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    Wednesday, June 23rd, 2004
    11:53 am

    個女係到喊得bee lee ba la 都唔知,仲一入到黎就又打又鬧。D咁既賤女人唔死都無用架啦。
    Wednesday, June 16th, 2004
    2:03 am

    我今年冇拎yrbk. 費事啦。只想快D離開,忘記呢到。

    我唔需要記住D兩年黎既任何痛苦。
    呢幾年既日子係我人生最大既污點。我唔需要帶住佢活落去。




    不必紀念碑 來年重聚再回味


    Current Music: 思覺失調
    Thursday, June 10th, 2004
    11:52 pm


    1:00 pm -- alex called. woke up...
    2:30 pm -- mom returned with massive dim sum (spring rolls!!), in the mean time, i watched the second half of 小寶與康熙 ch 38~ so muchie fun.
    3:30 pm -- went out with mom
    4:15 pm -- got a shot. doesnt hurt. blah
    4:20 pm -- massive shopping on st. cathrine. just that i haven't brought a damn thing
    5:30 pm -- somehow walking my way to a F1 fest. O_O''
    6:30 pm -- din din wif papa n mama @ sum greek place. barely ate anything cuz i was so full frum da bbt dat i had frum shoppin
    7:00 pm -- did a lot more walking-shopping
    8:00 pm -- home

    well. i feel sorry for alex for wut happened. but its k, cause he woke me up this morning.. grr.
    well. da shot didnt hurt. but now it does. da piece of muscle where the needle went in is currently reli tyte. its like straining n stufs. >


    Current Music: 怎暴露
    Sunday, June 6th, 2004
    12:52 am

    just finished reading a dream i had in january (which i remember til now) and another one i had in febuary (which i hv forgotten) . gosh. i feel sooo bad now.
    why? why does everything have to change?
    this is so weird. i still dun get the dreams, n this really bothers me.
    i stopped dreaming now. weird eh.

    i feel really sick now. i really wanne go bac to tor/hk ar. i dun wanne stay here nemore. not another second. i cant torelate it. its hell. i want to breathe again. i am sofficating. i am not even kidding or metaphoring. i really do feel i am being sofficated, i really do constantly feel that i am running out of air.

    (um. i was typin formal english eh. i was secrious!)

    neways. mah daddy z comin bac tomolo. yay. he sed he has brought me gifts~ twins n nic cd worrr~ n clothes! well. me dun hv much faith in mah dad buyin me clothes, but then mah aunt had helped him (i fink, datz wut mah aunt was suppose tu do newayz)... so, if mah aunt reli had helped him on mah clothes, i hv faith. but either way, i m gettin sum good stuffz which i m soo excited.

    omg. thank god mah dad is comin bac cuz mah mom has been spazzin n yellin at me for every lil thing. god, she isss sooo screwed n unbalance. n she doesnt realize it -.- gees. thank god mah dad is back, so he can share da sufferin wif me.. XDD wif him here, me can suffer 50% less. at least.

    ya. dats it for now. blah. its k. i m just glad dat mah dad is returning. GIFTS!! yay
    n SCIENCE EXAM! yay. i can ask him abu mah science... lolz. it means hes not sleepin tomolo nite cuz i hv sooo many q.. n hes returnin a lil late .. n mah exam is rite next day. lolz. ah wells. science anit that hard.. XDD.

    blehhs. i m tired .. XDD! gonne sleep now.

    eternity frum FFX2 is reli good eh.


    Current Music: eternity
    Tuesday, June 1st, 2004
    1:23 am


    熱血青年真係首好歌∼過左都三年啦,呢首歌仲係咁百聽不厭。
    三年啦,過左三年我先真正明白到呢首歌既歌詞講乜。哈∼


    點解我咁absent minded ... T_T
    成日都攪到d due dates, test dates亂晒。今日(尋日)有history test我又唔知 (thank god its easy), LCE Scrapebook要交我又意為係星期三先交。


    我聽日真係隨時扮病,唔返就算啦。反正我知聽日(今日??!)一定唔會係好日∼


    *好煩中*無事煩*


    快要exams... yay?


