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Jenna Lynne's Blurty:
| Saturday, October 21st, 2006 | |
| 12:17 am | its fucking cold out. i hate cuddling weather. meh |
| Saturday, September 23rd, 2006 | |
| 3:37 pm | jackass 2 saw it twice yesterday. word. |
| Sunday, November 7th, 2004 | |
| 1:05 am | peeenis isnt free Im so happy I got to hang out with my Valerie. For youse who do not know Val, we have been friends for like 3 yrs now. We met in HS, she was a sr and I was doubling up the yr before nursing school. We did a play together called All Aboard for Broadway. I was her date for her Sr Prom in 2002 at Kingston, we were the sexiest chicas there haha I miss her now that shes been at St Rose.. She left me an IM today saying shes coming home to Kingston for the day. I was so happy cuz I havent seen her since feb when we saw Passion of the Christ with Alisha. Anyway, I called her and she picked me up and had a ton of fun. I burned Team America songs on a CD with NSync lol and we had a blast singing Freedom Isnt Free, the country one with "What would you DO..?" lol We went to the mall, she got stuff in Hot Topic, went to Target where we found a sign for "Chat room bedding"?? yeah we dunno either.. Went to Ground Round and decided to see the 10:05 Shall We Dance showing. It was ok, the funniest parts--the dude in the theatre laughing way too loud at nothing in particular, and the stupid Peter Gabriel song that we're ashamed to say he wrote. I will post the lyrics at a later time lol.. Anyway I had a ton of fun with Val and Im so happy we got to chill finally. Tomorrow Im spose to see The Grudge with Eric. I gotta get some homework done.. meep. I get to sleep in tomorrow, yaaaaaaay =) Current Mood:  crazyCurrent Music: whiskey lullaby |
| Sunday, February 29th, 2004 | |
| 2:08 pm | move forward She's gone today. She's stopped breathing today. She's dead. The old her is deceased. She didn't feel the need to go on. No one remembers her. Why should she be remembered. She's the memory of scraped knees, the memory of heartbreak, the memory of a tortured little girl. Move forward. Move forward. She's gone today. I've come to a fork in the road. Happiness and promise of a new day or past and heartache. Happiness and promise. I've been down this road many times. At the fork I would linger towards the past, crying eachtime I looked at the sky and watched the memory of pain. Now, I'm heading in a new route. The sky plays a moving picture of me being content and healthy. Mental health. Physical health. There's a big WELCOME sign after the picture stops. I cry, but because I've found my way. Move forward. Move forward. Current Mood:  hopeful |
| Saturday, November 8th, 2003 | |
| 11:37 pm | ummmmm yeeeeah life is pretty mixed..... Ive been sick so bear with me while i try to recollect the last few days er so..... work has been mad stressful and hard...my weight is constantly fluctuating... and men are hurting my head. my poor head. im almost broke but i gets paid on this fri. WHooo. yeah tonight i saw the 3rd matrix.. twas mad good. heehheeeeee. im tired *pokes self in eye* oww maybe i will write more tommmmmmmm orrow lol byeeee |
| Wednesday, October 15th, 2003 | |
| 4:46 pm | siiiigh I feel like crying again. Why do my hormones have to depress me.. work is so hard and at times tiring/boring. i try to think of the positive things like that my job is going to be for primarily terminally ill.....and such... and that i have to be good enough to take care of them.. I try not to think of stupid shit like dating and going out...but then guys come into my life that i think are good for me and they are either taken or dont want me. I cant help but feel like a piece of shit. I dont care how many people think im cute, pretty, beautiful, gorgeous or the opposite, i feel like im just average. Im nothing special. theres nothing GREAT about me physically. Im fully figured. My boobs are decent. I have no ass. My face isnt breathtaking but its pleasant at times depending on what makeup i wear. I dunno....I need to concentrate on what matters I guess. Typical teenager, lost, Licensed practical nurse. *tsk* |
| Sunday, October 12th, 2003 | |
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| Saturday, October 11th, 2003 | |
| 11:36 pm | extraaaaa WORD i was an extra in the movie with Paul Reiser and Peter Falk--11 hr day as an EXTRA. lemme tell you I got up at 7:30 AM.....left at 10 with marc, mom, and cara (marcs gf)...got to saugerties about 1030ish.. waited under the pavillion with Jess and Heather for about 2 hrs lol..and found Jason Abrums too cuz hes friends with my mom.. finally get picked to go sit in paul reiser and peters bleacher section *WHOO FUCKING HOOO!!!!* lol we waited....and waited....and waited.... that was most of the day right there. After 298229 seat changes my mom ended up sitting in back of peter *tee hee* and i was behind her...later on Jason sat in front of me too..hes cool like that. We did 2 scenes--that took like 7 hrs i shit u not. and in the beginning of the day the one dude wanted all girls 18-28 to stand away from the others, he picked the 5 "babes" out of us and made the rest of us feel like shit....Fuckin Cassie Walker of all people got a role in the movie as "babe #1" lol I knew they were gunna cast her... I got a pic of my mom with peter and me with my paully....S'all good. long day, but good day lol *Jenna* Current Mood:  tired |
