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Blurty for Alexis.
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| Monday, November 24th, 2003 |
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Well this is it, my friends. Okay I'm gonna write out everything about me and Jordan that I have written before but then deleted because it was too much information and I would regret it later. Because now I have reached a point where there are no regrets. This is just the way it is gonna go. So Jordan, if you ever read this), sorry to lay everything out. But I have to for my own sanity. Once upon a time, there was a girl named Alexis who met a guy named Jordan and they liked each other a lot. Things were great, Alexis had never been so happy. When Alexis found out that her parents were going out of town, she thought it would be SO FUN if Jordan stayed at her house that weekend. They were both very excited. But then right before that weekend, Jordan said that he had to babysit his little brother the whole weekend. No problem, said Alexis, I'm sure we will hang out sometime over the weekend anyways. During that weekend, Alexis called Jordan twice. He-who-could-not-be-separated-from-his-c Well baby I gotta go to work now, hope you enjoyed my story lol. I was kind of interuppted cuz Jordan came online and we figured everything out and made some decisions and we are still together. But anyways, I gotta go.....later...by the way, I think this is gonna be my last blurty. Hope you enjoyed it. I'm gonna start doing something else because way too many people know about it now and I don't like that. So maybe I'll tell you what it is if you ask. I'm out. |
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| Saturday, November 22nd, 2003 |
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TrixiePixieXoXoX: GOD i need to go out and get one (a life that is) TrixiePixieXoXoX: lol LoS aL Hott GaL: well you will this afternoon LoS aL Hott GaL: i know a good place to pick up one of those LoS aL Hott GaL: and the return policy is the best! TrixiePixieXoXoX: awesome! i've been looking for one for a long time! TrixiePixieXoXoX: hahahahah LoS aL Hott GaL: lol LoS aL Hott GaL: yeah i got one, and then i found a stain on it, so i toook it back haha Bridget and I are way too cool...I was supposed to go with her today to get ready with all her modeling stuff, but since my speeding ticket my parents have been a little sketchy on the whole hanging out deal. But we are for sure going to lunch, so that's good. The story on the video is that Tits DIDN'T bring it by last night cuz he was late for work. I said no worries cuz I mean, at least he HAS the video and is planning on giving it to me. Whether it got here yesterday or today isn't the issue, I just want it back relatively soon. I can't wait to watch it, talk about going down memory lane.....back when the OTHER group was still together....me, brian, lauren, kyle, rob, hillary, grant, alberto......and what a group it was. Before so many things happened....before me and brian and our whatever-it-was, before THE ASSHOLE made his fatal mistake in the dark room (hope you enjoy being a registered sex offender), before Chad's death....amazing how things change so drastically. Now I'm basically friends with Rob, Alberto, Lauren and Kyle. I don't even talk to Brian and Grant all that much anymore, and Hillary the bitch hates my guts for no good reason....hey hillz, why don't you try to go fuck Jon again? At least this time it won't be behind Rob's back. Or maybe you can go after Brian like you used to when you and Rob were together, once again, you won't be cheating on Rob this time.....SLUT. The anger that I'm feeling right now is relatively unrelated to what I was just talking about. I am just frustrated about things that are so easily fixed if someone would just show a little EFFORT. Whatever, ranting and raving on here isn't gonna fix a damn thing, because that person doesn't even READ this anymore....this same person used to give me a hard time if I hadn't updated it like once a day. Once again, funny how things change so quickly...I hate it...."I love you, I hate you, I can't live without you...I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you...I just can't take anymore...." Well baby, I'm gonna go switch my cell phones so I get my cool one working again hopefully. I'll write soon.....*muah* |
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| Friday, November 21st, 2003 |
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ha at least, I think it is Friday....god this day has been SOOOO LONG! I'm STILL at work....oy vei. But I have GREAT NEWS!! Nick Duros (aka TITS) messaged my phone and was like "Hey I have your video when do you want me to drop it by" and i'm thinking at first who the hell is this but then I checked and I was like NO WAY, IT'S NICK! So then I proceeded to get EXTREMELY stoked. Here's the 411 (lol STOP IT) on this video....Nick and Beechler came over to my house one day to watch this video. We made the video back in HIGH SCHOOL (senior year, baby) and my mom came home and that was the day of the ice cube incident lol so I told Nick to take the tape just so it looked like that was the reason that he and beechler were at my house. He's had it ever since lol and told me that he LOST IT. But he FOUND IT and I'm so fucking excited, WOW. I honestly never thought I would see it again. And I didn't have any other copies of it. But making it was seriously the highlight of my senior year (besides graduation, when I got the hell out of Los Al HS forever). It's funnier than any of the other videos I've made COMBINED (sorry Jordan and Sarah, but u gotta see this one to believe it...altho our videos are pretty damn funny). Esp. when Sarah and I go off about Jeff (aka Russell) and how he was really warm that one day lmao good times. Wow I know a lot of people who are aka something lol I love it. I think this day has been so damn slow cuz i wanna go home and watch the video like RIGHT NOW, THIS SECOND!!!! Sarah is stoked to see it too, I can't WAIT. Well I got some stuff to do, baby, but I will write again soon.....*kiss kiss* I'm out at 2, YEAH! |
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| Thursday, November 20th, 2003 |
