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(4 livin easy |summer time) along came a spider who sat down beside her [14 Jul 2005|12:46pm] mmmm i have nothing to say. summer is going by way too fast. my mother embarrasses me. ahh. but i already knew... i just didn't want to think about it. i don't want to go to work. i get too jealous. or maybe i don't. maybe it's perfectly reasonable for me to feel the way i do. or maybe not. either way, i can't help it. what's the point in me updating this? nobody reads it anymore.

(summer time) there's a place on mars.. [28 Jun 2005|01:43pm] [ mood | crazy ] this weekend was wonderful, even though i still miss courtney soooo soo much and i'm still sad. but brian time ALWAYS makes me feel better. sunday was the best. :-) 5 years? i'm gonna die. but hopefully our plan for this summer will work ;-). oh goodness i love that boy. (and i'm sorry i pms) oh my gosh, dylan has been playing this one stupid song on his guitar over and over and over and over and over again. i think i'm going to die. he needs to learn a new one. ahh i'm hungry. time for some lunch, and then off to work. crap i need to shower too. poo. anyways. oh! maybe i'll get some of those chocolates my daddy made. pshh maybe? who am i kidding? we all know i will. :-) tomorrow!

(summer time) ohhh man [25 Jun 2005|11:26am] [ mood | sad ] so i'm back from florida.. i actually got back yesterday.. but yeah. i had so much fun. it was great to see people and everything again. gosh hunters creek has grown, but i guess that's to be expected. lets see.. i'm going to try to recap everything that happened. friday - flew to orlando. i totally remembered the airport :-) haha. i found the babbs and we went home. courtney, lauren and i just talked for the rest of the day and night. (lauren is courtney's little sister). saturday - we went to heathers house! ahh heather is the same :-) and i got to meet bianca. we swam and heatehr cooked us a motherly meal of pizza and macaroni and cheese. then we went to some mall place thing, i don't remember the name of it, so we could get some coldstone ice cream. and then we went to the aero outlit store and i got some flip flops for 4 dollars. then we went home and hung out some more. oh yeah, we went to target and bought a kickball/4 square ball. we had to play 2 square though cause we only had 3 people. sunday - courtney had to work 9-3. but that was okay because i didn't even wake up until 12. so i hung out with lauren and watched tv and read and stuff. at 4 or so courtney's grandparents came over for a sort of fathers day thing. we had dinner and watched golf (! courtney and i almost fell asleep). after they left we went to publix!! and i got to see adam!! :-) that was fun and exciting. and i think that's about it for sunday. monday - we went to cocoa beach! there were like all these rain clouds out and it kept sprinkling and such so we didn't put any sunscreen on. good job on our part, because of course we got some sunburn. or a lot of sunburn actually. i got it all on my back and courtney got it on her front. oh yeah.. we definitely saw a couple who were about our age or younger and they were having sex in the ocean. we aren't positive, but it looked like it so that's what we decided. so that's fun. on the way home, we got lost, got on the wrong road and it ended up taking us an hour and a half to get home when it's really supposed to take 30 minutes. so yeah. haha. tuesday - we had to take lauren to the dentist. i got to see my old dentist!! and he recognized me, isn't that exciting? hahah, i thought so. anyways, we were in there for freaking ever because.. i don't really know why.. because they're slow? i guess that's it. but courtney and i read cosmopolitan.. and we learned a lot. haha. after the dentist, we hung around for a little bit. then courtney and i went to coldstone to meet up with joe. we had to get dinner first so we stopped off at quiznos and ate on the way. haha. we went at coldstone for hours.. just talking and such. we got home at 10 i think? wednesday - we went to seaworld! aww. i love that place. the new rollercoaster is fun. and shamu :-) i want to be a whale/dolphin trainer! i'm not sure if i'm serious or not though. haha. that would be so much fun though. oh well, i'll figure all that out later. but seaworld was much fun. we left when it started raining at like 5. we went to johnny rockets for lunch so we could see bianca. it was yummy. thursday - we went to the mall. i bought a book and some pants :-) hah. we had lunch and then went to pointe orlando to see a movie. we had some time before the movie so we went into the bookstore. haha. good times. so we saw mr and mrs smith. it was really good. then courtney had to go to work so i just hung around the house until she got home. friday - :-( i didn't want to leave. well i did but i didn't, i had mixed feelings. i wanted to bring courtney home with me. i miss her so very much already. :-( i cried on the plane.. and then i got all teary eyed again when i was talking to brian about it. i'm a baby.. but she's my best friend :-( and i don't like only seeing her once a year. P.S. date my mom is a hilarious show. but only if i'm watching it with courtney.. and only if the stupid guy picks angel princess.. i don't believe i'm ever going to be able to get over that. ohhhhhhh cerney.. hahah. i love you.

