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|Thursday, July 29th, 2004|
its all good
There's been so much shit going on lately its unbelievable, and its been upsetting me but I've developed a new attitute towards everything, i dont give a fuck anymore, I love my life and i love the gifts i have in it like my friends and family, some people don't even get a chance to talk to their family, I mean sometimes they're irritating yes but i'm lucky just to be able to talk to them and see them.
Current Mood: thankful
Current Music: switchfoot
|Tuesday, July 20th, 2004|
|Wednesday, July 7th, 2004|
feeling down...not much else to say....or perhaps its just best things go unsaid.
Current Mood: depressed
|Sunday, July 4th, 2004|
heh... today i went to my aunts house with my family and my friend david, most of the time me and david played soccer but we also played video games, crocket, we had a barbecue and of course we set off fireworks ;) the fireworks were awesome and of course illegal ;) its the only good kind, they're were a couple close encounters, i think the fireworks are out to get me lol, but anyways i'm fine and it was a fun night ^-^ all i need now is a good nights rest and i'm ready for a good day tomorrow too ^-^, although i'm not sure it will work out that way....heh....i think all thats gonna happen tomorrow is a whole lot o' boredom, but hey, i'm up for that too i guess...lol as long as i have my music and a drawing pad i'm good to go.
Current Mood: tired, but happy
|Monday, June 28th, 2004|
|quiz thingy i got from Colby Current Mood: not sure what to think...
|quiz thingy i got from Colby Current Mood: not sure what to think...
|Sunday, June 27th, 2004|
hey mr. i really like your daughter, i'd like to eat her ice cream, maybe dip her in chocolate, Hey mr. On your way to work in your volvo, suit and tie, we'll be crawling in your bed soon messing around, maybe getting hot ...its not what you did, its not what you didnt, god gave a perfect body now i'm all up in it....hey mr. i really like your daughter, when i'm horny like thirsty shes a bottle of water....in the backseat naked of a new volkswagon the perfect little gift for high school graduation.... theres a little part of a song for ya. Anyways back to the blurty...nothin much to say...lol i guess i just wanted to type the song lol i love it.
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: the song posted above
|Thursday, June 24th, 2004|
I dont get it...
Everyone calls me such a good friend, but what do i have that other peopel dont? I'm really not that great, why do people see me as such a great person? There's plenty of people better than me out there and i mean plenty. I have nothing that other people dont, if not less then what other people have...i just dont get it. What do i have that other people dont?
Current Mood: confused
|Wednesday, June 23rd, 2004|
my birthday is coming soon, I'm gonna ask my mom to throw a party on the 15th, my birthday is on the 16th but some of my good old friends wouldnt be able to make it if i put it on my actual birthday so i changed it. I really wanted them to be able to come, its important to me and i miss them. Especially during the summer, man we had some great times during the summers i lived in my old house. I miss 'em alot...anyways anyone who wants to come let me know... 641-1811
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: RHCP
|Tuesday, June 8th, 2004|
i ran some more my legs hurt reeeeaaallly bad, and i know i'm gonna be feeling this tomorrow, right when i got inside from running i went to my room and did 273 sit ups...man i'm sore all over....owww! anyways i'm out, i'm definately gonna be sleeping tonight, i'm exhausted. i only got 2 hours of sleep last night and then i did all this shit today...I'm totally exhausted i feel like i'm gonna pass out.
Current Mood: tired
wow talk about a work out man....
alright, i've been feeling like crap lately, too much shit is due, too many projects...family is kinda i dunno....overwhelming sometimes....so i dunno i've kinda started running...i hate running and my legs at the moment feel like they're gonna fall off but today in p.e. i ran a mile (actually ran it!, i like never do that) and today i got home and ran around my block about 15 times I'd say thats about 3 and a half miles maybe its amazing what emotional pain can make you do.....although it did also cause physical pain lol...my legs hurt sooo much its hard to walk. but hey, I have to and i think i'm gonna go run some more. I hate running but it kinda gives me something else to hate besides my life or my family so i'm all up for it. Stress/pain reliever... later everyone!
