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[30 Nov 2005|07:21pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

oh smelly poo.

im just gonna die alone arent i, yesh, with lots of cats, and trollies, and random stuff, and argh.

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[16 Nov 2005|08:17pm]
I PASSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Iv been driving anywhere and everywhere today, its so god damn cool. I cant believe. I got 15 minors, but i dont care, its a pass *dances around*

I tend to scare mum quite a lot though oopsay.

I like driving in my car toot toot beep beep toot toot beeeeep

and and and i have cow seats :D
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[13 Nov 2005|10:32am]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | Sof - Fix The Heart ]

Wooooaaah so alec came to see me in his car "austin" yesterday. Its so cool! Its like percy but sounds a bit beefyer.....but it has a choke....where as i have volkswagen class and have an automatic one mwahahahaha *smug*

Yeh so we went for a cruise and called for dani, but she wasnt coming out so we sat in her house watching a close shave, then alec took me home again cos him and the crofts wanted dinner.

Then at 9.30 alec came back for me :D and we went to the puuuub, via tescos for petrol of course. Had to cope with benon in the car but i managed to avoid sitting next to him so twas all good. Alec hasnt quite got the hang of turning round without power steering yet bless him, but i spose tis hard, im just so used to it cos of the great difficulty i suffer driving percy.

Im not driving percy again before my test now, i need to be in monica car mode or i rev too muich, also shes getting new corsa on monday which is scary. Gah im gonna spend £93 next week on just fucking driving.
I really want to pass, really really, i almost cant afford not to. I CAN DO IT!!!! power to the confidence!!

So yeeeeh whole week of college :( which is sucky but oh well, iv had lots of sleep over the past few days so im like refreshed kinda :)

Er yeh i better go shower and stuff now. I really fancy going to the gym later though.....i havent been for aaaaaages.

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quietly confident [12 Nov 2005|12:21am]
[ mood | determined ]

Well dani faileded again :( which totally sucks.

Had people over this evening, and had to hoover loads, how the hell does mud get EVERYWHERE?!
Mia and Adam and Sally were quite stoneded, so that was er quite funny actually.

Alec washed up for me bless him, err speaking of alec we're going on a mission tomorrow in austin the metro :D i suggested we go to the moon but i dunno if thats gonna happen.

Driving test soon eeeeep. But iv had lots of practice, and i can do it, i know i can do it, i just have to think ahead alot and be aware and do lots of observation. I will die if i fail again. Positive thoughts positive thoughts *talks to self like a mad woman*

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[08 Nov 2005|08:15pm]
Only one day of college left this week, and alec gets his metro on saturday. Fuck yeh!
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[06 Nov 2005|08:29pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

Computer dead again, so im back on the laptop.

Last night was cool at bethans, way too many people though. I spent most of the time looking after bethan's gay nephew which was hilariously funny. Aw i love him to bits. Dani told me she loved me last night too, i do seem to be a loveable person at the moment.

Scary moment though, ben and toby cooke decided to strip and run through the house which was quiiiite a scary site.

Tensions building for next driving test now, i will die if i fail again.

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[02 Nov 2005|09:31pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | less than jake - the science of selling yourself short ]

why did i have to fall for her? why!? grr. im not in a good mood. i have too much to do. and i dont have the energy. i need sleep. i cant cope with anything at the moment. i feel like im gonna break soon. there are so many things i need to do. and so many more i want to do. why does everyone else seem fine? why is it just me? why cant i be like other people. why cant everything jsut click into place. all i want is to be happy. and not stressed. and not have too much to worry about. but no.

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[01 Nov 2005|11:26pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

Bleh so stressed, and confused. Bleh.

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[30 Oct 2005|04:31pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | Jack Johnson - Traffic In The Sky ]

So, rebooked driving test...tis a secret though.

Gonna meet up with Sof on wednesday, to start up our muchly amazing queer punk rock band. She's such a talented person its gonna be seriously cool.

Er botb last night kinda sucked, me and dani got bored and came home early, and claire and phil were off probably having sex so blah boredom.