(summer time) soooooo [13 Jun 2005|07:42pm] [ mood | rejuvenated ] [ music | system of a down ] oh man, only 2 more exams to take and then i'm done with school, for a couple months at least. working at the vet kind of makes me not want to become a vet, in a way. i think because i get to see how much she has to go through and how stressful it can be (and how much she has to know.. i'm not that smart). but i still want to work with animals... and i really have no other interests. at least none that could get me some money. i really really want to work in a zoo, with all the big, not everyday kind of animals. i don't want to spend 8 years in college though, i have had enough of school. but i don't know. and i've always wanted to be a vet, i have no idea what else i would even think about doing.. but i guess i don't exactly have to make that decision quite yet, i still have a little bit of time. as long as i like what i'm doing, i'll be fine. that's what matters most to me.. it's not about money. money can't buy everything.. (remember that, sir) anyways! so how long until i'm in florida?! 4 days!!! :-) i'm so very excited, and i KNOW i'm going to have a blast. that means a whooooole week away from virginia and my family and work and ...brian. but that's okay, because it'll be so much fun, maybe i won't even miss anything (pshhh wishful thinking, we all know i struggle to survive just 2 days without you). i really can't wait though. it's gonna be sooo different! it's been what... 6 years? my goodness gracious. we're definitely gonna look at our old house... even if we have to sneak around to the back. :-) i'm stinky, i need a bath. i'm hungry, it's almost time for dinner. i'll update again when i get back from florida, for those 3 of you that actually read this.

(summer time) i should study [05 Jun 2005|10:42pm] yep. it's 10:42 and i am supposed to be studying for french, but oh well. school is so close to being over, i can taste it. mmm and florida! oh my goodness! :-) i need to find bathing suits. i'm sad about having to work.. but at the same time i'm not. don't worry, there will still be plenty of time to be with you. i love cards, i love love, i love you. :-) so amazing. and the most perfectly beautiful face i've ever seen! oh i love you, but you already know that don't you? :-) i'm dying, so now it's time to go lay in the fetal position again.

(1 livin easy |summer time) [31 May 2005|10:08pm] way to go, jessica. way to ruin everything.

(summer time) :-) [31 May 2005|08:29pm] [ mood | happy ] i need to take a shower. i'll do that later though. the past... i don't even know how long... week, two weeks, month, year... have been so amazing. i've been in such a good mood lately and i love it. i'm not really sure what has seemed so amazing, but it's been wonderful. i don't remember when i last updated, a couple weeks ago i'm sure. i don't remember anything from then so i'll just start with this past weekend! friday was my birthday! that's always exciting. i got lots of cool stuff like a new cell phone, clothes, money, SNEAKERS! yes, because i needed some more. we went to outback for dinner and my mother told the waitress it was my birthday so they sang to me! so embarassing. but actually not as bad as i was expecting. and i got a free desert out of it so i was happy. saturday morning i went to breakfast at denny's with britty. :-) that was nice. i got some more cool stuff. afterwards, i thought i was going to have to cut the grass but it started raining so i didn't. i guess that's all i did for the day? i don't remember. well at least until it was brian time. we had spaghetti at his house! i love spaghetti, it's my favorite. oh and i got my presents from brian :-) i'm still waiting for the card though, darling. sunday.. i had to mow the lawn. but only the flat parts because i don't do the push mower. yes, i'm lazy, but that's how it goes. it wasn't bad, it was in the morning so it wasn't too hot. apparently i ended up smelling like grass.. although, not a big surprise. brian came over for a wee little bit. and then ashley and rachel came over. :-) they're great fun. we went bowling where we found the phantom of the bowling alley. he loved ashley and was racist against rachel (because she's asian and wears yellow). we even broke a lane.. oops. ha. it wasn't me though. i take no blame for that. it was all ashley and mommy. but it's okay. we had our whole rescue plan worked out. mr phantom man started getting distracted because of the boys that came next to us and he got too much grease in his eyes. he started confusing rachel and ashley, it was sad. okay, sorry.. you don't want to hear this, you think it's dumb and crazy. but that's us. anyways. i won 2 games and my mom won 1. and we're going to start a bowling team. the bamming bowling league. our slogan is "we'll knock down all your pins". haha. afterwards, we came home and had spaghetti. (spaghetti 2 nights in a row!!!). then we watched the labyrinth!! :-) and did other random things. we went to bed at like 1 but rachel and i didn't fall asleep until like 3:30/4 ish. ashley fell asleep right away and tried to push me off the bed. that's okay. monday after they left, i had to wash the dog. that was great fun, let me tell you. then i went to the bondurant house. the rest of the family (and some neighbors) came over too. it was fun and exciting. i like talking to those women, they're quite nice. and the guys are all exactly the same... loud and obnoxious. :-) i'm just kidding, i love them too. yes and monday night was amazing and wonderful and all that jazz. mmm. oh yes oh yes it was. :-) oh baby. today was a normal day of school. well actually i guess it wasn't that normal. in 1st period we carried fetal pigs around the school.. in 2nd we were "working on our papers" which means everyone else was talking the whole time and i was alone doing nothing because i have no friends. 4th is always a joke. in 6th we played capitalism! i was the hobo the most :-( but that's okay because i finally worked myself up to president and i was happy. i hope i stay in this good mood forever. i like being so happy. let's see... what does the rest of the week have in store? tomorrow is ice cream making, thursday is awards thing, friday is picnic and BRIAN. oh friday. i love fridays. i love brian. this is all extra long and i'm amazed if you read it all. i barely even had the attention span to write it, i wouldn't be able to read it all. oh well. :-)

