Okay...   
09:57am 17/05/2004
 
mood: sleepy
I have a LJ. Should I start posting on it or should I stay here?

I need to know if anyone is still reading this, so if you are, please post a comment. Thanks.
 
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I got a new pet!   
07:30pm 13/05/2004
 
mood: okay
music: Evanescense
Yup. There was the Beta Club Awards Banquet tonight. 'Twas okay, very short. I got a betta fish. His name is Zaku. Very pretty, 'cept he has a hole in his fin. :D I heart him.

Whee.
 
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One Graduation Down...   
09:30pm 12/05/2004
 
mood: busy
music: "Sunday Bloody Sunday" by U2
I graduated from OSSM today. Yay. Go me. Now, I'm working on my senior project for English. Bah. >.<

Oh yeah, admire my new avatar. :D
 
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Whee!   
09:17pm 02/05/2004
 
mood: drained
music: "God Bless the USA"
I got a microwave today as an early graduation gift. Go me. :D And it came with a Spongebob card, which is of course awesome.

Eh, back to studying for Calculus... >.
 
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Is it just me...?   
11:35pm 17/03/2004
 
mood: dirty
music: "Sunday Bloody Sunday" by U2
Or are stupid people annoying?

Okay, so it's now illegal (or at least very frowned upon) to hold a kid back in 3rd grade if they can't read. Hello? If you can't read in the 3rd grade, you NEED HELP. Don't just keep pushing them through.

Oh yeah, Happy St. Patrick's Day.
 
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Just a quiz   
09:40am 10/03/2004
 
mood: calm
My Immortal
My Immortal.

Your Lyrics



I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me


What Evanescence song are you?
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New avatar!   
09:40am 02/03/2004
 
mood: accomplished
Jeshi hearts you all!
 
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I am cool!   
12:57pm 22/02/2004
 
mood: high
Cowboy Bebop - YOUR bounty by Drusilla
Username
How much are you worth?$345,022
Number of victims9,684
Your storyYou were caught once, maybe twice, or maybe even 5 times o.o...but like Hudini, you could always find a way to escape. The cops should really, REALLY execute you. But they're stupid. Yay fer you :D
Will you be caught?Nope, you're very devious and good when you plan your moves.
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!
 
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New Poll   
11:57pm 21/02/2004
 
mood: crappy
music: Some Nickelback song, playing over and over in my mind...
http://www.sfx64.com/vbb/showthread.php?s=&threadid=7651

Reeead. Tell Jeshi if her story sucks or not! :D Yay.
 
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Another from Snif   
05:10pm 21/02/2004
 
mood: lazy
music: "Liquid"-Jars of Clay
Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results
Sociability |||||||||||| 38%
Gregariousness ||||||||||||||| 42%
Assertiveness ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Activity Level ||||||||||||||| 42%
Excitement-Seeking |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Enthusiasm ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Extroversion ||||||||||||||| 50%
Trust ||||||||||||||| 46%
Morality |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Altruism ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Cooperation |||||||||||| 34%
Modesty ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Sympathy |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Friendliness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Confidence |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Neatness ||||||||||||||| 46%
Dutifulness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Achievement |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Self-Discipline |||||||||||| 34%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||||| 60%
Anxiety ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Volatility ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Depression |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Self-Consciousness |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Impulsiveness ||||||||||||||| 42%
Vulnerability |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Emotional Stability ||||||||||||||| 42%
Imagination ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Artistic Interests ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Emotionality ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Intellect |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Liberalism ||||||||| 22%
Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||| 59%
Take Free Advanced Big 30 Personality Test
 
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Quiz from Snifferdoodle...   
11:04am 21/02/2004
 
mood: sick
Yay. Go heart him, now.

1. FIRST NAME: Julia
2 .WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Yeah. My middle name is from my grandma on my dad's side and my first name is from my grandma on my mom's side.
3. DO YOU WISH ON STARS? Nah.
4. WHICH FINGER IS YOUR FAVORITE? The pinky, 'cause it's little. o.o
5. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY? I dunno. Recently.
6. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? No one can read it.
7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Turkey.