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Okay here's the story lol.... So ok I am running out of the house (late as usual) and it's getting kind of cold so I opt to wear shoes instead of sandals (yes this sounds like pointless information but it is important lol so pay attention) so I grab my Converse and hop in the car but don't put the shoes on. So I'm driving to the bank to open my checking account at Washington Mutual in LB. I'm driving, driving, and driving some more, and I finally get there. I figured hey I can put my shoes on when I get to the bank, no big thing. So I get to the bank, right, and I look over in my passenger seat, which had been holding my shoes and my GIGANTIC 7-11 drink, and the 7-11 drink is tipped over. And I'm thinking oh shit not again, cuz it does that all the damn time, and I had JUST gotten my car washed 2 days ago. So I set it upright and realize that my cell phone was all wet too, but whatever, it's a piece of shit so I don't care. So I pick up one shoe and put it on. I pick up the other shoe and I hear a sloshing noise. So I'm thinking wtf is that. Oh, no worries, it's just coming FROM MY SHOE. The shoe is filled with Coke. Surprisingly, it's not dripping out so I'm like ok cool cool no worries, I'll just pour it out. So I open my door and someone is trying to park next to me but they just had to WAIT cuz emptying my shoe was WAY more important. So I'm pouring this stuff out of my shoe and they are looking at me like what kind of drugs are you on. So I kind of wave at them, like sorry, had to empty out my shoe, don't look at me like YOU haven't done it before. So it finally gets all poured out but of course it is SOAKING WET inside cuz you know, thats what happens when your shoe gets filled with COKE. But I was thinking, you know, if you didn't have a cup or something, you could just fill your shoe up and drink out of it, although that's kind of disgusting. But the damn thing didn't LEAK! I was like hell, you could mix a batch of cookies in these things. So anyways, I realize that I don't have any other shoes in the car (figures I would have 25 sweatshirts, 4 pairs of pants, and 3 hats, but no shoes) so I have to put the soggy shoe on. So I put the fucker on and walk into Washington Mutual and my foot is squeaking, but it's only one so it sounds even MORE ridiculous. To top that off, I'm limping because my foot is so damn cold that I don't want to step on it. My mom was in the bank and she thought it was quite funny, as did the teller that she was working with. But I think the person who got the BIGGEST kick out of it was Sarah lmao I've never heard her laugh so hard. So yeah, it's great because that is the funniest thing that happened to me all day, and it's ironic cuz it was a relatively shitty day before that. I got a speeding ticket in Suburbia Hell (aka ROSSMOOR) which ruined my morning. But I had In N Out for lunch so that kind of made up for it lol since we all know how much I LOVE FOOD. My parents aren't pissed about the ticket, but I gotta go to traffic school (LAME!). The BEST thing that happened all day was that I got an e-mail from Tim! YAY! :) Always makes my day, for sure. Well baby, I gotta go take a shower cuz Sarah is coming over....It's SURVIVOR NIGHT, BABY! WOOOOO!!!! Talk to you soon....*muah* |
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| Sunday, November 16th, 2003 |
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Good morning, baby, what's happening....DANNY CALLED! YES! Ok here's what happened....I get up this morning and my parents are like "Do you know a guy named Danny Taylor..." and I say yeah he's my friend and Jacob's best friend and they say "...because he called last night at midnight and was drunk". UH OH BUSTED. My mom was like isn't he only 17 and I'm thinking DAMMIT cuz now they think all bad of him or something. But how great, Danny called. It was 2 in the morning in Colorado when he called lol but all he and Jacob do is get drunk and whatever in Colorado. Well, they did it in Bass Lake too lol when they went camping. Silly boys. I'll have to call him today. Hopefully he will remember calling me last night lol my dad said that he was slurring his words and stuff. I haven't talked to Danny since last summer. I can't believe he called! Maybe I can get Jacob's # in Colorado from him. I'm so STOKED hehe :-D It's been WAAAAY too long. He should have called my cell instead of my house though....he knows about my sleep thing but I guess when you are wasted you tend to forget these things lol.... GOSH life is just fabulous right now. Even if I have to study all day today.....or at least pretend to lol. I'm really tired right now for some reason. I think I was sleep walking last night lol cuz i was half asleep when I was walking and then I woke up completely and I was standing in the middle of my kitchen and I was like wtf am I doing here and so then I went back to bed haha. Whatever time it was, my dad was still watching TV. Figures. He was probably asleep on the couch when Danny called. Danny bo banny.....haha I can't wait to talk to him. It's a pretty day today...too bad I'm gonna be in the house the whole damn time. What lame shit. I'm not gonna pass this test, I already know that. I don't remember anything that I studied yesterday (and yes I actually DID study yesterday lol). It's pointless. Richard has told me about 5 times that he is really tired. What a conversation lol. He went to a Yellowcard/Matchbook Romance concert last night and stayed up until 2 in the morning. FUN FUN! :) Wish it had been me haha....but yesterday was great enough, a CONCERT couldn't even top it. Well sunshine, it's time for me to go take a shower and maybe I can break out of the house to go to the bank and give Sarah her sunglasses back cuz I have had them since Friday. Talk to you soon! *muah* later, baby! |
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| Saturday, November 15th, 2003 |