    Current Music: 熱血青年
    Sunday, May 30th, 2004
    10:04 pm

    我太高估自己啦,以為我可以束縛個咁既壞人


    其實犯遍了錯誤先碰著你 自信我會懂怎去愛你
    仍然難禁看看你這個壞人 有甚麼的吸引?
    願明天 能不再為你痴纏 明白改不變 你亦離開很遠


    Current Music: 思覺失調
    Thursday, May 27th, 2004
    12:56 am

    好耐無寫,所以快快脆脆寫幾隻字先

    第一:history test tomolo!
    god, for once i studied (actually, with my full heart and attention [okay fine, 50% attention]) so please let me ACE it!!)
    好支力。我D幾日真係日日都只係讀history. 其他功課一概無理。

    第二:炒左個english tutor啦 (/-.-)/!!

    第三: a shout out to a couple ppl
    connie, sorry, thank you, me love you. 我知你知我講乜。今個weekend試下call你∼ 不過唔知得唔得因為我遲d要去睇牙...到weekend個時講唔講到野都係個疑問。不過80% 都得~~ 既 >3< 多謝你呀∼ u r da bestest of all da bestie~~
    alan~ thank you, me luv u too. 我知你都知我講乜~~ 仲要最後加句special sorry因為我遲點可能quit. its a small possibility, hopefully not. i dont see any reasons for me to quit, but at the same time, i dont see any for me to stay. so.. ya-.-|不過就算唔quit我都要去個french camp, 會有一段時間唔可以幫漫版, but anyways. i will try to do something (p.s. about the contest... ya. i will restart the thing after me done exams, b4 death camp)~

    其餘個D就...見面先講啦 (當然,如果me remember既話)。有誠意..掛 (跟我懶唷)

    第四:shit. i forgot. ah wells. um. i duno...
    did i mention french camp soon? but blah. its not like i care alot.

    第五:omfg. i m tired. i will continue this goddamned list someday later ...


    p.s. i will try to blog more from now on ... since my beloved connie has re-inspired me into doing so. but ... damn, reli no time now. its sorta like .. for once i feel like doing something slightly more meaningful, but i m too preoccupied. it ALWAYS happens to me.
    Tuesday, May 18th, 2004
    11:10 pm

    well. i am used to it. but still, it pisses me off.
    first, kelly (honest to god, i hate that, i want it, but i know i am not, therefore i hate it)
    than, charlene (i hate it too. i used to think its horrible to look like her, but after a while, i got numb towards this comment. plus, charlene is way to gorgeous for me.)
    now.. fiona. this is so freaky. i mean, i love fiona, but i reli dont think its suitable for me to look like her. i mean, i know i m fat and all. but i reli am nothing compared to her.

    anyways. i can make a 3000 words essay on this, which i obviously dun wanne. so therefore, i m just gonne say -- i m pretty depressed by this. i m not going to ask any more ppl for any more opinion , cuz i dun wanne b more depressed.
    Monday, May 17th, 2004
    11:08 am

    1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page
    be removed.
    i do not understand this statement. well, i got the book called "the western world today"

    2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
    What do you touch first?
    ... chloe.. well, her kilt O_O'' i dont dare to touch more.

    3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?
    i m supposingly watching one, a documentary on jamicah. wakkakaa

    4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is:
    eleven.

    5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual
    time?
    11:08

    6: With the exception of the computer, what can
    you hear?
    typing sound of me, chloe n chanel.
    this guy speaking in da documentary

    7: When were you last outside? What were you
    doing?
    at around eight. i was getting frum mah car to mah school.

    8: Before you came to this website, what did you
    look at?
    ... i forgot. short memory.

    9: what are you wearing?
    uniform. today's monday, i m wearing a fuked up blazer.


    10: Did you dream last night? What about?
    no dreams.

    11: When did you last laugh?
    no idea.

    12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?
    chalk board, maps, bulletins.
    a pin board, some postes, a clock, a fire alarm cramp, and windows =)

    13: Seen anything weird lately?
    no.

    14: What do you think of this quiz?
    nothing reli. all the same

    15: What is the last film you saw? In theatres?
    troy. on friday.

    16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight,
    what would you buy first?
    a one way business class plane ticket to toronto, then vancouver, then shang hai, then beijing, last, but not least, hk.

