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|Wednesday, June 23rd, 2004|
個女係到喊得bee lee ba la 都唔知，仲一入到黎就又打又鬧。Ｄ咁既賤女人唔死都無用架啦。
|Wednesday, June 16th, 2004|
Current Music: 思覺失調
|Thursday, June 10th, 2004|
1:00 pm -- alex called. woke up...
2:30 pm -- mom returned with massive dim sum (spring rolls!!), in the mean time, i watched the second half of 小寶與康熙 ch 38~ so muchie fun.
3:30 pm -- went out with mom
4:15 pm -- got a shot. doesnt hurt. blah
4:20 pm -- massive shopping on st. cathrine. just that i haven't brought a damn thing
5:30 pm -- somehow walking my way to a F1 fest. O_O''
6:30 pm -- din din wif papa n mama @ sum greek place. barely ate anything cuz i was so full frum da bbt dat i had frum shoppin
7:00 pm -- did a lot more walking-shopping
8:00 pm -- home
well. i feel sorry for alex for wut happened. but its k, cause he woke me up this morning.. grr.
well. da shot didnt hurt. but now it does. da piece of muscle where the needle went in is currently reli tyte. its like straining n stufs. >
Current Music: 怎暴露
|Sunday, June 6th, 2004|
just finished reading a dream i had in january (which i remember til now) and another one i had in febuary (which i hv forgotten) . gosh. i feel sooo bad now.
why? why does everything have to change?
this is so weird. i still dun get the dreams, n this really bothers me.
i stopped dreaming now. weird eh.
i feel really sick now. i really wanne go bac to tor/hk ar. i dun wanne stay here nemore. not another second. i cant torelate it. its hell. i want to breathe again. i am sofficating. i am not even kidding or metaphoring. i really do feel i am being sofficated, i really do constantly feel that i am running out of air.
(um. i was typin formal english eh. i was secrious!)
neways. mah daddy z comin bac tomolo. yay. he sed he has brought me gifts~ twins n nic cd worrr~ n clothes! well. me dun hv much faith in mah dad buyin me clothes, but then mah aunt had helped him (i fink, datz wut mah aunt was suppose tu do newayz)... so, if mah aunt reli had helped him on mah clothes, i hv faith. but either way, i m gettin sum good stuffz which i m soo excited.
omg. thank god mah dad is comin bac cuz mah mom has been spazzin n yellin at me for every lil thing. god, she isss sooo screwed n unbalance. n she doesnt realize it -.- gees. thank god mah dad is back, so he can share da sufferin wif me.. XDD wif him here, me can suffer 50% less. at least.
ya. dats it for now. blah. its k. i m just glad dat mah dad is returning. GIFTS!! yay
n SCIENCE EXAM! yay. i can ask him abu mah science... lolz. it means hes not sleepin tomolo nite cuz i hv sooo many q.. n hes returnin a lil late .. n mah exam is rite next day. lolz. ah wells. science anit that hard.. XDD.
blehhs. i m tired .. XDD! gonne sleep now.
eternity frum FFX2 is reli good eh.
Current Music: eternity
|Tuesday, June 1st, 2004|
點解我咁absent minded ... T_T
成日都攪到d due dates, test dates亂晒。今日（尋日）有history test我又唔知 (thank god its easy), LCE Scrapebook要交我又意為係星期三先交。
Current Music: 熱血青年
|Sunday, May 30th, 2004|
願明天 能不再為你痴纏 明白改不變 你亦離開很遠
Current Music: 思覺失調
|Thursday, May 27th, 2004|
第一：history test tomolo!
god, for once i studied (actually, with my full heart and attention [okay fine, 50% attention]) so please let me ACE it!!)
第二：炒左個english tutor啦 (/-.-)/!!