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Goooooood evening, baby! And how good it is, you have no idea lol. So what did I do today that was so amazingly awesome? Well I'll tell ya.... First, I got an email from my bio teacher saying that if he can drop me, he will. Cuz I tried to drop my class yesterday and becuz Golden West is GOLDEN WASTE, it wouldn't let me. Lame ass. So my teacher said he will try to drop me on Monday. But if he can't, then I gotta finish the class and take my F or whatever. But right now, I'm in such a great mood that I don't really care either way. Here's why.... So I start studying for biology cuz I mean, if I have to take the test on monday then I gotta be at least somewhat prepared. And who should call but Jordan. :) He was going to Long Beach Town Center (LBTC, baby!) and wanted me to go. So I argued with my mom (and won haha) and got to go. Jordan picks me up around 11ish and we go and the stupid Sprint people took HOURS. Jordan was having phone trouble so they said they would fix it in 45 minutes...LIARS lol. Seriously, we didn't leave there until around 2. We went to Party City, Barnes & Noble, and just walked around. Oh yeah, Jordan got a pretzel lol. So we FINALLY leave and just kind of drive around for a while before he takes me home. But even though the Sprint people were dumb, it was great because I got to spend so much time with Jordan. :) Ahhh I love that boy. So he dropped me off at home, and I've been studying and then going on the internet and then studying again and switching back and forth ever since haha....I'm taking a break until tomorrow lol I've decided that just now. Cuz I'm just way too happy to concentrate on biology. Ha I'm talking to Alberto, wanna see what we're saying? Well even if you don't lol that's too bad cuz I'm gonna show you hahah..... Alburtz: im not racist i just dont like people who are diferent than me TrixiePixieXoXoX: hahahaha Alburtz: lol TrixiePixieXoXoX: ok does anyone EVER understand a fucking word that comes out of Sean Paul's mouth? I mean seriously, what is that guy SAYING? TrixiePixieXoXoX: I'm listening to Baby Boy by Beyonce feat. Sean Paul and it's like um ok Sean Paul needs to go back to where he came from, take an english class or two, and lose the accent so we can understand what the hell he is saying Alburtz: ever walk up to his face and say, "FAGGOT!" ? TrixiePixieXoXoX: haha TrixiePixieXoXoX: ok do u remember those little things that girls used to make in elementary school where u would pick a number and they would move it that many times and then u would pick a color and it would open up and tell u your fortune or something? Alburtz: hahha Alburtz: haha yeah i do TrixiePixieXoXoX: haha dane cook has a skit on it TrixiePixieXoXoX: it goes something like this TrixiePixieXoXoX: Pick a number please, PICK A NUMBER! 4...1 2 3 4 TrixiePixieXoXoX: Pick a color please, PICK A COLOR! Purple...P-U-R-P-L-E....YOU'RE A FAGGOT TrixiePixieXoXoX: hahahahahah Alburtz: Hahaha Alburtz: know what i think is funny? Alburtz: asians Alburtz: know what I saw on my way home yesterday? Alburtz: an asian Alburtz: in a rice rocket TrixiePixieXoXoX: hahaha TrixiePixieXoXoX: YES Alburtz: with a cell phone Alburtz: picking his nose Alburtz: swirving from lane to lane Alburtz: You know he'll die within the week Yeah, we are obviously talking about life changing subjects, as you can see. We are NOT RACIST. But you know, after dating 3 Asian guys, I sometimes feel like I can make a judgement or two, only because they all turned out to be PSYCHO. I have dealt with more bullshit because of them than you can imagine. Actually, one was only half, but he was still um in a league of his own I guess you could say. Well enough about that... I changed my voicemail yet again...I'm tired of sounding all stupid like it's a business voicemail. My mom makes me have it be as NOT COOL as possible because people from my work might call or something, I dunno, I think it's bullshit lol. Cuz it used to say "Hey baby, you've reached my voicemail! Sorry I can't get to the phone right now, but leave a message and I'll call you back, thanks, bye!" or something like that. My mom is like YOU CAN'T SAY BABY. WTF ever lol....so now it's a song....It's the song that Jordan sent me and said to listen to it whenever I feel blue. So I figured hey how cool would it be to put on my voicemail....and it sounds pretty damn good I think. :) STOKED. Ha I don't think there are many things that I'm NOT stoked about at this point. Speaking of voicemail....I called Patrick last night cuz i FINALLY got his number and whatnot and he has every single phone number, email address, and AIM screen name of mine now lol so there's no way he CAN'T get ahold of me. So anyways... I called him last night while I was driving home with Sarah Bo Berra and it said his voicemail wasn't set up and I remembered when Chris' wasn't set up WAAAAAAY back when and I set it up for him and I had never even MET him lol which was kind of funny but anyways I figured eh what the hell I'll set up Patrick's for him, cuz I know him better than I knew Chris when I set up his. Hopefully Patrick will figure it out by the time I see him next Tuesday lol but who knows.... Well honey bunny, it's time for me to go now.....but I will write again soon! |
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| Friday, November 14th, 2003 |
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Hey baby, now I'm at my Dad's office. I have to update his computer because the IDIOTS at CompUSA lost all of his business information from March 2003 on. STUPID PEOPLE lol. Talked to Sarah, we're going to the movies today. Gonna see if Alberto wants to go see the matrix. FUN FUN! I wanna get my car washed cuz it's freakin embarassing right now. It's pitiful lol between the ash and the rain and everything, GROSS...and the inside looks even worse. It looks like I'm LIVING in my car cuz I have clothes and stuff everywher. Got my oil changed at Jiffy Lube last night, met a guy who knew Chad Mester cuz Chad used to work there. So we talked for a little bit. He liked my stickers. :) I also met one of the owner's of the Rossmoor Car Wash and he said that anytime I come in, he'll give me a great deal. What a cool guy. Haven't talked to Jordan yet, but I'm not worried. I'm sure I'll see him sometime today...cuz it's FRIDAY! WOO!! I have a headache....grrrr. But other than that, it's all good I think. I'm gonna see if my mom will let me drop Biology cuz seriously there's no way I can possibly pass this class. The test is on Monday, I haven't studied yet, it isn't looking good for me here. So I'll prolly have to take it over the summer. But at least I will PASS IT then. I don't want to have an F on my transcripts for this class. I'm not even pissed about all the time I wasted on the class and IN class, it's my own fault for messing it up. Today is the last drop date....so we'll see. I'll keep u updated lol. Well, gotta get back to work, sunshine! *muah* Smile: life is beautiful! :) |
