Was here but now is gone!   
02:39pm 10/07/2004
 
mood: accomplished
music: "Slow Motion"
Well I have been gone for a while & will be gone from here for a long ass time.

I am living with JR now. I hate Jeff! He is such an ass! He fucking hit me so fuck him!

I am about to move to SC! Not sure when but soon.

Well I just stopped to say I'm not dead just gone.

WELL I guess I will see ya when I see ya!		  
     
8 Sad screams Hold me...Thrill me... Kiss me...Kill me...
 
Emotions...   
11:45am 26/05/2004
 
mood: confused
music: "Raise The Dead" by Orange Willard
Have ya ever got the urge to spill your emotions??? Well I did. But I'm not like most...I cant tell them to people I cant just tell people those things... Hell I cant even show my emotions. So I write them...Write them for any & all to see...
( Emotions can be found if you look in the right places... )		  
     
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Broken Promise Ring...   
01:20pm 31/03/2004
 
mood: numb
music: :Tell Myself Goodbye"
Broken Promise Ring...

I really wanna call you
But I know that it's not right.
I probably shouldn't tell you
But I dreamed of you last night.
I guess I'm not prepared to say...
Goodbye, so long, farewell, I won't be seeing you again
Until next time that he goes away.

You told me that you loved me
I started tearing down those walls.
I really started to trust you
but you set me up to take the fall.
I guess I'm not prepared to say...
Goodbye, so long, farewell, I won't be seeing you again
Until next time that he goes away.

I guess that I'm wrong for falling in love,
But you're still the one that I'm dreaming of.
I guess that it's you I want to hold onto,
But you're holding onto someone else.		  
     
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Sorry...   
11:03pm 29/03/2004
 
mood: crushed
music: "Tell My Self Goodbye" Dead Poetic
Well I have come to know that I have made some people mad. So I guess I give up on people. They Just suck! I changed the background cuz I am sick of people yelling about it so here you go... Happy???

But I miss Jeff! Not the whole being with him thing just the good times we had. Sad part is I even miss the bad...

But I am signing out. Once & for all...		  
     
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Jeff...   
12:11pm 26/03/2004
 
mood: sad
music: "Death Sex" by The Distillers
Ok last night I had the biggest freak out!

This is a song I have that reminds me of how I feel about Jeff perfectly...
( Broken Promises )		  
     
Hold me...Thrill me... Kiss me...Kill me...
 
This 2 shall pass...   
12:56pm 22/03/2004
 
mood: contemplative
music: "Not Enough" Jeff Hardy Desire Video!
BONNIE & CLYDE SHALL SOON RISE AGAIN!!! ALL HAIL THE END OF TIME!!!		  
     
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VILLE VALO PICS!!!   
06:01pm 22/12/2003
 
mood: loved
music: "I Love You (prelude to tragedy)" -H-I-M-
Hey! -H-I-M- performed on the Astoria stage on Dec. 19! The pics are only of Ville Valo. The pics are so cute & funny!!!

( Click here for the pics! )		  
     
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Pics of a GOD!   
12:35pm 17/12/2003
 
mood: horny
music: "Join Me" by -H-I-M-
I dont have anything to do & I am listening to my -H-I-M- cd's And I got the urge to go through my Ville Valo pics so I thought I would post some to waste the time...

( Click here for the SEXY Ville Valo or go to hell!!! )
Sexy & rare pics!
  
     
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