第三： a shout out to a couple ppl
connie, sorry, thank you, me love you. 我知你知我講乜。今個weekend試下call你∼ 不過唔知得唔得因為我遲d要去睇牙．．．到weekend個時講唔講到野都係個疑問。不過80% 都得~~ 既 >3< 多謝你呀∼ u r da bestest of all da bestie~~
alan~ thank you, me luv u too. 我知你都知我講乜~~ 仲要最後加句special sorry因為我遲點可能quit. its a small possibility, hopefully not. i dont see any reasons for me to quit, but at the same time, i dont see any for me to stay. so.. ya-.-|不過就算唔quit我都要去個french camp, 會有一段時間唔可以幫漫版, but anyways. i will try to do something (p.s. about the contest... ya. i will restart the thing after me done exams, b4 death camp)~
其餘個Ｄ就．．．見面先講啦 (當然，如果me remember既話)。有誠意..掛 (跟我懶唷)
第四：shit. i forgot. ah wells. um. i duno...
did i mention french camp soon? but blah. its not like i care alot.
第五：omfg. i m tired. i will continue this goddamned list someday later ...
p.s. i will try to blog more from now on ... since my beloved connie has re-inspired me into doing so. but ... damn, reli no time now. its sorta like .. for once i feel like doing something slightly more meaningful, but i m too preoccupied. it ALWAYS happens to me.
|Tuesday, May 18th, 2004|
well. i am used to it. but still, it pisses me off.
first, kelly (honest to god, i hate that, i want it, but i know i am not, therefore i hate it)
than, charlene (i hate it too. i used to think its horrible to look like her, but after a while, i got numb towards this comment. plus, charlene is way to gorgeous for me.)
now.. fiona. this is so freaky. i mean, i love fiona, but i reli dont think its suitable for me to look like her. i mean, i know i m fat and all. but i reli am nothing compared to her.
anyways. i can make a 3000 words essay on this, which i obviously dun wanne. so therefore, i m just gonne say -- i m pretty depressed by this. i m not going to ask any more ppl for any more opinion , cuz i dun wanne b more depressed.
|Monday, May 17th, 2004|
1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page
i do not understand this statement. well, i got the book called "the western world today"
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
What do you touch first?
... chloe.. well, her kilt O_O'' i dont dare to touch more.
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?
i m supposingly watching one, a documentary on jamicah. wakkakaa
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is:
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual
6: With the exception of the computer, what can
typing sound of me, chloe n chanel.
this guy speaking in da documentary
7: When were you last outside? What were you
at around eight. i was getting frum mah car to mah school.
8: Before you came to this website, what did you
... i forgot. short memory.
9: what are you wearing?
uniform. today's monday, i m wearing a fuked up blazer.
10: Did you dream last night? What about?
11: When did you last laugh?
12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?
chalk board, maps, bulletins.
a pin board, some postes, a clock, a fire alarm cramp, and windows =)
13: Seen anything weird lately?
14: What do you think of this quiz?
nothing reli. all the same
15: What is the last film you saw? In theatres?
troy. on friday.
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight,
what would you buy first?
a one way business class plane ticket to toronto, then vancouver, then shang hai, then beijing, last, but not least, hk.
17: Tell me something about you that I don't
i duno wut u duno. well, maybe something like "i m not as evil as u thought"
18: If you could change one thing about the
world, regardless of guilt or politics, what
would you do?
assimlate french, for once and for all.
19: Do you like to dance?
20: George Bush:
the most unedcated, yet powered "man" whip i hv ever heard of.
21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do
you call her?
naomi hope cecilia yumiko toronto (than, the last name)
21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do
you call him?
22: Would you ever consider living abroad?
sure. Current Mood: bored
|Tuesday, May 11th, 2004|
oh god, a couple points that i would like to talk about .. in english
first of all , my little precious laptop baby crashed. it had a really secrious fall that it shattered the harddrive, totally, causing it loosing memory, also incapable of fuctioning properly, failing to load or to boot.
i was just packing at 8:30 am, ready to move from my homeroom to my first class, and that is when my lil laptop slipped right out of my hand, from around my abs, went right between my tummy and desk and right onto the floor. it landed unsafely onto the ground flat, battery fell out, the battery and its cover fell apart, the computer shut itself down. i tired booting it, it took a really long time. i felt there was something wrong, so i brought it to my technician. he went ballistic.
okay, that sums it up.
now that i hv a crappy loaner which the space bar doesnt reli function properly, causing me to type alot slower, a not working question mark key (which is reli bad) n a not really working chargable battery(its weird, its wont charge up unless i sleep it, but even if i do, it doesnt go.) ; it sucks.