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| Hey baby what's up? Just chillin at work, waiting for my presentation to start. Turns out that I'M the one doing the powerpoint presentation. WONDERFUL. Oh well, no worries, went and got my morning Coke (a Cola) so I'm ready to face the day now lol. I've had 3 mini bagels and I think someone brought doughnuts. SCORE! Well, we're about to start so I'd better be going. Oh yeah, Survivor was off the hook last night lol at least Rupert didn't get voted off! I get to see JORDAN today! YAY! *muah* later baby | ||||||||
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| Thursday, November 13th, 2003 |
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Hey...my mom is all mad at me because even though i was ON TIME to work, I didn't meet her on the playground so therefore I am late. I have been running all over the fucking school trying to find her, and she says "a likely story" i'm just like WHATEVER. So now I'm in the computer lab working on a powerpoint for HER so when she has her little presentation she will be prepared. Because she doesn't know how to do a powerpoint presentation so she sends me to do it, after bitching me out in front of another teacher and the kids in the classroom. What a great morning. I went to the office twice, her office, four classrooms, and I finally found her. *deep breath* Okay I'm over it. Jordan called yesterday! YAY :) I love when he calls randomly just to see how I'm doing. I had to meet with my Work Experience facilitator and she was actually a really cool lady. Then I went and bought Jordan something because I just felt like it hehe. And I'm NOT telling him what it is. I'll give it to him tomorrow when he comes home. He's only coming home for a couple hours, but even if it was only like 2 minutes, I would still be happy. At least I get to see him at all... I have Poli Sci and dance today, both of which I will be going to. Knowing Patrick, he probably won't even recognize me now lol. I used to wear my hair up all the time, so one day I wore it down and Patrick didn't even know it was me haha...now I'm REALLY gonna throw him off. I've missed so much dance and I really need to STOP IT. I missed it last week for a good reason, because I was sick. I have probably only shown up about half the time. So no more. My blurty is my witness lol. Well baby, my mom's dumbass password isn't working on the website I need to log into, so I gotta go get it from her now. *muah* Have a fantabulous day! |
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| Wednesday, November 12th, 2003 |
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Hey baby....what's going on? Not much here....had yesterday off, that was cool. YAY VETERANS DAY. It's too bad that these holidays only become about not having school or work, not about what it was created for, to honor the veterans. Same with Memorial Day. Everyone is like YAY NO SCHOOL but they don't even understand WHY they have the day off. Sarah had school so I just kind of hung around the house and picked her up around 1:30ish. Then we went to my bank where I realized that I still didn't have my ATM card and it was closed anyways so yeah we went to the movies because we REALLY wanted to see "Love, Actually". After seeing the Matrix, sheesh, we needed a Hugh Grant movie for sure. But there weren't any playing until 3:05 and I had a hair appointment at 4:30 so we were like eh we'll do it Thursday. So we went and got boba in Los Al over by E-net (MY FAVORITE HANG OUT haha yeah right), didn't see Tommy (thank goodness), and drove back to Long Beach to my hair place cuz my mom was getting her hair done at that very moment. So when my mom finished, it was my turn, and 2 hours later, I look considerably different lol. But I LOVE IT. :) ha as long as Jordan still recognizes me, it's all good. So then we went to Jeff's house and we only planned on staying for like ten minutes but it turned into an hour and then some. That's what happens when someone wants a back massage lol you kind of lose track of time. So my parents were mad, but whatever. I was supposed to come home RIGHT after I got my hair done, who knows why. Yeah mom, sitting in a chair for 2 hours is WAY stressful lol oh well. Sarah and I both had headaches though for some reason so it was better that we went home. So I came home, went online, and Richard freaked out about my hair lol he's mad at me "kinda" (his words). I never knew it was such a ground breaking thing for him haha. I'm supposed to call him this morning because he hasn't talked to me in forever and wants to hear my "sexy phone voice" (i have no idea what voice he is talking about, but ok lol). I'm listening to "Behind Blue Eyes" by Limp Bizkit and I just realized that the Speak and Spell thing that Dane Cook talks about in one of his skits is IN the song. It spells out L-I-M-P and then says "Say it." lol now I know what the scary voice is that Dane Cook was talking about. How great. For some reason, I just love this song right now. It's on repeat, sort of lol it's not done downloading yet so I just have to keep playing it. It's a huge file, but it will be done soon enough hopefully since I've been trying to dl it for 2 days now lol. Hmmm.....so what else is new....got a bio test on Monday. Scared shitless. I need a high C on this test in order to even have a CHANCE at passing this class.....and the last drop day is friday. So you can see my dilemma. Ugh.....gotta get on that studying. I need to study 6 chapters....it was 7, but he got rid of one of them for some reason. Damn this is gonna suck. I really need to study....I need a 35 out of 50 on the next two tests...my last two scores were 16 and 19. I'm gonna need a miracle. Well love, I'm gonna get going. Talk to you later.....*muah* Songs of the week: "It's My Life" by No Doubt, "12:51" by The Strokes, and "Behind Blue Eyes" by Limp Bizkit Movie of the week: "The Matrix: Revolutions"....wow, dude, wow lol Number of Jetta Bitches spotted: 5 New project for the week: Thinking of a new nickname for myself because Jordan uses one of mine for himself now lol Person who should never come home from wherever she is: Hillary....Rob didn't deserve any of the shit you pulled on him...you cheated and you lied, and you feel like YOU have a reason to be pissed off? Whatever, bitch. Project for the weekend: Dying Jordan's hair lol he doesn't know it yet Poems written so far this week: 4 Currently thrilled about: Being the only brunette female on my mom's side of the family lol People I miss SO MUCH right now: Jordan and Jacob |
