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NO MORE OF THIS ONE [09 Nov 2003|09:47pm]
YAY!! I now actually have a live journal so I'm just going to stop using this one because blurty sucks majorly. If you have a live journal & you would like to update or you would just like to keep updated my journals at:


P.S. If you would like to get a live journal I MIGHT be able to get a code...just leave me a message on my new journal or e-mail me or IM me or...i dunno contact me some how!! & I'll just see what I can do.

Quote of the day:
People are like stained-glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is
out, but when darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is a
light from within.

~ Elisabeth Kubler-Ross, 1926

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oo how nice it is to finally sleep in my own bed... [02 Nov 2003|10:49pm]
[ mood | discontent ]
[ music | "Here Without You" by 3 Doors Down ]

well i just got back from national convention in louisville yesterday afternoon. it was a long trip... we left the high school @ like quarter after 5 on wednesday. it was like a six hr trip down there & back.

on wednesday we stopped @ the indianapolis speedway...which was pretty cool i should've went around the track, but i guess i can do that next yr. it was cool...if u are like obsessed w/ racing it's just heaven for ya. we also went to the FFA headquarters down there..which was alright. nothing to brag about. then that night we got to go to the bullbash in louisville. it was good...yes PLENTY of hot cowboys there!! ;-) that was the most entertainment there...or i think anyways.

thursday i got up @ like 9 after stayin up all night. we went over to the ffa store & i bought a t-shirt, shorts, & i got steve a hat. then we went to the first session for the convention till about one then went back to the hotel to change & then went to louisville slugger...which was pretty cool. u could sit there & watch how they engraved the bats. we had to sit there for like an hr tho which sucked cuz chris was gettin one personalized & then we didn't have enough time to do anything else that day because of it. so we just went back to the hotel...& then i went w/ rebecca & rachel to subway...boy was that a mistake...that place was freakin gross. none of the tables were clean & the ones that were the lady told me that i wasn't supposed to sit on. yes it was gross...i about to be like screw that i'm sittin on the clean ones or i'm just leavin...but i didn't...deffinetly should have tho. well when we came back i kept runnin into these guys in the hall way when i was just randomly walkin thru the one tried to moon me!! lol then they must've found out what room i was in cuz the group of them started hangin over the railing by our room. after that i dunno where they went cuz i never ran into them again...but then me & rebecca were throwin a football around w/ mr giblin & these guys started yellin from there room. they wouldn't come down @ first cuz mr. giblin was there but eventually he just left so they came down & just started throwin. they were alright...only andrew would really talk. i dunno... i didn't have much interest...there was a maturity gap.

well friday i was pretty tired...i think i finally went to sleep @ like 1:30 or something like that. that was the busy day. we went out to the ffa career center & the store again. then we went out to jim beam which was pretty cool. & then we went to the zoo in louisville...which wasn't much, or that i think anyways. we were just there for too long...we were sitting there ready to leave for like a half an hr before we actually did. then we went back to the hotel & went to the joe nichols & jo dee messina concert. it was alright... joe nichols sucked but jo dee was good. then afterwards we went over to six flags. it was fun...i was up for some rides.

then we left saturday morning @ like quarter after 8. everybody like slept the whole time.

the whole thing was alright. i got my shot glass collection goin now!! :-) i now i have 5. i can add more to that next yr, cuz i wanna get a indiana one & a kentucky one...& i can probably get an illinois one @ state convention this yr. i wish it could have went better than it did. i was pretty irritated by friday...i haven't freaked like that in a long time. like my dad told me when i got home & after we had a long talk about the whole trip...u just learn how ppl really are by spending that many days w/ them. honestly, i think i've grown from the experience & just learned somethings in the mean time. i haven't really been quite the same since i got home...or i don't think anyways.

well i should sleep in my own nice WARM bed... i've just realized how much i missed it!!


Quote of the day:
We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.

~ Oscar Wilde, 1854

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[27 Oct 2003|08:17pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | "So Emotional" by Whitney Houston ]

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haha...friday was great... [26 Oct 2003|09:07pm]
[ mood | energetic ]
[ music | "What I Need To Do" by Kenny Chesney ]

ahh lets see...friday @ school sucked...i was so irritated by just...ppl. well in ag. me & whitney decided that we should go & see scary movie 3 since it was opening night & cuz it's SCARY MOVIE 3!! COME ON!! I COULDN'T PASS THAT UP!! ANYways...she called her mom like multiple times & never got a whole of her so we ran over to her house & headed to the mall & got our tickets & walked around & kassie was workin again. then we got bored so then we decided to eat @ taco bell (the usual). we ran into jessica seibert & jessie...omg it's like been forever since i've seen either of them!! i was kinda like woah... but yeah then adam & tara came in. so we all had our group of pc ppl there in the corner...or @ least ppl that LIVE in pc. then we went to see teh movie where we ran into MORE pc ppl...aurora & michelle who we sat by & then sara & heidi came in & sat kinda in front of us. the movie actually sucked compared to the other 2...or i thought anyways. they kept havin that cody kid gettin hit by a car @ first it was funny & then they kept havin him get hit ALL THE TIME. what was up w/ that?!?! it just got to be too much. well after the movie we went around the mall again & we saw josh logan & this faletti dude in spencers & jessica clark. & then we we came out of bergner's we ran into camille & michelle...they were gonna go & see scary movie 3 for camille b-day. HAPPY B-DAY GURL!! :-) again!! lol well then we walked & talked w/ them till we got over to the movies & then when we were walkin back & we saw alex & shane. then we anded up over by the bookstore & we saw catherine there w/ her mom (yes ANOTHER pc person!!). & she said jp was workin @ wally world so we were like o boy lets go see that hottie!! lol so yes we went over there & of course he must've got off work or suttin cuz we didn't see him anywhere. instead we ran into nick, chad, roger, & dan. we didn't talk to them too we just kept walkin & tried to avoid runnin into them again...the stupied part was that we were lookin for the sports section to begin w/ & then we walked right past it when we saw we're such dorks!! anyways, once we did find it & left we kept walkin around tryin to avoid them, but of course when we go to leave they have to be behind us!! then whitney tried to open these doors that don't open!! haha... then they like followed us to the parkin lot & for the first time ever i completely lost my!! seriously...i abosolutly couldn't remember where we parked & neither could she so we kept walkin around & they were makin fun of us. eventually we did find it...i turned around & it was like RIGHT THERE. so we went to leave to go to the bowling alley & they were gonna follow us but didn't. we played some games there & there was like nobody there so we left...except for amber pizzamiglio (however u spell it), andrea stalker, & some other chick. so um yes we left. & called kelly & she was @ this one party & we were like gonna go, but then we got a whole of nick again & they were in g-ville & then i was just like i'm stayin the night @ whitney's so i went home & got my stuff. & then we went to met them @ casey's. & like stayed there for a while, while whitney was like freakin out (i think she was on crack...SHH!! ;-) lol). but yeah then we followed them to mcnabb & went to jack's & hung there for like...who knows how long w/ other ppl...& that's where it begins to get a bit fuzzy...but ANYWAYS, after we were there for who knows how long then we went to whitney's...chad went off to kim's & nick went to whit's house w/ us. & stayed there for a while...& yes that's kinda all fuzzy there too. but it was yeah then i left whit's like @ noon or something like that.

yes then saturday wasn't too much...there really isn't anything to say about that. then today i went shoppin w/ my mom & g-ma for my lil cousin's b-day. in the mean time i was tryin to keep track of that bears game. & we got back @ g-mas just in time for the ending. sure enough g-pa was watchin it. @ least he has the same opinion about the bears as i do...THEY SUCK!! but of course this week they won dammit!! i gotta wait another week to get some decorating goin!! hehe... yeah i have a bet that i'm prepared for!! ;-)

david now told me his new project...o boy it's gonna be interesting!! lol i'm gonna have to come & see this next summer!! that's great.

well this week in national convention wed.-sat. i'm excited. it must be better than state.

well i'm gonna go...