    17: Tell me something about you that I don't
    know:
    i duno wut u duno. well, maybe something like "i m not as evil as u thought"

    18: If you could change one thing about the
    world, regardless of guilt or politics, what
    would you do?
    assimlate french, for once and for all.

    19: Do you like to dance?
    yes.

    20: George Bush:
    the most unedcated, yet powered "man" whip i hv ever heard of.

    21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do
    you call her?
    naomi hope cecilia yumiko toronto (than, the last name)

    21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do
    you call him?
    nicholas something.

    22: Would you ever consider living abroad?
    sure.


    Current Mood: bored
    Tuesday, May 11th, 2004
    11:06 pm

    oh god, a couple points that i would like to talk about .. in english
    first of all , my little precious laptop baby crashed. it had a really secrious fall that it shattered the harddrive, totally, causing it loosing memory, also incapable of fuctioning properly, failing to load or to boot.
    i was just packing at 8:30 am, ready to move from my homeroom to my first class, and that is when my lil laptop slipped right out of my hand, from around my abs, went right between my tummy and desk and right onto the floor. it landed unsafely onto the ground flat, battery fell out, the battery and its cover fell apart, the computer shut itself down. i tired booting it, it took a really long time. i felt there was something wrong, so i brought it to my technician. he went ballistic.
    okay, that sums it up.

    now that i hv a crappy loaner which the space bar doesnt reli function properly, causing me to type alot slower, a not working question mark key (which is reli bad) n a not really working chargable battery(its weird, its wont charge up unless i sleep it, but even if i do, it doesnt go.) ; it sucks.

    but the techinician did tell me that i mite b able to hv mah laptop back with a new 30Gig drive (for free) fastest by this friday, slowest, around two weeks. so i m glad
    i see it as a fresh start ... since i hv always "customized" my computer "too much" , as my technician always said. or it means abuse... lol. which i totally disagree. he often accuses me of leaving my computer on the edge of dying and in the state of too fragail. well, i really disagree. =D



    second of all is i went to ottawa over this the pat 2 day weekend. it was nice, i see it as a nice break from french. other than all the aguring that my parents had (which somehow added me in, but i swear to god, i didnt comment on a thing. but i was often the topic). n the fact that the tuplips werent excately blooming like they're suppose to cause it a tuplic festival cause its too cold. everything is fine.
    while i was in ottawa, i brought 4 books
    the confessions of a shopaholic (i know its kinda late and after the trend to start that book, but well, wutever)
    how not to spend your senior year (it sounds like a gr.11 book, while believe me, its like a gr7 book. anit taht great, but its not bad)
    princess in the spotlight (i read part 1 like 3yrz ago. so i guess i hv to start reading pt 2, 3 ... etc, asap cuz i dun wanne miss out too much b4 its too late)
    and GOSSIP GRIL (i know its late to start this book. the age and time. but wells, wutever)

    on top of that, mind u all that i m still reading the life of pi. lol. slow poke. meaning, i hv 3 books on going now, n 2 books in line, waiting, for me to read them. fun =D!!

    p.s. i m in love with shopaholic and life of pi!!



    well. another point i wanne say is: wow, i hv been touching base with people!!
    i m reli glad.
    cause i hvnt been on the net lately (not as much n as involved n as devoted, at least) i reli lossed some sense with some people. which i reli find ashame of.
    well, first of all- internet aint that fun no more, when ur totally thru with it
    second of all - i was tryin to organzie my life
    third of all - i was hiding from a person, trying to wash my self up.
    forth of all - there anit no motor or reason for me to b on icq that much. so i basically quitted a lil.
    anyways, i reli can go on with the list, but those r the highlights. so... as i was saying, i touched base with ppl over the past 3 days.
    i called ppl, i msged ppl (well, they msg me first), did alot of chatting, i totally felt much better.
    in the beginning, i felt isosalted, now i dont anymore . HAPPY!!
    it feels good. i will continue to do this, call some ppl up again, just to get touch n up with everyone. =D
    i will b online a lil more tomorrow n the day after. then i shall go into studying .. just a little bit. cause history is hard. n math, i m starting to forget. i reli aint such a genius at math after all. after bombing 4 out of 12 questions in the practice exam!! god, i m dumb. i need review! (just a 10min everynight)
    10 min for history
    5 min for math
    perhaps a minute or two for science. other than that. i m all glad!! yay~~


    well, another point i wanne say is, new cell. nothing much :I
    some more points, but i think i will pass as i hv to do my nails now =D chill!!!