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| Monday, November 10th, 2003 |
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Good morning, baby! *muah* Today is Monday....and I just realized that Jordan and I started going out again a month ago TODAY lol not counting the month we went out before we broke up. So like two months....YAY! Anyways....I have music and biology lecture today. Prolly gonna hang out with Sarah sometime. Always do. :) Tomorrow I don't have work OR school....SCORE! Here's my plan: go to the movies with Sarah once she gets out of school to see "Love Actually" and then meet up with Alberto while we are already in the theater and go see "The Matrix: Revolutions" cuz he hasn't seen it yet and we PROMISED we would go with him. Sarah and I are prolly gonna cry again lol well at least I know I am going to. I mean, I still cry when I watch Titanic, even though I know exactly what is going to happen...how pathetic haha which is why I never watch Titanic. I hate that movie. I'm gonna get another AOL mobile IM thingy (yes that is the scientific term for it lol) on my phone. Cuz BassLakeBlonde is gone for good. My mom has the day off today so she is at home which is why I think I am already ready for school and it's only 9 something. It's very out of character for me to be ready at that time, usually I'm rushing at 10:30 trying to get dressed in time for my 11:10 class. The queen of disorganization and lack of time management. Talked to Joey day before yesterday. He has a cold. :( Poor baby. I told him that if I was in Camarillo, I would bring him soup and he said if he was here he would bring me soup too since I had strep throat. How sweet. :) Joey is a keeper, for sure. Speaking of keepers, talked to Sarah's guy last night. He's really nice. She needs to get him FedExed to California or something, for sure. Jacob should be FedExed here, too. Still have no idea where the hell he is lol. Partying in Colorado most likely. That's all they do there. Drink, smoke, and be merry lol. He needs to quit smoking cigarettes though, he isn't even 18 yet gosh. He promised me he would quit. But I dunno, I won't hold my breath. I think he will eventually. Cuz when he is around me, he NEVER smokes. It's nice. :) Just gotta be supportive I guess. I really hope he moves here when he turns 18. That would be absolutely the most wonderful thing. Because who knows when I'm going to be able to see him otherwise. I'm not making any trips out to Colorado anytime soon. He will probably be up at Bass Lake over the summer, but still....things are going to be interesting to say the least. I dunno, I will figure it out when the time comes. Well, love, it's time for me to go do something, I don't know, i'll prolly leave early for school like a good child. :) Later, baby! XOXOXOXOX Lex |
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| Sunday, November 9th, 2003 |
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Hey baby. what's up? Not much here, just talking to Richard and Jordan. Good stuff. Went to see the new matrix movie today (sorry Alberto, I promise we will go soon). It was a last minute thing and my mom was freaking out and said I had to be home RIGHT after the movie. Not fun. But WOW that movie was amazing. I'm not going to give it away, altho i WILL say that Sarah and I cried during it lol which is why Jordan would probably be glad he didn't go with us. We cried SO MUCH wow....and it wasn't just like silent crying, it was kind of like bawling, its just...ugh I'm not gonna give it away, it's just unexpected and weird. But seriously (uh oh the script writer is emerging lol watch out) the movie couldn't have ended any other way without it seeming too hollywood. Just like it says in the movie, everything that has a beginning has an end (or something like that), well this certainly ended everything perfectly. Jordan called me during the movie and then I came home and talked to him online.......ahhhh he misses me. Life is good. Well baby, I'm gonna get going. 60 Minutes is coming on, can't miss out on that. Oh and Tim, I'll e-mail you soon, my email is being weird I have to fix it, but I promise as soon as it is working, I'll email you. :) K gnite everyone! XOXOXOX Lex |
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"Once somebody hits you with "fuck you", that's it, there's nothing better. You can't come back with "Oh fuck me? Yeah, uh GAYLORD." - DANE COOK Good morning, sunshine! It's gonna be a great day, I can feel it. :) Hopefully I'm going to see The Matrix with Sarah and maybe Alberto. Alberto wants to bear rug it hahahah with BOTH of us. How hilarious. Alberto is trying to pimp it, but I'm a good girl. I miss Jordan..... I don't really have all that much to say, I just wanted to put that Dane Cook quote up cuz it's so fucking hilarious. I love it. Ok well I'm gonna go, baby! *mauh* Lex |
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| Saturday, November 8th, 2003 |