but the techinician did tell me that i mite b able to hv mah laptop back with a new 30Gig drive (for free) fastest by this friday, slowest, around two weeks. so i m glad
i see it as a fresh start ... since i hv always "customized" my computer "too much" , as my technician always said. or it means abuse... lol. which i totally disagree. he often accuses me of leaving my computer on the edge of dying and in the state of too fragail. well, i really disagree. =D
second of all is i went to ottawa over this the pat 2 day weekend. it was nice, i see it as a nice break from french. other than all the aguring that my parents had (which somehow added me in, but i swear to god, i didnt comment on a thing. but i was often the topic). n the fact that the tuplips werent excately blooming like they're suppose to cause it a tuplic festival cause its too cold. everything is fine.
while i was in ottawa, i brought 4 books
the confessions of a shopaholic (i know its kinda late and after the trend to start that book, but well, wutever)
how not to spend your senior year (it sounds like a gr.11 book, while believe me, its like a gr7 book. anit taht great, but its not bad)
princess in the spotlight (i read part 1 like 3yrz ago. so i guess i hv to start reading pt 2, 3 ... etc, asap cuz i dun wanne miss out too much b4 its too late)
and GOSSIP GRIL (i know its late to start this book. the age and time. but wells, wutever)
on top of that, mind u all that i m still reading the life of pi. lol. slow poke. meaning, i hv 3 books on going now, n 2 books in line, waiting, for me to read them. fun =D!!
p.s. i m in love with shopaholic and life of pi!!
well. another point i wanne say is: wow, i hv been touching base with people!!
i m reli glad.
cause i hvnt been on the net lately (not as much n as involved n as devoted, at least) i reli lossed some sense with some people. which i reli find ashame of.
well, first of all- internet aint that fun no more, when ur totally thru with it
second of all - i was tryin to organzie my life
third of all - i was hiding from a person, trying to wash my self up.
forth of all - there anit no motor or reason for me to b on icq that much. so i basically quitted a lil.
anyways, i reli can go on with the list, but those r the highlights. so... as i was saying, i touched base with ppl over the past 3 days.
i called ppl, i msged ppl (well, they msg me first), did alot of chatting, i totally felt much better.
in the beginning, i felt isosalted, now i dont anymore . HAPPY!!
it feels good. i will continue to do this, call some ppl up again, just to get touch n up with everyone. =D
i will b online a lil more tomorrow n the day after. then i shall go into studying .. just a little bit. cause history is hard. n math, i m starting to forget. i reli aint such a genius at math after all. after bombing 4 out of 12 questions in the practice exam!! god, i m dumb. i need review! (just a 10min everynight)
10 min for history
5 min for math
perhaps a minute or two for science. other than that. i m all glad!! yay~~
well, another point i wanne say is, new cell. nothing much :I
some more points, but i think i will pass as i hv to do my nails now =D chill!!!
phew, this is long
k, i wont b bloggin in a while =D
|Wednesday, May 5th, 2004|
Maple Leafs fukken lost to philidephia .. eh
3 - 2. overtimed too.
well, maple leafs did well. but its still sooo damn disappointing. ai .. no hope of gold this yr.
i was watching law and order svu while i was watching da hockey game (kinda of watchin newayz) *iNtEsIvE!!*
after the sad ending of the leafs, and the intense law and order svu (and i guessed the killer from the beginning!! yay!! but that made it more intense to watch it, cuz u wanne prove urself rite, and ur mind its so involved, thinking, "i hv got to be right, my guts is telling me it!!")
anyways, after watching those two shows at the same time, i took a shower and watched twins concert, which cheered me up =D
p.s. twins' new song is so damn good. *let it flow, let it flow... i lost my soul, i'll let it go*
oh gees, i hvnt blogged in such a long time dat i feel kinda bad .. almost guilty and responsible for blogging
but realli, its hard, esp when i m tryin tu pull mahself outta the internet. i was addicted, and i still am, just not as secrious, but is still highly addicted
anyways, i am glad.
oh, and the book, life of pi. it is amazing
i am not done, only around half, but i know it is a good book already.
i find that it has a hard and harsh beginning, but it gets pretty smooth and easy once one gets into the book.
i guess it might be just me, cause it has its and bits about toronto, and it disses montreal a lil here n there, which pleases me and forces me to continue reading
believe it or not, i gave up reading this book when i got to page 10, about 6 months ago. anyways, lured by the reviews, i picked it up again, and i am damn glad i did.
a lot of zoology as far as i can see, but its nice.
anyways, mom yelling, gotta sleep
|Sunday, April 18th, 2004|
How many hours do you spend on the net?
