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wanted: p.a. [10 Jan 2004|01:58am] nickelodeon asia is looking for a full-time production assistant with background in tv production. preferably living within metro manila. the position needs to be filled immediately. interested parties may send their resumes to jiki.lim@nick-asia.com experience in a gag or kids show is a major plus. 2 comments|post comment

[27 Dec 2003|02:52am] [ mood | calm ] [ music | keyboard tappings ] wek. ginawa ko ng photo album ang blurty ko =p just a couple of days left before new year. although i still get butterflies in my tummy thinking of all the things i have to do come january, at the back of my head i know that when the time comes i'll know how to deal with it. it's just my nature to second-guess myself or worry about something that hasn't even materialized. my mom told me this morning that she was going to start buying me stresstabs because she didn't want me to start looking old. of course, it had nothing to do with the fact that i was fatigued..hehe, ayaw lang nya akong mag-mukhang matanda. hay, mommy. what would i do without my folks? i really don't know. post comment

i miss greer [23 Dec 2003|03:39am] classic greer story. when we were in the states together we were shocked over the smallest size of neopolitan ice cream in the grocery. patawatawa pa kami, "that's HUGE! no way we're going to finish that!"...at napahiya sa pinsan nyang 16year-old sarcastic bitchlette ('di pa sya full-blown bitch),"it's not just for you guys, it's for the whole family". oonga naman. anyways, that night, we had dinner and of course, dessert. syempre, greer and i had a bit of the ice-cream.. greer: "sarap ha! pero...nakakasawa" ...clock struck midnight, nood kami ng howard stern. had a bit more of the ice-cream... jiki: "sarap pala ng ice-cream kapag nanonood ng late-night tv ha.." tapos na howerd stern, the grace kelly story na ang nasa TV. hmm...intriguiging.. greer: "let's stay up, total di pa tayo tapos mag merienda.." sabay scoop sa container, wala ng laman. inubos namin isang family-size (ewan ko ba kung ilang gallon yon) na container ng generic ice-cream. im talking at least 1 and 1/2 feet tall. it's a good thing we never discovered ben and jerry's. our companion was so embarrassed, he bought another giant gallon the next day. you can guess, kung sino rin umubos. 2 comments|post comment

more about julian [20 Dec 2003|09:19pm] [ music | car beeping, my folks are home... ] the greatest victims of my recent camera purchase, my folks. nope, they didn't pay for it (although they did help out a little). they are paying in other ways...my mom must want to throw julian away by now. she makes the best subject and she doesn't even know it. my dad is a bit more cooperative, but would rather take the pictures than be in it. suffice it to say, unlike me, my parents are camera-shy. post comment

just a few minutes more [16 Dec 2003|11:52pm] [ mood | lonely ] and so hits the loneliest day of the year. 6 comments|post comment

christmas and birthday parties [16 Dec 2003|11:40am] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | christmas songs pa rin! ] really enjoyed alfred's non-mainstream night. raymond lee got me with his rendition of iloveyouboy and jade's pompompom will never happen again. best of all, shelves was reunited... sayang, pipa and kat were not around... ( hay, christmas pictures are so distracting ) 5 comments|post comment

it's off to the universe we go... [11 Dec 2003|05:35pm] [ mood | chipper ] yawn. what a slow day, spent mostly in front of the computer. getting ready to remedy the situation with a lil poetry reading. practiced rhyming earlier today with pia and didipusrex para 'di naman tayo mapahiya. gel is picking me up in an hour. bihis na nga ako. here we go folks..kaya ko 'to! post comment

naturally [08 Dec 2003|10:28pm] [ mood | corny ] [ music | muffled hbo ] so it's come to this. loneliest month and in the cold. i can be incredibly cruel to myself when i get this way. i should probably shut up now. go to bed and try to end this day as soon as possible. my feet are frozen and i can barely feel anything. a little more and it ought to reach my head. sooner please so i can stop hearing myself think. then hopefully, it'll go away. 1 comment|post comment

