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[24 Jul 2004|06:21am]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | cock sparrer - because you're young ]

I'd just like to say, I DON'T GIVE A FUCK, I AIN'T NEVER SCARED!

And also, Rest In Peace, Derek Matthew Biggs.
I'll always love you and you'll never ever ever be forgotten.
You mean more to me and everyone you've met than you ever knew.
Nobody could have ever met you and forgotten about you.
You were wonderful and I don't know what's going to come of this town without your friendliness and protection.
Every show will have a hole in the middle of the pit. Listening to Cock Sparrer will always make me teary eyed. Every drop of alcohol I have won't feel quite right.. The Beta Bar will never be the same. Tallahassee will never be the same.

I hope that the things I don't believe in do exist and that you're watching over all of us, protecting us, and laughing at us when we do stupid shit.


I dedicate these songs to Derek, whom had a heart of a lion, and will always be in my heart.

Cock Sparrer - Tough Guys )

Cock Sparrer - Because You're Young )

That last song means more to me than I can stress. I honestly don't think I can listen to it without shedding a single tear.

I hope to whatever god possibly exists that this is all a terrible dream and Derek is ok and he can be there for everyone again.
I hope to whatever god possibly exists that if it isn't a nightmare, then Derek knew how much I cared about him and appreciated everything he did.

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[29 Feb 2004|03:37am]
Wow. I haven't updated in a really long time.


...
yeah.
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[17 Dec 2003|07:45pm]
Saturday, Dec. 20th, 2003,
I'm going to be in Melbourne, FL.

Love,
Leila
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[04 Dec 2003|09:28pm]
[ music | x-ray spex ]


i am here to fuck up your friends page.

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[20 Nov 2003|11:15pm]
I've come to the conclusion that Blurty is dead and my uterus and I are getting a divorce.
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[12 Nov 2003|11:36pm]

you are...
Shelly Squirrel!
Smoke. Drink. Cuss. Who gives a damn? Not you.
You stand for nothing. You stand for no one.
The only thing that matters is you.


Which Purple Pussy character are you?
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[09 Nov 2003|05:36pm]
ASS
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[22 Oct 2003|11:53pm]
Ohhh tomorrow I'm seeing Mike and I'm going to Melbourne.
I'm probably going to have to leave saturday instead of sunday like i was going to.
ah well. at least i'm going.

today i got a flu shot...
ehn... nothing's really going on.
the end.
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[13 Oct 2003|10:44pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | murder city devils - boom swagger boom ]

GAME BOY - Born to Play
A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
your electronics you feel you can cope. Time
goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room
hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your
favourite collection of guitar-driven albums.
Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour,
individuality.
Your flaws: Inability to cope with real life,
action-freak spirit, reclusive nature.
EXTRA: Your personality type is the only one on
this quiz that would enjoy www.life-
blood.cjb.net. Check it out!


What kind of girl are you?
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ehn...

nobody is updating. like at all.

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[12 Oct 2003|11:23pm]
oh man!
today my uncle said that i should be a part of his halloween maze. i would lay on a table, covered up by a sheet, and like, i would drop limbs from underneath the sheet while someone hacked them off with a chainsaw... fake limbs and a fake chainsaw, though. hahah. well anyways my uncle said that mike should be the mad scientist that hacks off my limbs.
also, if any of my friends want to be ghouls, they can do that as well.
it will be kickass, by the way.
then we can all go to the cabrones show and it will be a ghoul and zombie partay.

definite must, guys. come on. and my uncle is really cool.
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[12 Oct 2003|11:23pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | absentia - burn away ]

oh man!
today my uncle said that i should be a part of his halloween maze. i would lay on a table, covered up by a sheet, and like, i would drop limbs from underneath the sheet while someone hacked them off with a chainsaw... fake limbs and a fake chainsaw, though. hahah. well anyways my uncle said that mike should be the mad scientist that hacks off my limbs.
also, if any of my friends want to be ghouls, they can do that as well.
it will be kickass, by the way.
then we can all go to the cabrones show and it will be a ghoul and zombie partay.

definite must, guys. come on. and my uncle is really cool.