| Tuesday, September 30th, 2003 | |
| 1:13 pm | haha  Whoa, You Need To Tame Those Puppies!People always know when you're coming, because your boobs get there five minutes before you do! Your back must be hurting. Think about a reduction, before your nipples hit your waist. Do *You* Need a Boob Job? Click Here to Find Out! More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva |
| Monday, September 29th, 2003 | |
| 1:29 pm | Saturday I went to Alisha's house for her partaaay. I had soooo much fun. I missed Hasanai and Shua so much. He is easily one of the funniest people on the planet. We sat in her kitchen and dining room talkin about all kinds of shit...Nickels.. Jerry Springer final thought.. Making me do my Butters impression a million times. *My precious...PROFESSOR CHAOS!!!!!* an so on... We went upstairs to see the Sims on her puter--making the man die and set the house on fire...too much. Her friend Michelle took me home i thought that was nice of her. Will IMd me out of nowhere with "Miss me?" I was like uhhaa wha? Hes the dude who basically asked me my weight when he matched with me on Hot Or Not. He lives by me. Never met him. A little too blunt for my taste. He argued with me for an hr about sex because he wants to fall in love...and he prolly likes me...wants to fall in love with me and fuck me. um no. I do kinda like the dude from my job. Hes mad sexy. But i dunno. He rarely talks to me online and everytime i IM him I feel like a burden. what can ya do. I talk to dave a lot about it. He told me I have to be more like Dan, cuz he told him how to act around girls and now hes fucking his gf all the time so basically daves teachin me how to be a playa pimp. word. Not that that works for my virgin ass.... NE ways...I gotta go see if my dads still alive from inhaling all the paint...BYE! |
| Friday, September 26th, 2003 | |
| 1:31 pm | My Thursday I had a lot of fun yesterday. I went up to Albany with Melis to see a soccer game her boy Kyle was in. The weather was good until we got to albany--then rain rain rain. We sat on the metal bleachers and they were all wet and cold...geez..we sat for the first half and then we stood with the jubie fam. until there was 25 mins left in the game, cuz we were getting frostbite on our asses. Thank goodness he played for 4 mins...we were winning until we left lol.. SO we went to Taco Bell..sang to celine in the car lol...went back to her house, I got to borrow her may king 2003 DVD, it was very funny. I'm kinda sick from being outside and wet and cold..but im ok. Well my FOD is up and running again...whooooot. I wrote in there about weird dreams Ive been having--and 2 nights in a row--dreaming about an old crush of mine from grade school....UGH its bad. what can ya do... *Jenna* Current Mood: tired |
| Wednesday, September 17th, 2003 | |
| 2:56 pm | Oh My GOD LOL the funniest thing happened just now Melissa was online and goes Im gunna call you, i said ok. I wanted to say something funny before answering it....SO I said Ulster Video and Gifts. It wasnt MELISSA who called me. It was Rosa--the woman from Bene who HIRED me LOL She was like is this Jenna? 331-......I was Like OMG Im sorry I thought this was my friend Melissa and I was prank answering the phone LOL She was like Im glad u have a sense of humor! I was thinkin im glad u do too.....LOL OMG at the end of the convo i was like I think i need Caller ID lol and she was like yeah LOL AH geez. C'est la vie. Current Mood: amusedCurrent Music: me laughing |
| Tuesday, September 16th, 2003 | |
| 10:44 pm | whooo i got hired at benedictine hosp. YAY. cancer unit..sad..but yay!!!! ill explain tomm. |
| Sunday, September 14th, 2003 | |
| 5:48 pm | my saturday OK lemme break it dooooown I got a jacket at Burlington for $30. I loved it... Fast forward to Coyote, I went with Andrea up there and we met Melissa. Then I found Rob, Cheryl, and Lindsey. We got to our table and decided to wait for Howie...Found him and Josh and Mark and we all sat down. We got daquiris and stuff and then Jenn and Lenny showed. OK lets skip dinner. The waiter was an ass. He was loading too much off the table at one time and dropped the platter plate from chicken fingers and got sauce alllllll over the bottom of my new jacket. NICE. So i bitched about it and the guy eventually gave me $30 for it. The waiter came up to me b4 I left and goes, so what happened? And I said I settled it with the manager and got reembursed and the guy was like WHOA that NEVER happens did you smell beer on his breath or something?? And i simply said. No. Im Italian. It was sooo funny. Cheryl like hit me cuz she couldnt believe i said that but hey. Jenn was shocked I even made a scene out of it cuz I NEVER usually bitch about anything but i was pISSED this was a new fucking jacket. What happened was I went up to the manager with the bill to pay and I gave him a paper with my contact info on it and I asked him what his name was and he goes "can I see the jacket" rather than saying "his name." I was like sure its back here. And I told him it was brand new, 30 bucks, and that i still had the receipt. I slept over at Idnas afterwards and we had some crazy time. as usual Current Mood: proudish Current Music: My Immortal__Evanescence |
| Saturday, September 13th, 2003 | |