    phew, this is long
    k, i wont b bloggin in a while =D
    Wednesday, May 5th, 2004
    12:35 am

    Maple Leafs fukken lost to philidephia .. eh
    3 - 2. overtimed too.
    well, maple leafs did well. but its still sooo damn disappointing. ai .. no hope of gold this yr.

    i was watching law and order svu while i was watching da hockey game (kinda of watchin newayz) *iNtEsIvE!!*

    after the sad ending of the leafs, and the intense law and order svu (and i guessed the killer from the beginning!! yay!! but that made it more intense to watch it, cuz u wanne prove urself rite, and ur mind its so involved, thinking, "i hv got to be right, my guts is telling me it!!")
    anyways, after watching those two shows at the same time, i took a shower and watched twins concert, which cheered me up =D
    p.s. twins' new song is so damn good. *let it flow, let it flow... i lost my soul, i'll let it go*

    oh gees, i hvnt blogged in such a long time dat i feel kinda bad .. almost guilty and responsible for blogging
    but realli, its hard, esp when i m tryin tu pull mahself outta the internet. i was addicted, and i still am, just not as secrious, but is still highly addicted
    anyways, i am glad.

    oh, and the book, life of pi. it is amazing
    i am not done, only around half, but i know it is a good book already.
    i find that it has a hard and harsh beginning, but it gets pretty smooth and easy once one gets into the book.
    i guess it might be just me, cause it has its and bits about toronto, and it disses montreal a lil here n there, which pleases me and forces me to continue reading
    believe it or not, i gave up reading this book when i got to page 10, about 6 months ago. anyways, lured by the reviews, i picked it up again, and i am damn glad i did.
    a lot of zoology as far as i can see, but its nice.
    anyways, mom yelling, gotta sleep
    Sunday, April 18th, 2004
    7:47 pm


    How many hours do you spend on the net?
    couple hours

    What you wanted to be when you were a kid:
    successful business woman

    tiffany's

    Sleep with your lights on or off:
    off

    You like cars:
    yes

    Have you ever had braces on?
    nope

    What do you do to vent anger?
    evil stares and yell at people

    Do you consider having cosmetic surgery a sin?
    no

    Favorite toy as a child:
    none?

    Your favorite Halloween costume:
    princess/fairy

    Do you have a diary:
    sure ... twice a year ...

    Class which you think is pointless:
    french and english

    Are your parents still together:
    yup

    Do you smoke, or do drugs:
    no

    Do you drink?
    no

    Are you in a relationship right now?
    no

    Could you be a vegetarian:
    no, not long term
    yes, max two days

    Greatest frustration:
    my location

    I hate it when someone:
    doesnt agree with me

    Favorite coffee shop:
    starbucks?

    Favorite board game:
    monopoly

    Favorite card game:
    big2

    Sunny or rainy:
    rainy

    Cash or credit:
    cash

    High School or College:
    high school

    Chinese or Japanese:
    chinese

    Pepsi or Coke:
    pepsi

    Colgate or Close-up:
    colgate

    Would you ever bungee jump:
    duno ... sure

    Favorite magazines:
    new monday, yes


    ______________________________

    ++FRIENDS++
    WHO is the ...

    FUNNIEST:
    alvin

    CUTEST:
    .. none

    LAZYIEST:
    me?? um .. everyone!!

    SLOWEST:
    jackie/cassandra

    MOST OUTGOING:
    everyone!!

    HAPPIEST:
    kam

    MOST COCKY:
    blank

    KINDEST:
    vanessa

    MOST LOYAL:
    kam, connie, sarah, chole, vanessa, stephie

    STRANGEST:
    alvin?