What you wanted to be when you were a kid:
successful business woman
Sleep with your lights on or off:
You like cars:
Have you ever had braces on?
What do you do to vent anger?
evil stares and yell at people
Do you consider having cosmetic surgery a sin?
Favorite toy as a child:
Your favorite Halloween costume:
Do you have a diary:
sure ... twice a year ...
Class which you think is pointless:
french and english
Are your parents still together:
Do you smoke, or do drugs:
Do you drink?
Are you in a relationship right now?
Could you be a vegetarian:
no, not long term
yes, max two days
I hate it when someone:
doesnt agree with me
Favorite coffee shop:
Favorite board game:
Favorite card game:
Sunny or rainy:
Cash or credit:
High School or College:
Chinese or Japanese:
Pepsi or Coke:
Colgate or Close-up:
Would you ever bungee jump:
duno ... sure
new monday, yes
WHO is the ...
me?? um .. everyone!!
kam, connie, sarah, chole, vanessa, stephie
everyone me consider as a good fwend
BEST IN ACTING:
haha, lota ppl
BEST IN SINGING:
CLOSEST TO YOU:
kam, vanessa, connie
sarah, chloe, seung yeun
|Friday, April 16th, 2004|
First best friend: jessica wu
First real memory of something: ... no idea at all
First car: .. none .. T^T ~
First date: with daddy + mammy
First job: daughter of daddy + mammy
First screen-name: sweet_baby
First self purchased album: nicholas ... =D
First pet: turtles
First piercing: still none
First tattoo: none .. still
First enemy: jessica wu ... best always turns your back on you (actually, jess, u anit my first best fd .. lol)
First trip: to my mom's hometown
With Friends: what? don't get this .. um , school trip, to a park .. lol
First play/musical/perform: kindergarden , i actually remembered. i played the ding dongy thingy
Last cigarette: lol ~ second hand u meann .. um .. last night?
Last big car ride: um . what?
Last library book checked out: god, that was such a long time ago .. lol
Last beverage drank: milktea (jani, mee too!! kaka_
Last food consumed: ... cheerios
Last crush: lol ~
Last phone call: frum daddy
Last tv show: god, that was two days ago, at 2 pm .. skipping school, watching some good old reruns
Last time showered: yesterday nite at 9
Last shoes worn: wearing sumfing now ... ?
Last song heard: .. lol , yesterday nite , hear me cry
Last item bought: god, forgot .. candies?
Last soda drank: canada dry
Last ice cream ate: forgot
Last time wanting to die: all da timee.. lol
Last time scolded: yesterday nite
Last shirt worn: wearing a shirt now
Last website visited: friendster
to my love one
i have so much to say, to explain, but you are no longer there to listen. you passed me by. I really, actually thought we might work, cause we were both willing to contribute, but i was wrong. I was the only willing one
tell me why this should sudfice.
can you hear me cry? will you ask yourself, how and why; please do so, for me.
i am frozen now, by your coldness in and of your heart.
can you see my cry? will you ask yourself how and why, please.
tell me, please, what you truely think, of us and of me.
you passed me by, you isolated me, you depress me, you damaged me. you are a monster. you were an evil gangster. you are no longer a gangster, but you remained evil.
please, give me a sign, to continue or to give up. kill me or heal me. don't give me false hope. don't make me guess, please, give me a clear sign. i do not want to suffer from this any longer.
i hate you , but i cant.
i truely, am shaking, trembling, shivering. Emotionally, mentally, physically.
I shake everytime i think of the confusion i am in caused by you
I tremble everytime i stretch out and reach to you, for help or for love. you are colder than freezing ice
I shivers every single time i think of the words you said to me. are they lies? are they truth? the thoughts are just too much for me, a 16 years old, to handle, to burden, to carry.