[04 Dec 2003|03:53pm] i knew it. i should not have laughed as hard yesterday. it's not too bad though, i still have an afternoon with geliqueygirl and ringgo to look forward to. sigh, hot choco and ruins with bestfriend is exactly what someone like me needs to keep sane. 2 comments|post comment

its six-fifteen, there must be something better to do [01 Dec 2003|06:06am] [ mood | sad ] and so starts the loneliest month. and i was wondering why my eyes were smaller than usual when i woke up this morning.. welcome to the end of the year. it's bad enough on a normal day that i fall asleep counting my mistakes. now i have a number of days left to assess myself for the year. and it doesn't help any that the days in december are abnormally quick, they fly by like the last few hours of sunday. so now my procrastinating ass has to come to terms with things i put off all week AND the things i put off all year. might as well add the things i probably will never get done to the list. when i was a kid, i couldn't wait for december. now all it reminds me of is the fact that i'm old. and that's just not fun. 1 comment|post comment

bandwagon! [24 Nov 2003|12:00pm] jiki was a Quiet Pick-Pocket in a past life. Discover your past lives @ Quiz Me 2 comments|post comment

just read the papers [23 Nov 2003|01:50pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | sop, hehe mandy moore singing (overdose na'to) ] wek. fpj's running for sure...advance merry christmas, next year ought to be very interesting.. 3 comments|post comment

wek, i actually had fun. [22 Nov 2003|10:33pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | the mummy on studio 23 ] the end of this week's hellweek was marked by my mandy moore ep.. outside the studio, noel, dressed like a crazed fan awaits her arrival with everyone else in the office, i take a shot of him from inside the studio..i am told by the mtv finance director that the bouncers'd take my phone away if i dared take a shot of...tsktsktsk..it's just noel... inside, only a couple of us are allowed to stay mandy and her hairstylist (whose dream is to hold the MTV cube) play reporter after a gruelling 3-show shoot and interview she is really tall...i really like her hot-pink shoes, sayang didn't get to take a shot of it.. as soon as she leaves, order in the ofc is restored..while waiting for lunch libs, our p.a, noel and i bum..i try on the "mandy" wig..i think it looks real on me...mebbe i should just invest in wigs instead of having my hair cut next time.. we finally leave for the open field around 3pm. at the concert grounds, we chase our tails as we search for what they call, THE PRESS AREA. even the maskolado security didn't have a clue.. alexa, officially joins us with this shoot. it didn't take her long to adjust to the crew. here's a shot of them right after they bond over "small things and little things" while trekking around the press area with our all access pass... to kill time we shot the big finish of the episode on stage with noel dressed as mandy moore..the crowd must've been really bored or super game because their reaction was more than just enthusiastic. the livewire ppl were cool, they gave us 10 minutes onstage and supported the act all the way. noel, still in normal clothes (but donning wig) warns the audience about what he's about to do.. pre-mandy activities start...the sexbomb perform..i try my best to get a shot of them but alas, im situated in the wrong area and i don't have a digicam. so grrr...no zoom.must admit, they know how to work up the crowd..despite myself, hehehe..i found my hips swaying and even attempted a giling or two..bomb nga sila.. with only one hour left before her performance, noel and i camp with the audience i'd post my gma and paparazzi shots but i've to grab them from minidv muna..sigh, it's a weird fallback but if this producing thing don't work out..joining the paparazzi squad isn't as bad as i thought ;p post comment

kreea '03 [15 Nov 2003|02:45am] [ mood | amused ] she's back, well at least for today. i missed her.. realized, it's much harder when you don't have a pen partner. 2 comments|post comment

sigh, ang arte ko...saya maging babaw hehe [02 Nov 2003|02:24pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | tv5 je ne comprends pas ] a couple of days ago i had my hair highlighted, around the same time lalapot had her hair colored. aside from the uber-weird cultish environment that surrounded the salon and the brat attacks of young henry (which all contributed to the day being soooooooo very long) i had to endure 4 hours of kalyo-sa-pwet and kati sa mukha. here's a quick rundown on a long afternoon... tokyo kid do.. no, sha, they did not just comb the color through ala tirang-kulay shampoo-boy style, sigh... matagal..pa ba? After ten million years, we finally wrapped it up at around 645pm...hair and rest of self, battered. sigh, but as tita cynthia would say, "beauty sacrifice". at home dad freaked and mom told me i looked older. owel, they're not much for the arirang look i guess. i'm thinking of getting bangs now but claree doesn't recommend it..hehe.. after all that whining in the salon, i still dont know when to stop fiddling around with my hair. i'm sick and addicted. 3 comments|post comment

