school looking for teachers to find a gay sheet
    *got Derek to drive us home
    *went to a computer store for Derek
    *went to MccyD*z
    *came home

    ¸¸,ø¤º°`°º la di daa daa ddaa ¸¸,ø¤º°`°º


    *realized that i had to babysitt
    *ran outside to their house
    *jesus christ that gave me a heart attack
    *got home round 5:30
    *Watched a lil bit of tv

    ¸¸,ø¤º°`°º Modeling ¸¸,ø¤º°`°º


    *did the run-way
    *got split up from my gurlz TWICE
    *my fault though!
    *meh...thats all! lol
    *Gotta doughnut at Timmy*z

    k so uhmmm so yea..
    i got nothing tomorrow..
    i got a ENGLISH exam Friday..
    n i got a MATH exam on Monday..
    That*z all!


    <3 Jilly


    Current Mood: annoyed
    Tuesday, January 21st, 2003
    8:40 pm
    wow it*s my first time!


    Heylo everybodie!
    this is my first entry! yay!

    You gotta be cruel to be kind in the right measures
    cruel to be kind is the very first sign
    cruel to be kind, means that i luv ya baby
    you gotta be cruel to be kind

    Yep so here*z ma day!

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    Wel we started a badminton tourny...me n Lyndsey were partners of course again! we won all three games so far! hehe yay! omg but i accidently smacked her in the back of the head with my raquet....cause she walked infront of me ...:S woops!


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    hmm in english today...we got our marks so far...i gotta fricken 56%. like WUT THE FUCK...seriously..imma fucking just quit fucking school....i acyually tried int hat fucking class..n if the fucking teacher doesn*t raise my fucking mark..imma fuckin` freak out...see lookit...i*ve already started...i feel like i could fucking kick the shit out of sum random person...like shit guy....k -calms down-

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    Well shit this has gotta be the shittiest class ever! we had our exam today..i*m pretty sure i BOMBED tha piece of shit. Which means i failed the class. like ffs can i do nothing right>! i*m a worthless piece of shit man i really am.

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    hmm well in this class for the first 1/2 we had this bitchy ass supplie teacher..that wouldn*t let me n mel go out to get sumthing to eat together...sheesh...n then we got another one..so we went down...we kept seeing Darryl while we were wandering throught the halls. Yep so yep!...

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    well we had to stay today cuzz tap...which wuz way stupid cuz all we did wuz fricken hand in our course selections..and then go....so pointless.

    Well i*ve been in a bad mood this whole day...trying to hide being all fucked up inside...n lemme say..it didn*t work...it feels like i*m changin...not in a good way..but in a bad way..i have a feeling its gonna get worse...and i*m afraid of losing my friendz..

    Right now i wish that i could move sumwhere FAR away from here..leave everything behind..feelings..bad memoriez..just everything. Fuck i wanna start over..everything i just want to change everything i do now..i*m so stupid man i tell ya...n like i wuz just thinkin`...n like i have only 2 friendz that actually might give a shit about me...n wut happenz to me..i feel noone else could care less about wut i do. n shit thats a shitty feeling...

    Oh well! imma just go off...and leave everything behind me...maybe next semester will be a good place to start changin`! oh well! i*m done bitchign now...


    <3 Jilly

    P.S: I*m not normally this depressed or bitchy...I just had a bad day! lol


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    Current Music: ;t;v;
    8:35 pm
    wow it*s my first time!


    Heylo everybodie!
    this is my first entry! yay!

    You gotta be cruel to be kind in the right measures
    cruel to be kind is the very first sign
    cruel to be kind, means that i luv ya baby
    you gotta be cruel to be kind

    Yep so here*z ma day!

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    Wel we started a badminton tourny...me n Lyndsey were partners of course again! we won all three games so far! hehe yay! omg but i accidently smacked her in the back of the head with my raquet....cause she walked infront of me ...:S woops!


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    hmm in english today...we got our marks so far...i gotta fricken 56%. like WUT THE FUCK...seriously..imma fucking just quit fucking school....i acyually tried int hat fucking class..n if the fucking teacher doesn*t raise my fucking mark..imma fuckin` freak out...see lookit...i*ve already started...i feel like i could fucking kick the shit out of sum random person...like shit guy....k -calms down-

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    Well shit this has gotta be the shittiest class ever! we had our exam today..i*m pretty sure i BOMBED tha piece of shit. Which means i failed the class. like ffs can i do nothing right>! i*m a worthless piece of shit man i really am.

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    hmm well in this class for the first 1/2 we had this bitchy ass supplie teacher..that wouldn*t let me n mel go out to get sumthing to eat together...sheesh...n then we got another one..so we went down...we kept seeing Darryl while we were wandering throught the halls. Yep so yep!...

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    well we had to stay today cuzz tap...which wuz way stupid cuz all we did wuz fricken hand in our course selections..and then go....so pointless.

    Well i*ve been in a bad mood this whole day...trying to hide being all fucked up inside...n lemme say..it didn*t work...it feels like i*m changin...not in a good way..but in a bad way..i have a feeling its gonna get worse...and i*m afraid of losing my friendz..

    Right now i wish that i could move sumwhere FAR away from here..leave everything behind..feelings..bad memoriez..just everything. Fuck i wanna start over..everything i just want to change everything i do now..i*m so stupid man i tell ya...n like i wuz just thinkin`...n like i have only 2 friendz that actually might give a shit about me...n wut happenz to me..i feel noone else could care less about wut i do. n shit thats a shitty feeling...

    Oh well! imma just go off...and leave everything behind me...maybe next semester will be a good place to start changin`! oh well! i*m done bitchign now...


    <3 Jilly

    P.S: I*m not normally this depressed or bitchy...I just had a bad day! lol


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