    SEXIEST:
    lotz ppl

    HOTTEST:
    many

    COOLEST:
    everyone me consider as a good fwend

    BEST IN ACTING:
    haha, lota ppl

    BEST IN SINGING:
    seung yeun

    CLOSEST TO YOU:
    kam, vanessa, connie
    sarah, chloe, seung yeun
    Friday, April 16th, 2004
    9:38 am
    First best friend: jessica wu

    First real memory of something: ... no idea at all

    First car: .. none .. T^T ~

    First date: with daddy + mammy

    First job: daughter of daddy + mammy

    First screen-name: sweet_baby

    First self purchased album: nicholas ... =D

    First pet: turtles

    First piercing: still none

    First tattoo: none .. still

    First enemy: jessica wu ... best always turns your back on you (actually, jess, u anit my first best fd .. lol)

    First trip: to my mom's hometown

    With Friends: what? don't get this .. um , school trip, to a park .. lol

    First play/musical/perform: kindergarden , i actually remembered. i played the ding dongy thingy

    Last cigarette: lol ~ second hand u meann .. um .. last night?

    Last big car ride: um . what?

    Last library book checked out: god, that was such a long time ago .. lol

    Last beverage drank: milktea (jani, mee too!! kaka_

    Last food consumed: ... cheerios

    Last crush: lol ~

    Last phone call: frum daddy

    Last tv show: god, that was two days ago, at 2 pm .. skipping school, watching some good old reruns

    Last time showered: yesterday nite at 9

    Last shoes worn: wearing sumfing now ... ?

    Last song heard: .. lol , yesterday nite , hear me cry

    Last item bought: god, forgot .. candies?

    Last soda drank: canada dry

    Last ice cream ate: forgot

    Last time wanting to die: all da timee.. lol

    Last time scolded: yesterday nite

    Last shirt worn: wearing a shirt now

    Last website visited: friendster
    1:41 am

    to my love one

    i have so much to say, to explain, but you are no longer there to listen. you passed me by. I really, actually thought we might work, cause we were both willing to contribute, but i was wrong. I was the only willing one

    tell me why this should sudfice.
    can you hear me cry? will you ask yourself, how and why; please do so, for me.

    i am frozen now, by your coldness in and of your heart.
    can you see my cry? will you ask yourself how and why, please.

    tell me, please, what you truely think, of us and of me.
    you passed me by, you isolated me, you depress me, you damaged me. you are a monster. you were an evil gangster. you are no longer a gangster, but you remained evil.

    please, give me a sign, to continue or to give up. kill me or heal me. don't give me false hope. don't make me guess, please, give me a clear sign. i do not want to suffer from this any longer.

    i hate you , but i cant.

    i truely, am shaking, trembling, shivering. Emotionally, mentally, physically.
    I shake everytime i think of the confusion i am in caused by you
    I tremble everytime i stretch out and reach to you, for help or for love. you are colder than freezing ice
    I shivers every single time i think of the words you said to me. are they lies? are they truth? the thoughts are just too much for me, a 16 years old, to handle, to burden, to carry.


    I shake, tremble, shiver, freeze;
    cause of you
    I cry, weep, sob, tears myself to sleep;
    cause of you
    I am scared, afraid, isolated, cold;
    cause of you
    I am torn, worn, lost, absent;
    cause of you



    love is suppose to be warm and cosy, but instead, i feel coldness and pain. can you ask yourself why.
    sadly, but truely, i am still turned to you.







    hear me cry, can you?


    Current Music: hear me cry
    Wednesday, April 14th, 2004
    2:50 pm
    random fdster'z bulletin

    frum mr.b


    01. oldest boyfriend/girlfriend u've had?
    UMMMMMM .. i duno tim ~ edison suan mm suan gar?? kaka~~

    02. & the youngest?
    older than me by a month .. or two

    03. longest time u stayed in a relationship?
    i never count ... *aham*

    04. favorite gift u received from the opposite
    sex:
    moneyyy, frum mah daddy

    05. & the weirdest gift?
    nuffin .. ppl i know are all pretty decent and does hv a sense

    06. ever had a relationship w/ a foreigner?
    um .. no wor

    07. r u in a relationship right now?
    um .. i duno wor

    08. most unique gift u gave to any of ur lover:
    um ... they all are!! ^^V yay

    09. do u like cute guys/girls?
    of coursie lah ... edison is an excellent example

    010. describe ur last or present lover:
    she is happy going, sometimes sor sor day, something din din day...
    she is .... KaM iP~~

    011. name one trait u look for in a guy/girl:
    nothing .. really

    012. do u think u r attractive?:
    hell .. i wishh

    013. the opposite sex usually fall in-love with my:
    quality~ ^^'' (mr.b ... u r sweet, believe me .. haha)

    014. place where i usually go on a date:
    hahhaa~~ that place lor

    015. most romantic line u heard from a lover:
    ... hahha~ um ... 自爆 .. jessie

    016. person u would least go out with:
    gay lei lor .. kaka!!