Quote of the day:
"When you get in a tight place and everything goes against you, till it seems as though you could not hold on a minute longer, never give up then, for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn."

~ Harriet Beecher Stowe

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animal fair.... [23 Oct 2003|11:01pm]
[ mood | irritated ]
[ music | "The Middle" by Jimmy Eat World ]

it's been a lonnnnggg day w/ this animal fair goin on let me tell ya. it went pretty good tho...i actually got to ride a horse!! the first time since i was like 9!! i had to ride it w/ out a saddle tho...which was quite weird, but it wasn't too bad. unlike chris riding susan's lil horse that was quite entertaining. rebecca had the cutest lil kittens!! she's gonna be givin them away & i want one i was talkin to my dad about it tonight. of course he didn't give me a straight answer (like always)...but i WILL get a straight answer out of him!! in the mean time...i'm just gonna try to make sure that she keeps one of those for me!! anyways...there were mice there that were SOO tiny!! omg it was so cute...& then there was one mouse w/ out any hair...poor thing. speakin of poor things there was also a lil dog that was kicked by a was screamin so loud!! but i think it was far as i know.

the thing that just really irritated me is just ppl that never listen...or just do as they damn well please. most ppl were alright but certain ones...agh. and another one just imparticular that just walk around not really doin anything @ all & has their mouth rattlin all the time & tellin ppl what to do &!?!... it was originally not even my job to decorate it was someone ELSES *cough* *cough* *hint hint* she would never read this anyways cuz she don't even know i have it & she i don't think she even really goes on the internet ever so i don't have to worry about anything. that was harsh, but i'm pissed about that...considering i did most a majority of it & rebecca & sam helped. sorry if u didn't want to read that but i'm just very irritated. i could confront her if i wanted to about it...but she probably wouldn't get it. ha.

ANYWAYS...after all this animal fair stuff & once i brought all the chairs back in the ag room & threw away garbage & empty soda cans & stuff (yeah she didn't do that either for gawd's sake...she didn't buy or get supplies, she didn't decorate anything, she didn't clean up (as of right now)...all she did was bring her cat (which isn't hard to like ship anyways it's a freakin's not like it's stoppin u from doin suttin else) & walk around tellin ppl what to do & actin like she's in!?! ok i'm gonna just shut up about that now!! agh...) then i had pantera practice...which i ran the mile & then basically sat around & helped critiec the halloween dance routine since i'm not goin to be there for that...sadly. i like parades & that one's always fun cuz we always dress up...the bad part tho is that it's always FREEZING!! i remember last yr me & steph just stayed in cioni's as much as possible in our wonderful surgeon outfits. lol...i think we were the most unique out of everybody i swear!!

well after all that i went to the v-ball game where it was senior night. just lookin @ how it's already that group's last home v-ball game...EVER basically...makes me realize how quick high school goes. heck, i still remember when they were in 8th grade & we had softball together w/ mr johnson. & even their 8th grade graduation...there was just so much to look forward to in high school then & it's already coming to a close. & that just makes me think that i'm gonna have that next yr. it's exciting yet scary @ the same time cuz it's like once u graduate ur just on ur own from now on & ur finally in "the real world"...therefore everybody goes the ways that they want to go...some go to ivcc or some other community college, some go to a university in IL, some may go to college in some other state, some may just not go to thru anymore schooling & just stick around here, & some may just move to some other state or far place in IL. therefore meaning...there's gonna be some ppl u may not ever see for like 20, 30, or 40 yrs; there's gonna be some that ur only goin to see once in a great while; there's going to be some that 10 yrs later ur going to run into @ the grocery store when u haven't seen them since graduation; & then of course there's going to be some ppl that ur never going to see again. which is kinda scary & sad @ the same time....but no matter what it's never goin to be the same as it was. i've had experiences like that already but not quite like mr. johnson, the last time i saw him it was my 8th grade graduation as a matter of fact. mrs. nagel i saw like 1 or 2 yrs ago @ that lady puma classic thingy. like kathy too...i see her like once or twice a yr anymore...last time i saw her it was @ the toy show @ seneca. woah that just makes me was mr. giblin's last day!! he's gonna be goin w/ us to national convention & then he's gonna be gone...i may never see him again!! :-( that's kinda depressing...he's cool...can be a real dork cool.

o man...enough of my thinking about how life is sometimes moment!! i outta get some sleep!!

Good night all!! :-)


Quote of the day:
"Gratitude unlocks the fullness of life. It turns what we have into enough, and more. It turns denial into acceptance, chaos to order, confusion to clarity. It can turn a meal into a feast, a house into a home, a stranger into a friend. Gratitude makes sense of our past, brings peace for today, and creates a vision for tomorrow."

~ Melody Beattie

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ahh spirit week...... [21 Oct 2003|09:03pm]
[ mood | geeky ]
[ music | "I'd Do Anything" by Simple Plan ]

well this week's spirit week...which actually sux this yr for a few reasons: 1. we don't have a 60's, 70's, OR 80's day & 2. we don't have slave day!!!! agh!! the best day out of the whole week we don't even have. we got like black & gold day (like every yr), college day (who came up with that?!?), pajama day (which was normally have), red, white, & blue day (ok it's nice to have to be all patriotic & everything...but it's dull...), & then there's daisy mae & lil abner (which they have to have)... yes they could have can up w/ stuff better.

yesterday was the swing show...first time i've ever been to it since the past 2 yrs i always had v-ball. it wasn't too bad...some just really bored me & others i just loved...the evanescence that steph & lauren did was good, i loved the wedekine (however u spell it) sisters in "beauty & the beast" & "tell him" by celine dion & barbara streisand...i haven't heard that song FOREVER i swear!! heck i forgot i even had that song...i was even listening to it today...sucha good song!! :-) andrea harvey sang "concrete angel"...that's a good one, but just terribly sad...i didn't cry @ least... & of course i'd say the best one out of the whole thing was "goodbye earl" w/ liz & andrea...& of course matt as that was great!! ahh @ times like that i really wish i could actually sing...ok i CAN but i just don't got the voice.