I shake, tremble, shiver, freeze;
cause of you
I cry, weep, sob, tears myself to sleep;
cause of you
I am scared, afraid, isolated, cold;
cause of you
I am torn, worn, lost, absent;
cause of you
love is suppose to be warm and cosy, but instead, i feel coldness and pain. can you ask yourself why.
sadly, but truely, i am still turned to you.
hear me cry, can you?
Current Music: hear me cry
|Wednesday, April 14th, 2004|
random fdster'z bulletin
01. oldest boyfriend/girlfriend u've had?
UMMMMMM .. i duno tim ~ edison suan mm suan gar?? kaka~~
02. & the youngest?
older than me by a month .. or two
03. longest time u stayed in a relationship?
i never count ... *aham*
04. favorite gift u received from the opposite
moneyyy, frum mah daddy
05. & the weirdest gift?
nuffin .. ppl i know are all pretty decent and does hv a sense
06. ever had a relationship w/ a foreigner?
um .. no wor
07. r u in a relationship right now?
um .. i duno wor
08. most unique gift u gave to any of ur lover:
um ... they all are!! ^^V yay
09. do u like cute guys/girls?
of coursie lah ... edison is an excellent example
010. describe ur last or present lover:
she is happy going, sometimes sor sor day, something din din day...
she is .... KaM iP~~
011. name one trait u look for in a guy/girl:
nothing .. really
012. do u think u r attractive?:
hell .. i wishh
013. the opposite sex usually fall in-love with my:
quality~ ^^'' (mr.b ... u r sweet, believe me .. haha)
014. place where i usually go on a date:
hahhaa~~ that place lor
015. most romantic line u heard from a lover:
... hahha~ um ... 自爆 .. jessie
016. person u would least go out with:
gay lei lor .. kaka!!
017. what's ur vital statistics?
waiting .. kaka
018. ur weight?
O_O n^n lbs
019. long-term or short-term relationship?
short plus long divided by two
020. weakness in a guy/girl:
has to be me ..
1.IF YOU LIKE SOMEONE BUT YOU ALREADY HAVE A
BF/GF, WOULD YOU SAY IT OUT?
calculate jor mah chances sin lor
2.IF YOU COULD COLOUR THIS WORLD, WHAT COLOUR
WOULD IT BE?
blcak (mr.a ... they said one colour, not two.. -.-'')
3.IF YOU ARE FORCED TO EAT OR DRINK SOMETHING
YOU DUN LIKE.WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
scream , cry , kick ... punch ... ^^ that will do
4.IF YOU ARE ASKED WHAT ARE YOU GOING AFTER IN
LIFE..WHAT WILL YOUR ANSWER BE?
lol , lifes a joke
5.IF YOU ARE ASKED THE MOST IMPORTANT SENTENCE
IN YOUR LIFE, WHAT WILL THAT BE?
do u love me .. haha
that always mute me for some reason
6.IF THE ENTIRE WORLD IS WEARING RED, WHAT
WILL YOU WEAR?
but i do wanne wear blue or white
7. ARE YOU USEFUL TO THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU?
nooo, hahha, i m a burden
8. IF OTHERS SAY THINGS THAT ARE NOT TRUE ABOUT
YOURSELF, WHAT WILL YOU DO?
stare ... m.finger.. lol
9. IF YOU ARE TO BE DEAD IN 3 HOURS TIME, WHAT
WILL YOU DO NOW?
10.HAVE YOU LIVE TO THE MAXIMUM?
lol , how m i suppose ta noe
11.IF YOU ARE ASKED TO BRING PRIDE TO YOUR
COUNTRY, WHAT WILL YOU DO?
canadian pride is .... prob slack
chinese pride is .. prob work .. haha!
12.WHAT IS MISSING IN YOUR LIFE?
tell u when i know
13.ARE YOU HONEST TO YOURSELF?
deep inside, yes
outside , no
14.IF YOU WIN LUCKY DRAW, WHAT WILL U DO?
buy .. everything on my wish/need list
15.IF YOUR LIFE IS TO BE TURNED INTO A FILM OR
SONG, WHAT WILL IT BE?