    017. what's ur vital statistics?
    waiting .. kaka

    018. ur weight?
    O_O n^n lbs

    019. long-term or short-term relationship?
    short plus long divided by two

    020. weakness in a guy/girl:
    has to be me ..


    _________________________________________________________
    _________________________________________________________



    frum mr.a

    1.IF YOU LIKE SOMEONE BUT YOU ALREADY HAVE A
    BF/GF, WOULD YOU SAY IT OUT?

    calculate jor mah chances sin lor

    =============================================
    2.IF YOU COULD COLOUR THIS WORLD, WHAT COLOUR
    WOULD IT BE?

    blcak (mr.a ... they said one colour, not two.. -.-'')
    =============================================
    3.IF YOU ARE FORCED TO EAT OR DRINK SOMETHING
    YOU DUN LIKE.WHAT WOULD YOU DO?

    scream , cry , kick ... punch ... ^^ that will do

    =============================================
    4.IF YOU ARE ASKED WHAT ARE YOU GOING AFTER IN
    LIFE..WHAT WILL YOUR ANSWER BE?

    lol , lifes a joke

    =============================================
    5.IF YOU ARE ASKED THE MOST IMPORTANT SENTENCE
    IN YOUR LIFE, WHAT WILL THAT BE?

    do u love me .. haha
    that always mute me for some reason

    =============================================
    6.IF THE ENTIRE WORLD IS WEARING RED, WHAT
    WILL YOU WEAR?

    duh! red~
    but i do wanne wear blue or white

    =============================================
    7. ARE YOU USEFUL TO THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU?

    nooo, hahha, i m a burden

    =============================================
    8. IF OTHERS SAY THINGS THAT ARE NOT TRUE ABOUT
    YOURSELF, WHAT WILL YOU DO?

    stare ... m.finger.. lol

    =============================================
    9. IF YOU ARE TO BE DEAD IN 3 HOURS TIME, WHAT
    WILL YOU DO NOW?

    scream

    =============================================
    10.HAVE YOU LIVE TO THE MAXIMUM?

    lol , how m i suppose ta noe

    =============================================
    11.IF YOU ARE ASKED TO BRING PRIDE TO YOUR
    COUNTRY, WHAT WILL YOU DO?

    canadian pride is .... prob slack
    chinese pride is .. prob work .. haha!

    =============================================
    12.WHAT IS MISSING IN YOUR LIFE?

    tell u when i know

    =============================================
    13.ARE YOU HONEST TO YOURSELF?

    deep inside, yes
    outside , no

    =============================================
    14.IF YOU WIN LUCKY DRAW, WHAT WILL U DO?

    buy .. everything on my wish/need list

    =============================================
    15.IF YOUR LIFE IS TO BE TURNED INTO A FILM OR
    SONG, WHAT WILL IT BE?

    絕 , has to be thing song
    性感都市 .. for some reason , i cried like a waterfall when i watch that ~ too much connection made i guess

    =============================================
    16.WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU DUN HAVE TO GO
    SCHOOL?

    call people .. lol
    i did today ... major time .. hahha ~
    but they are all either at school, or at work .. O_O sorry dudes , was just trying my chances

    =============================================
    17.IF YOU COULD VISIT ANY PART OF THE WORLD,
    WHICH WILL IT BE?

    south pole!! (long story)
    (mr.a, heaven/hell is NOT a part of the world .. =P)

    =============================================
    18.IF YOUR LIFE IS TO BE TURNED INTO A MOVIE,
    WHO IS THE MOST SUITABLE ACTOR/ACTRESS TO
    POTRAY YOU?

    cecilia cheung ~ she did it reli well in the "sex and the beauties" ~ i love her
    or charlene .. cuz i somehow look like her?
    or karena .. cuz i somehow sound like her?