well school was alright...i like most of that band music for christmas now except for one exception...celtic carol...omg our whole freakin part is triplets!! ahh!! before i used to love triplets & now i'm just beginning to hate them!! agh...that song just frustrates me very easily so it's like crappy...i took it home last weekend & worked on it for like an hr & a was decent...but yeah it just really annonys me. i love that christmas joy one tho...(or i think that's the right one...) that's one fun....& it actually really sounds like something for christmas. yeah they were selling soda & cookies for lunch today...matt had like 1 1/2 mountain dews...omg!! talk about get hyper!! lol we had our tug-of-war thing today too...quite & then the pass around the wiffleball thing w/ ur that was great!! hehe... yes & i said w/ andrew during that too...jeez today was like the 2nd time i've talked to him this whole school yr since we have no classes sux....there's too many of those this yr... :-/

yes it is also gina's b-day today...happy b-day!! :-) i just found out like yesterday now that she's gonna have her party thing on halloween now...which sux terribly since i'm gonna be in louisville @ that time!! agh!! i was sooooo lookin forward to that too!!...for certain reasons ;-) hehe & i think like all the panteras were gonna go too...i feel so left out!! :-(

yeah we had practice today...which wasn't too bad...they just went over the halloween dance...which i'm not gonna be there for either!! :-( & then the school song...which didn't go so well for some ppl...don't worry about it girls, i know how u feel i did it last yr!! just ask & i'll try to help u out. gina also gave me that cd now so i can start makin up that dance...i tried something today after practice but...i dunno...i'll come up w/ something...

agh...mothers suck...she tells me get off in the internet cuz ppl are callin...yeah mom ppl that are callin for DAD & he ain't even!?! it's not like ur gonna call. see, then dad gets home & he just uses his cell anyways...agh. the insanity of living w/ that!! wish i could move...

well i'm gonna go...


I heard this song comin home from school & i've had is stuck in my head ever since (GOOD SONG):

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
'cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you?re gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Some how I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
'cuz I know
I won't forget you

Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again

Quote of the day:
"To educate yourself for the feeling of gratitude means to take nothing for granted, but to always seek out and value the kindness that stands behind the action. Nothing that is done for you is a matter of course. Everything originates in a will for the good, which is directed at you. Train yourself never to put off the word or action for the expression of gratitude."

~ Albert Schweitzer

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update on the weekend... [19 Oct 2003|08:54pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]
[ music | "Perfect" by Simple Plan ]

well after school on friday whitney just came home w/ me. & after a while we anded up goin to the mall. we were gonna see a movie but there wasn't really anything worth seeing. so we just like shopped around there for a while...i didn't bring that much money to begin w/ so i only spent like $ whitney on the other hand spent like oh...$70...or yeah that's y i didn't bring that much money w/ me shoppin cuz i knew i'd do the same thing as her!! lol yeah we both just really realized something when we were shoppin this time...we both have very different tastes...well ok there are things that we both think is cute, but it's like one of us would wear it but the other wouldn't. just like w/ other things guys...o boy i ain't gonna get started w/ that!! haha... ANYWAYS...after the mall we went to subway to eat for a change of pace...& these guys were makin fun of this lil kid who was overweight...they were like "yeah i think u could use some subway..." that was mean...we felt pretty bad... well after all that we went to wally we were hiding back & forth to each was funny & these guys were laughin & were like are u lost??? it was great. then when we where lookin in the hair stuff whitney waved @ some guys in some hallway. & then later when went to leave the aisle i turned around & they were like RIGHT THERE...i was like ahh whitney what did u do?!?! we have stalkers now!! lol then we went to menards again & looked @ christmas stuff... then we stopped by april's again & watched aladdin for a while...then we headed back to the county to see who was home so we could just visit. & we eventuallly anded up @ morgans after like an hr of lookin for ppl who are home. & we stayed @ morgans for like an hr & a half.

well then a saturday i had our first 4-H meeting.....we had that dog thing @ helmig's & the meeting @ walls. not too many ppl came or so it seemed. i dunno but i got to have a nice talk w/ ryan's lil sister courtney... o yes...that was a nice lil chat about our brothers. i can't believe mine...ok actually i can believe it...but it's like pointless.

anyways, today i just ran a bunch of errands. for mom...i was tryin to look for a genartic (sp??) version of clinque happy heart cuz i'm just too cheap to pay for the real stuff. & of course i couldn't find on @ neither osco's or walgreens. i'll probably and up spendin like $25 for a bottle of it from osco's or something...i dunno. well after i picked up all this stuff i went to g-ma's & dropped off all this stuff & stayed there for like 2 hrs. then i just ordered some pizza from pizza hut & picked that up in spring valley. yeah then when i got home i just tryed to find out why this computer is just being so freakin slow recently. i dunno i scanned like everything & did all this stuff...whatever.


Quote of the day:
"Far better is it to dare mighty things, to win glorious triumphs, even though checkered by failures, than to rank with those poor spirits who neither enjoy much nor suffer much because they live in the gray twilight that knows neither victory nor defeat."

~ Theodore Roosevelt

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ahh the insanity...... [16 Oct 2003|10:09pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | "Follow Me" by Uncle Kracker ]

this month is goin by wayyy too fast!! next week is the swing show & spirit week & animal fair...good gawd!! heck, i still ain't even close to gettin the newsletter done either. heck i even completely forgot that it was thursday today!! ahh!! it's all comin too quickly for me here!! the makeup homework & the homework has just been insane...ok most classes are reasonable...but algebra is just crazy...too much. then there's just something imparticular that has just been bothering me for a while & i even decided on tuesday that i would completely forget about it...but then the next day guess what ppl start talkin about w/ me...& now it's all in my head again. good gawd..i WILL get it out of my freakin head!!

ANYways...the past few days haven't been all THAT bad really when u look @'s just that i'm tired & annonyed. ag was pretty funny today...quote from whitney, "where's the animal fair?...when are we gonna get back?" HAHA LMAO...& she claims that she didn't mean for it to come out that way...but yeah sure whitney ;-) i think we all got a good laugh out of that one...that just made my day!! lol she's sucha a dork sometimes but u gotta love her for she just keeps me entertained...even when i'm just not in a good mood.

yeah i don't know what i'm really goin to do this weekend now...steph mentioned the whole gina's b-day party for friday & i was all excited about it but now it turns out that she can't have it this weekend...dammit!! i was gettin all geared up for that too!! all my luck she'll probably have it now when i'm in louisville!! agh... i'll miss all the fun & entertainment!! ;-) hehe...

well my g-pa now found my poor old cat tom that i've had for like 12 years...which has been mysteriously gone for a week. he found it last sunday...he poor thing just died layin under the porch i guess :-( i'm gonna miss my kitty...i want a new one but my dad's all like now no more cats. i guess i'll just have to keep pestering him...i'll be like, ya know it's too dull around this farm w/ out a cat around... maybe it'll work. he knows i love my pets so he might...

speaking of depressing & even disturbing things... that accident w/ maria, ang, ashley & her mom was quite disturbing. i was kinda worried when all i heard was cops, firetrucks, ambulances & helicopters goin off @ about 11:30... stupied drunk drivers. ur in our prayers girls... :-(

that's about it for now...


Quote of the day:
"My personal trials have taught me the value of unmerited suffering. As my sufferings mounted I soon realized that there were two ways that I could respond to my situation: either to react with bitterness or seek to transform the suffering into a creative force."