(1 livin easy |summer time) booooored [24 May 2005|06:04pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | goo goo dolls ] *Bold those that are true for you, and repost. When I was younger, I made some bad decisions. I don't watch much TV these days. I love psychedelic mushrooms. I love sleeping. I have loads of books. I once slept in a toilet. I love playing video games. I adore marijuana. I watch porn movies. I watch them with my father. I like sharks. I love spiders. I was born without hair, and I still have no hair. People are cool. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. I have a jacuzzi and a Porsche. I have a lot to learn. I carry my knife everywhere with me. I'm really, really smart. I've never broken someone's bones. I have a secret. I hate snow. I drink only milk. I hate Bill Gates. I love Chinese food. I would hate to be famous. I am not a morning person. I wear glasses. I have potential, it just conflicts with my procrastination. I'm pure Japanese. My legs are two different sizes. I have a twin. I wear a padded bra. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing. I'm left-handed. I don't like horror movies. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway. People usually hate me. I love pop music. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight. I hate parking fines. --i've never had one but i'm sure they're no fun I know the national anthem of my country by heart. I know more than two languages. I spend too much time on the computer. I often want to throw the computer out of a window. I live on a ground floor. I don't like chocolate. I'd like to be more original. I've lied. Cocks are my favorite birds. I want to conquer the world. I wonder what happens when you die. I've read all books about Harry Potter. I love to exercise. I hate chemistry with a passion. I love to write. I like changes. --sometimes. I hate going to class. I am afraid to die. I hate dish washing. My hair is long, brown, and incredibly curly. My nails are nine inches long. My favorite color is black. I like to sleep on the floor. I am hopeless at cooking. I sucked my thumb when I was little. I should be doing something else rather than writing this. I am online a lot, but not on MSN. I hate government. I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend. I am too nice for my own good. I love to read, I read as much as I can. I don't trust newspapers. I like debating. I live in a wagon. I clean my room once a month. I'm scared of American fast food. I have a third eye. I love Mozambique. I dont trust any religion. I used to play with barbies I wanted to be a super hero when I was little. I like listening to wind chimes. I'm very disorganized. My hair is long and straight. I earn a lot. I don't like spicy food. I keep a diary. I can't do cartwheels. I am very lazy. I'm sarcastic. I think my hair is annoying. I'm very sensitive. I love being "abnormal." My left eye is violet and my right eye is a light blue. I sleep on my side. Would you ever: 1. Eat a bug?: if it wasn't too extremely gross and you paid me a lot of money 2. Bungee jump?: definitely 3. Hang glide?: oh yes 4. Kill someone?: well i wouldn't want to.. but i guess in certain positions i might in the moment of it all.. ashley and i just had this conversation, ha. 5. Kiss someone of the same sex?: just a peck? sure. make out? no 6. Have sex with someone of the same sex? no 7. Parachute from a plane?: mmhm 8. Walk on hot coals?: no thanks 9. Go out with someone for their looks?: if it was johnny depp.. or one of those other extremely sexy guys 10. For their reputation?: no 11. Be a vegetarian?: i couldn't do it 12. Wear plaid with stripes?: probably not 13. IM a stranger?: sure 14. Sing Karaoke?: no 15. Get drunk off your ass?: no 16. Shoplift?: no 17. Run a red light?: not on purpose 18. Star in a porn video?: no thanks 19. Dye your hair blue?: no 20. Be on Survivor?: i hate that show 21. Wear makeup in public?: i don't wear makeup.. i'm too lazy 22. Not wear makeup in public?: only everyday? 23. Cheat on a test?: :-/ i try not to 24. Make someone cry?: not on purpose.. 