    =============================================
    19.IF YOU ARE TO COMMIT SUICIDE, HOW WILL IT
    BE?

    pills

    =============================================
    20. DO YOU HAVE ANY CRUSH AT THE MOMENT?

    on edison lor .. kaka

    =============================================
    21. ONE PERSON YOU WANNA MEET IN YOUR LIFE..

    edison .. and nicholas
    and cecilia


    Current Mood: numb, blank
    Current Music: 奇洛李維斯回信
    Saturday, April 10th, 2004
    8:32 pm

    Message:
    01. name: Jessica
    02. hobbies: um .. it changes all da time
    03. gender: F
    04. age: 16
    05. date of birth: dec19
    06. horoscope: saggituaris
    07. school: .. a joke
    08. address: another joke
    09. email add: too long tu tpye
    10. hair: black
    11. eye colour: black
    12. hair colour: black
    13. right or left handed: right
    14. marital status: another big joke
    15. siblings: nope
    16. last 4 digits of ur no.: 1150
    17. when's ur bedtime: lol
    18. do u hav a car: nah
    19. what type of car do you want : MC12 .. (yups, i aimwayyy too high) (p.s. gtr is reli out ar)
    20. brand of cars : ohhhhh .. lol , this is hard . i love 80% of porche's car. i love ferrari alot too. maserati is also my love too

    *have u*
    21. tried smoking: lol
    22. drink alc0h0l: lol , i tend to avoid these questins
    23. been hurt emotionally: oh god , i avoid this alot
    24. kept a secret from anyone: sureee
    25. been on stage? yupz .. lol

    *favourites*
    26. colour: all tonez and shadez of blue
    27. food: none .. or japanese .. and chinese
    28. drinks: green tea
    29. number: 4
    30. disney: Aurora!! omg , shes sooo fukken pretti .. and belle, and and also other prinecesses (except snowwhite.. ewwww)
    31. sports: rugby, b ball ... swimming .. etc
    32. song : all da k songs .. and rnb and hiphop
    33. movie: all da ones with cecilia in it .. except two .. lol
    34. subject: -.- i love french!! wakkakakaa~~ another biggest joke on earth
    35. friend: .. lol

    *right now*
    36. wearing now: jeans n tee
    37. hairstyle: tied up
    38. looking at: screen
    39. thinking of: how to answer this question
    40. listening to: Uh-oh and nicholas

    *do u believe in*
    41. do u believe in love?: sure
    42. faith: sure
    43. urself: tried too hard
    44. ghost: love to
    45. angel: .. lol , love to .. too
    if i wanne make u throw up, i can prob answer .. "anit i alredi one??!" lol

    *in the last 24hrs*
    46. worn jeans: now
    47. cleaned ur rooms: another joke
    48. cried: actually did
    49. met someone new: actually did too @_@''
    50. last person i talk to on the phone: lol, forgot

    *love life*
    51. do u hav a gf/bf: lol
    52. haf a secret admirer: if hes secret, how would i know .. plus, prob not
    53. do u wanna get married?: at times
    54. do u plan on having kids?: at times
    55. hw old u wanna be when u get married: 30
    56. hw old u wanna be when u haf ur first child: 32
    57. how many kids do u want: 0
    58. would u hav kids before marriage: sure
    59. do u haf a crush: sure
    60. wat do u wan most in a relationship: .. lol , this is complicated

    *either one*
    61. pink or black: black
    62. kiss or hug: kiss
    63. summer or winter: summa
    64. sunny or rainy: sunny
    65. chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
    66. hanging out or chilling: chilling
    67. music or tv: music
    68. nite or day: nite
    69. guys or girls: guys
    70. slpin or eatin: sleeping
    71. love or lust: love
    72. silver or gold: silver
    73. sunset or sunrise: sunset
    74. phone or in person: both
    75. diamond or pearl: diamond

    *The person u know who is...*
    76. most blonde: jade .. but then, she dyes, or katie (not sure if she dyes or not)
    77. most caring: lol , laura ..
    78. most understandin: ... wow, this is hard
    79. funniest: alvin , or laura
    80. Helpful: i would say ... none
    Friday, April 2nd, 2004
    12:37 am

    Miss Popular
    Strawberry or Apple
    Why is it so hard to choose?
    No eating or drinking,
    Cause weight is what I need to loose.