~Martin Luther King, Jr 1929

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being bored i'm doin this... [12 Oct 2003|01:44pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | "You Can't Hurry Love" by Dixie Chicks ]

,-' nicknames - jen, jen~jen, jeni (rarely)
'-, age - 16
,-' b-day - Jan. 3rd 1987
'-, location - in the dining room in from of my computer in this chilly house
,-' height - 5'7" or 8...i dunno
'-, number - 24
,-' siblings - brother-stever (13)
,-' last person ...
'-, you touched - umm....steve
,-' you talked to - my mom
'-, you hugged - o's been like 2 months or so...i don't remember
,-' you IMed - paul i think...or morgan
'-, you yelled at - mom
'-, have you // do you ...
,-' considered a life of crime - no
'-, considered being a ho0ker - o yeah ;-)...haha...j/k...i wouldn't...
,-' considered being a pimp - nah
'-, are you psycho - nah
,-' split personalities - nope
'-, schizophrenic - i don't think so.....
,-' obsessive - no
'-, obsessive compulsive -no
,-' panic - no
'-, anxiety - can be...certain things i just don't take too well
,-' depressed - i get that way whenever...
'-, suicidal - wouldn't...
,-' obsessed with hate - no
'-, dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? not for a LONG time...i don't really have any nightmares anymore
,-' dream of doin` em instead of just seein em - no
'-, understanding - yeah...always try to be
,-' open-minded - yeah
'-, arrogant - i think i do sometimes...but usually i don't mean for it to come out that way
,-' insecure - can be
'-, entertaning - o yes...haha...i'm sucha freakin ditz sometimes i swear...
,-' hungry - hasn't everyone??
'-, friendly - can be
,-' smart - w/ certain things
'-, moody - yeah
,-' childish - can be...
'-, independent - i guess
,-' hard working - w/ certain things...
'-, organized -have u even been in my room or seen my locker?!? HA!! that would deffinetly answer ur question!!
,-' healthy - probably...i rarely eat candy or cake or anything of that & i either have 1 soda a day or none @ all...& i'm usually very cautious on that too
'-, emotionally stable - i don't think so.....
,-' shy - can be when i'm not really sure of myself or i don't know what to expect
'-, difficult - probably
,-' complex - yeah
'-, attractive - i don't think it's really something for me to judge...u can tell me
,-' bored easily - yeah
'-, thirsty - not now
,-' responsible - w/ certain things
'-, sad - not now
,-' happy - i dunno...i'm just @ a neutral state right now...
'-, trusting - only certain ppl...
,-' talkative - depends
'-, original - i dunno
'-, unique - yeah...everyone is in their own way...
,-' lonely - when i'm down...& there's nobody there
'-, dyed your hair - have
'-, piercings - yeah
,-' tattoos - no...i doubt i would cuz i'm not too good w/ needles either...
'-, floss daily - no...i always take good care of my teeth & all but i don't go that far...
'-, ever get off the darn computer - yeah....u have to at some point in ur life!!
,-' sprechen sie deutsche? no.....
'-, habla espanol - i barely remember anything of no habla espanol por favor!
'-, currently ..
,-' clothes - lil pantera camp shirt '03 w/ jeans
'-, mood - neutral
,-' taste - winterfresh gum
'-, hair - down
,-' annoyance - bitchy ppl...
'-, smell - nothin really
,-' thing you ought to be doing - something more productive
'-, desktop picture - a picture of busch stadium in st. louis
,-' favorite Group - probably good charlotte
'-, book - 'the rescue' by nicholas's REALLY good...i almost cried & i like never cry when i read...
,-' DVD in player - nothin that i know of...
'-, refreshment - nothin
,-' worry - nothin right now actually...
'-, song - "you can't hurry love" by dixie chicks
,-' current favorite...
'-, celebrity - actress- reese witherspoon & actor- i have too many favorites to just pick one!!
,-' food - fried chicken...& pizza w/ LOTZ of cheese!! :-)
'-, drink - vanilla coke
,-' color - red
'-, shoes - my blue sketchers!! 8-) & don't u DARE tell me they're ugly cuz they're not!! they're AWESOME!! i luv 'em!! :-)
,-' candy - don't really have one...i don't eat that much candy
'-, TV Show - friends
,-' mOvie - sweet home alabama
'-, vegetable - carrots
,-' fruit - strawberries
'-, long or short hair - long
,-' dark or blond hair - either way...
'-, tall or short - tall
,-' mr.sensitive or mr.funny - mr.funny...but a lil of mr. sensitive which would make it perfect cuz then it's like i can always have fun but then when i'm just upset or somethings just bothering me i have somebody to listen & be comforted by
'-, good guy or bad guy - good guy
,-' dark or light eyes - used to be dark all the way...but i dunno...either way is nice...
'-, hat or no hat - it depends on the guy
,-' pierced or no - nah...
'-, freckles or none - i don't long as it's not like obvious
,-' stubble or neatly shaved? neatly...
'-, rugged outdoorsy type or sporty type - umm...either way...i don't care... or a bit of both...
'-, preferences ...
,-' chocolate milk or hot chocolate - hot chocolate
'-, mcdonalds or burger King - burger king
,-' marry tha perfect lover or the perfect friend - perfect friend
'-, sweet or sour - sweet
,-' root beer or dr. Pepper - rootbeer
'-, sappy // action // comedy // horror - comedy...i'm always up for a good laugh
,-' cats or dogs - dogs are more fun & cats just aren't as dunno i love both of them
'-, ocean or Pool - well i've never even seen an ocean so i'm gonna say pool
,-' cool ranch or nacho cheese - cool ranch
'-, mud or jell-0 wrestling - lol...both sounds fun so i dunno!!
,-' with or without ice-cubes -with
'-, shine or rain? shine...but i love walkin in the rain when it's somewhat warm out
,-' winter // summer // spring // fall - spring
'-, vanilla or chocolate - chocolate
,-' gloves or mittens - gloves
'-, eyes open or closed- i dunno
,-' fly or breathe under water - fly...i've always been kinda scared of drowning
'-, bunk-bed or waterbed - waterbeds are AWESOME!! 8-) lol i know morgan & whitney would both shake there heads on that one!! hehe
,-' chewing gum or hard candy - gum
'-, motor boat or sailboat - motor boats!! :-D u can actually go tubing w/ those!!
,-' lights on or off - off
'-, chicken or fish - is just gross...period
'-, your favorite ...
,-' number - wasn't i already asked this??
'-, holiday - easter
,-' radio station - o boy...too many!!!
'-, place - FLORIDA!! :-D but i still wouldn't want to live there...
,-' flower - oriental lilies
'-, scent - night blooming jasmine

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time for an update... [09 Oct 2003|10:28pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | "Faint" by Linkin Park ]

ahh...there's just craziness this month...i'm like never @ school cuz i'm always doin soil judgin. just when i finish the makeup work from the last time there i am like missin again!! it's insane...everything just has to be in october i swear!! i didn't even think about the newsletter!! there's that golf tourney thing & the animal fair after this & then national convention where i'm gonna be gone AGAIN!! i bet these teachers are just lovin me...

well yesterday i did crappy...yes worst i've ever done deffinetly... & that's all i'm gonna say about that...i let it all out yesterday on the bus...& i'm not gonna get all started up again about my stupiedness...

well after my whole missed day of school i got to talk to gina for a while on aim & we both kinda decided on makin up our own dance...& like any upperclassmen that hasn't already can just add some 8 counts or suttin. she already started one to "faint" by linkin park...& she was goin for pom routine. she's supposed to show me what she's got on wednesday so i can start workin on suttin from there i guess... i think it could turn out pretty cool. i'm excited...i'm actually like gonna be makin up my own dance that we're like goin to do!! :-) yay!! practice was pretty good today too...everybody was in a pretty decent mood...we had the drill sargent there but it wasn't as bad as it gets sometimes.

well that's all i'm gonna say as of right now so...ttyl!!