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Hey baby....no worries, Tim, I understand lol even if you WERE trying to insult me, I don't hold too many grudges :) Oh and my friend Sarah wants to know when you are gonna comment on HER blurty haha she's feeling left out. By the way, if you ever want to IM me my AIM name Is TrixiePixiexoxox. I know you didn't write the other entries about the lesbain thing or the alexxxis.com website....most likely it's someone I went to high school with who still hasn't grown up. Believe me, there's PLENTY of those kinds of people where I live lol. Speaking of Sarah, she brought over Rezzini's today and we watched "Wayne's World" because she *gasp* had never seen it! So she was introduced into the world of Wayne Campbell and Garth Algar. Good times, she liked it, now we have even more stupid inside jokes lol. YAY Jordan called! Woo hoo! He left me a voicemail first as our governor elect....yep, the star of Terminator...and then switched to Fat Albert. Always a surprise. It was great to hear from him, I feel better already. :) I miss him so much...especially cuz I've been sick and I didn't get to see him this weekend. Maybe next weekend will be better. We'll see.... Well baby I'm in a considerably better mood than i was when I first wrote this blurty thanks to Jordan's call lol and Alberto's inspiration. Talk to you later, baby! *muah* Lex |
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Hey what's up? Not much here....well Tim, I fully understand that your comments are meant to be insulting, I'm just trying to take them in stride. So I don't have any bad feelings about it, believe me people have said worse. But that's not something I choose to talk about right now...you'll have to look thru some of my older blurties if you want to know that story. Saw that I have yet ANOTHER addition to the comments section, two comments that talk about alexxxis.com and all of that nonsense. YES my name does have an x in it so therefore alexxxis.com is just SO clever. I don't even know why I write in my blurty anymore lol cuz other people enjoy writing in it so much. :) They also said something about Sarah and I being lesbians. Keep dreaming... Currently I'm about to upload a new picture to this thing because the other one looks like I have only one eye lol. I think I'm gonna put one up of me and Sarah. It's one of the ones my mom took with the crappy throwaway camera. At least the pictures actually turned out lol Today hopefully Sarah and I are gonna hang out. I'm assuming that Jordan ISN'T coming home this weekend. It's probably better cuz I don't want to get him sick. Tomorrow, Sarah and I are gonna go see The Matrix: Revolutions cuz we were supposed to see it the day it came out but I got sick lol way to go. Today we might go to Islands or Rezzini's cuz we haven't been to EITHER in a long time. We haven't been to Islands since Jordan and I start going out again the second time lol and Rezzini's, well, I don't remember the last time we went. In 2 days I will have been back together with Jordan for a month.....it seems so much longer lol this has been a hell of a month I guess. Well I'm really not so into writing this now I guess. Whoever wrote that alexxxis.com thing, HAHA yeah real funny okay please stop. That's all........ |
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| Friday, November 7th, 2003 |
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Good morning...well corporal it's a pleasure to meet your acquaintance. :) Your comments have been giving my life some much needed excitement haha (which shows how very unexciting my life is lol)... Well this is Day 3 of strep/toncilitis/mono/whatever it is. Feeling better I guess, not so tired. My right tonsil is still a bitch though lol. I actually slept through the night last night too (bonus). Been spending a lot of quality time on the couch. My mom acts like every time I get off the couch, I'm going to have a seizure. It's like geez mom haven't had one since 8th grade, not going to have one now. Oh well, she's just being careful I guess. I got the GREATEST pictures back yesterday. There is one of me, Jordan, and Sarah, it is SO CUTE. We're on the big comfy couch, it's in black and white. It's going to be my desktop pattern. FINALLY a good picture of me and Jordan, too lol. Took a lot of my cat, there's a great one of her crying at the camera. Ok I need to stop using the word great, it's really bothering me. Anyways....my mom and I watched "Batman: The Movie", the really old one that had the television series. I wrote down all of the phrases where Robin says "Holy (insert word)!" because when Sarah and I watched it, the only one we could remember was "Holy heartbreak!" So here's the rest of them in order haha (yes I was very bored): Holy sardine - holy nightmare - holy merlin magician - holy long john silver - holy goldmine - holy polaris - holy demolition - holy halloween - holy heart failure - holy horseshow - holy captain nemo - holy bikini - holy heartbreak (OUR FAVORITE) - holy almost - holy jumble - So today....probably gonna work on my journal again cuz there isn't much else to do. "Charmed" is coming on soon. WOOOO isn't life grand lol. Sarah might come over or something, I dunno. I've been watching The Real World, catching up on everything I have missed since I watched TV the last time (which was quite a while ago). I watched "Punk'd" yesterday, which is ALWAYS entertaining, esp. cuz Ashton is so awesome. Just noticed one of my nails fell off. Interesting lol ok not really. Well I've got a headache so I think I'm going to go spend more time on the couch.....hours upon hours.......talk to you later, baby! |
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| Thursday, November 6th, 2003 |