絕 , has to be thing song
性感都市 .. for some reason , i cried like a waterfall when i watch that ~ too much connection made i guess
16.WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU DUN HAVE TO GO
call people .. lol
i did today ... major time .. hahha ~
but they are all either at school, or at work .. O_O sorry dudes , was just trying my chances
17.IF YOU COULD VISIT ANY PART OF THE WORLD,
WHICH WILL IT BE?
south pole!! (long story)
(mr.a, heaven/hell is NOT a part of the world .. =P)
18.IF YOUR LIFE IS TO BE TURNED INTO A MOVIE,
WHO IS THE MOST SUITABLE ACTOR/ACTRESS TO
cecilia cheung ~ she did it reli well in the "sex and the beauties" ~ i love her
or charlene .. cuz i somehow look like her?
or karena .. cuz i somehow sound like her?
19.IF YOU ARE TO COMMIT SUICIDE, HOW WILL IT
20. DO YOU HAVE ANY CRUSH AT THE MOMENT?
on edison lor .. kaka
21. ONE PERSON YOU WANNA MEET IN YOUR LIFE..
edison .. and nicholas
Current Mood: numb, blank
Current Music: 奇洛李維斯回信
|Saturday, April 10th, 2004|
01. name: Jessica
02. hobbies: um .. it changes all da time
03. gender: F
04. age: 16
05. date of birth: dec19
06. horoscope: saggituaris
07. school: .. a joke
08. address: another joke
09. email add: too long tu tpye
10. hair: black
11. eye colour: black
12. hair colour: black
13. right or left handed: right
14. marital status: another big joke
15. siblings: nope
16. last 4 digits of ur no.: 1150
17. when's ur bedtime: lol
18. do u hav a car: nah
19. what type of car do you want : MC12 .. (yups, i aimwayyy too high) (p.s. gtr is reli out ar)
20. brand of cars : ohhhhh .. lol , this is hard . i love 80% of porche's car. i love ferrari alot too. maserati is also my love too
21. tried smoking: lol
22. drink alc0h0l: lol , i tend to avoid these questins
23. been hurt emotionally: oh god , i avoid this alot
24. kept a secret from anyone: sureee
25. been on stage? yupz .. lol
26. colour: all tonez and shadez of blue
27. food: none .. or japanese .. and chinese
28. drinks: green tea
29. number: 4
30. disney: Aurora!! omg , shes sooo fukken pretti .. and belle, and and also other prinecesses (except snowwhite.. ewwww)
31. sports: rugby, b ball ... swimming .. etc
32. song : all da k songs .. and rnb and hiphop
33. movie: all da ones with cecilia in it .. except two .. lol
34. subject: -.- i love french!! wakkakakaa~~ another biggest joke on earth
35. friend: .. lol
36. wearing now: jeans n tee
37. hairstyle: tied up
38. looking at: screen
39. thinking of: how to answer this question
40. listening to: Uh-oh and nicholas
*do u believe in*
41. do u believe in love?: sure
42. faith: sure
43. urself: tried too hard
44. ghost: love to
45. angel: .. lol , love to .. too
if i wanne make u throw up, i can prob answer .. "anit i alredi one??!" lol
*in the last 24hrs*
46. worn jeans: now
47. cleaned ur rooms: another joke
48. cried: actually did
49. met someone new: actually did too @_@''
50. last person i talk to on the phone: lol, forgot
51. do u hav a gf/bf: lol
52. haf a secret admirer: if hes secret, how would i know .. plus, prob not
53. do u wanna get married?: at times
54. do u plan on having kids?: at times
55. hw old u wanna be when u get married: 30
56. hw old u wanna be when u haf ur first child: 32
57. how many kids do u want: 0
58. would u hav kids before marriage: sure
59. do u haf a crush: sure
60. wat do u wan most in a relationship: .. lol , this is complicated
61. pink or black: black
62. kiss or hug: kiss
63. summer or winter: summa
64. sunny or rainy: sunny
65. chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
66. hanging out or chilling: chilling
67. music or tv: music
68. nite or day: nite
69. guys or girls: guys
70. slpin or eatin: sleeping
71. love or lust: love
72. silver or gold: silver
73. sunset or sunrise: sunset
74. phone or in person: both
75. diamond or pearl: diamond
*The person u know who is...*
76. most blonde: jade .. but then, she dyes, or katie (not sure if she dyes or not)
77. most caring: lol , laura ..