Quote of the day:
"Think excitement, talk excitement, act out excitement, and you are bound to become an excited person. Life will take on a new zest, deeper interest and greater meaning. You can think, talk and at yourself into dullness or into monotony or into unhappiness. By the sme process you can build up inspiration, excitement and surging depth of joy."

~Norman Vincent Peale, 1898

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these are just some great quotes i found.... [08 Oct 2003|09:21pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | "So Emotional" by Whitney Houston ]

"Be a good human being, a warm-hearted affectionate person. That is my
fundamental belief. Having a sense of caring, a feeling of compassion will bring
happiness of peace of mind to oneself and automatically create a positive

~ Dalai Lama, 1935

"The secret of making something work in your lives is first of all, the deep
desire to make it work; then the faith and belief that it can work; then to hold
that clear definite vision in your consciousness and see it working out step by
step, without one thought of doubt or disbelief."

~ Eileen Caddy

"I wanted a perfect ending...Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems
don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end.
Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment, and making the
best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next. Delicious ambiguity."

~ Gilda Radner

"My theme is to make a difference right here in my own neighborhood. I don't have
to fight the whole world. If I do well where I am, it will make a difference in
the rest of the world ... People want to do and to be better. They need
inspiration to change and to try to make a difference. They need a catalyst to
inspire faith and to encourage them to take a risk."

~Esau Herrera

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not a bad day for a monday... [06 Oct 2003|09:39pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]
[ music | "I Wanna Dance With Somebody" by Whiteny Housten ]

this is like the first monday this week that actually wasn't that bad. i dunno ppl just seemed a little more cheerful for a monday. it's weird how everybody elses mood can affect your own so drastically sometimes. anyways, i took that wonderful algebra 2 wasn't as bad as the review was i think i did it all right. well i better have done good on that cuz i think i'm really needin it now. this new chapter that we're doin...omg i have no clue how to graph that explanation is deffinetly needed on this one!!

band was fun...i was tellin cassie all of my wonderful driving stories...haha...o man...the window wipper one is a classic. i think i've told just about everybody gets funnier it's just one of those stories i'm just gonna tell my whole when i have my own kids & they ask me about how i started drivin. that story's deffinetly gonna be one of them!! haha... yeah if i haven't heard that & u want to hear it just ask me it's a good one.

yeah i dunno what else to put right TTYL


Quote of the day:
"I imagine one of the reasons people cling to their hate so stubbornly is because they sense, once hate is gone, they will be forced to deal with pain"

~ James Baldwin

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kick @$$ soil judgers!! [03 Oct 2003|08:42pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | "Do You Love Me" by The Contours - Dirty Dancing Soundtrack ]

well today we got out of school for soil judging...which was nice cuz i got a break from all of the constant schoolness that can either stress me out or just bore me. instead, i got to be outside in the freezing cold w/ wind judging these dirt holes...doesn't seem that much better but to me it is...just cuz that was only about an hr. and a half while school is like all day. PLUS: we got back @ like 2 & we just got to go home...but shhhh about that lil detail!! ;-)

once again i thought a screwed it all up again when i really didn't... then when they say the results i'm always in complete shock of how i actually got such a thing. maybe that's a good thing tho cuz probably then when i figure i did good i'll do bad.

well we took first again...kickin @$$ this yr!! 8-) chris got 1st individual this time, paul got 3rd, i got 6th (tied for 5th tho dammit...should've had that!!), mike got 8th (if i remember right...), & rachel had 10th (i recall).

and if ur gonna ask y i go to this stuff...well it's fun & u won't realize it until u just go & get the experience. trust me, i didn't really realize it until i went dairy judgin that time my freshman yr. so if there's any underclassmen readin this i suggest u give it a shot...don't judge a book by it's really is worth ur time.

i dunno what else to put right now so...

i'll ttyl!!


Quote of the day:
"Lift it up to God and Let It GO! Holding on to something never helps you solve anything. Let God handle everything, for He is far more capable than any of us."

~ Veronica Murphy

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wish i was happy...but how can u be when there's nothin to be happy about?? [29 Sep 2003|10:50pm]
[ mood | pessimistic ]
[ music | "In This Diary" by The Ataris ]

(NOTE: this may NOT be of ur interest so don't bother reading if you don't want to listen to me ponder...)

today was just.....blah. everybody was like in a bad mood today...or so it seemed. so school just sucked as usual...go figure

well after school i went downtown to ali's w/ morgan, carla, & nichole. & we all had our cheesy turnovers except for carla cuz she thought they were gonna be gross. & i went to the v-ball game tonight & actually had a chance to like talk to amber for a while. yeah i really miss that...i just miss v-ball. there's so many that i don't get a chance to talk to anymore & i would if i was in v-ball w/ them. like me & amber would like be doin this stuff together & we got real close & now this yr it's like nothing. & it sux. & like morgan too...well i see her a bit but still...& like carla...i luv her...she's great!! & catherine...whatta nut case!! lol & the list just goes on forever but i'm not gonna go thru like everybody. but then there's just ppl that i don't see that much this yr that i miss terribly matt lunger, my study hall buddy!! :-) we'd talk forever about like anything & this yr i don't really get to...i miss having home ec w/ camille. i actually miss havin bio w/ jeremy & jenna...we had so much fun in there...& then robbie & roger w/ their comments & odd expressions. i miss goin to the gym during study hall w/ aurora & being the rebels that we are!! ;-) lol... i miss softball...when i took kayla & witzy to swaney that time & kayla suddenly acted as goofy as could be!! lol i NEVER would have guessed she had it in her!! & yet i do miss chris who i'd talk to on the internet for hrs on end about anything. & that could make me laugh all the time.

what happened?? i thought that the older u would get the funner it would be but it isn't... what is goin on?!? this yr is like me bein ignored like 24/7... last yr whenever i'd get upset or kinda down somebody would always kinda bring me up a bit or get me in a good mood... this yr i feel like i keep gettin put in the bad mood. i'm not sayin that last yr was perfect...i mean i would get down then too but it's almost like i always had something to look upon to bring me up...u know?? i'd always have some smiling face or some jokester to bring me back up again to the person i really am. now it's like i'll say hi or make a joke & i get blown off. i dunno...but it's not good... i just wish i were happy.

enough of that junk...

this is one of the best lyrics i've ever heard in my life:
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up:
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart
and eventually you'll finally get it right.

~"In This Diary" by The Ataris

it better turn out right...

well, i'm gonna call it a night...


Quote of the day:
"The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile, nor
the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when
he discovers that someone else believes in him and is willing to trust him with
his friendship."