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Good morning....well after I wrote my blurty to whoever keeps commenting on it (great job on the last one, OUCH that one almost hurt....NOT). Obviously this person is so cool that they won't even put their NAME next to their comment. Own up to it, you pussy lol.... So Sarah and I went with her sister to pick up her dad's car and then we drove back to Los Al and went to Starbucks and I got a Carmel Machiatto cuz my throat was hurting really bad. So Sarah and I just sat and talked for a long time and then I took her home and went home and realized that I really was getting sick so my mom came home and FREAKED out cuz everytime I sneeze it's a potential seizure to her lol So I took my temperature and it was 100 so I went to the hospital and the short of it is that I either have tonsilitis, strep throat or (scary music) MONO. This is the best, last night the doctor is like do u know anyone who has had mono etc etc and I'm thinking um yeah my boyfriend lol so I get home and I said something about it and my mom said "oh but jordan told us that the test turned out negative" and I was thinking OH SHIT i forgot. So let's just think positively that I don't have mono cuz if I do then that will suck. So I get to stay home today and tomorrow I guess and if I'm not better after Saturday then I go in for a blood test to find out if I have Mono. I can hardly WAIT ha. I took EVERYTHING out of my profile this morning (even Alberto's EXTREMELY hilarious line) and wrote my own opinion on the influx of tv movies about people's experiences like Jessica Lynch and Elizabeth Smart. Rob wrote one about Jessica Lynch so I wrote it about Elizabeth Smart. Here's what Rob's says: ok, it has to be said. NBC, you just need to shut the fuck up. Jessica Lynch doesnt need a tv movie about her. and in NO way is she ANY kind of hero. i HATE hearing about how 'heroic' she is. WHAT THE FUCK DID SHE DO? well, besides FAIL her mission and get captured? now every little girl knows that if she fucks up at something, she'll get a tv movie made about her. werent there a couple others that were saved? where are their movies? who knows their names? the incredible story should be about the team that pulled them out of the huge hole that convoy dug for themselves, not the girl who made the military risk even more lives to pull her busted up ass outta that shithole of a country. Jessica is NOT a hero, so shut the fuck up. And then, here's MINE: Because Rob has commented on the Jessica Lynch movie, I feel the need to talk about the Elizabeth Smart Story that is coming out. Ok seriouisly who the fuck came up with the idea. I mean yeah, people want to know what happened to her because we live in a society of nosy FUCKS who feel like the Smart family OWES them some kind of explanation. PLEASE. This poor girl has been kidnapped and has been home for a millisecond before they start making a movie about her ordeal. If I were her, I would tell whoever came up with the idea to fuck off and stay out of my life. The news media is acting like just because they had her face on every channel, and arguably helped in saving her, she now should let them into her life once again and put her entire story out there for everyone. I feel bad for the Smart family, who have already dealt with enough bullshit. Our media people need to STOP IT right now. So that's that. :) Rob had the FUNNIEST thing about his gardeners in his profile OMG I'd put it on here but I dunno if Rob would like that lol so I won't. Random subject change.....so I don't even know if Jordan is coming home this weekend. Even if he does, I probably won't see him because I'm sick or whatever. Eh. I'm learning to do without, I guess. Well I'm done writing for now, if anything incredibly exciting happens, then I'll write again (don't hold your breath lol cuz I'm not)....later, baby! XOXOXOXOXOXOX Lex |
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| Wednesday, November 5th, 2003 |
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Hey there....well someone has alerted me to the fact that a certain COOL PERSON has left comments on my blurty. So....this is what I'm gonna say to this person, whoever the fuck it is who thinks they know me SO well. My blurty is NOT for you. It's not. Sorry, don't flatter yourself. My blurty is for me. I print it out and put it in my regular journal becuz typing is just a hell of a lot faster. However you found it doesn't really matter, but you should realize that I'm not trying to impress anyone by what I write. So fuck yourself. Yes, I go thru one day of trajedy and the next is not. But you know what, if I sat around bitching the same way EVERY day on my blurty, even I wouldn't want to read it. So I'm sorry that I bounce back quickly. I have FRIENDS over in Iraq who are fighting this war, but you wouldn't know that because you don't know who the fuck I really am. My blurty is only a sliver of my true self, and you need to back the hell off. I don't care if you think I'm an airhead or whatever else you would like to "comment" about. Go ahead. Knock yourself out. But just know that nothing you say will ever bother me. So I wouldn't waste my time if I was you. Well, thats all for now cuz I'm not even at my house right now. But I thought I should share that. Talk to you later...... |
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| Tuesday, November 4th, 2003 |
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Hey baby, what's happening? Not much here.....got my pictures back! YAY! The one with me and Joey turned out great, and the one of me and Sarah, too. Oh yeah, ok here's the real reason I am writing this blurty: For the next few days, two or three, I haven't decided how many yet, I'm not really going to talk to anyone except Sarah. Honestly, she is almost the only person I talk to. I mean yeah, Jordan and I talk, but not as much as you would think. And we barely talk about anything at all, which is way different than it used to be, but whatever, that is not what I want to discuss right now. Sarah told me that she and Ryan talk more than Jordan and I do, and they aren't even going out. Interesting....well whatever, I'm going to be anti social for a while because I need to really sort some things out. I'm so busy worrying about stupid shit that other people don't seem to give a damn about, and I'm frankly tired of it. If they don't have a problem with the way things are, then I'm not going to give a shit either. It's that simple, really. :) I don't know why I'm having this sudden burst of whatever you want to call it, but I am. I talk to Sarah ALL THE TIME, and she understands why I am doing this whole thing, so therefore I am still gonna talk to her. For most people, they shouldn't take this personally. I just need a time out, you know? And I don't want to have to worry about why this person or that person isn't talking to ME, so I'm just gonna be the one who isn't talking now. Hard to imagine, since I never shut up lol but it's all good. My head will be clearer and I will be able to focus on school, which is what should REALLY be mattering to me right now, but is taking a backseat to everything else. I always put everything and everyone else first, and it hasn't been reciprocal lately, so maybe I should give some certain people some time to miss me lol cuz all I do is put forth effort for them and they don't do anything unless they WANT something. Or they pretend that it is one thing and it's really a completely different reason altogether. I don't want to play games right now so yeah, that's the way it's going to go. Sarah and I hung out today as usual, nothing too exciting happened except that we were watching the video and laughing hysterically. Good times. Totally brightened an otherwise crappy day. WOW i just twitched, how weird lol RANDOM ok well that's all, bye now |