78. most understandin: ... wow, this is hard
79. funniest: alvin , or laura
80. Helpful: i would say ... none
|Friday, April 2nd, 2004|
Strawberry or Apple
Why is it so hard to choose?
No eating or drinking,
Cause weight is what I need to loose.
Calculating the calories,
Giving up my favourite food.
Knowing this will all worth it,
Knowing I will look good.
The temptation is strong
But the will is stronger.
I know this is all worth it,
As I get skinner.
I know this is all worth it,
For I will soon be able to wear,
The fashion of Paris,
Which I have long desired.
One pound lost,
Is another friend gained.
Eyes of envy I got,
Cause I am no longer Doe, Jane.
I am attracting everyone’s attention,
And I am attracting his.
This boy I love is looking at me,
As I am so hard to miss.
Gaining everyone’s friendship,
While loosing weight,
I knew this is all worth it,
I knew this is the way.
Miss Popular, was not,
But is now my name.
The skinner I get
The better my fame.
p.s. just incase you hvnt realize, its copyrighted by me .. eh?
|Wednesday, March 31st, 2004|
i want to be skinner ... just like cecilia
i want to be prettier ... just like cecilia
i want to be richer ... just like paris
i want bigger eyes ...just like cecilia
i want a wardrobe full of fancy clothes ... just like paris
1. NAME: jess
2. DO YOU THINK YOU'RE NORMAL: sure
3. DO PEOPLE FIND YOU STRANGE: at times
4. DO YOU BELIEVE IN GOD: not reli
5. DO YOU SING A LOT: lol .. kinda
6. DO YOU BACKSTAB: lol , only if u can see the notes i write about people to others people
7. ARE YOU A GOOD FRIEND: yups
8. ARE YOU IN LOVE: lol
9. ARE YOU YOUNG: i am pretty good
10.EVER BEEN A LEADER OF SOMETHING: sureee
11.EVER KILLED A LIVING CREATURE: lol .. not directly
12.LAST ODD THING DONE: going to school is odd enough
13.DO YOU WEAR MAKE-UP: nope
14.DO YOU REBEL: lol , at times
15.EVER STARTED A FIRE: sureee
16.DO YOU THINK YOU'RE EVIL: no
17.DO YOU LIKE LYING: sure
18.DO YOU REGRET: at some things
19.DO YOU HAVE A BESTFRIEND: cant say excately .. my pr is vry messed up
20.DO PEOPLE HATE YOU: sure
21.DO YOU HATE PEOPLE: sure
22.CAN YOU KILL SOMEBODY: i wish
23.DO YOU CUT YOURSELF?: lol ~ it hurts eh?
24.EVER TASTED BLOOD: yes
25.DO YOU CARE WHAT OTHERS MAY THINK OF YOU?: depends on what
26.EVER DONE ANYTHING OCCULT: no
27.ARE YOU GOTHIC: no
28.DO YOU SMOKE: no
29.CONSUME DRUGS: no
30.WHAT DO YOU WEAR: clothes?? lol
31.YOUR SKIN COLOR: tanned
32.DO YOU LIKE THE SUN: sure
33.HAVE YOU LOST SOMEONE YOU LOVE: omg .... n the date is coming up .. soon!!
34.HOW DOES GRIEF FEEL: grief lor
35.YOUR ROLE MODEL: cecilia cheung
36.YOUR HEART DESIRES TO BE WITH WHOM: lol ... um, edison lor
37.YOUR LISTENING TO: my english teacher ... suppose to at least ... and typing sounds
38.DO HATE YOURSELF: sure
39.DID THIS QUIZ MAKE SENSE: not reli
40.PARTING WORDS: .... depends on what suitation lor .... 錫哂你 .. is one of da most common geiii ..
|Monday, March 29th, 2004|
*yay* i am backkkkkk
ahammmm .. anyways ... i dun reli wanne write abu da trip ...
esp de ending was veryyyyy baddd ... XP
newayz .. it was a good break ...
n it is preti amazing seeing snow disappeared ... but wutz more amazing is .. toronto got no snow while montreal still has a bit ... sadddd
oh ... n i dun even want to get to how i know da toronto'z snow melted ... no one wants to know .. + get me started on it ... >
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