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| Wednesday, May 21st, 2008 | | 9:03 am |
i woke up angry today. sick of the hypocritical. you lied at some point..either then or now and it really doesn't matter when. a lie is a lie. honesty...what a funny word...and love. what a fucking joke. my turn to be gone, and i am.
my 5 year anniversary was monday. of course that was forgotten as well. i laughed. i was nice about it. i didn't care that much. it happens, right? then you yelled. then you left. then you apologized again. the next day you come home with a present and thought actually went into it. i felt good. then you get mad because i sit down for a cup of coffee after an extremely stressful day and the spell is broken once again. anger once again...i'm inadequate...again.
we sit and i drink my wine with you because you think i only drink when you're not here, but you don't notice. then you leave the second your drunk 'friend' needs you. i think back on all the times i needed you and you didn't come running to me. i'm falling asleep in my spot and you suggest bed. i wake to banging and yelling. afraid again with no idea what's going on. you don't come to bed for hours...you do the very thing i'm always in trouble for, but it's you, so it's ok. gone again.
and i'm tired of breathing. | | Friday, May 16th, 2008 | | 8:16 pm |
Everything's okay Walks along the dock With some sailor's pay Shoved down in his sock Everything's okay With some little boy in blue Who don't know you like I do
Everything's okay Took him back to town Well, I didn't get paid today So I'm in the lost and found And I wonder if that clown Knows just what to do What to say and what not to
The pretty words that you whispered Maybe I misunderstood Somebody's not paying attention What they promised and their word isn't good
Everything's okay I'm looking for you now Down here by the bay Where the water pounds Up against the wall That I'm coming to Because I can't stay away from you
I don't need no satisfaction And I don't take just because I can Sometimes I get a strong impression That you just don't understand That kind of man
Everything's okay I can see your face Down there in the waves Painted and erased But I'm told it's just The reflection of the moon A big fake resembling you
I'm going to go down in the water And fill my mouth up full of sand And I'll be waiting still impatient With my dead imagination While you're with some other man
Everything's okay I'll be with you soon I'm walking out to place My arms around the moon Yeah, I'll be with you soon Just as I'm paid I'll walk across the water Everything's okay Walk on the water Everything's okay | | Wednesday, May 14th, 2008 | | 3:18 pm |
another cryptic message..
helo > hi why is this like this > why is what like what? everything is messing up > i have no idea what you're talking about i cant sleep i cant do this anymore > uh ok.. no its not > what the hell do you want? someone to kill me > why? because i cant handle this > if you're not going to tell me what the fuck you're talking about i'm leaving
this is message 3 from 'me'...message 34534531 if you count all the other names. who the hell is this person? |
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