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    Wednesday, May 21st, 2008
    9:03 am
    i woke up angry today. sick of the hypocritical. you lied at some point..either then or now and it really doesn't matter when. a lie is a lie. honesty...what a funny word...and love. what a fucking joke. my turn to be gone, and i am.

    my 5 year anniversary was monday. of course that was forgotten as well. i laughed. i was nice about it. i didn't care that much. it happens, right? then you yelled. then you left. then you apologized again. the next day you come home with a present and thought actually went into it. i felt good. then you get mad because i sit down for a cup of coffee after an extremely stressful day and the spell is broken once again. anger once again...i'm inadequate...again.

    we sit and i drink my wine with you because you think i only drink when you're not here, but you don't notice. then you leave the second your drunk 'friend' needs you. i think back on all the times i needed you and you didn't come running to me. i'm falling asleep in my spot and you suggest bed. i wake to banging and yelling. afraid again with no idea what's going on. you don't come to bed for hours...you do the very thing i'm always in trouble for, but it's you, so it's ok. gone again.

    and i'm tired of breathing.
    Friday, May 16th, 2008
    8:16 pm
    Everything's okay
    Walks along the dock
    With some sailor's pay
    Shoved down in his sock
    Everything's okay
    With some little boy in blue
    Who don't know you like I do

    Everything's okay
    Took him back to town
    Well, I didn't get paid today
    So I'm in the lost and found
    And I wonder if that clown
    Knows just what to do
    What to say and what not to

    The pretty words that you whispered
    Maybe I misunderstood
    Somebody's not paying attention
    What they promised and their word isn't good

    Everything's okay
    I'm looking for you now
    Down here by the bay
    Where the water pounds
    Up against the wall
    That I'm coming to
    Because I can't stay away from you

    I don't need no satisfaction
    And I don't take just because I can
    Sometimes I get a strong impression
    That you just don't understand
    That kind of man

    Everything's okay
    I can see your face
    Down there in the waves
    Painted and erased
    But I'm told it's just
    The reflection of the moon
    A big fake resembling you

    I'm going to go down in the water
    And fill my mouth up full of sand
    And I'll be waiting still impatient
    With my dead imagination
    While you're with some other man

    Everything's okay
    I'll be with you soon
    I'm walking out to place
    My arms around the moon
    Yeah, I'll be with you soon
    Just as I'm paid
    I'll walk across the water
    Everything's okay
    Walk on the water
    Everything's okay
    Wednesday, May 14th, 2008
    3:18 pm
    another cryptic message..

    helo
    > hi
    why is this like this
    > why is what like what?
    everything
    is messing up
    > i have no idea what you're talking about
    i cant sleep
    i cant do this anymore
    > uh ok..
    no its not
    > what the hell do you want?
    someone to kill me
    > why?
    because i cant handle this
    > if you're not going to tell me what the fuck you're talking about i'm
    leaving

    this is message 3 from 'me'...message 34534531 if you count all the other names. who the hell is this person?
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