~ Emerson

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quizzies [27 Sep 2003|10:38pm]
[ mood | numb ]
[ music | "I'm With You" by Avril Lavigne ]


The ULTIMATE personality test
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My inner child is sixteen years old today

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
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GARAGE GURL - Flirt inna Skirt!
A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and
wild fashions. Youre most at ease when youve
got all your mates around you and you like to
party. Boys are a game and youre always on the
ball because you make sure youre always number
Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature, sociability.
Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for

What kind of girl are you?
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You have wonderful taste in movies, music, and so
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it.....well.....I think I love you. (plz vote
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Do you have good taste?
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Taking Over

Your lyrics

You don't remember me,
But I remember you.
I lie awake and try so hard,
Not to think of you.
But who (who) can (can) decide,
What they dream ?
And dream I do...
I believe in you.
I'll give up everything just to find you.
I have to be with you, to live, to breathe,
You're taking over me.
Have you forgotten all I know,
And all we had ?
You saw me mourning my love for you,
And touched my hand.
I knew you loved me then.
I believe in you.
I'll give up everything just to find you.
I have to be with you, to live, to breathe,
You're taking over me.
I look in the mirror and see your face.
If I look deep enough.
So many things inside that are just like you are
taking over.
I believe in you.
I'll give up everything just to find you.
I have to be with you, to live, to breathe,
You're taking over me.
I believe in you.
I'll give up everything just to find you.
I have to be with you, to live, to breathe,
You're taking over me,
(You're taking over me),
You're taking over me,
(Taking over me), Taking over me.

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i'm just writing cuz i have nothin better to do... [26 Sep 2003|10:28pm]
[ mood | sore ]
[ music | "Low" by Kelly Clarkson ]

today i did get my wisdom teeth taken out...which sux cuz i can't eat any real food till like sunday. today i've been living off of jello, applesauce, & drinks. so yeah i'm freakin hungry let me tell ya. i'm just craving for some taco bell or a pizza but i can't have that!! :-(

well it all turned out alright...they had to put an IV in me to put me to sleep...which isn't good considering i absolutley hate needles. last thing i remember is them putting that thing in my mouth to keep it open & the next thing i know i'm being in the recovery thing & i'm seeing double w/ gawes in my mouth & the left side of my jaw all swelled up (it was really pretty let me tell ya). i guess it could be all bruised up by sunday...which isn't too good cuz i guess school pictures are next week. lucky me. i feel a retake coming already...

well ttyl!!


Quote of the day:
"Live out of your imagination, not your history."

~ Stephen Covey

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heck i'm only goin to school 3 days this week..... which isn't really that good... [25 Sep 2003|06:23pm]
[ mood | scared ]
[ music | "Come On Ride The Train" by 69 Boys ]

i feel like i haven't done like anything this week & i'm just gettin far behind. i went to the farm progress show on tuesday & now tomorrow i'm gonna have to get my wisdom teeth taken fun isn't it?? yeah i don't see how they're even gonna get it out cuz on the bottom they aren't even showin a lil bit yet...but i don't wanna know. i'm gonna be knocked out during the whole thing...thank gawd.

well tuesday was farm progress & we left like @ quarter to 6. whitney stopped by @ like 5 cuz her mom was all like U HAVE TO LEAVE NOW...even tho they had a half an hr. yeah i was pretty tired @ least we stopped @ busters so i could get my coffee even tho it wore off pretty quick. we had to ride that bus for like @ least 5 hrs. it should've only taken 3 hrs but they had us lap the whole freakin thing cuz they wouldn't let us park. so we were late for judgin by like an hr or so. we thought we did like terrible...& then we got 1st. i still messed up but this is liek the first one so i'm lettin it slide for now.

wednesday i went to that pizza party thing for the fruit & vegie judgers. it was fun. i actually got to like talk to catherine & goof off since i like never see her now. yeah that makes me miss v-ball... i don't see some of these ppl anymore!! :-( maybe i'll go out for softball this yr just cuz of that...even tho keener's like the worst coach ever. & i don't like softball as much as v-ball. i gotta go to those home games on monday & tuesday...i WILL be there!! anyways... i like ate a whole freakin quarter of that pizza...i felt like sucha pig!! & then i had to take matt devine & tim shevokas home... talk about live out in the middle of no where!! omg...then this huge buck came in front of me too... good gawd...that's insane goin out that far!!

well since i've been missin all these school days these teachers of course have to have all these tests & quizzes & all this homework now. all my luck, huh??

i'm actually worried about tomorrow...they better not mess up anything!! yes u ppl better be online tomorrow & saturday cuz i'm gonna be pretty bored. & i don't call me cuz it ain't gonna work!! u'll have to IM me... well that's all for now...


Quote of the day:
Life is a rip-off when you expect to get what you want. Life works when you
choose what you got. Actually what you got is what you chose. To move on, choose it.

~ Werner Erhard

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IT'S NUCKING FUTS!!!!!!! [21 Sep 2003|08:39pm]
[ mood | dirty ]
[ music | "I Can Only Imagine" by Mercy Me ]

friday night i went to the PCEF show w/ my mom like every yr. it was pretty all of my lil panteras were in it!! i was so happy!! kelsi shaw (ryan shaw's lil sis) has sucha pretty voice!! woah...& that lil blonde Kaitlyn girl who like gave me a hug all the time in lil panteras was like the best dancer out of all of them...i was so proud!! :-) but the one that's just awesome i would have to say was liz stickel...omg she's gonna be a great actor!! she's so natural up there!!

well saturday i had the parade...which was kind of a disaster...or i think anyways. there was like nobody in the band...& in some parts when they were playin the song the song would go dead cuz there was like nobody there. & then we (panteras) screwed up during the marching...or i did like really bad anyways. i think that was like my worst EVER. well & then the one time nobody did the moves & we would just look @ each other. well @ least nobody really pays attention as much when we're marchin so it wasn't as bad. everybody did great when we weren't marchin...both the panteras & band.

well whitney was in hennepin & she was @ the parade so she just went w/ me from there. & we anded up goin to the mall... we went shoppin for a while & saw brittany & tiffany & then we went to see dickie was pretty funny. & then we went walkin around the mall & talked to kassie for a while @ pennys & then we saw gina shoppin in kaybee's. then we left the mall & went to eat @....where else but taco bell of course & sat in our usual spot in the corner by the drive thru. after that we headed to menards...& that's where we just started acting pretty goofy. yeah i think everyone thought we were was great. then we went back to the mall...which we probably shouldn't have...but we did. & once we got the hell outta there whitney wanted to see april so we went over there for about 15 min. then we just basically went home...& that's the end of my wonderful saturday.

now today, i had to do like all gardening work...i cut down all the flowers that were done blooming...then i went & put wood chips in the back of the ford pickup & hauled it home to do those flowers. i only got to do the garden & not around the trees & the garage so i guess i have to do that anyother weekend. i did separated my chives & cut more of the parsley @ the farm...& i didn't get any wood chips over there either so yeah...i'll have to do that in 2 weeks...

well ttyl...


Quote of the day:
"Looking back on the memory of the dance we shared beneath the stars above, for a moment all the world was right. How could I have known that you'd ever say goodbye? And I? I'm glad that I didn't know the way it all would end, the way it all would go. Our lives are better left to chance. I could have missed the pain, but I'd have had to miss the dance."