25. Date someone more than 10 years older than you?: only if it was johnny 26. Stay up all night?: if i had a reason to EVER BEEN... Arrested: no Hand Cuffed: no Scared: yes Depressed: yeah In Love: yeah Confused: yep In a Fight: no In Debt: no Sick: yes In the hospital: yeah.. but not since i was little Insomniac: yeah On illegal drugs: no Drunk: no High: no On Tv: no On Probation: no Under House Arrest: no Threatened: not really Happy: yes Too busy: yeah, but it doesn't happen to me much Hurt: yes Ignored: yep EVER FEEL... Ugly: yes, most of the time. especially when the matts talk about how gross i am, thanks guys. Lost: yeah Forgotten: yes Used: i have, but not recently Clueless: yeah Dumb: yes Fat: when i eat a lot Helpless: yes Ruined: no Pretty: no Loved: yes Annoying: i always think i'm annoying ONE OR THE OTHER: Meat/Veggies: meat Love/Money: love Family/Career: family Fat/Skinny: not too fat or too skinny Busy/Lazy: lazy Car/Bike: depends on where you're going Summer/Winter: summer Beach/Mountain: beach, usually Travel/Work: travel Lover/Friend: both Right/Wrong: right 1 Best Friend/100 'friends': one best friend THE BASIC QUESTIONS YOU ARE TIRED OF ANSWERING: Name: jessica Age: 16.. but not for much longer! Location: chesterfield Sex: female Status: i'm married What are your thoughts on… Gay marriage?: love is love, gay people should be allowed to be happy Abortions? : not for me, but it's your choice Gays in the military? : sure Human labels?: uh Clothing labels? : i don't really care Bush? : whatever Racism? : stupid RANDOM QUESTIONS: Do you believe in love at first sight? : no Have u ever experienced it? : love at first sight? no. Do you believe in love AT ALL? : yes Are you happy with who you are? : somedays If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? : i would make myself less lazy Do you think that today’s society is pressured by the media (TV, magazines, etc)? : oh yes Did Michael Jackson molest those kids? : i've had enough of michael jackson Was OJ guilty? : yes ARE YOU MORE OF A… Daredevil or Safety-dweller? : safety-dweller all the way Bitch or Pushover? : i'm a pushover usually, but i can be a bitch Closed minded or Open minded? : i wish i were more open minded Introvert or Extrovert? : um Comedian or Serious? : in the middle Traveler or Stay-at-home? i love to travel, but i stay at home more than anything Nature-lover or animal-lover? both.. but i love animals more Artist or Criminal? : neither Hugger or a kisser? : i can't choose just one, i'm both Lover or a hater? : lover Jock or goth? : neither Emo or preppy? : ..neither HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT? People who PRETEND to cut themselves? : dumb People who cut themselves just to be cool? : extra dumb Black nailpolish? : i don't wear any nailpolish Brand name clothing? : if you like it Marilyn Manson? : i'm sure he's a nice guy Britney Spears? : she annoys me Braces? : i'm glad i don't have them anymore, i didn't like them much HAVE YOU EVER… Made out in the rain? : i don't think so Sung in the rain? : no Ran naked through the rain? : i'm not big on running around naked anywhere Kissed someone of the same sex? : not a real kiss Of the opposite sex? : yes'm Dated someone just to shock people? : no Made out with someone when you were drunk, then forgot their name the next day? : no Smoked until you passed out? : no Overdosed on anything? : no Been molested? : no.. Puked on a friends clothing? : not on a friends.. but on my own Been arrested? : no Been in the back of a cop car? : no Gotten your head stuck in a fishbowl? : um... no? Shot a gun? : no Been suspended/expelled from school? : nope Tortured an animal? : no that's mean Pooped on someones lawn? : noo Pooped somewhere other than a toilet? : not that i can remember Wasted an entire Saturday night doing a survey? : no.. WHAT IF... You were rich: i would travel around the world and never work You were pregnant: i'd be confused.. and then i'd cry You were deaf: i'd be sad Any one dream could come true: that'd be great