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this is the same thing i posted in my livejournal... so yeah. [05 Oct 2003|04:35pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | none ]

WHOOO!!!

fucking yeah.
New Orleans is the shit and a half.

Thursday:
I drive to new orleans... then we get to the hotel.. wait.. and then go see RADIOHEAD!! eep. Man. Radiohead was... dun dun dun... AMAAAAZZZIIIIIING.. man, you do not understand. Then I went home and went to sleep.

Friday:
got up fairly early, walked around the French Quarter going to various shops and whatnot. We went to the graveyards and took a bunch of pictures cause they're really cool. Went to this shop called Gargoyles(guess what kind of store it is) and got a silver vinyl skirt that laces up the entire back of it and is soo hot on me. hmm...
then we went to more places in the french quarter and then tower records and they had a bazillion cheesy horror movies so i got like 5 and the guy there told me to go to this shop called "Second Skin".. and so me and my mom went there.
And it was a sex shop.
So we looked at all the cool stuff and the guy that works there was following us around and turned to my mom and was like, "ok, are both of you ladies at least 21?" and my mom was like, "um.. I am... but she's my daughter.. we'll leave if you need us to" and he was like, "no, it's cool, i just needed to know."
so we talked to him a bunch and he was totally freaking awesome and talked about how he has a nun fetish. hahhah. so we talked about all the different crazy fetishes there are and other stuff and he showed us this book called "encyclopedia of unusual sex practices" and... it was awesome and we bought it.
then we.. went to the hotel i think, cause we were tired.

Saturday:
we didn't really do much yesterday.. we went to a couple shops and went to this Necromantic Museum, and it was just a bunch of artwork and stuff about death. I got a shirt. and um.. the people that own it are a bunch of elitist "i'm better than you" goths and i wanted to shoot them.. except for one cause he smiled back at me when i smiled at them, and the rest didn't. so i'll let him live.
anyways then we went to the hotel and then later went on this haunted history tour, and had the coolest tour guide ever and she was really nice and today is her birthday.
so she took us to a bunch of haunted places in new orleans and told us about them and stuff.
apparently on bourbon st., where all the billions of bars are, you know, people go bar hopping 24/7.. because you can. and you can drink in the streets. anyways.. apparently these pseudo vampires like follow around people that are really really really drunk and once you get like, REALLY fucking drunk, they start talking to you and buying you drinks and stuff and after they get you to the point where you can't feel any pain, when you take a sip of your drink they cut the bottom of your forearm really deep and let the blood drip into their drinks that they hold under your arm.
this happens.. not frequently but not rarely. you know.. it just happens.

sunday:
drove home.
i'm here.

anyways, new orleans is totally fucking rad and for my 21st birthday, i'm going there.
i strongly advise everyone else does the same.

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[30 Sep 2003|07:24pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | skullfuck and the toxic crayons - cunt ]

wow i haven't updated this in a while.

i'm listening to my band. hahahah. ahhh.....
band practice today was fun, but i got frustrated because apparently i wasn't loud enough and this had to be told to me numerous times.

er... this tape is a very bad recording. hah.

skjdhgskjhflk.
oh yeah i'm going vegan with mike.. cause.. yeah.
um... i'm really hungry... for some reason. even though i ate ramen and leftover chinese.
we don't have any fucking fruit. this pisses me off.

err...

yeah i don't really have anything to talk about.

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[25 Sep 2003|08:41pm]
nick cave is the shit. this is his letter to MTV. )

What sucks is that he's only played in Florida once. EVER. IN THE ENTIRE HISTORY OF EVERY BAND HE'S EVER BEEN IN.
he should play in tallahassee.. like.. now. because it would totally be.. one of the coolest things ever.
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[24 Sep 2003|11:29pm]
[ mood | ehn. ]
[ music | joy division ]

pictures )

your mom.