8. ANY BAD HABITS? Yeah.
10.IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? Probably not. XD
12. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL? Probably. o.O
13. DO LOOKS MATTER? Not really.
14. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER? Bitching and moaning. :D
15. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME? I dunno.

16. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY? Nope.
18. WHAT CLASS IN SCHOOL DO YOU THINK IS TOTALLY NOT IMPORTANT? English.
19. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL? Uhh . . .

20. DO YOU USE SARCASM? Yup.
21. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT? No. Haven't been to many concerts.
22. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL? Someone who doesn't suck.
23. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? Jeshi, Jes, Jules, Jul, "stupid bitch." XD

25. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? Usually not. Takes energy. :p

26. DO YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE STRONG: Nuuu . . . :(

27. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR: Pistachio.

28.YOUR SHOE SIZE? 8 women's. :( Jeshi has big feet.
29. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLOURS? Blue-green, blue-purple, red, and orange.

30. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE? I had four taken out.
31. WHO DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW? Buncha people.

32. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE YOU SEND THIS TO, TO SEND IT BACK? Uhh . . .
33. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? Nothing. Getting up and getting a cd takes energy, y'know. o.-

34.WHATS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? Muffin.
35. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? My brother.
36. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? Their sexiness.

37.DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? I heart my Sniffy!
38. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? Tummy hurts. I hate you. >.>
39. FAVORITE DRINK? Dr. Pepper.

40. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? Ewww . . .
41. FAVORITE SPORTS? Basketball.
42. HAIR COLOUR? Dark brown
43. EYE COLOUR? Black.
44. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? Yuppers.

45.SIBLINGS? One.
46. FAVORITE MONTH? December.
47. FAVORITE FOOD? Cheese fries!

48. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Miracle. It is good. Go watch it.
49. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? Christmas Eve 'cause Jeshi get presents. :D
50. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? Uh-huh.

51. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? HAPPY yay.
52.SUMMER OR WINTER? Winter.
53. HUGS OR KISSES? HUGGY.

54. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? Both suck, but one night stands suck more

55. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? Huh?
56. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? To what?
57.WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? None at the moment
60. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT? Uhh . . . something about Nazis, and . . . some music videos and Yes Dear and KND.

61. FAVORITE SMELLS? VANILLA and coconut
62. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP? I hate you.

63. Are you too shy to tell a guy/girl you like him/her? Uh-huh

64. White or Black? Uhh . . .
65. Are you shy or outgoing? Shy...

66. Would you ever ask a guy/girl to dance? I suck at dancing

67. Do you like somebody right now? Mebee
68. Would you ever tell him/her? No

69. What kind of music do you listen to? ANGRY MUSIC
70. Slow dances or Fast dances? Fast
 
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Got quiz from Janks.   
02:18pm 20/02/2004
 
mood: sick
Multiple Intelligences

Your Personal Evaluation



The Seven Intelligence Areas

Linguistic: 6

Logical-Mathematical: 8

Spatial: 1

Bodily-Kinesthetic: 4

Musical: 5

Interpersonal: 2

Intrapersonal: 3



A Short Definition of your Highest Score

Logical-Mathematical - the ability to use numbers to compute and describe, to use mathematical concepts to make conjectures, to apply mathematics in personal daily life, to apply mathematics to data and construct arguments, to be sensitive to the patterns, symmetry, logic, and aesthetics of mathematics, and to solve problems in design and modeling. Possible vocations that use the logical-mathematics intelligence include accountant, bookkeeper, statistician, tradesperson, homemaker, computer programmer, scientist, composer, engineer, inventor, or designer.
 
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Quizzes...   
04:26pm 14/02/2004
 
mood: cold

You are Rikku. Wo0t.


Which Final Fantasy X Character Are You?
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Pain
Why do you cry?

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The Completely Pointless Personality Quiz
The Completely Pointless Personality Quiz


statler jpeg
You are Statler or Waldorf.
You have a high opinion of yourself, as do others.
But only because you are in the balcony seats.