(summer time) !!! [19 May 2005|07:43pm] [ mood | excited ] look i'm updating without anyone telling me to! i'm in a good mood, so what can i say. this week was lovely. i really enjoy not going to school. and that hour and a half yesterday was wonderful. mmm mm. tomorrow is prom decorating! i think it's gonna be fun, as long as we aren't there forever. i have things to do, people to see. well, kinda. but you know. i'm not all that excited about prom, but who thought i would be. i wasn't excited about the last one either. but oh well. i'm sure it'll be fun.. and after prom will be fun too. i am so so so very excited that i get to go to florida.. in a month!! :-) oh my goodness i really can't wait. it's gonna be so fun to see everyone and everything again. ahhh. and guess who's birthday is next friday!

(1 livin easy |summer time) i got bored [18 May 2005|07:07pm] What Makes You Sexy? by eva71 Name/NickName Gender Sexy Body Part Is Everything Special Talents Are Nibbling Quiz created with MemeGen! oh baby ;-) Love by ruby mae Your name Your partner You two are Meant for eachother Your meeting was by Destiny They are your Shoulder to cry on You are their Sweetheart Your love will Never end Quiz created with MemeGen! :-) At your ten year high school reunion... by robbiewriter Your school name Your name Your job will be Porn star You will be worth $362,393 Everyone will think you cry yourself to sleep at night Quiz created with MemeGen! oh that's nice What stupid celebrity are you destined to kill? by daydreamer8852 Name Birthdate You killed With a On August 6, 2012 Quiz created with MemeGen! yes! Your Superhero Persona by couplandesque Your Name Superhero Name The Nerd Super Power Ability To Fly Enemy Trailer Trash Tom Mode Of Transportation Mechanical Bull Weapon Tacos Quiz created with MemeGen! ha mmk.