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[24 Sep 2003|12:43am]
[ mood | worried ]
[ music | nick cave - henry lee ]

i haven't talked to mike in a couple days and i'm worried. hm.

today i made a skirt and a joy division shirt.
the skirt is green with black spiderwebs and spiders. yes, it is awesome and you're all jealous.


...little bird went down on henry lee....

nick cave is the man.
i strongly advise all of you to listen to him.

the other day i got a magazine with an interview with Nick Cave. He's so intense. it was like... whoa. my eyes got all watery. not because anything he said was particularly sad.. but it was just so effing intense, even though i couldn't actually.. hear him. you know.. or maybe not.
anyways, he kicks ass.

and i really really really miss mike. a lot.

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[20 Sep 2003|10:58pm]
[ mood | blank ]

Man. Nobody is updating. Hm.

So my weekend KICKED ASS... so far.
friday me and jana and kacie and trish went to go get kacie's lip pierced and then we went to this goth shop in railroad square called Ragdoll Boutique. So that was cool.
and then we went to get trish's car from the shop and now she finally has a car.. YAY!
and then we went to village inn and had tons-o-fun, which i will gladly not tell you about now.
hm. so then... we went to kacie's house.. or something. watched most of gangs of new york so that jana could know what to reenact, but it kept skipping and i fell asleep because that movie is SUCH CRAP.
hm. so.
this morning we made halloween cookies in different shapes and um... yeah. they were very tasty. and then trish and jana left and me and kacie hung out.
kacie's cousin jesse came over.. and he was.. um... really weird. and he totally looks like he's 16 or 17, but he's effing 21. crazy immature boy.

sooo... then we went to go.. i don't know where. oh yeah, to go to my house to get my buzzer and money, but we stopped at the children's lighthouse thrift store and i got this crazy plastic guy who's a thug and oh man, i need to take a picture. then we went to kacie's friend's house for a little bit and i got really bored and ate their grits.
and then... we went to vinyl fever then trish's house and then logan's trailer. which was fun.
we watched Kung Pow, which is the most fucking hilarious movie.
and then wil, corey, scabs, kacie and i sat in a room and talked and then this guy mike came in.. and i really really don't like him. so luckily we were leaving at that point and so... we left. and he followed me out and i was like, "eee.... go away" and i didn't say anything to him. and he said, "why do you get all quiet around me?" and so i wanted to say, "because you're an assface and i hate you" but instead i said, "i'm just not talkative." REAL fucking interesting, eh?
So then we left and here I am and I want Mike to be online or at home so I can talk to him. Not asshole mike, my Mike.

Yeah.


Oh!!
So I called the guy who owns the house me and kacie and trish want and we're supposed to call him monday to see when he can show us around! I'm so excited!

Oh and also I'm really pissed because nobody gave me a fucking trihawk tonight or last night. fucking hell. maybe tomorrow if anyone can hang out.

one more thing, I have a livejournal. But it is friends only.
http://www.livejournal.com/users/zombieskulls

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[18 Sep 2003|03:35pm]
[ mood | OW. ]

CRAMPS WILL KILL ME. I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD.

Also, I'd like to thank the people that responded in my last post. Just a bit of moodiness... Sorry.

OH MY GOD.

take the worst cramps you've ever had and multiply them by 10. yeah. that bad.
fucking hell.

....
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[17 Sep 2003|09:04pm]
[ mood | SHIT. ]
[ music | none. ]

i decided to spare you my
motherfucking low self esteem. )

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[16 Sep 2003|05:48pm]
i've decided i'm going to get a leash for my cat and take him everywhere.

or maybe when i get a job i'll get a kitten and a leash and keep it in my room and have a litter box in my bathroom. i'll still take the kitten everywhere. and give it a cool name.

hmm.....
yeah.
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