Went for a drive with dad today and it was pretty ok, i dont really need driving practice, i just need to drive like a learner rather than a driving person, thats why i failed really.

Eeerrm oh yeh claire drove me home from the crofts on friday night, and she was well nervous cos it was rainy and she kept steaming up, but i sat in the front so i could help her which was cool :) im jealous now though.

I only have 2 lessons tomorrow woop :D

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[28 Oct 2005|04:14pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | The Sex Pistols - I'm Not Your Stepping Stone ]

So i failed the driving test, but its ok, only alec passed first time, so its not the end of the world. Claire passed today so thats cool.

Hmm, what to do now...

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[26 Oct 2005|07:23pm]
[ music | The mars volta - roulette dares ]

so jon was pretty cool, although he called me jennifer *glares evully*

Mitchisons was cool last night, becky tasha and pete turned up which was quite random.

Alec passed his driving test!!!!!! Celebrations!!!!! :D

Dani might come over later, cos they've gone to the pub and i have no money.

Last driving lesson tomorrow. Argh.

Oh and im very confused *head hurts*

Portsmouth uni is incredibly cool, unlike brighton which sucked.

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[25 Oct 2005|07:20pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | Missy Higgins ]

So Dani failed.

2 down, 2 to go.

Now to meet jonathon......then off to mitchisons *checks vodka supplies* yep im ready.

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[24 Oct 2005|05:13pm]
[ music | Stranglers - Cruel Garden ]

Got texts from jas today which was a suprise..but a nice one :)

Erm, few days til driving test *dies* im gonna fail. and its shit whether. great.

going to portsmouth uni on wednesday.

drove to guildford and back today.

dani's driving test is tomorrow :( and alec on wednesday :( scary stuff.

er bought 3 cds today,
blondie - denis
the stranglers - the gold collection
stiff lil fingers - song by song

hmm dunno what to do tonight, danis not gonna come out for obvious reasons, and as i have no job, i have no money for pubbing. blah. i do have plenty of vodka though, but i dont realy wanna drink on my own.

Oh yeh alec asked mia out, which was interesting, hes so desperate bless him. He takes any little flirty thing to mean so much more than it does.

ok my wrists hurt.


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[18 Oct 2005|08:21pm]
i cant cope. i want to die.
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[14 Oct 2005|07:35pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Blondie - Call Me ]

I am so bored its unbelieveable. Gah. Where is everyone? Looks like its another friday night in. Fun fun.

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[13 Oct 2005|09:10pm]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | madness - cardiac arrest ]

Think of 7 letters.
Begin and end in C.
Like a big american car.
But mispelt with a D.


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[09 Oct 2005|05:38pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]
[ music | placebo - every you every me ]

LAst night was pretty cool. We watched notting hill, chicago, and we watched just the good songs from the sound of music :P was well funny. Me and dani were quite tipsy so we were singing loads. Bethan and mia were tehre too. Claire was with phil, and sawah was ill again.

So yesh twas good evening, could have been better though.

Got a letter saying they've moved driving test forward time-wise. So tis slightly earlier in the afternoon than expected, but oh well. I feel quite prepared for it now anyway. *crosses fingers*

Only one more week of work wahoo. Then i can properly concentrate on revision and stuff.

Right, thats me done for now, being realistic...and positive :)

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[08 Oct 2005|06:54pm]
[ mood | FUCKED OFF!!! ]


I feel like the largest piece of insignificant shite in the whole world. Hence why i am about to go to dani's, get blindingly drunk, and watch sappy girly films.

bleh dont you just love being miserable?

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[05 Oct 2005|09:24pm]
[ mood | stressed ]
[ music | Tenacious D - Inward Singing (fucking cockayarse!!! hehe) ]

Oh my god i'm so stressed.

And claire failed her driving test :(

So much to do and so little time.


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[04 Oct 2005|09:18pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

I'm glad i didnt tell mum now, cos its all gone wrong, and there would be lots of awkward questions to deal with if she knew.

Hmm, i cried last night. I havent cried in ages. Hmm. I really do suck.

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