(summer time) mmm yes [15 May 2005|09:27pm] [ mood | jealous ] this weekend was nice. you're wonderful, as usual. i felt weird and selfish tonight.. i was jealous of the tv, i needed more attention. so now i'm in a jealous mood, again. and i don't want to have to wait until friday, possibly even saturday, to see you. these next couple of weeks should be pretty good. chemistry and english sols tomorrow. history sol on tuesday, then home. (no bio!) not going on wednesday. thursday we'll have an extra long math class.. but eh i guess that's okay. friday decorating for prom, no school! saturday prom sunday birthday bash monday dc field trip tuesday-thursday normal school days friday that school picnic and my birthday. how exciting. Tell the world who you are survey (160+ questions) Created by shakido and taken 6 times on bzoink! Basics Name jessica Nick Name(s) jessi Birthday may 27 Age 16 Age you wish you were depends on the day Gender female Birthplace orlando Current Location chesterfield Eye Color green Haircolor dark brown Height 5'1" Righty/Left?Ambidextrous righty Sexuality straight What grade are you in 11 Zodiac Sign gemini Do You Smoke no Swear not much Sing not very well Drink no Want to go to College no, but i'm going Want to get Married yes Belive in yourself not usually Think you are Attractive no Get along with your parents most of the time Like thunderstorms yes Play an instrument no If yes, what one(s) Consider yourself tolerant of others usually Trust others easily yes Physical Whad do you like most about your body my eyes Least everything else Are you a health freak no Your heritage lots of stuff Favorites Food spaghetti Place to eat my house Person brian Drink water Band/Singer dunno Music Genre depends on my mood Color blue TV Show saved by the bell Sexual Fantaasy um. Turn on brian Season spring Weather sunny and warm Late night activity sleep Animal tiger Have you ever Had sex no Drank alcohol yes Thought about committing suicide i wanted to die in 7th grade Cut yourself, on purpose no Had surgery no Been out of the country yes Played strip poker no Want to (again) not so much Slept with someone of the opp sex, that isn't related to you, wo having sex yes Kissed the same sex no Dated the same sex no Done anything sexual with the same sex no Been betrayed i'm sure i have Killed an animal on accident nothing other than bugs On purpose bugs Been on Radio/TV no Danced in the rain no Had a reoccurring dream yes If is; do describe it's too long Yes/No Have you colored your hair no Have any tattoos no If yes; where Cook no Talk to yourself yes Have actual conversations with yourself yes Sleep walk no Snore i don't know Name one thing you're obsessed with brian Fall sleep better with the TV/Radio on yes Take walks in the rain no Do you wish it were more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a boy out i don't care, i think it's fine In the past month Drank alcohol no Smoked no Been on drugs no Gone on a date yeah Eaton an entire box of Oreos yourself no Eaten sushi no Been on stage no Been dumped no Gone skinny dipping no (ever gone skinny dipping) no Stolen Anything no Been called a tease no Regret something you did no Regret something you didn't do no This/That Soda or Coffee soda Coffee or Cappuccino neither Chocolate or Vanilla vanilla Briefs/Pantis or Boxers(on yourself) normal underwear Spandex or Shorts(on yourself) shorts Skateboarding or Blading blading, like the cool people in the commercial Taken or Single(currently) taken Windows or Macintosh or Unix(Linux) windows Loner or Group(on average preferred) i don't like being alone Passive or Aggressive passive Optimistic or Pessimistic i'm more pessimistic these days Pepsi or Coke neither McDonald's or Burger King mcdonalds Single or group Dates single usually, but group dates are fun Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea neither In a Boy/Girl... Favorite Eye Color blue Favorite Hair Color brown Short or Long hair long height taller than me Body Type skinny to normal Best clothing style jeans and t-shirt? Number of Piercings none Number of Tattoos none Glasses cute Party hopper or more stay at home stay at home Relationships Currently have a crush a boyfriend If yes; what's their name brian Do you dream about your crush sometimes What do you find most remantic remantic? um, learn how to spell. Do you consider your significant other hot of course. Who pays he does usually, unless i feel like being the man Holding hands is my favorite thing to do Do you like watching the sunrise/set with you sig other i never have but i'm sure it'd be wonderful Had a stalker no Are YOU the stalker no Miss someone right now yes Biggest turn off oh there's lots Should they be willing to give you a back rub at almost any time yes they should! but that's okay, it makes it more special if it's not as often, right? Would they play with your hair sure Kisses Do you like kissing very much so Do you only kiss one person on the lips yes If so who brian Do you prefer tongue or no tongue depends Where is the best place to be kissed on your body mmm neck. Worst place i don't think there is a bad place to be kissed Last person who Turned you on brian Made you laugh brian Laughed at your joke(s) dylly Made you cry only i make myself cry Brightened your day brian You saw a movie with brian Emotions What makes you cry your heart out missing certain people, thinking about certain things Do tears make eyes look pretty no, people look ugly when they really cry What do you do when you're angry cry What makes you happy seeing people laugh or smile, my friends, my family, brian What/who makes you smile uncontrollably brian Who cheers you up more than anyone else brian or courtney Miscellaneous Your weakness brian Your biggest fear losing someone i love Your perfect pizza cheese, cheese and more cheese Goal you would like to achieve this year um.. no idea Your most overused phrase/word on an instant messenger haha Thoughts first waking up i want to go back to sleep Your bedtime 10ish on weeknights, 11:30ish on weekends Your most missed memory there's too many Have any pets 4 cats, 1 dog, 1 hamster Who's the person you talk to the most online matthew or brian Who are you on the phone most with ashley or brian Who do you trust the most i trust many people Who listens to your problems most courtney, ashley Who do you fight with the most dylly, or blakely Name someone's arems you feel safest in brian, calvin And Finally Was this quiz pointless or did it allow you to tell everyone more about you just using it to take up time Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink!

(1 livin easy |summer time) i was told to update [11 May 2005|09:32pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | dylans crap ] i'm gonna try to remember stuff that has happened since april 27th.. well, there was prom. that was exciting. we had to take 7238466534919286 pictures. but brian was adorable, of course. dinner was wonderful. the dance was eh... a dance. i don't like dances. it didn't impress me too much. on our way home was exciting, in a not so good way. but it's okay. after prom was nice and distracting. the 1st.. that was adams birthday! so that was fun. and that's about it for that day. the school week was crap, of course. friday came ever so slowly, but when it finally got there it was wonderful... after the AP test, of course. the test was poo. but some much needed brian time was great. SATs on saturday were alright, easier than the last one, or so i thought. after the SATs was last minute mothers day shopping. then brian. sunday was mothers day. we cooked mommy breakfast in bed, but she got up before we were done.. so it wasn't in bed. we went bowling in the afternoon, because she wanted to go. then, of course, time for my love. monday.. school was ehh, normal. monday night was terrible. i hate pmsing, i hate being a girl. but whatever. tuesday.. school still ehh. but i felt a little better. today.. school still ehh. when i got home i washed my car and talked to mommy a lot and daniel came over. it was exciting to see him again. but i wish i would have been at the track meet, i'm so sorry. if i had known.. you know i would have been there. i love you so much and i would never pass up a chance to see you. so i've been upset this evening just thinking that you might be upset with me :-( i would never just ignore you like that. but.. you got to see that girl, so that should make up for it. i promise i won't even get jealous about it, if you promise you're not mad at me. so i hope this was good enough for you. i hope i'm good enough for you.