"The Dance"
singer - Garth Brooks, songwriter - Tony Arata

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SURVEY AGAIN!! and why am i doin it?? cuz i'm bored & it's askin some different questions for a change!! [20 Sep 2003|12:41am]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | nadda ]

About You
1. First Name: Jennifer
2. Middle Name: Lyn
3. Do you like your name?: yup
4. Nicknames: Jen, Jen~Jen...that's about it right now...i haven't been called the others in a long time
5. Age: 16
6. Birthday: Jan. 3rd 1987
7. Where do you live?: G-ville
8. Do you like it where you live?: it's alright...i guess
9. Where were you born?: st. margarets in the valley
10. Height: 5'8"
11. Do you wish you were a different height?: nah....

12. Food: fried chicken
13. Number: 24
14. Date: umm... jan 3rd cuz it's my b-day
15. Day of the Week: friday
16. Day of the Year: christmas
17. Candy: i dunno...i don't really eat that much honestly
18. Ice Cream: hot fudge...or strawberry
19. Place to shop: eastland
20. Place to shop for clothes: old navy or vanity
21. Song: too many good ones out there to just pick one...
22. Movie: "Sweet Home Alabama"
23. Band/Group: probably Good Charoltte
24. Sport: v-ball...or bkb
25. Subject in School: umm...probably history
26. Holiday: easter
27. Color: red
28. Color of clothes to wear: anything in the shade of red or purple...
29. Type of clothes to wear: depends on what i feel like
30. Shoes: flip-flops
31. Fruit: strawberries...& watermelon
32. Veggie: carrots
33. Animal: dolphins...or dogs...or cats.....i dunno i don't really have a fav
34. Magazine: seventeen
35. Game: clue, guesstures, &'s one of thoes matchin games in case u didn't know like everybody else

Least Favorites
36. Food: seafood
37. Number: stupied question
38. Date: another stupied one
39. Day of the Week: MONDAY
40. Day of the Year: and another stupied one
41. Candy: jawbreakers
42. Ice Cream: i don't think i've had a flavor that i have absolutley hated
43. Place to shop: our own mall...there's like nothin there...
44. Place to shop for clothes: ummmm...i'm just gonna say walmart just cuz i've never bought clothes there
45. Song: any of those songs that just repeats the same verse over and over again...i can't think of one off the top of my head now but they really annony me
46. Movie: "Nothing But Trouble"'s got chevy chase, john candy, & dan akroyid in it & i thought it was gonna be funny but i thought it was more just weird & freaky then funny...i don't think i laughed @ all thru the thing it sux...don't watch it unless u wanna see how bad it is!! u can borrow it from me...
47. Band/Group: don't really have one
48. Sport: badmitton...i SUCK!!!!! it's like so easy that i can't even do it!!
49. Subject in school: probably science...
50. Holiday: one of those holidays that they have just to get ppl to buy sweet day or whatever it's called...COMPLETELY POINTLESS
51. Color: probably brown
52. Color of clothes to wear: brown probably...or orange...
53. Type of clothes to wear: i hate capris...they just don't like me...
54. Shoes: any shoe that's gonna kill my feet & that are gonna make me fall flat on my face... like the ones w/ a really high thin heel...omg NOT for me...
55. Fruit: probably like papaya...
56. Veggie: aspearagus...gross
57. Animal: SNAKES!!!!
58. Magazine: any of those teeny bop ones like bop, bb, teen beat, tiger beat...etc. yeah when ur in jr. high fine but those thing just really annony me now
59. Game: monopoly cuz it's too long

More About You
60. Shoe size: 8-9
61. Hair color: brown
62. Do you or have you ever dyed your hair?: yeah
63. Hair length: a bit past shoulders
64. Most embarrassing moment: i don't feel like typin it all out...
65. Are you getting bored or annoyed yet?: not really
66. What time is it?: oo...12:10 AM
67. What do you want to be when you grow up?: something in horticulture probably...not sure what..

Have you Ever...
68. Hiked a mountain?: no
69. Walked a mile?: of course
70. Really walked a mile in someone elses shoes?: probably
71. Ate a whole box of oreos?: maybe
72. Been in love?: no
73. Stayed up all night?: pretty close
74. Broken a bone?: yes
75. Pulled a muscle?:yes
76. Fractured something?: isn't that like the same as breakin suttin?? yes
77. Sprained something?: no
78. Watched the show Happy Days?: yeah
79. Cried because you've missed someone?: o yeah....
80. Had a party?: yeah
81. Been on a boat?: yeah
82. Been on a plane?: no!! :-(
83. If you were on a plane, was it scary?: ......
84. Done the chicken dance?: @ our jr. high dances...
85. Been on a train?: yep
86. Ate so much chocolate and/or candy that you puked?: no
87. Had a food fight?: yeah
88. Jumped on a trampoline?: yeah
89. Played spin the bottle?: actually no...
90. Been in a fist fight?: not like a serious one...
91. Been in a hospital?: yeah
92. Been in a hospital (not to visit someone but as a patient)?: no
93. Had a falling dream?: i think so
94. Been out of the country?: no
95. Played baseball with a bunch of friends?: yup
96. Took a Bubble Bath?: of course
97. Made a web page?: yep
98. Been in a car accident?: no
99. Driven a Car?: yes
100. Woo hoo This is 100, how do you feel?: pretty good that i got this far already...
101. Tried smoking or drugs?: nope
102. Laughed so Hard that you peed in your pants?: yeah......
103. Lied? yes
104. Fallen asleep in class?: almost
105. Played with Barbies?: yep
106. Campfire or fireplace?: yep
107. MMs or Skittles?: m&ms
108. MTV or VH1?: vh1
109. Movies or Music?: music
110. Stay up late or sleep in?: stay up late
111. Sun or Moon?: mooon
112. How sick are you of this survey?: not @ all!!
113. What Time is it now?: 12:15
114. 10 acquaintances or 1 bestfriend?: i dunno...cuz 1 best friend gets lonely & then w/ only 10 acquaintances is only...acquaintances & nothin more...
115. Short or Tall?: tall
116. Vanilla or chocolate?: chocolate
117. Cat or dog?: probably dog more cuz they're like always happy to see ya
118. Newspaper or Magazine?: magz
119. Is the glass half empty or half full?: half full
120. McDonalds or Burger King?: burger king...i like hate mcdonalds
121. Fish or Mice?:
123. Happy or Sad?: happy
124. Serious or funny?: funny
125. Happy or sad ending?: happy
126. Scary movie or Funny movie?: funny
127. Scary movie or sad movie?: sad
128. Funny movie or a sad movie?: funny
129. Brother or sister?: well i don't have a sister so i wouldn't know...
130. Barbie or Skipper?: skipper
131. Bikini or one piece?: bikini
132. Snow or rain?: rain
133. Candy or Fruit?: fruit
134. Plane or car?: i'm gonna say plane just cuz i've never ridin one before
135. Run or walk?: walk
136. Swim or skate?: swim
137. Pepsi or Coke?: pepsi
138. A house in the woods or a house in the city:house in the woods
139. The dark or light?: dark
140. Rainy or Sunny?: sunny
141. Duct tape or scotch tape?: duct tape 8-)
142. sneakers or sandals?: sandals
143. Lions or Tigers?: lions
144. Mustard or ketchup?: ketchup
145. Rap or Rock?: rock
146. Party or stay home?: party
147. Skates or Bike?: bike

Other Random Stuff
148. How many siblings do you have?: 1
149. Do you like your siblings?: unique...but alright
150. Do you have any pets?: yup
151. Do you like your pets?:'s kinda unique too but yeah...
152. Who is your favorite family member?: dad
153. How are you liking this survey?: it's goin good
154. What time is it?: 5 min. from the last time u asked me
155. What's the last thing you ate?: umm...french fries & chicken strips
156. Are you hungry right now?: not really
157. What would you like to eat right now?: some colby jack cheese
158. Have you ever went on a diet?: somewhat
159. Do you believe in God?: yes
160. What do you think about Diet Coke?: it tastes gross... it's worse for u than regular & if ur on a diet u shouldn't have it anyways
161. How are you feeling today?: i was down before but now i'm alright beginnign to get tired...