[28 Oct 2003|11:11pm] i am so dead. the other computer won't start. it started for about five minutes a while ago now its really dead. im going to die. why....... i cant breathe..this is supposed to be my break and still im tense and stressed. post comment

[22 Oct 2003|11:45am] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | water pump--again.. ] had a pleasant enough evening today. finished the hellish tasks by 9pm and spent the rest of the evening perusing the internet. as i've told claree/lalapot earlier, the internet is bad, very very bad. it's almost midnight and i must turn in soon but i can't log off until i've updated my blurty. i've made a resolve to record more of my thoughts-- be them boring, depressing or shallow (as you can see, i always veer towards the negative). visited my lj, tried to drop a word or two in but didn't feel comfortable about it anymore. funny, i never thought i'd appreciate my blurty more than my lj but i guess in some way, i wouldn't have made a blurty at all if i were very happy with my original journal. one nice thing about lj though, is the larger variety of people over there. i stumbled upon an interesting entry that's been circulating for days, maybe even weeks now. it's the best damn rant i've read in a long time. i probably like it because the topic is close to home but it could also be because her angst is just so amazingly well-written. wish i could've expressed myself that way when i was surrounded by the long-haired Rosas and Isabels of this world...sigh, teenage angst..it never really disappears, does it..? anyway, here's a quotation from that entry, it's by jelly_donut it won't do any good to click here though, she's on LJ not blurty. maybe i'll have four pieces of toast instead of two. maybe i'll have real butter instead of margarine. fuck you! and guess what? if i can be confident with my three digits of a-s-s and my cellulite thighs, then damnit, so can you! there is nothing special about me. i repeat, not a goddamn thing. wait, maybe there is something special about me. i'm supple, you assholes. and i like it that way. check her out, i think she made LJ history by scoring the most comments on a post ever. she's some fatgirl advocate...im not really inclined to agree with all her points because, honestly, she may be comfortable being obese, but, umm..i think i'll pass. i do enjoy her writing style though, and the way she drives her point across. here's her site : http://www.livejournal.com/users/jelly_donut/112991.html?page=1 post comment

[21 Oct 2003|09:58pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | cars passing and aircon ] it took me all of 9 hours to do my work today. too painfully long. i thought it would take me 2 hours at most. hay, why do i always give myself too much credit? tsk, tsk. by 6pm my brain refused to function. i couldn't even remember if i had submitted everything already or simply forgot from the euphoric relief of having accomplished the tasks. i swear i can be a total wasp at times. logged off, then back on again after 5 minutes, decided to send away--who cares kung du-moble, better safe than sorry. sigh. it's tennish and in a couple of hours i've to sleep and wake up to another harrowing day of errands. i'll be fine i guess. i won't think about it na. albeit tired, i got through today and that's all that matters to me at 10:13pm, tuesday, October 21, 2003. post comment

[21 Oct 2003|01:15pm] [ mood | okay ] giving elemir blurty 101 as we speak...more members for FR! hehehe post comment

when will it end.. [20 Oct 2003|11:05am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | trike outside ] so sleepy. i look like shit. i've been trying to catch up with everything since that horror of a shoot last Wednesday. Saturday's ordeal has passed and it's already Monday, supposedly the beginning of a new week with a fresh start and new choices, new karma... Why does it still feel like an extension of last week? if this goes on, it's going to be the death of me. seriously, i need to sleep for ten years after this. it's killing me and it shouldn't. i get the feeling it's because i'm letting it. the thing is, i don't even know when i can take a step back and think about everything before some new problem, new issue, new requirement needs my attention. i spent my only free day, Sunday, fixing my room and my files. not exactly what i would call relaxation but at the very least, at the end of the task, i felt a sense of rightness and fulfilment--the first, this past two weeks. post comment

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