(1 livin easy |summer time) you're not something i deserve [27 Apr 2005|06:44pm] [ mood | stinky ] [ music | the freshman ] my birthday is in a month! i'm expecting gifts. just kidding. i like having all this free time. the week has seemed to go by faster than normal so far, and that's wonderful. school is so close to being over.. oh i can't wait for summer, and florida! oh my goodness going to orlando will definitely be the highlight of my summer :-) it'll be sooo great. in biology today mrs turo said "for the life of me" and it reminded me and sahaj of that song by verve pipe. and greg is very rude. i'm extremely tired so i think i'm gonna go to bed early tonight. i hope i didn't have any homework to do.. eh oh well.

(summer time) uhhh [25 Apr 2005|06:22pm] [ mood | itchy ] oh goodness i quit today. i'm glad i did it and got it over with and now i never have to think about softball again. yep, i'm a quitter. but i was mature about it, and i didn't even cry (amazing!). i'll miss the girls, but not going out there and wasting my time. i'm proud of myself. i've "got balls" as i've been told. ha and i guess that goes right along with me being a fake girl. but that's alright, i don't mind. let's see.. when did i last update? a week ago? sure. not like i really have anything to say. but i'll recap anyways! wednesday- it felt like a friday and school went by pretty fast, that's always good. track meet was terribly hot, and so was that one kid running for bird.. i think he ran the 400 and the 4 by 4. the pale one with the hair.. you know who i'm talking about. the concert was fun, even though i was extremely tired. and we came home late, of course. thursday- i don't remember school. we had a game, but when we got there the sky was green (tornado!) and the other team was hiding in their gym. we got out and threw for a little while but then we didn't want to die so we got back on the bus. the game ended up being cancelled, or postponed or whatever. oh my goodness and thursday morning was cody and david's accident :-(. but they're alright and i love them. friday- school was normal, nothing special. ashley and i went to visit david after school. brian and i went to ginos for dinner with jordan and michael. fun times. saturday- mommy and i went shopping in the morning. i waited around for a long while for ashley to call me because we were supposed to go to richmond music center. but there were problems :-( and more accidents. but she's fine. be careful guys, i don't want anymore accidents. sunday- daddy and i went to the flea market! i've never seen so many mexicans in my life. but it was fun. then mommy and i went shopping some more, i like all this shopping. brian came over after a while and i won at video games. :-) sorry, but i hardly ever win at anything, so i get excited when it happens. i love you. prom on saturday.. ap exam next friday.. sats next saturday.. urgg

(summer time) keep it to yourself [19 Apr 2005|09:21pm] [ mood | blank ] we won today, finally. 2-1. i got to play for the last inning, but only because doogan got kicked out of the game. i guess it was good for being my last home game. away game on thursday and then i'm done with softball, i can't take it anymore. it's stupid, a waste of my time. but thinking about it just makes me mad so let's move on. mmm tomorrow should be wonderful :-) :-) no practice (for me) and track meet and concert. brian time during the week makes me so so so happy. mrs edwards asked if i want to do community service by going to the senior citizen prom and talking and dancing with them. haha. teddy might do it. but i don't like dressing up. i do need the hours though, so i don't know what i'm going to do. ahh i need to finish my english project. i'm going to fail that history test on thursday. and the biology one. craaaaaaaaaaapp. i hate school.

(summer time) i know, i know... [17 Apr 2005|09:15pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | 3 doors down ] :-) i love weekends. i go through each and every week hoping and wishing that the weekend would get here sooner, just to have it fly by and then start over again. i love kissing you i love hugging you i love laughing with (at) you i love your singing i love when you give me those crazy looks i love when you hold my hand i love your back massages i love your smile and your laugh i love watching you i love being with you i know you're restless and always have to be doing something, but it's those times when we just lay around and do nothing that are my favorite. i love you

(summer time) mhmm [11 Apr 2005|09:23pm] Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan Your name is... Your kiss is... breath taking Your hugs are... gentle Your eyes... light up a day Your touch is... the only thing I desire Your smell is... beautiful Your smile is... entrancing Your love is... one of a kind Quiz created with MemeGen! i am so tired.. of everything.