ALSO KNOWN AS:
Those two old guys in the box.
SPECIAL TALENTS:
Heckling, complaining, being cantankerous

QUOTE:
"Get off the stage, you bum!"

LAST BOOKS READ:
"The Art of Insult" and "How To
Insult Art"

NEVER LEAVE HOME WITHOUT:
Their pacemakers.


What Muppet are you?
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You are AIR
YOU ARE AIR!


Your inner element is one of change and growth. You
are an intensely intellectual and curious
person who simply must know the answers to
everything. You question everything about the
world and the people in it. Because of your
constant search for new things you are blessed
with the ability to change and adapt to most
anything. You love people and tend to get
active in causes that interest you. You tend to
attract many friends but don't tend to hold on
to them for great lengths of time. Any career
that stimulates your desire to learn or develop
new things is ideal for you. Love for you tends
to start out as friendship and build into a
life-long commitment. You look for trust and
openness in your partner, and once you find it
you will let yourself fall completely in love.


Your greatest strengths are your incredible ability
to learn and adapt to all things. Your
weaknesses are your inability to slow down and
let others catch up. If you aren't careful, you
will leave too many people in the dust.
Balancing your strengths and weakness is
crucial for you to achieve balance in life.

Astrologically, Air is associated with the signs of
Gemini, Libra and Aquarius. You are most
compatible for either love or friendship with
another Air Elemental or with an Fire. You are
least compatible with a Earth Elemental.


Now that you have an idea of your strengths and
weaknesses, why don't you put them to the test?
If you follow my lead I can take you to a game
world where you can explore different sides of
yourself and taste real power....

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Which of the 5 Prime Elements are you?
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Ninja!
Ninja!
You are a sneaky Ninja.
We don't even know you're there...
before it's too late!


Monkey, Ninja, Pirate, Robot?
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HASH(0x84bf6d0)
Heaven: You are a true angel. You are destined to
move on to a place where there is no evil, just
people as beautiful and pure as you. Graceful
and classy, an angel like you has wonderful
things ahead! (please rate my quiz)


**Where will you go when you die?**(now with pics)
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Valentine's Day Sucks...   
10:54am 14/02/2004
 
mood: okay
No offense meant to St. Valentine, of course.

What's the point of it? Why the hell don't you buy stuff for whomever you like all year long instead of waiting for one specific day? It's like Children's Day; American kids don't need it because they're all a bunch of spoiled little brats, anyway.

There's really no use for all this sap. Watch the Hallmark Channel or daytime television if you want senseless, brainless sappiness. They're good, free places to get it instead of spending $100 on junk.

They need to make more Un-Valentine cards.

It's a waste of money, time, and perfectly good chocolate.
 
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Hoo boy...   
08:11am 12/02/2004
 
mood: sick
Jeshi got chicken pox. Poo. :(

Oh well. Jeshi still gets to go to school 'cause she's not contagious. I get to bake cupcakes today! Yay!
 
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Moment of truth...   
11:11am 30/01/2004
 
mood: determined
music: Normal sounds of Physics computer lab...
I'm going to get the counselor to fill out the last page of the ROTC application. I mean, what's the worst that can happen? My parents might make me withdraw the application. Oh well. I'll just go in as a nonscholarship cadet. =/

Wish me luck. I'll update ya tonight or something.
 
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Quiz from Janks...   
03:33pm 22/01/2004
  INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold are false


01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions

02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love psychadelic mushrooms
04. I love sleeping
05. I have loads of books - Yeah, school books and only a few novels.