| 1:17 am | upset All of a suddenly I cant stop tearing up. I keep thinking of John Ritter's little daugter Stella and my damn Evanescence cd. I love it so much. I can't wait until tomm. nite when I can see the friends who make an effort to make me feel better by bugging their parents for a ride and money to go to a southwestern restaurant. heh. If my mom gives me enuff money Im buying black hair dye and doing my hair at Idnas house. I'm just feeling so low all of a sudden and the shit is like semi permanent anyway. whatever |
| Friday, September 12th, 2003 | |
| 12:34 pm | NOOooooooo John Ritter died?!?!? NOOO. In my dream the other night, JLo died. That would have been better rather than John!!! Noooooo. *sigh* Life is short... |
| Thursday, September 11th, 2003 | |
| 11:13 pm | coyote SOOO Cheryl *friend since 8th* and Rob *friend since end of 9th* are leaving me soon. Too soon. For the Air Force. Which means I need to compile people together to say good bye. YAY! I'm having ppl go to Coyote Cafe @ 8PM til...whenever.... So we can have a last get together. I havent seen Rob since grad. and Cheryl since her surgery. They havent seen me as a professional ! lol! I hope to have lots of fun. I havent seen Andi *Idna* in a long time so we're gunna not only meet up early, but we're havin a sleep over too!!!! YaY!!! hehehe Howie called me b4 so I know he can come, so far its me, Melis, Idna, Rob, his gf er ex who the..fuck cares., Cheryl, and possibly Pyper and Lenny, Alisha, Idnas 2 guy friends, and some dude my mom tries to set me up with, a cop at Saugerties high that I made go meet andi today since im too shy to meet him myself lol....SO good luck with those two LOL I look forward to making the best of my life like the rest of my friends who work so hard. Current Mood:  bouncy |
| 2:43 pm | I give up OneFoxyButterfly: when do i see your gentleman side : u already have OneFoxyButterfly: i must have missed it : maybe : maybe u sneezed OneFoxyButterfly: maybe i fell off my chair and accidentally Xd out the IM ....er not : cant say im not a gentleman, uve never met me OneFoxyButterfly: i have my ways : so, u dont think i am OneFoxyButterfly: well i just think that you need to individualize women instead of thinking all women like or dislike certain things : when did i think that OneFoxyButterfly: when you ask personal questions and say a person isnt outgoing maybe or exposing too much of yourself in an attempt to know irrelevent things : ok, im a lil lost OneFoxyButterfly: thats new : i dont have anything to hide, and : i thought it was a two sided conversation, guess not OneFoxyButterfly: its not about hiding its about respecting privacy : then say u dont wanna answer, thats fine OneFoxyButterfly: the point is that you shouldnt even ask things that might be personal because you seem like youre prodding even if you dont mean to be : excuse me OneFoxyButterfly: youre excused : ok, i have stuff to do, ttyl OneFoxyButterfly: bye THAT was my convo with an assho on Hot or Not.com. Hes from Kingston and matched with me. I found his SN thru friends and talked to him. In our first convo he had the nerve to ask about weight and such. I am still appalled...But I can digress.......... Current Mood:  annoyedCurrent Music: Low--Kelly Clarkson |
| Wednesday, September 10th, 2003 | |
| 12:23 pm | Wh00 Im the link of the day!! whoO!! go to www.wrrv.com and go to boris and jen, you'll see it says Jay is sober! submitted by Jenna Lynne. ::Points to me!!:: lol i have nothing really to write........ |
| Monday, September 1st, 2003 | |
| 8:17 pm | lil help here? Could someone like kidnap me or something...i dunno, fuckin rape me er whatever u must, just get me out of here. My parents are two fucked up people. They constantly fight. It never ends, and my mom has the fucking nerve to ask why I wanna move out?? UM maybe its cuz u both are the most incompatible couple in history with the longest staying time....um...Youre a bitch, hes a child, and y'all drive me nuts....That answer ur ??? So ive been trying to get them to watch a movie with me...but none of them wanted to...My dad went off to play drums and my mom and brother went to look at houses, cuz she wants to move, what can ya do?? I dont think its fair that every time my mom wants to watch a movie I gotta watch it with her but when theres something IIII wanna watch she doesnt because she doesnt like it. Fuckin great mother i got boy.....So after a while and she and marc came back, they were--surprise surprise, arguing....So my dad comes down here to watch TV, and what does he do? He throws the remotes and nearly breaks the one. Nice dad. Nice childish temper, you fucking pansy ass. Ya lucky ya didnt throw them at me cuz youd be in the ER right now, asshole. So now my moms all like ready to sell the house and she wants me and marc to clean real good so that she can show it.....yaddda yadda.....my dads in his room sulking like a baby, what else is new? I just cant believe what children I live with, I really cant. Im literally stuck here. I dont have a job...I cant afford to move out...none of my friends could accomodate me...It just sucks. My life has never been so shitty. Sometimes I lie in bed at night....Thinking about how Im going to live.....how Im going to die, and I have to be honest. The way Im going to die is much more exciting and worthwhile. Current Mood: aggravated |