(1 livin easy |summer time) but at least i can say i tried [10 Apr 2005|09:26pm] [ mood | content ] this weekend was pretty good. friday was alright.. not the best friday ever but it was still a friday. yesterday was pretty good. mommy and i went shopping for a little bit and then we went to brenda's softball game. gosh, how i don't miss slowpitch.. i had forgotten how long and boring it is. after that we went to the tapps house and i got pampered.. that was nice. today was wonderful. dylly and i washed my car. brian came over after a while. ice cream and the walk was fun. aw the swans. and the creek was exciting :-). and! i'm not broken! yes, it was a magnificent day. but, as usual, the weekend went by way too fast, and i do not want to go to school tomorrow. i'm not sure i can make it through the week.. although i say this every week and i seem to have survived so far.

(2 livin easy |summer time) just to take up time [05 Apr 2005|09:35pm] [ mood | sleepy ] Are you a 90s Kid? Then This survey is for you. BOLD what you know Fresh Prince of Bel-Air Fraggle Rock G.I. Joe Are You Afraid of the Dark? Secret World of Alex Mack Nightmare Before Christmas Welcome Freshman Space Cases Roundhouse The Muppet Show Muppet Babies Eureka's Castle Salute Your Shorts Legends of the Hidden Temple You Can't Do That On Television Nickelodeon G.U.T.S What Would You Do? Double Dare Rocko's Modern Life All That Ren and Stimpy Clarissa Explains It All The Torklesons Pete and Pete Stick Stickley Goodburger Angry Beavers Hey Arnold! AAH! Real Monsters Tiny Toons Animaniacs Pinky and the Brain The Babysitter's Club Underdog Kablam! Gullah Gullah Island Richard Scarry Dumbo's Circus Ocean Girl Mystery Files of Shelby Woo Snick Snacks Dunkaroos SNICK Koala Yummies Where In The World Is Carmen Sandiego? Nick Magazine Rockapella The Goonies Ernest Movies Radio Flyer Disney Watchers Adventures in Wonderland Homeward Bound The Adventures of Yellow Dog Milo and Otis Neverending Story Who Framed Roger Rabbit? The Lion King Labyrinth 101 Dalmations The Secret Garden Pete's Dragon Hocus Pocus Secret of Roan Inish Land Before Time Dinosaurs Fern Gully Secret of NIMH Gummi Bears Care Bears A Little Princess My Little Pony Black Beauty Rainbow Brite Lady Lovely Locks Candyland Sorry! Trouble Don't Wake Daddy! Mousetrap Jenga Don't Break the Ice Hungry Hungry Hippos Cooties Tinker Toys The castles that made tea sets Sky Dancers Polly Pocket slap bracelets hypercolor t-shirts Lite Brite neon colored/Dayglo clothing side ponytails stirrup pants jelly shoes saddle shoes Barbies Beanie Babies Tamagotchies yo-yos Choose Your Own Adventure pogs Goosebumps Magic Attic Club American Girl Island of the Blue Dolphin Saved By The Bell Full House Step By Step Sabrina, the Teenage Witch Boy Meets World Bill Nye the Science Guy Clueless Mork and Mindy Simpsons Flipper Eerie, Indiana Third Rock From The Sun Tracey Ullman Show Ghostwriter Growing Pains Family Ties Titanic Felix The Cat: The Movie Jonathan Taylor Thomas Home Improvement Tom and Huck My Brother and Me Kenan and Kel Hanson Inspector Gadget Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles Power Rangers Hot Wheels Creepy Crawlers Easy Bake Oven Weinerville Wild and Crazy Kids playdough McDonald's sets Animorphs Rainbow Fish If You Give A Mouse A Cookie Bailey School Kids Wayside School Mrs. Piggle Wiggle Boxcar Kids Ramona Quimby Amber Brown Roald Dahl Allegra's Window 3-2-1 Contact so that was fun. aw, it made me remember things i had forgotten about. like the magic attic club! i had so forgotten about that. and aw rainbow fish and the wayside school books. wow, the 90s were the best. i miss all of that stuff, it should all come back. anyways, we lost our game, of course. i didn't play, of course. but, i did learn something new from amanda and now i'm amazing.

(summer time) that's alright, cause i'm in love with you [04 Apr 2005|09:36pm] [ music | dyllys music ] i still hate school. it was soo long and boring today. i wanted to jump out the window. we have a game tomorrow. yay for sitting the bench. at least we'll be wearing the new uniforms, so i'll be sitting the bench in style ;-) oh and i got hit in the boob with a ball today. it was because of the wind. or maybe i'm just bad. i still suck at softball. he's still amazing he's still all mine and i still needlovewant him more than anything.

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