06. I once slept in a toilet
07. I love playing video games
08. I like marijuana
09. I watch porn movies
10. I watch them with my father
11. I like sharks
12. I love spiders
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair
14. I like G. Bush
15. People are cool.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a lot to learn.
19. I carry my knife everywhere with myself
20. I'm really really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret.
23. I hate snow
24. I drink only milk
25. I drink too much water.
26. I hate microsoft
27. I love Chinese food.
28. I would hate to be famous
29. I am not a morning person.
30. I wear glasses.
31. I don't need glasses, except sunglasses.
32. I have potential
33. I'm pure Japanese
34. My legs are two different sizes
35. I have a twin
36. I'm wearing a padded bra
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing
38. I'm left-handed
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them
40. I don't like horror movies
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway
42. People hate me usually.
43. I love pop music
44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight.
45. I hate parking fines
46. I know national anthem of my country by heart - well, two verses. :p
47. I know more than two languages
48. I spend too much time on the computer
49. I often want to throw out the computer in a window
50. I live on a ground floor
51. I don't like chocolate
52. I'd like to be more original
53. I've lied
54. Cocks are my favorite birds
55. I want to conquer the world
56. I wonder what happens when you die
57. I've read all books about Harry Potter
58. Eat your dog!
59. I love to exercise.
60. I hate chemistry with a passion
61. I love to write
62. I like changes6
63. I hate going to class.
64. I am afraid to die
65. I hate dish washing
66. My hair is long, brown, and incredibly curly
67. My nails are nine inch long
68. My favorite color is black
69. I like to sleep on the floor
70. I am hopeless at cooking
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little.
72. I should be doing somehting else rather than writing this.
73. I am online a lot, but not in MSN
74. I hate government
75. I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend.
76. I'm too nice for my own good.
77. I love to read, I read as much as I can.
78. I don't trust newspapers.
79. I like debating.
80. I live in a vagon
81. I clean my room once a month
82. I'm scared of american fast food
83. I have a third eye
84. I love Mozambique
85. I don't trust any religion.
86. I used to play with barbies because all the other girls were doing it
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little.
88. I like listening to wind chimes sometimes... others I want to kill them
89. I'm very disorganized
90. My hair is long and straight
91. I earn a lot
92. I don't like spicy food
93. I keep a diary
94. I can't do cartwheels
95. I am very lazy sometimes.....
96. I'm sarcastic.
97. I think my hair is annoying

98. I'm very sensitive.
99. I love being "ab-normal"
100. My left eye is violet and my right eye is a light blue.
 
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07:02pm 18/01/2004
 
mood: uncomfortable
music: "He's Not Here" from Hero The Rock Opera
Panther
You'd turn into a Panther! Mysterious, srong,
refined and aggressive you are a force to be
reckoned with. You don't really care about much
and prefer to be solitary, however the mystery
and strength that surrounds you tends to
attract people to you, though you see to it
that they dont stay long. You dont have many
friends but are protective towards the few you
have. Feirce but at the same time refined when
fighting people dont stand a chance against
you.


What animal would you turn into?
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Angel
You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.


*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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08:49pm 13/01/2004
 
mood: lethargic
You are Black
What color are you? (Anime Pictures)

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Quiz from Janks.   
10:02am 13/01/2004
 
mood: listless
How many potatoes do you eat in a week?
I dunno.

How many of your friends do you utterly despise?
None really, I just don't like some of them.

How many times have you been in love?
Never, really. I dunno. Shut up.

What is the purpose of life?
To not waste your time.

Are you more of a creator, or a destroyer?
Destroyer.

If you were a weapon of war, what kind of weapon of war would you be?
Katana.

Are you a virgin?
Yup.

Are you Male or Female?
Female.

What is your favorite brand/type of cheese?
Cheddar.

What is the most dangerous drug you've taken?
n/a

What is the most illegal thing you've ever done?
Stole.

What is the longest word in the english language? (it's not Antidisestablishmentarianism):
Medical word that has around 144 letters or something.

How would you describe being in love?
How should I know?

Is there anyone you would die for?
Yeah.

Kill for?
Maybe.

Does love have to go both directions for it to be true love?
True love dun exist.

Have you ever considered joining the military?
Yup.

Who is your favourite parent?
Neither.

How many siblings do you have?
One.

What is the most trouble you've ever been in with your parents?
No comment. :p

Who do you respect the most?
People who will sacrifice everything for a stranger.

Summer or Winter?
Winter.

Pepsi or Coke?
Dr. Pepper.

Boxers or Briefs?
Bikinis!

Pro-Life or Pro-Choice?
Pro-Life.

Why do you bother doing these surveys?
I dunno...
 
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