When was the last time that you've...
162. Cried?: today a lil...
163. Laughed?: an hr ago
164. Danced?: today...i was dancing around the hosue again like usual before we went to the show
165. Watched TV?: like 2 hrs ago
166. Hugged someone?: i dont' remember
167. Stayed up past midnight?: tonight i did
168. Jumped on a bed?: i dunno
169. Been happy?: like 100% a few days ago probably
170. Been sad?: i just get in those moods
171. Drank bottled water?: i dunno
172. Went swimming in a lake?: never have...
173. Been to the beach?: technically no...
174. Hung out with some friends?: last weekend
175. Took a shower?: like 6 hrs ago
176. Took a bath?: like 3 weeks ago
177. Went for a walk?: i dunno
178. Went for a bike ride?: LONG time
179. Played a board game?: like 3 weeks ago today
180. Been bored?: like 8 hrs ago
181. Eaten Birthday cake?: back in may i think was the last time...

In your opinion
182. Do fish have feelings too?: yes
183. What do you think of diet coke?: it's bad
184. Should ants be kept in ant farms?:'s not really harming them necessarily
185. What time is it?: about 12:30
186. What do you think of black nail polish?: it's gothic
187. What do you think of pink nail polish?: pretty
188. What do you think of no nail polish?: it's alright...sometimes it's just better for ur nails...or mine anyway
189. What do you think of shopping?: it's long as i don't spend a whole day doin it
190. Are people who talk to Animals crazy?: no...talkin to ur animals can be them just hearin ur voice
191. Are you a good person?: like to think so
192. Are you funny?: i like to think so
193. Are mice cute?: no
194. Are snakes scary?: YES
195. Does jelly taste good?: yup
196. Is the color black beautiful?: it can be if w/ another color
197. Is black even a color? yes
198. Is pink pretty?: yes
199. What do you feel about the color blue?: it's cool
200. Woo hoo This is 200, how do you feel?: good
201. Are you getting sick of the color questions?: not really
202. How many chocolate chips should a cookie have?: as many as possible
203. Is Nintendo better than Playstation?: no
204. Is bottled water really better than tap water?: yes
205. What pizza place has the best pizza?: there's a lot of good places...

More About You
206. Okay, what's the time right now?: 12:34
207. How are you feeling right now?: kinda tired
208. How many cookies do you think you could eat?: probably like 10
209. How many pieces of pizza can you eat?: 3
210. How much chocolate can you eat?: not that much
211. What kind of shoes do you wear the most?: flip flops or my sketchers
212. What kind of clothes do you wear the most?: whatever i feel like wearin
213. What color are your nails painted right now? they're not painted
214. What are you listening to?: the noise of the filter of the fish tank
215. Do you like ironing your clothes?: it's alright
216. Do you like to read?: no
217. Do you like school?: not really
218. What grade are you in?: 11th
219. What's the best part of the school day?: 9th hr...
220. Why?: cuz i'm always all pumped to get outta there

The Last Section
221. This is the last section of the survey, how do you feel?: kinda tired
222. Did you like this survey?: yes
223. Was it the longest one that you have ever completed?: o yeah
224. Do you like filling these surveys out?: yes...this will be my last for a while cuz they get old
225. What do you want to do now that you are done with this?: sleep
226. Any last words?: good night!! :-)
227. That's nice, but we're still not done: really?? then y did u say that???
228. How many people did you send this to?: everybody who reads my journal!!
229. How many of those people do you think will send it back to you?: well they're not gonna send it back unless they comment or suttin
230. Who is most likely to send it back?: i d unno
231. Who is least likely to send it back?: i dunno
232. Do you care if anyone sends it back?: no
233. Do you like the person who sent this to you?: yeah
234. Okay, what's the time now?: 12:40
235. So, how long did it take you to finish this?: i dunno...& i ain't goin back & lookin @ what time i started!!
236. Was it a waste of your time?: probably

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just an average day... [17 Sep 2003|10:00pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | "What Was I Thinkin'" by Dierks Bently ]

school was just go figure!! sometimes i wish i was a senior so then i could get out of here already but other times i just wish it wouldn't end. i dunno what i want. some ppl i wouldn't trade being around for anything cuz we ALWAYS have fun & we get along great then they're exceptions. i wish they're wouldn't be any exceptions...but hey, it's life. if it was like that w/ everybody then u wouldn't know when something was really good...& there wouldn't be such a thing as like best friends.

i got up kinda late today...AGAIN that's like the 3rd day in a row now. it's not that i'm really that tired it's just that i don't like gettin up cuz my room is FREEZING in the morning. pe was pretty good...only cuz we didn't have to dress today cuz it was activity period. algebra was better today...yesterday she had me so incredibly lost w/ that graphing that it wasn't even funny. i missed like all of them except for 2. we had to do the corrections today for homework & i @ least got it now. earth science kinda caught my attention...we've been watching this movie about the hubble space telescope & how they've discovered all this stuff w/ it. & that really does make me wonder what is really out there...& what's beyond the universe...hmm nice thing to possibly look up on...i actually wouldn't mind doing an essay on something like that. english was as boring as can be as usual. i would just sleep in there if i could. keener can be just so weird. band was interesting since miss webb was all irritated since cassie told her that she couldn't be @ the parade now. but it was too bad considering... study hall sucked as usual since morgan left me & i have like nobody to talk to except for like nathan & damien basically. damien's pretty cool but he ain't there all the time so i got nathan. u just gotta be nice to him & he'll be alright...& if u like ignore all the rude remarks about some ppl. ag wasn't too bad...whitney wasn't havin a good day so it wasn't as much fun as usual...cody of course was still like bouncin off the walls as usual whatta crazy kid!! haha he's always got something...never a dull moment w/ cody around...& then u got paul there to top it off so they're always something to get a laugh then i always go to american history the next hr & tell camille about it & she just shakes her head. wish i'd have more time than that to talk to camille but i don't this yr dammit.

yesterday i had that first meeting for the extension council thing that wragge had to sign me up for. it got kinda went on for 2 and half hrs....he just had to get me in this stuff...well ttyl...


Quote of the day:
Peace comes from within. Do not seek it without.

~ Buddha

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