Current Mood: apathetic
|Sunday, June 6th, 2004|
Finals soon, big projects do before the finals....kinda nervous about the whole thing. I really think i'm gonna fail....just like everything else i do. Its gonna suck....well i have homework to do...i better get to it
|Tuesday, June 1st, 2004|
hmmm....what to say?
lets see....what can i say about this weekend....stayed in my room almost the entire four day weekend, because i didnt feel like talkin to anyone...my family was kinda starting to piss me off a bit...ok alot so i just went and hid in my room and listened to music really loudly....it seems to be all i do lately. Music is my only escape and i wouldnt exactly call it that...well i had a pretty much sucky weekend .... not much to tell so i'll just leave it at that....
|Friday, May 28th, 2004|
|quizzes, thanks to Colby ^-^ (I love you!)
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|Tuesday, May 25th, 2004|
my foot feels better ^-^
my foot still hurts but i can walk on it, it feels so much better. woohoo no more gimpy! muahahahahahahahaha. although, theres bad news too tomorrow is the last day for seniors and i know quite a few :( and then buh bye they go and alot of my friends are moving at the end of the year....not exactly a settling thought. It makes me really sad :( .....anyway i dont really want to think about that right now so yeah...... i was up until 1 in the morning last night...or....this morning heh.... i got about 4 hours of sleep so when i got home i went to sleep and slept for about two hours and now i'm completely awake, not tired at all ^-^ .... well i should get on my homework, although most likely...i wont.
|Sunday, May 23rd, 2004|
not a good idea it seems.
so i woke up this morning and it turns out physical therapy may not have been the best course of action. It hurts alot more than it did yesterday....my sister is convinced that i broke something and my mom doesnt really doubt it. But I refuse to go to a doctor, i hate them. they're stupid.....and i dont think i broke something....i'm fine really. people just complain too much and are too concerned, I can handle this on my own..... everyone keeps telling me to go to a doctor...i'll concider it i guess but thats gonna be my last resort.... everyone just assumes its broken, i bet i'm fine .... its just a bruise.... heh.... i'll be better by tomorrow hopefully.....nah, i'm sure i will
|Saturday, May 22nd, 2004|
physical therapy baby.
so, in between my sleeping today i've been putting myself into physical therapy, i use my crutches but every once in a while i increase the pressure i put on my foot. I've been doing it all day. at the beginning of the day my goal was to walk without crutches by the end of today. I think i'm very cloe to my goal and i still have an hour and 15 minutes muahahahahahahaha! I'm soooo close. i've gotten like a weeks worth of physical therapy done in one day. I'm proud of myself. I was motivated because i hate relying on people and i hate being any trouble to anyone but its like almost impossible to get things done by yourself when you have to use crutches to get around. so since i was determined to rely on only myself i've been teaching myself to walk again without the crutches and get used to the pain when i walk on my foot. It hurts but i'm getting used to it. Also HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON! lol I'm glad you got kidnapped by your friends thats always a good feeling ^-^ well thats all, oh and Aaron i'm gonna make you cookies for your birthday ^-^ Sorry i can't get you anything else :( . I love you!
Current Mood: in pain, but pretty good
|Friday, May 21st, 2004|
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|Thursday, May 20th, 2004|
stupid fucking gimpy, who made that word up anyway?
Today sucked beyond all reason not only does my foot hurt soooo much i can't even describe it except it hurts like a bitch....not even sure what that phrase means....anyway....I'm completely irritated with people right now i'm sick of people calling me gimpy 24 hours a fucking day. Its really irritating i mean the first few hours after i hurt if it was ok it was kinda haha thats kinda funny but then they did it all day the next day and hey, all day today....how fucking fun, right? no. They also called me fucked up....how nice. I fucking hate who ever made up gimpy. Its stupid. And at the moment, really irritating. I mean normally i'm pretty good about stuff like this but its really upsetting me because they wont stop making fun of me they do it every hour of everyday and its not even just gimpy anymore its a whole bunch of shit and its reeeaally upsetting me, i kinda need a hug but i also really dont feel like being around anyone right now, i need a break. My mom checked out my foot and she was gonna go buy me crutches but they were sold out at rite aid and she didnt want to put up the effort to go anywhere else, I'm just so fucking special to people aren't i? then even she called me gimpy when we were going to the car because i couldnt keep up and she knows that its upsetting me....god i hate my fucking family. so tomorrow I'm gonna be in more fucking pain and it keeps getting worse the more i have to walk on it. I'm so not up for another day of being in pain and being called fucking gimpy until i snap at someone. I hate this stupid world.