    Calculating the calories,
    Giving up my favourite food.
    Knowing this will all worth it,
    Knowing I will look good.

    The temptation is strong
    But the will is stronger.
    I know this is all worth it,
    As I get skinner.

    I know this is all worth it,
    For I will soon be able to wear,
    The fashion of Paris,
    Which I have long desired.

    One pound lost,
    Is another friend gained.
    Eyes of envy I got,
    Cause I am no longer Doe, Jane.

    I am attracting everyone’s attention,
    And I am attracting his.
    This boy I love is looking at me,
    As I am so hard to miss.

    Gaining everyone’s friendship,
    While loosing weight,
    I knew this is all worth it,
    I knew this is the way.

    Miss Popular, was not,
    But is now my name.
    The skinner I get
    The better my fame.



    p.s. just incase you hvnt realize, its copyrighted by me .. eh?
    Wednesday, March 31st, 2004
    3:48 pm

    i want to be skinner ... just like cecilia
    i want to be prettier ... just like cecilia
    i want to be richer ... just like paris
    i want bigger eyes ...just like cecilia
    i want a wardrobe full of fancy clothes ... just like paris
    10:26 am

    1. NAME: jess
    2. DO YOU THINK YOU'RE NORMAL: sure
    3. DO PEOPLE FIND YOU STRANGE: at times
    4. DO YOU BELIEVE IN GOD: not reli
    5. DO YOU SING A LOT: lol .. kinda
    6. DO YOU BACKSTAB: lol , only if u can see the notes i write about people to others people
    7. ARE YOU A GOOD FRIEND: yups
    8. ARE YOU IN LOVE: lol
    9. ARE YOU YOUNG: i am pretty good
    10.EVER BEEN A LEADER OF SOMETHING: sureee
    11.EVER KILLED A LIVING CREATURE: lol .. not directly
    12.LAST ODD THING DONE: going to school is odd enough
    13.DO YOU WEAR MAKE-UP: nope
    14.DO YOU REBEL: lol , at times
    15.EVER STARTED A FIRE: sureee
    16.DO YOU THINK YOU'RE EVIL: no
    17.DO YOU LIKE LYING: sure
    18.DO YOU REGRET: at some things
    19.DO YOU HAVE A BESTFRIEND: cant say excately .. my pr is vry messed up
    20.DO PEOPLE HATE YOU: sure
    21.DO YOU HATE PEOPLE: sure
    22.CAN YOU KILL SOMEBODY: i wish
    23.DO YOU CUT YOURSELF?: lol ~ it hurts eh?
    24.EVER TASTED BLOOD: yes
    25.DO YOU CARE WHAT OTHERS MAY THINK OF YOU?: depends on what
    26.EVER DONE ANYTHING OCCULT: no
    27.ARE YOU GOTHIC: no
    28.DO YOU SMOKE: no
    29.CONSUME DRUGS: no
    30.WHAT DO YOU WEAR: clothes?? lol
    31.YOUR SKIN COLOR: tanned
    32.DO YOU LIKE THE SUN: sure
    33.HAVE YOU LOST SOMEONE YOU LOVE: omg .... n the date is coming up .. soon!!
    34.HOW DOES GRIEF FEEL: grief lor
    35.YOUR ROLE MODEL: cecilia cheung
    36.YOUR HEART DESIRES TO BE WITH WHOM: lol ... um, edison lor
    37.YOUR LISTENING TO: my english teacher ... suppose to at least ... and typing sounds
    38.DO HATE YOURSELF: sure
    39.DID THIS QUIZ MAKE SENSE: not reli
    40.PARTING WORDS: .... depends on what suitation lor .... 錫哂你 .. is one of da most common geiii ..
    Monday, March 29th, 2004
    5:07 pm
    *yay* i am backkkkkk

    ahammmm .. anyways ... i dun reli wanne write abu da trip ...
    esp de ending was veryyyyy baddd ... XP

    newayz .. it was a good break ...
    n it is preti amazing seeing snow disappeared ... but wutz more amazing is .. toronto got no snow while montreal still has a bit ... sadddd
    oh ... n i dun even want to get to how i know da toronto'z snow melted ... no one wants to know .. + get me started on it ... >


    Current Music: Girls
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