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This is the fourth time I have tried to write the SAME blurty entry, wow. I tried to write it night before last but my computer froze, which actually was a good thing this time cuz I would have regretted posting that entry. It was too much information to just lay out there. I was angry and frustrated and feeling used and then I was telling Sarah about why I felt that way and then SHE got mad about it too. So it just wasn't a good night. I had just realized that something that was said affected me more than I thought it did cuz I never gave it time to sink in. But whatever, anyways.... On Sunday I went shopping with Bridget & her mom. We went to Red Robin for lunch first and talked all about relationships...mine, Bridget's, and Rob's (sorry Rob lol). Then went to Windsor to buy Bridget a dress for her Barbizon graduation (BARBIZON: Train to be a model, or just look like one!) ha Barbizon sure did a lot for me lol anyways....Bridget's mom wanted me to go so she could get my opinion on dresses for the formal runway section of the graduation because I've already been there and done that with Barbizon. So we tried on a bunch of dresses and bought some um fun things for the enjoyment of our boys and then we went to Nordstrom and bought sunglasses. Good times. Then I went home and made some flashcards for bio like a GOOD STUDENT would, talked to Sarah, proceeded to get pissed off about that thing I mentioned earlier, and yeah. So yesterday I had SCHOOL (duh) but I told Sarah I would take her to school so I left my house pretty early and picked her up and we went to Nick's to get breakfast burritos. MMMMMM....there was this guy there with his wife and their kid, but they were prolly fairly recent Los Al grads lol and the guy had a serious staring problem, even in front of his WIFE. I was like dude u need to stop, I mean yeah Sarah and I are way sexy, but come on now, that's no excuse haha. So we left Nick's and it was raining by this time and we sat in the 7-11 parking lot and watched some interesting fellows come in and out of that place while we ate our burritos. There was this CREEPY guy that was like BLATANTLY staring at us with his mouth open, it's like dude not only do u look like an IDIOT but you are totally weird too. And he goes to Cal State LB so who knows, Sarah might meet him hahaha. Good times. So I dropped Sarah off and went to music class, hauling ass cuz I thought I was gonna be way late. But I was right on time, baby! :) I was worried that since I didn't go to class at all last week, I thought I would be way behind my class. WRONG lol I was actually ahead of some of the people who HAD been in class last week. So that made me feel great. Then I went to Biology and I actually understood a lot of what he was talking about, so that made me feel even MORE awesome. I can't afford to fail this class if I want to be out of GWC next year. It was SO FUNNY cuz we were talking about AIDS (which isn't funny) and Mark Lotman (really cool funny guy who graduated w/me from Los Al) asked a question about T cells and why they didn't just inject T cells into AIDS patients or something so they can fight infection and our teacher said that no one had been able to do that yet and Mark paused for a second and then he said "Ok, then I guess I'll have to. I'll get right on it." and we were busting up. And OMG yesterday I saw this guy that I used to play basketball with WAY BACK WHEN (back when I could actually PLAY) and he used to be all skinny and now he looks like VIN DIESEL-ish. I didn't even recognize him at first, and he didn't recognize me cuz I had a hat on lol it was raining outside so it made sense. I was like OMG IT'S TIM! And so I called Sarah and left her a 10 minute voicemail about it lol. So I finally got out of bio (RIGHT at 3:50, on the dot, EVERY DAMN TIME....never a minute before lol) and I picked Sarah up and um what did we do....oh we went to Rite Aid to drop off my camera and FABIAN (the guy who gave me shit last time about forgetting to take my film ticket thingy) was the one working on my camera and it took him about a half hour just to bust the thing OPEN. So I'm gonna go get the pictures today. But it was SO FUNNY cuz he was swearing the whole time and Sarah and I were saying random lines from Dane Cook and Fabian was prolly like WTF are they talking about (I'm just a STUPID CLOCK playing STUPID CLOCK GAMES!). It was hilarious. Then Sarah and I went to Starbucks and I'm stupid so I got a COLD frappachino and it was FREEZING outside (good one, lex) and then we went to her house to work on her paper about gun control. We watched a little bit of "Bowling For Columbine" cuz it was in her paper and Sarah finally finished it! Then my mom called worried about where I was (it was 7:10 and I hadn't called, so therefore I must have been kidnapped). Got home, went online, tried to write in my blurty for the THIRD TIME, and it froze so I got pissed off, said fuck this lol and resolved to try it when I was at work, a place I KNOW the computer won't freeze. I just LOVE using capital letters lol. I made the GREATEST cd this morning. It's called "I still love you even if you SUCK" haha good times....Sarah will get what it means. Well that's all for now, baby, cuz it's time for me to go! XOXOXOXOX The Trixie Pixie |
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pissed off.
ecstatic.
amused.
sore.
satisfied.
mischievous.
bouncy.
cynical.
giddy.
content.
bored.
sick.